036 What about you?
I can't sleep anymore, I don't know if Wang Zhaoyang is asleep.
Sometimes I wonder if we are a boyfriend or girlfriend relationship like this. I am lying next to a man like this, but I don’t know how much he loves me.
I understand what Wang Zhaoyang said, I am very enthusiastic, because I want to seize my love, I express my thoughts to him without any hesitation, his dissatisfaction when talking to other women, and his dissatisfaction when not meeting,
I just wanted to take out my heart and show him how much I love him.
He couldn't resist this enthusiasm.
Sometimes I don’t know whether it’s right or wrong if I’m so enthusiastic. I just know that I want to catch him. Because I want to catch him, I endure it. He doesn’t say it, and I don’t ask because I’m afraid of touching me.
An unknown minefield.
Wang Zhaoyang also leaned down and hugged me from behind. I am still very thin now. His wide embrace is enough to wrap me up. His skin is very good, still young and firm, and this kind of warmth makes people
I can't help but want to be greedy.
I fantasize that every morning from now on, I will open my eyes in his arms. That is the only thing I can call my dream since this life.
Sometimes I feel that my dreams are so far away, but sometimes I have it within reach.
I turned around and looked at his eyebrows and eyes. He lowered his head and wiped the tip of my nose with his nose, smiling slightly. I knew that Wang Zhaoyang, who was with me, must also feel happy from the bottom of my heart.
This kind of happiness cannot be disguised.
I asked him, "Do you love me?"
Wang Zhaoyang's eyes stagnated and he rubbed my hair, "I'm willing to do anything for you, but everything takes time."
OK, I choose to believe. I choose to believe Wang Zhaoyang's ability to deal with things, and I will wait for him.
We kissed in the early morning, kissing each other for a long time, not intense, but light. I love every morning, and use the soft touch of lips to soothe the sadness of yesterday.
In the end, I had to get up to have a meal. I found a quieter tube at home. He sat opposite me, frowned and frowned carefully and flirted. Sometimes men were women's decorations. I looked at the man in a suit and tie opposite me, as if his life was
All have improved to a higher level.
Wang Zhaoyang said: "You have to eat more, you are too thin." He looked at me, "It's so uncomfortable to hold it."
I smiled sweetly, "Then you can't hug me."
He still looked at the menu, "Okay, try it tonight."
If I hate him, I annoy him to go down the donkey. Because I like to make fun of right and wrong. Every time he goes down the donkey, he doesn't want to go down the donkey.
The dishes were not too much, but they were enough for us to eat. Wang Zhaoyang was not a person who liked to be extravagant and wasted. This man gave people the feeling that he could live a life and was not difficult to get along with.
Halfway through the meal, my cell phone rang. I didn't want to answer, but it seemed that it was Shao Siwei, so I answered.
Shao Siwei was crying...
When I say I treat Shao Siwei as my younger brother, sometimes I even have to treat him as my younger sister. Because in terms of relationships, he is more fragile than ordinary girls, and it may be because most homosexuals have stronger feelings.
Shao Siwei cried for a while, and I listened quietly. Wang Zhaoyang was already full and sat opposite him and looked at me patiently.
I squeezed out a smile and asked on the phone, "What's wrong with you?"
Shao Siwei must have been crying loudly, but just sobbing. He had already sobbed and wiped his nose with a tissue, and said to me: "She is pregnant."
"Um?"
"Meng Ziming's wife is pregnant." Shao Siwei.
I choked on this sentence. Meng Ziming's wife's pregnancy meaning. Yu Shao Siwei said that the person who shares the same man with him now is not only a woman and a family, but also a child.
"How many months have you been?"
“Two months.”
"Are you born?"
Shao Siwei said "Yes". He paused and asked, "What did Meng Ziming say?"
Shao Siwei, "He said it was the same as before, Xiao Chang...I want to break up with him."
"Then, let's break up." I really hope that Shao Siwei and Meng Ziming will break up. I will set off firecrackers when they break up. But if Meng Ziming dies now, I will set off firecrackers for a year. I hate him very much and think he is ruining.
I will spend my Shao Shao for the rest of my life.
Shao Siwei said again, "But I can't do it. Sometimes I feel that I'm not good at it. What can I do without him? But as long as he rushes, all decisions will be over. Now I just need to close my eyes and think of it.
I felt uncomfortable all over him, more uncomfortable than thinking of him and women. Do you understand?"
