073 Communication barriers
Wang Zhaoyang's words still made me think of something. Temporary stability should not make people stop moving forward. In this era when everyone is seeking progress and development, if you don't move forward, you are waiting for others to catch up and be eliminated.
Besides, my starting point was very low.
I once thought that as long as I don’t choose it, life would be good if I live like this simple thing. After he said this, I realized that that 1,400 yuan is also a picker.
What he said to me today has added some motivation to me, not to compete with anyone.
I originally wanted to fool the dance on Children's Day, but now I have a little more interest in it. I can't win awards or something anymore, so I can break out of that circle, but my students can. I can use these students to cultivate and elevate my qualifications. Maybe I can't be a successful dancer in my life, but I can be a relatively good dance teacher.
I originally wanted to leave directly, but thinking that Wang Zhaoyang would not be able to come back, I stayed in the multimedia classroom for a while, continued to check what I needed, and made some calculations.
Until Chen Feiyang called me, "Wife, I'm here to pick you up home."
When I packed up my things, I left after get off work. On the way, I told Chen Feiyang that he must have been very busy recently. He was very considerate and went to cook by himself. He did not disturb me. He asked me to sit in the living room and continue to study.
I felt very happy when I smelled the fragrance of food coming out of the kitchen. Although my husband was not very mature, he was trying his best to do what a good husband should do. I suddenly remembered Wang Zhaoyang, forget it, I am worth it with such a Chen Feiyang, and there is nothing to regret.
Chen Feiyang's cooking skills are improving day by day. He serves my unpicky mouth very well.
After dinner, Wu Yuqing went to wash dishes tactfully, but I did nothing and focused on my work. Because I ignored him today, Chen Feiyang was bored all night and started to bother me at nine o'clock.
"Wife, stop watching." He rubbed my shoulders.
"Stop making trouble, I'll be fine in a while." At this time, I had a good temper.
But Chen Feiyang was bored and didn't say anything. He just pinched and pinched my shoulders. The people they trained were quite good at massage. They didn't say how they were doing, but the strength was great. Chen Feiyang felt comfortable rubbing his shoulders. The problem was that he was a little disturbing to me.
I was not annoyed, just said, "You go and close the toilet door, and the toilet will start to smell again."
This broken house is probably because of its old age and various problems. The most unbearable thing is that the toilet tastes bad. Chen Feiyang went to close the toilet door and felt bored, so he took a shower. After taking a shower, he came out naked and wore a pair of big shorts and started shaking around the room.
I ignored him until he stood in front of the TV and suddenly opened his mouth, "Wife."
I looked up and he took off half of his pants, and he was so silly, "Look, **!"
I...puff...
Chen Feiyang smiled foolishly and put his pants on his back, walked to me and sat down with his hands on my shoulders, "Let's go to bed, you have to get up early tomorrow."
His behavior as a slut really made me unable to calm down. I closed the notebook, took a shower, and went to bed.
The weather has been so boring recently. Chen Feiyang and I started turning on the air conditioner in less than June. We turned on the air conditioner here and sleeping in a quilt on the other side. I think this is the most comfortable way to sleep.
Chen Feiyang is also generous. People who like me don’t care about the electricity bill. Unlike the dead Wang Zhaoyang, who can even whine when he opens a fan.
In fact, Wang Zhaoyang is in a calm and natural state of mind. He thinks that always blowing a fan and air conditioner is not good for the body. We are young people, and we always feel that our bodies cannot bear it and are still far from ourselves, so we don’t care about these things.
Today I didn't let Chen Feiyang touch me because my stomach couldn't bear it, which made me feel uncomfortable.
Chen Feiyang said that his mother wanted me to have a baby, but I laughed at this and was worried. I wouldn't have a baby at this time. Chen Feiyang himself is still a child, and our income is not enough to raise children for the time being.
I think it would be great if life goes on like this simply and calmly.
The next step is to concentrate on planning the performance, and the dormitory has been arranged. Chen Feiyang brought me some quilts and other things and put them on it simply. I mainly took a nap here and didn't go home at noon.
The female teacher's dormitory is next to the junior high school girls' dormitory, opposite the boy's dormitory and the male teacher's dormitory. That day, I was hanging curtains and suddenly saw someone on the balcony opposite, tilting my head and drying clothes. I had good eyesight and saw clearly that it was Wang Zhaoyang.
