080 guilty conscience
Xiao Sasha was frightened and hurried over to pull me. I didn't faint, but fell down. After falling, my internal organs hurt. I couldn't stand up. I said weakly: "It's okay, Sasha, the teacher has money in his wallet. You go to the school gate to help the teacher buy a bottle of mineral water, don't have it ice."
Little Sasha nodded, took my wallet and walked out.
I got up little by little from the ground, my heartbeat was so fast that I was about to jump out. I still felt bored, just like the feeling I had when I just woke up every day.
Sitting on the rest stool, I gasped, thinking to myself that there are four days and four days left, no matter what, I have to hold on to these four days. It’s just four days, no one can die.
Thinking of this, my body had more strength. Then when I looked up, I saw the figure following Xiao Sasha, and my strength instantly collapsed again.
Xiao Shasha came with Wang Zhaoyang. Wang Zhaoyang was a little anxious and walked to me quickly, "What's wrong with you? The student said you fainted?"
When I saw him, I felt even more powerless. I blinked and said, "No, I fell."
Wang Zhaoyang didn't believe me, so he leaned against my forehead with his hands on his back, frowned, "It's a little burning."
I told him that I was fine, but he was very determined. In addition, Xiao Sasha was persuading me, and the two of them dragged me out of the dance classroom and pulled me to the school’s infirmary.
There are not many people staying at school now, and the infirmary is not open very much. Wang Zhaoyang called the doctor in the infirmary back. The doctor estimated that I was having heatstroke.
Sitting on the bed in the infirmary, I had a bottle hanging on the back of my hand, leaning against the railings of the bed, lying so lazy.
It’s so hot, will you get sick after the competition? Xiao Sasha looked at me next to me, and I apologized to her, "I’m sorry, Sasha, the teacher has made you worried."
Little Sasha shook her head obediently.
Wang Zhaoyang was talking to the doctor in the infirmary and just explained what happened here. The doctor didn't go to work. Wang Zhaoyang said, "You go and do it. I'll pull it out for her after the hangup."
The doctor left.
Now that the three of us are in the same room, I feel a little embarrassed. Wang Zhaoyang took a glass of water and handed it to me, standing by and watching.
I reluctantly took a sip, lowered my eyes, and remembered Wang Zhaoyang's great kindness. The more I thought about it, the less I wanted to owe him anything. Maybe I should explain it to him today.
Wang Zhaoyang had turned around and got the medicine prescribed by the doctor, which was to clear heat and relieve heat. Then he had a very unhappy condition. Forget the pills, there was also Huoxiang Zhengqi Water.
Huoxiang Zhengqi Water is the most difficult thing in the world. None of them is that not drinking Huoxiang Zhengqi Water is a major principle in my life.
Wang Zhaoyang asked me to take medicine. I glanced at the small table next to him and asked him to put it down, and then said, "You can send Sasha back to the dance classroom first, she has to continue practicing."
Xiao Shasha said, "No Teacher Yan, I'll just go back by myself." The girl said, jumping out and wanted to walk out. I added, "No, the teacher asked Director Wang to bring the teacher's bag by the way."
Wang Zhaoyang then left with Xiao Shasha. Before leaving, he looked at the medicine on the table and said, "Take it yourself."
I nodded.
The door closed and I breathed a sigh of relief. In fact, the dizziness just now also dissipated a lot. I never thought that getting injections and hanging water was so comfortable.
After waiting for a minute, Wang Zhaoyang probably walked away. I swallowed the pills, then held the bottle of water hanging, quickly walked to the trash can, poured out the water-stained water, threw the bottle and sat back.
I sat back and continued to think about saying something to Wang Zhaoyang later.
Wang Zhaoyang came back with my bag, pulled a stool and sat opposite me, and asked me, "Have you taken the medicine?"
I nodded.
He glanced at his eyes for no reason, then took a bottle of Huoxiang Zhengqi Water, cut the bottle and handed it to me.
"What are you doing?" I'm very cautious.
Wang Zhaoyang said, "You must have not drunk it just now."
"Which eye did you see that I didn't drink it?" I retorted.
He smiled, "I didn't see you drinking either."
I didn't plan to pay attention to him, so Wang Zhaoyang kept holding a small bottle of Huoxiang Zhengqi Water and waited patiently. I couldn't stand the smell when I smelled it and frowned, "What are you doing?"
Wang Zhaoyang said, "You don't take medicine eight times when you get sick."
I raised my eyelids, "You know again!"
He laughed and I muttered, "Besides, I'm not so easy to get sick."
He stopped talking and handed some on his hands, "Look soon, drink it, this thing is not worth a few cents, and it is the most effective to treat diseases."
Ouch I'm going to be so distressed, but I'm very persistent, "I don't drink it, I want to drink it yourself."
Wang Zhaoyang nodded, pinched Huoxiang Zhengqi Water and raised his head to the end, with a expressionless face. Then he showed me the empty bottle as if he had finished drinking wine, and then took another bottle and "drink."
