(No state, no state, really bad state, tt)

I finally began to understand a little bit why Wang Zhaoyang kept hiding his identity. It turns out that there are some things that gaining means the beginning of losing.

He had no intention of starting with me.

Forgive me for not being able to say what is right or wrong about this matter, because it seems that everyone has mistakes, just like Wang Zhaoyang and I. But we can’t tell what is right or wrong. We still have right and wrong.

The concept of right and wrong is that it is wrong to be a third party and break up other people's families.

Even though Fang Keru said that the problem between them was not because of me, even though she said so, I still felt that it had something to do with me. I, Yan Xiaochang, really have no principles in life. This is the only principle I have. Things that I was proud of were destroyed in such a confusing way.

But thinking about it, their divorce should have nothing to do with me. A text message from Wang Zhaoyang popped up on the phone at my feet, asking me why I didn't answer the phone.

How can I be in the mood to answer his call now? I even feel disgusted when he calls me. He is a liar.

I wanted to sleep, but the environment didn't allow me to sleep. The girl in the toilet started talking again, saying that she had just bought shampoo and hadn't used it yet, so she only had half a bottle of it. She also said that some people are lazy, and in one day I just sit in my room playing on the computer and don't know how to clean up.

I guess she is talking about me. I am not in the mood today and I really don’t want to go out and argue with her. Every time this girl complains, she is a one-man show and no one pays attention to her.

She was probably in a bad mood today, so she came directly to knock on my door. When I opened the door and looked at her, she said, "Is it your turn to be on duty today?"

"What day is it today?" I was already dizzy.

The girl pulled me towards the toilet and said, "Look, look, what's going on here."

I had just cried and was still a little lackluster at the moment, so I advised her: "Forget it, I'll do it tomorrow. What time will it be?"

Girl, "My boyfriend will come over soon and see what it looks like."

Hey, I’m not happy about it. You’re bullying me because I don’t have a boyfriend. I’m so angry that I can’t find a place to get angry. That’s good.

I raised my arms and said, "I can sweep this place for you. Girls, I'd like to trouble you, can you be a little more accurate when throwing things away? The trash cans have been replaced by trash cans. Can you throw away your used sanitary napkins?" Put it in a bag and throw it on the ground, waiting for someone to dig it out for you! What if you and your man spent two dollars to open a hotel and chatter all day long and midnight, and if you don't sleep, others will."

There are many inconveniences in shared housing. For example, when the utility bills are shared equally, some people always feel that they are at a disadvantage. For example, when it comes to cleaning public areas, there are one or two lazy people everywhere who break all the rules. Another example is this Bring the man into the house.

Usually I get up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, and go there openly. Whenever a man comes, I have to sneak around in my own home. Especially when women live in a house with women, they are all very nice to each other at the beginning, but as time goes by, all kinds of things happen. Calculate various contradictions.

This girl asked me to finish my training, but she was not convinced and said, "What we do at night is none of your business!"

I glanced at her and said, "Yeah, it's none of my business that you're short of men. I'll get ten a month, but not one man eight times." Holding my arms, I planned to go back to the room to sleep. It felt so much better to come out and scold me.

It was so good that she said, "That's better than being a mistress."

This time I was really annoyed. Regardless of whether I was a third party, I felt that I definitely could not be considered a second wife. I never let Wang Zhaoyang cover me.

I pointed at the girl and said, "Clean your mouth for me."

She sneered, "How dare you say that it's not true? If you are hooking up with some men in their thirties, how dare you say that they don't have a wife or not..."

I didn't let her finish her words and just gave her a slap in the face. In fact, it didn't matter whether she slandered me or not, I was just unhappy and wanted to hit her.

The girl was dumbfounded by the slap and had no courage to fight back. She covered her face and called her boyfriend to complain.

I stood at the door and said coldly, "Looking for a boyfriend is useless even if you look for your grandfather." Well, why do these words sound so familiar? It seems that I have said it before.

In fact, when the girl's boyfriend came that day, he didn't stand up for her, he just coaxed her, and then the two of them chatted until midnight.

I couldn't sleep, so I sat on the bed leaning on the pillow, with my phone turned off, as if I didn't want to face anything.

Listening to the sound of the bed in the next room shaking and the girl's suppressed meowing, I took out a box of unopened cigarettes from the drawer, lit one and smoked, thinking about my own thoughts here.

The relationship between a man and a woman is probably most simple and straightforward only when they are in bed. No wonder so many people want sex partners instead of love. Relationships are such a headache.

If it keeps getting messy after cutting it, the simplest thing to do is to throw it away.

So I started to play disappearing. Before disappearing, I considered that Wang Zhaoyang might come looking for me. I also considered whether I should tell him to stop him from looking for me.