I just hung the curtains and looked at him for a while until he had dried his clothes and turned to look here. When I smiled at me less than a hundred meters away, I walked back into the house.
I feel a kind of calm inside, as if it is like now, and it is also good to get along with him. People are forgetful animals. Last year, we are almost completely different from us, both individually and in relationships, and life changes like this every day. You are not sure when you started to adapt, or whether you slowly adapt.
The initial conflict between Chen Feiyang and I started from that dissonance. Recently, I have been in three groups of dances, and I have been busy every day from two afternoon classes until 8 o'clock in the evening. I can only go home if I let the students go back to the dormitory to sleep.
It was really tense on June 1st, and the children had no foundation.
As a teacher, few people speak particularly pleasantly because it is a job of exhausting throat. The weather is getting hotter and hotter, and my throat feels like it is getting hot every day.
After returning home, Chen Feiyang wanted to love me again. I didn't want to love me, so I found various reasons to hide. Unfortunately, he was a chatter again. When he couldn't sleep, he kept talking.
Before we were married and just dating, I should have known that Chen Feiyang was a chatterbox because every night he would lie on the sofa and call me until I fell asleep.
But I was not tired at that time and had no job. I had the strength to talk to him, but I don't have it now. I wish I could keep my mouth closed at all times except class.
At that time, night talk was warm every day, but now night talk was torture.
I said, "Can you chat with you when I finish this time? I really don't want to talk."
He said: "You teach dancing, not singing."
"Teaching dancing requires teaching with your voice. When you teach people to box in the boxing gym, you can't just demonstrate and not speak, right?"
He said, "Then I don't feel tired of my throat."
I was speechless and a little impatient, "Brother, you teach adults, and you are still 15 or 16 years old. I am helping children in grade one and two of elementary school. If you don't shout, they won't hear you."
Chen Feiyang felt soft and hugged me, "Wife, I don't want to see you so tired."
I was perfunctory, "I'm not tired."
"You're not tired even if you have a sore throat."
"Then can you let me stop talking? Can I sleep now?"
Chen Feiyang couldn't say anything, so he could only hold him and sing to coax me to sleep. During that time, I asked him to coax him, but I couldn't sleep. Now I'm tired and can fall asleep directly. I think it's a bit noisy for him to sing.
But there is a man around me who sings to coax him to sleep, which is also good, and I don't plan to deprive him of his hobbies.
When I was basically asleep, he started kissing and touching me. I hid and hid, and I couldn't kick him down the bed. Chen Feiyang was very shocked and said sincerely, "Wife, I want you."
"don't want."
He acted spoiled, "I really want it."
Me: "I really don't."
What I said was basically useless, so he came up to kiss me directly, and the kiss was soft and tried his best to mobilize me. It must be admitted that Chen Feiyang is sexy. If he was not so fierce, I would be quite happy to do this with him. I also know that he is young and has too much energy.
I would like to ask a sexy girl who wants to find a strong and strong man to meet this need. If you don’t have that diamond, don’t take on this porcelain job.
I was going to talk to Chen Feiyang and sit up. I said, "I'm not a man, I don't know very well. Is it really uncomfortable?"
He nodded.
I said, "What if I don't?"
"hold back."
"Can you be so tired?"
He shook his head.
I said, "Look, when you didn't have me before, wouldn't you do anything? I'm really tired recently, and it's going to be June 1st soon. After June 1st, I'll accompany you well, okay?"
"I just don't understand why you are so tired. You are a woman." Chen Feiyang was puzzled.
I said, "I'm tired, but I'm not tired. Do you understand? What's wrong with me being a woman? I don't work harder now. Will I work harder in the future? Actually, I'm not young anymore. I'm twenty-four or twenty-five years old."
He said, "I can take care of you. You said how much money you want, I will earn, I will play more games, I will be a bodyguard, and I will take in a few more apprentices."
Oh my worries, "Why don't you understand? It has nothing to do with money. I have something to do, so I am very fulfilled. I know you don't understand now. When I was as old as you, I didn't understand. So I don't rush to let you change anything. You're good. When one day you find what you are willing to do, you will do it naturally. But I'm in this state now, do you understand?"
He didn't understand, and he said, "I just wanted to take care of you, I don't want to see you so tired."
I stressed, “I’m not tired.”
"You said you were tired just now."
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Chen Feiyang listened very seriously, "Then teach me, teach me how to mature, and how to take care of you."
Chapter completed!