I looked bitter and felt so anxious that I reached out to take it, and pissed myself off several times before I could barely drink it.
What is this? How can there be such a hard drink in this world? It’s indescribable! It’s simply indescribable!
After drinking it, I felt that I let the smell of the medicine smog all over and calmed it down. I asked, "Why are you still in school? Isn't it on vacation?"
Wang Zhaoyang said, "Well, live here."
Usually I only go to the dance classroom and toilet at the gate, but I never noticed who lives here or not. I just asked curiously, "Why don't you go home?"
He paused, his tone was light, "I gave her the house."
I blinked quickly, oh, let Fang Keru. He is doing so miserable now that he doesn't even have a place to live? I haven't spoken yet, he added by himself, "It's the same wherever he lives anyway."
I casually said, "Then find another one."
He was stunned and looked at me with a smile. I felt that I had said the wrong thing, so I pursed my lips and said nothing.
I said, "I will pay you back that money..."
He turned his head to look at me, probably not responding to the money. I said, "I only found out about the college tuition you helped me get for me yesterday." He smiled bitterly.
He smiled clearly, as if he didn't want me to mention this matter anymore, "It's been in the past." He said.
There were too many things in the past. Human relationships are never clear, and only money can be explained clearly.
I said, "Wait until I get the bonus..."
"You don't have to be so disgusted with me." Wang Zhaoyang interrupted.
I was stunned, "I'm not alone anymore, I should be right."
Wang Zhaoyang smiled bitterly and was slightly silent, "Okay, let's talk about it when it's convenient for you."
I nodded.
When I looked at each other, I saw his helpless love, as if he was a kind of forbearance that he wanted to hug but could not. This gaze made me feel so heartbroken. I basically didn't dare to look at his eyes, nor did I dare to get along with him alone in such a quiet moment. I was really afraid of being touched again.
Gripping my teeth, I said, "Also, I have a good relationship with him. You should not care about me so much in the future. It may be better for everyone."
It was like an obsession, he said, "This is my own business."
"Why is it your own business?" I sighed slightly in my heart and said patiently, "We are over. After all, I am already married. Actually, I know you are a very good person. Maybe after this period, there will be nothing left. But I don't want to owe you more, so I feel sorry for you."
There is a limit to giving kindness. If giving kindness is excessive, it will put additional pressure on the person who is being kind. I have already felt this pressure now, and I can't help it. I will never think about paying it back in my life, and I will never have the chance to pay it back.
"Why are you sorry?" Wang Zhaoyang looked at me and asked.
I bowed my head and admitted, "I don't know."
If he didn't smile, "Actually, it's my own business to you. What are you afraid of?"
I didn't answer, he said, "You are guilty. If you are guilty, then this is not my own business." He nodded and said, "I hope you are guilty. If you are guilty, it means I still have a chance."
I stressed helplessly, "I'm already married."
Wang Zhaoyang smiled and felt that he had said the wrong thing. He said, "I just want to care about you, maybe I'm used to it. Just think you're good."
I lowered my eyes, "Well, it's all pretty good."
He adjusted the temperature of the infirmary air conditioner and found a newspaper to read it. He said, "You sleep for a while, I'll show you."
I sighed, shrank my body to the bed, and started to sleep with my eyes closed. I really want to sleep. Although the symptoms of heatstroke are no longer serious at this moment, my body is still very weak.
I never felt that I had a good time sleeping with injections. At first, the sound of newspapers turning around came from time to time in my ears, and the cicadas were chirping outside in the middle of summer, which was a very quiet noon.
I slept very well this time. When I woke up, the needle had been hung up. Wang Zhaoyang had a good method of pulling the needle. After pulling it, he held my back and pressed it tightly. He squatted beside the bed. He pursed his lips and looked at my face, and said gently, "Stop sleeping, just wake up."
...
As the competition approached, Shao Siwei and I went to the tailor shop to get the competition costumes.
There is a place here that specially customizes these clothes. Shao Siwei is more clear about the ways and found them for me. Here you can choose various stage costumes, not just for dancing.
When Shao Siwei and I were walking around, we met Chen Shanshan and were with their sisters. Chen Shanshan also came to pick clothes, and I guess she was going to participate in some activities and choose event clothing.
Passing by, I said to Shao Siwei, "Chen Shanshan, you didn't recognize it?"
Shao Siwei looked back and looked, "Oh, who did you fight?"
"Who do you guess she is me now?"
Shao Siwei shook his head and said, "She is Chen Feiyang's sister, her own sister."
Shao Siwei was a little surprised. He made sure that I did not lie to him. Shao Siwei, "Be good, where can we meet in life?"
Me: "Hmph, I never pay attention to her anyway."
"You two have a grudge against you, your husband doesn't know?"
"I know, he doesn't dare to care about me. He said that if his sister dares to bully me, he will break up with his sister."
Chapter completed!