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Li Wei's slap was not soft. The mouth of a mature woman was much harder than that of a girl movie in school back then.
I have never been hit by these two slaps. The last slap didn't mean much to my life, but this slap taught me a lot.
The first thing I realized was that I was being slapped. Of course, I was confused. I didn’t know why Li Wei hit me, but I thought that I really had a place to beat me. I shouldn’t be beaten by Li Wei, but I should be beaten by myself. But I still couldn’t explain where the place to beat me was.
Li Wei said it very clearly.
I looked at her, her face hurt, but I didn't care. I knew she would tell me the reason. Li Wei's face was very serious. She said, "This slap was for my family. Do you know why Xiaotian'er came back? That was the reason for July 30,000. My parents came too, because he wanted to see you again. When you left last time, he didn't come out of the house and said goodbye to you."
Sure enough, when I knocked on the door before leaving, Li Baitian was at home. He knew that I was leaving and felt that it was not that important to say goodbye or not. But after thinking about it, he was unwilling to give up and still wanted to meet again.
It’s like the breakup meal we had when we graduated, and we ate one meal after another. We always told ourselves, let it go and leave, and we should do whatever we should do, but we are always reluctant to let it go.
Li Wei continued, "If you think of this goodbye so simply, you will be helpless."
She frowned, and her frowning looked very similar to Li Baitian, and her momentum was also very imposing. Under this rushing momentum, I had to think about it. Although such a big change happened today, human emotions were not very suitable for using the brain to think of things as delicate as emotions.
While I was thinking, Li Yi was on demand, and his tone became heavier and heavier, "Xiao Tianer was so heartless that he couldn't understand some things himself, but you are a woman, you should understand! You must see and hear someone say it in person, do you understand? If he doesn't have you in his heart, he ran over to make himself like this in order to say goodbye, so why did he run over from afar?"
Li Wei's words were clear and clearly pointed out the things that Li Baitian and I refused to say more and didn't want to think about. I always knew that Li Baitian had a good relationship with his sister and could not get along a few years ago. The siblings had more interactions than their parents, and they would also spread out many things to each other.
For example, if Li Wei would talk to Li Baitian about his marriage, Li Baitian might talk to Li Wei about his emotional problems.
Perhaps it is just that the bystander is clear, and as an outsider, Li Wei can see more thoroughly.
Li Wei's words made me want to bow my head again. What a simple thing, the authorities refused to think about it more. Why didn't I want to think about it? It was because I was afraid that I would be more entangled when I thought about it. In fact, maybe it was connected and not at all.
Not only did her words make me ashamed, but her aura also made me want to bow my head.
I think I did something wrong, I blinded myself and did not understand Li Baitian's feelings for me. If he had no feelings, he would eat pickled vegetables for several months in order to buy me shoes. If he had no feelings, he would pretend that something had not happened every time he had a fight with me. If he had no feelings, he would pretend that something had happened and continue to get along with me. If he had no feelings, he would care so much about my opinion of him. If he had no feelings, he would force him to kiss me?
Without feelings, he was reluctant to come out when he hid in the door?
Yes, it’s not that I didn’t see it, but that I dare not think about these things too much. I am emotionally cowardly, I am afraid of having fantasies and hopes for him, and I am afraid of enduring the disappointment and sadness after these expectations are disappointed.
It is because of my dissatisfaction that Li Baitian repeatedly complained about his feelings, saying it was a joke, friendship, and saying it was right. Li Baitian is such a free and easy person, and there is nothing to do if he should be. I will give you the opportunity to make you angry, hurt, and feel sorry for me, it is not because I care about you.
I didn't cry. I figured out such an important question. I shouldn't cry. I should be happy. This is what I have always wanted in the past.
But I have to say sorry to Li Wei because I have made my younger brother suffer.
Sorry, before he finished speaking, Li Wei slapped another slap.
I choked my apology back, and I didn't know what I was hitting with this slap. I could only look at her and wait for her to continue talking.
Li Wei sneered and smiled bitterly, her eyes continued to turn cold and with strong reproach. She said, "This is for my brother. You almost slaughtered one of his hands just now. Are you playing around? What right do you have to help him make a decision!"