I looked up at Wang Zhaoyang, he savored the coffee quietly, turned to look at the view outside the window, without intending to disturb me.
Shao Siwei is too fragile. Although I think I love Wang Zhaoyang very much, for me, the latter is definitely more uncomfortable than the former. Maybe I am a woman who is too domineering and cannot tolerate others getting involved in my things, even if it is me.
I can't stand the things I don't want.
After thinking about it, I sincerely advised, "How about Shao Shao, you might as well go see a psychologist."
Shao Siwei smiled bitterly, "Even you say that?"
I said, "I don't mean that, I understand you, you know. I just don't want to see you feel so uncomfortable."
Shao Siwei, "I understand, but it's useless. I'm already like this. Mencius said that giving birth to a child can be considered as completing the family's explanation, and he has also relaxed."
Me: "You mean, when the child is born, he will divorce?"
I was only concerned about making calls, but I didn't notice that when I heard two words, Wang Zhaoyang's eyes suddenly flashed for a moment.
Shao Siwei said: "I don't know, I don't know what else will happen after giving birth."
"Then do he loves you?" I was a little anxious for them.
Shao Siwei still thinks it is love, and Shao Siwei has a better say in this matter because they are the ones who really get along with each other. Only the people know whether they love it or not.
I sincerely suggest again, "Then let him leave. You should tell him your grievances. If he loves you, he shouldn't be so wronged. Moreover, it would be boring to continue like this with that woman, that woman.
Isn’t it also aggrieved? Shao Shao, what do you have to say? You have to let him understand that it’s meaningless to feel uncomfortable like this.”
Shao Siwei, "I can't say it."
"What can you say? You can even break up with him, but why can't you bear to say why you want to break up?" After a change of topic, I said, "Although it may not be of use to say it, I think it's been said.
Better than not saying it, right?"
Shao Siwei probably nodded there and chatted with me for a while. He felt much more comfortable and sighed, "My mother is going to arrange for me to find a partner again, so I'm so worried."
I smiled and he said, "Okay, I have to go to the cafeteria to get food, and there will be nothing left after a while."
After hanging up the phone, I glanced at Wang Zhaoyang, remembering that I hadn't finished my meal yet, and remembering that Wang Zhaoyang thought I was thin. Although I had no appetite, I still took the chopsticks and ate it seriously.
Wang Zhaoyang looked at me with a smile, and for the first time he cared about my other aspects of life, "What's wrong with your friend?"
I swallowed the food in my mouth and "fall in love with someone I shouldn't love."
Wang Zhaoyang became interested and looked at me and asked, "Then tell me, how do you call the person you should love?"
Oh, I asked me what is the person you shouldn't love and what is the person you should love. In my past understanding, if you love him and he loves you, this is the person you should love. Then Shao Siwei does not love Meng Ziming
So, Meng Ziming also loves Shao Siwei. What is the problem with them?
Just gay?
Wang Zhaoyang said, "I think there is nothing to love. It is already lucky to be able to love. Some people may not meet someone they love very much in their lifetime."
I said, "Not that, most people have been married and have children, and they will live a good life."
Wang Zhaoyang smiled slightly, "That's just a suitable person. Why don't you say that there are many people who love each other so much that they can't die, and finally break up?"
"Is that because it's not suitable?" I looked into his eyes.
Wang Zhaoyang's eyes were faint, "Does the person your friend love have a family?"
I nodded.
"What will he do?" Wang Zhaoyang asked with a frown.
I said, "It's better, I hope that the man can get divorced. In fact, if they are divorced, they may not be able to be together, but I think my friend is quite wronged."
Wang Zhaoyang: "What if it was you?"
My heart thumped away. I was most afraid that if it was changed, it would be me. If it was changed, it would be me...
I hadn't figured out how to answer, and said concealedly: "They're different in that situation."
"What?"
“My friend is gay.”
Wang Zhaoyang was stunned for a moment, well, this plot was a bit big for him. I explained, "Well, my friend is gay, male."
Wang Zhaoyang blinked his eyes, not knowing what to say.
I reluctantly answered his question, and I said, "But I think I can't encounter this situation. If I knew that a man was married, I wouldn't provoke him. It was someone else's thing. I don't
Rare.”
I looked at Wang Zhaoyang with a firm look. He didn't say anything. He smiled and pointed at the dishes on the table with his chin, "Eat first, I won't talk to you anymore."
Chapter completed!