But I'm too lazy to say anything.

The rent in this shared house is about to expire, and I don’t want to live in it any longer. I don’t want to share it with anyone anymore. I want to have my own home, and I can do whatever I want with it. I can’t clean up the mess myself.

Complain.

I have been in Beijing for more than a year. Apart from helping Wu Yuqing repay 30,000 yuan, I have basically accomplished nothing. But it is not without gain. At least I have opened a lot of horizons.

I don’t want to stay here long, because I have no friends here. People with my personality seem to be easy to get along with, but in fact it is difficult to make true friends with anyone. The only friends I recognize are Xie Tingting, Shao Siwei and so on. When we

We were friends when we were still relatively innocent before entering society.

Without a man, I feel a little lonely and need to go back and find friends.

I quit my job, my home moved, and people left. You can look for that person as you like.

The first person I contacted was Shao Siwei and asked him to find a temporary place for me to live. I couldn't go back to my home. Wang Zhaoyang was too familiar with that place. I would be dumbfounded if he came to find me.

I now understand in my heart how I feel about Wang Zhaoyang. When I can't see him, I feel that he is so despicable and shameless, and all I can think about is his bad. If he were alive in front of me, there would be no way I could

I can control myself, so I am determined not to see him.

Our school used to build two buildings specifically for teachers and sell them to them at low prices. However, these buildings were rented to students for the last class. Shao Siwei happened to have a bunch of keys here, so he arranged for me to stay here first.

The decoration was pretty good, and it didn't look like it had been unoccupied for a long time. I turned around and asked Shao Siwei, "Isn't this your and Meng Ziming's secret base?"

Shao Siwei, "Don't worry, his baby has just been born and he won't be able to get through these days."

Hey, men are just more generous than women. Don’t you feel awkward saying this? Everything that needs to be arranged has been arranged. Shao Siwei sat on the sofa and said, "Tell me, what is the reason for your escape?"

I glanced at him lazily and said, "Same thing as you."

"Huh? Are you in love with a woman?" Shao Siwei glared.

I opened a can of beer he took out from the refrigerator, and when I took a sip, it was cold from my mouth to my stomach. I said nonchalantly, "I accidentally provoked a married man. Just leave it alone and support me for a while."

That’s fine, it should be fine after this period of time passes.”

Shao Siwei asked: "Are you broken up in love?"

I shook my head and took a sip of beer, "I think this is God's test for me."

Shao Siwei patted me on the shoulder, "Watch more idol dramas, live like a fool, and you will forget about it after a while."

I looked at him blankly, and Shao Siwei said, "Taught by Cong You."

They are all here to help people who are lovelorn.

The students at the school are on vacation one after another, and it's actually quite quiet here. I haven't told Wu Yuqing about my return yet, so I have to prevent Wang Zhaoyang from finding Wu Yuqing.

Of course, in my relationship with Wu Yuqing, even if I disappeared for a year and a half and died outside, she might not be able to feel it. I don’t think this is a big deal.

I don’t have my cell phone turned on, and I don’t have any ideas. I just want to be clean for a while. Maybe I’ve been clean enough, and I’ve also finished dealing with the messy things in the outside world that need to be dealt with.

Sometimes I feel a little unwilling and feel that I just quit. Wang Zhaoyang and Fang Keru reconcile, and then many years later, they treat me as a person and they don't have me anymore, and they grow old together. That scene

Makes me a little upset.

"Wang Zhaoyang, is he that man?" Shao Siwei came to deliver food to me and asked while flipping through the discs on the coffee table.

I was stunned and didn't reply.

Shao Siwei said, "I'm looking for you."

"How do you know?"

Shao Siwei looked at me and said, "He's looking for me today."

"How did he find you?"

Shao Siwei explained helplessly, "It's not that you told him too much before. I'm a school teacher, and the files are easy to check."

Oh, that’s what happened. At this time, I felt a little shaken in my heart, but I could barely resist. I asked, “What did I tell you?”

"Call me and ask me if I know where you are."

"Well, how do you answer?"

Shao Siwei said calmly, "I said I know."

"you……"

"But I didn't tell him."

"Oh...then what did you say?"

Shao Siwei, "Nothing."

"I didn't ask you to tell me anything?" I looked at Shao Siwei and asked.

Shao Siwei said, "Why do I think you are a little disappointed? Do you want to hide or not?"

Well, people are entangled, and the subconscious and the external appearance are often not completely unified, but reason tells me that I should hide.

Shao Siwei said, "Actually, I was asked to tell you something like that, but I didn't dare to say it because I was afraid you would cry if I did."

I looked at Shao Siwei blankly.
Chapter completed!