032 I will remember
I slept until midnight and asked him once. Yes, I wanted him, haha. I don’t think I am a little sexy girl, because so far, I haven’t tasted the joy in it and can’t fully adapt.
I just wanted to do this with him. This is so shameful, something that only close men and women can do. At least at this time, he belongs completely and absolutely to me, and it is mine when the sky falls.
I wanted to be with Wang Zhaoyang and be together immediately, but it does not mean that I don’t know the small gaps between us. When I wanted to hand over myself to him, this was my wish. I could do anything to achieve what I wish, so at that time, I didn’t say that I had to make any promises.
I am not in a hurry to see what he means and perform.
I have never slept with anyone, and I have never even slept with my mother in my memory. So although I long, I cannot truly understand the warmth of sleeping with my arms.
It's winter now, and even though I turned on the air conditioner, maybe because of the night, I still caught a little cold. When I woke up, Wang Zhaoyang had already put on his clothes beside me, but he still hugged me. As for how he wore clothes and how he lie on him in such a bold posture, I don't know much about it.
I was stretched out my eyelids and the curtains were not open, but I could see the fine sunlight. I obviously hadn't woken up yet. I was used to going to bed late and getting up late, and I drank so much wine yesterday, and my nose was still a little obstructed now.
Not very good.
I wanted to say something to Wang Zhaoyang, but my throat was dry. At this time, I was still not wearing any clothes and wrapped in a quilt. Wang Zhaoyang looked at me with a look at the little pet.
I half-squinted my eyes and touched his clothes, "You won't be leaving, are you?"
With his ears pressed against his chest, I could hear his heart beating so fast and fast, and it would take at least 120 beats in this minute.
But Wang Zhaoyang didn't look like he was in poor health. I don't know why he jumped so fast, maybe he was excited.
He said, "You want me to leave?"
I shook my head, hugged it tighter, and acted bitterly, "I want to go with you."
I want to keep following him, even if I am just a follower, I can hug him immediately when I need him. But I also know that no decision can be made easily in this situation. If I ignore Wang Zhaoyang, Wang Zhaoyang will probably not leave me behind, but it means that I have put my life on him, and I don’t want to put such pressure on others.
Wang Zhaoyang turned around and hugged me, and pushed away my hair stuck to my temples. It was a little hot, so I lifted the quilt a little, but found that I was already speaking with a nasal sound.
I wanted to have a sleep, and he said, "Eat something before sleeping."
I shook my head and he said, "Be obedient."
I really can't stand it, I can't stand it at all, he used the words "behaved, obedient" to coax me. I lay in his arms and ate big buns. He just went downstairs to buy it, but it's still hot now.
Wang Zhaoyang took out a bag of milk from the quilt. He burned it with hot water after he had boiled it. He wiped off the water on the surface and handed it to me slowly.
It’s pure milk again. Since I graduated from high school, Wang Zhaoyang no longer gave me milk, so I don’t drink pure milk. Drinking some breakfast milk is all sweet.
But Wang Zhaoyang seems to prefer pure milk, thinking that this thing is more nutritious than the taste.
I was chewing big buns here and drinking pure milk there. The two smells were mixed together, so why was it so strange? I was lying in Wang Zhaoyang's arms to eat. Oh my God, I couldn't even imagine this scene in my dreams.
His heartbeat gradually calmed down, not as fast as he had just been.
After eating, I held his arm and said curiously: "Teacher, why don't you talk to me?"
"Don't call me teacher," he said.
I smiled, aren't you used to it? I changed my words with a smile, "Master." In fact, I asked me to call him by his name, or Zhaoyang or something. I really couldn't say it.
Wang Zhaoyang answered my question, and he said: "When did I talk too much?"
"You talk a lot in the game."
He said: "That's different."
“Where is different?”
"You can't see me when the game is playing." I didn't realize what this meant, and my mind quickly jumped to another place. I asked, "Why don't you tell me who you are? Why do I feel like I'm being fooled?"
"Then you know who I am now, are you happy?" He smiled faintly.
I smirked, "Hehe, it's quite unexpected."
Wang Zhaoyang rubbed my hair, and I lifted up to look at him, and couldn't help but want to kiss him again. Then I kissed him again. As I kissed him, I took off the clothes that were wearing steady.
When kissing, he would pussy on his eyes, looking very heartbroken, and his palms touched my back, not seductive but warm and heavy.
I rode on him and put him on again. This time it took a long time. I had no objection to him when he was released in my body. At most, it was just a matter of pregnancy and having a baby. I would like to give birth to Wang Zhaoyang.
