041 Trivial life
I think I am not young anymore. Although I work on a TV station, I don’t plan to become famous. I want to take a very normal life path. Get married when it’s time to get married and have babies when it’s time to have babies.
So I won’t think about whether there is a Wang Zhaoyang blocking here. I don’t even think about Chen Feiyang. I haven’t even reached the age of marriage. I don’t want to have fun with anyone. I chose someone just for marriage.
Although Wang Zhaoyang did not say it clearly, since he said that he would come to Beijing with me after solving all the matters next year, I think the matter between us is not far away, after all, he is at this age.
So I am actually quite looking forward to marriage now, although I don’t have enough mental preparation, I still have to prepare anything. And I think if I’m with Wang Zhaoyang, I don’t need much preparation.
Life is still proceeding step by step. I waited for Wang Zhaoyang to handle everything and accompany me. When my old house was demolished, I could get a very small amount of demolition house payment. I felt that my future life was very promising.
The TV station host is actively working hard for three months, and the initial candidate was indeed me. I have been rehearsing two episodes of the program. When I was preparing for the official recording, I suddenly received a notice that I was defeated. The person who replaced me, regardless of appearance or verbal ability, was far inferior to me.
In order to prepare for this, I have read many books and made up for many variety shows during this period. I haven’t even played much games anymore. Now I just want to brush it and I’m not convinced.
Even though I can imagine the reason, I can't help but ask for an explanation.
I went to find a producer, and the producer said, "Master's meaning." and sent me away.
Some time ago, because of the competition for this show, my sisters didn’t have a good relationship. Later, when I got into competition, everyone had an objection to me. Now I was shot down because of this unknown reason. They comforted me on the surface and would have a chance. They went to the bathroom behind my back to say my little words and gloated.
I heard it with my own ears while squatting in the bathroom, and one of them said, "Oh, I was so busy that I didn't even say hello when I met two days ago. Now I'm stupid."
"How did that xx get up?"
"I'll go to bed. Oh, the leader is also very particular about sleeping. I can only say that the power she has not had enough sleep. xx directly looked for the master."
"Ah, have you seen it? Once when we were backing our clothes together, Yan Xiaochang's chest was a big scar. This woman is definitely not simple."
"I saw it a long time ago, and I didn't dare to mess with her without looking at it. I must have been having sex before. That time we went to Kenny to take a picture together. There was a set of clothes for her to wear, but Kenny changed the person when he saw the scar. Kenny didn't like to use her now. There were scars on his arms and hands, and I don't know what he did before."
Damn, their eyes saw me sleeping with my leader. Some people like to think in the dark side when they encounter something. They are better than themselves. That is not their ability, they are good methods, good publicity, and playful.
I don't want to go out to explain, so I squatted mine.
I feel very not very open-minded. Sometimes I am actually quite self-righteous. I always feel that I have different things from these girls. The most fundamental thing is that I am just a person who is busy making money and I don’t want to be famous. So I feel a little wronged when I get along with these people who want to be famous without compromise and do the same job.
And you usually have to pretend to be like them, otherwise they will exclude you even more.
I was in a bad mood after coming out of the toilet. I took off my underwear and looked at the scar on my chest. Didn’t it just scratch it when I climbed over the wall? It was so exaggerated!
But I found that my breasts have been rising significantly recently, haha.
I was in a bad mood. When I went back that day, I called Wang Zhaoyang and told him that I was unhappy. Actually, I didn't need him to give me any advice. I just wanted to complain. Wang Zhaoyang is a very patient person and understands that I want to complain, so he doesn't speak.
I was scolding here myself, "You said they were all thinking about sleeping with this and that every day, but I couldn't sleep. Others still despise others when they fell asleep, and whether they were sour or not."
Wang Zhaoyang said, "How come this sounds a bit awkward."
Me: "I have an objective evaluation. Although I don't like that xx guy, I just pushed me down like that, but those women said those words were really disgusting. I hate people and laugh at them."
Wang Zhaoyang smiled. I continued, "Besides, they said I found a producer, maybe I went to find a producer? He has children, okay? Is it okay for him to have a good relationship with his wife? To be honest, whether others want to be a mistress has nothing to do with me. Shao Shao is still a mistress. That is their own choice, and I don't have any opinion. But I really don't like to do this. You say a man who ploughs this land today and that will be a bit disgusting. Anyway, I can't be a mistress."