The only thing I don't want to do is that I think we're just starting out, and I want the two of them to play for a while without burden. A thirty-year-old man can't resist the temptation of a young girl like me, especially when she's not wearing clothes.
After that, I slept again. When I woke up, Wang Zhaoyang did not leave. He took me to pick me up. Actually, I don’t know. He hadn’t been there for too long and concentrated on doing this exercise three times, and was quite excited. He was weak all day long, so he had no worries to tell me.
Wang Zhaoyang insisted on buying me a computer, and I have some objections to this matter, because I don’t want him to spend money on me at this time. Although for people of his age, spending this amount of money is generally a big expense.
But I think it’s strange. If he is about the same age as me, he will save money for a month and give me something, I will be very happy and satisfied. But because of the different levels of survival between us, he uses money to show good deeds, which will make me have bad associations, such as being kept or something.
But he said he really couldn't stand me going to bartending every day, what if something happened one day. But I had to do this. When Wang Zhaoyang was not with me in the future, I could only communicate and contact him in the game.
So I still gritted my teeth and suffered this.
I don’t really recognize my child. Although I haven’t seen each other for so long, I don’t feel embarrassed at all. When I was shopping, I naturally took his arm and pressed my weight on him. My smile was sweet and relaxed.
I don't care about confessing my love, not expressing my love, not knowing my love. It's enough in form. In short, for a moment, I cherish it for a moment.
After buying a computer, we had dinner together. While waiting for the dishes, I said, "You shouldn't be very busy in business now? Why aren't anyone looking for you?"
Wang Zhaoyang admitted frankly, "I'm shutting down."
I said, "Are you afraid that someone will come to you? I will find out?"
Wang Zhaoyang smiled and took the phone out of his pocket and threw it in front of me. Well, a good phone. I looked at him with my chin. Seeing his calm and generous look, I still felt very beautiful. Queen Te said in a posture, "You don't need to check it, you rely on your own consciousness."
Wang Zhaoyang tugged his lips and smiled.
I still didn't go to work at nightclubs that day, so I asked the manager for leave. The manager said there, "Oh, Swallow, now is the time for business, and you can't get along with the tip."
We can occasionally get tips, but in fact we have fewer opportunities to get tips than singers. Because pole dance is too transparent, many people don’t pay much attention to it.
Forget it, you can earn money at any time. If you spend more than one minute of money, it is worth much higher than that of money.
After dinner, the two of them returned to the hotel. After contacting me, I asked Wang Zhaoyang to help me with the game. At this time, I was still very idiotic about software and other things. I never had to download it, and it was automatically updated at any time.
I sat cross-legged beside Wang Zhaoyang. He patiently helped me and said, "I have to go back tomorrow."
"Yeah." I pretended not to take it seriously. Actually, my heart was bleeding, and I didn't want him to leave.
"Do you want to change jobs?" he turned to ask me.
I knew he must say this. If I needed it, maybe he could find me a job. But I don’t plan to let him care about me so much now. I just wanted to use my own abilities to help Wu Yuqing exchange 30,000 yuan, and then I can be really relaxed and worry-free.
This is my self-comfort.
I will not have any burden to whom I give myself to at that time. I am used to it. If I don’t rely on anyone, I know that dependence will create habits. It is because of the eight-year-old gap between me and Wang Zhaoyang, I want to make our relationship equal as much as possible.
I nodded and said, "I will change it when it's time to change it."
He was still worried and said, "It should be as soon as possible."
I leaned my head against his shoulder, "Okay, don't worry, look at me, who can bully me for so many years?"
Wang Zhaoyang smiled, reached out to hug me into his arms, kissed my forehead, and said, "I will remember it."
He will remember that I left his precious first time to him, but in fact I don’t need him to be responsible for my first time. What a woman really wants is a man to be responsible for his love.
I love him, 100% sure. Although I haven't really met in so many years, from the moment he appears again, I understand that I love him.
"What were you thinking when I was videotapping you?"
"I think you are so beautiful now, there must be a lot of people chasing you."
I looked at him with my eyes squinted and went proudly, "Yes, young, beautiful and rich..."
He bent his eyes and smiled without expressing his special opinions. He should not be stupid. I said this to create a sense of crisis for him, and don’t think I just picked it up for nothing.
The next day, I took Wang Zhaoyang to the airport. He hugged me at the boarding gate and said nothing.
I watched him leave, and after turning around, I burst into tears.
Chapter completed!