Wang Zhaoyang didn't say anything, I just cared about it and said, "Oh, I tell you, you can't let me be a mistress, there's a show, you see those who have wives, I don't want to talk to people."
Wang Zhaoyang said: "It seems that if you say something to others, you will fall in love with you."
I laughed, "Yes, I've been narcissistic, don't you know?"
He chuckled, "Silly girl."
After complaining, I felt much more relieved. Those messy things couldn't defeat me. Because I was open, I could basically digest them.
This matter has just passed.
At the end of the year, I took a long vacation on the TV station. My income was not very good in the past six months, so I was so serious that I could get enough of the remaining 15,000. Of course, I went home for the sake of not 15,000, because Chen Feiyang told me that it was really going to be demolished here.
Chen Feiyang still looked for me every few days, but I had to answer his phone number, and often revealed the demolition to me. Once, Chen Feiyang got too much drunk and confessed to me in a rumor, and told me that he was asleep.
Because my father was separated from our house during his lifetime, no one cared about their misunderstandings after he died. I have never gone to the police station to cancel my parents' account. Wu Yuqing couldn't say anything about this matter.
This time I had a headache and I went to the unit to ask what to do about this matter.
Wang Zhaoyang said he was very busy these days and didn't care about coming to help me.
More than ten years have passed, and my father’s old unit has no idea how many groups of people have changed. It’s very troublesome to find materials. Most of the people in the office are helping lazy girls, playing volleyball for me every day, and asking me to find this and that, which is so annoying.
It was Chen Feiyang's family who helped me a little. His family has been here for twenty years and has known many people. They found a gift for me.
This house seems really troublesome now, because it is still a little hard to tell whether it belongs to the inheritance left to me by my father or the original unit.
My dad really didn't do anything for his unit during his lifetime. In that era, many things were messy, so we lived like this for more than ten years.
Anyway, I have to fight for it, it’s all money.
I went to give gifts, and the purchase was good. When I arrived at the leader, I explained the explanation clearly, asked them to help, and then left in shame.
Actually, I don’t like flattery. When I came out of the leader’s house, I felt a little uncomfortable.
Walking on the road, I called Wang Zhaoyang and complained, "Oh, I really can't handle it. I don't want this house. It's not enough to make things disturbed in my heart."
Wang Zhaoyang heard a few complaints from me and said, "It's inconvenient for me to speak now, so I'll find you later."
"What's wrong, why is it inconvenient?" He is not very convenient at this time.
He said: "Tell me something to my family."
People in love often make a mistake. After thinking about hanging up the phone, I couldn't help but say for two more minutes. Then I asked again, "Did you tell your mother that I am? I'm going to see the principal during the Chinese New Year."
Wang Zhaoyang’s mother is the principal of my high school, so his family is actually a scholarly family. Speaking of this, I’m really a little unsure. I’m not sure. Do you still remember the problematic girl in the school at that time? It’s best not to remember. To be honest, my family has always been something I don’t think I can do, and I’m afraid that ordinary families will not be able to accept.
But Wang Zhaoyang is in his thirties after all, and he feels that this problem should not be a big problem for him.
Wang Zhaoyang paused, "Not yet."
"Why?" I was a little unhappy.
Wang Zhaoyang, "It's almost done. After solving the problem in my hand, I will take you home. Don't worry, huh?"
I sighed in my heart, what is the matter in your hands, what is the matter in your hands, and can it be solved by the end of the year?
I didn't want to complain anymore, so I hung up the phone and walked leisurely on the road by myself.
Before I knew it, I walked downstairs of Xie Tingting's house. The newly bought house they had already renovated and moved in. I said that I would take the time to see her when I came back this time.
Her belly is actually almost born.
I went up to find Xie Tingting. This guy's house is really lively. His husband, his husband's friends, including Chen Feiyang, were playing poker in the room. Xie Tingting was watching cartoons with great interest.
I found that I don’t have much to say with Xie Tingting, who is already a wife, so I watched cartoons with her and was very interested in her big belly.
I touched Xie Tingting's belly, and she was generous and lifted it to me directly. The pregnant woman's belly was so strange that her belly button was almost turned out, it was bulging and full.
I was a little sad. Wang Zhaoyang and I have been doing so for a long time and have not taken any measures. Why are I just not pregnant?
When I was bored, I sent a message to Wang Zhaoyang. I rarely sent him messages, and I would call him if I had any questions.
Chapter completed!