My eyes trembled and I wanted to explain, "I'm just worried..."
"Worried?" Li Wei glared at me, "What else can you do except worry about you? I am his sister, am I not worried?"
I didn't know what to say, Li Wei asked me, "Do you know why you signed?"
I shook my head gently, and my heart was stirred.
Li Wei said, "Because you have no confidence, because you can't solve this problem. You are just worried about helping someone, and you can't do anything else. Why don't you have confidence? Because you are a graduate from Beijing Foreign Studies University, you have nothing in your hands, what have you experienced in this world?"
I have nothing to say, I really have nothing.
"It's not your fault. If you sign it, you may have signed it. If you don't have the confidence, you can only compromise when facing things. Your kindness and worry may be useful for others, but my brother is not an ordinary person. I have been with my parents since I was a child. We have been ups and downs for many times. There are more things I have seen than this. Now that our family is rich, it's hard to say whether it can be peaceful in the future. If you have to worry, worry about others. If you are like this, you are not worthy of helping my brother make any decisions."
Yes, I just don’t have the confidence and the ability to help Li Baitian. My ability is to compromise for him tremblingly. I can’t call the best doctor right away like Li Wei, and I have never been exposed to those resources, I have no confidence and no way to really do things that are beneficial to Li Baitian.
Although I know that Li Baitian's family is rich, Li Baitian has been in contact with me as a very poor person over the years. It is not that being rich is different from ordinary people, but the resources, vision, and courage he has will indeed be further improved.
It is definitely an outstanding thing to be able to earn so much money and be able to maintain this family business.
When I was considering Li Baitian's affairs, I considered it from the perspective of a commoner. Although I have always lived by his side, I have never really experienced that world, that one belongs to a wealthy family, and at a very different level from us.
Where did I get the confidence and courage of Li Wei?
Li Wei said that she didn't blame me for signing, but her slap in the face was obviously to make me reflect on myself. If I reached the level that Li Baitian's family had, I would not have the right to make any decisions for him, even if it was a consultant for anything, because I didn't have enough sections.
I made her beat more and more sober, her mind became clearer, and the expression on her face became calmer and calmer.
Li Wei looked at me, probably watching my reaction. The scene was silent for about a minute, and she asked me, "Does it hurt?"
I nodded.
It hurts, but it doesn’t hurt if you are beaten? It doesn’t mean that I blame her. Instead, I thank her very much.
Li Wei's eyes closed their stern eyes, and exhaled muffled, saying, "My brother always mentions you to me. Although I have never had much contact with you, I probably know what's wrong with you. If I don't like you, I will not say a word to you today and just ask you to get out."
I nodded to show that I understand.
She continued, "There is another question, what kind of feelings do you have for Xiao Tianer?"
When I heard this question, my heart seemed to pause for a second and didn't beat. What kind of feelings did I have for him, how long have I been deceived by myself and how many years have I been.
I just had a crush on it? I just had been together for too long? I just couldn't bear to lose it? It's just that, it's not. What can support this crush on it for ten years? What made me so cowardly and afraid to express my fear of disappointment? What was it when I suddenly realized that I might lose him, I felt dizzy and unacceptable.
At this time, I am really embarrassed to lie to myself again.
With her lips pursed, tears rolled out of her eyes. I didn't answer Li Wei, but she insisted that I say, asking me to say it word by word in words.
Those things in my heart are never willing to say.
There are only three words.
"I love him."
I spoke very lightly, my throat was choking, maybe I was embarrassed to speak, or I was still hesitant.
As soon as I finished speaking, Li Wei almost slapped my mouth again, and his hands were raised, but he didn't really slapped. I saw that she was heartbroken and red with her eyes slightly. She said, "Forget it, I don't slap you, you should slap you the most. I really haven't seen one person, no, it's two people who can scammer myself for so long. You are both amazing people, and you both are really promising!"
The one who broke through this layer of window paper was actually Li Wei in the end.
Tears rolled in my eyes, and they fell out if they couldn't hold on. Li Wei shouted at me, "Why are you crying? My brother is not dead yet!"
I sucked my nose and held back my tears. Li Wei was quite helpless with me and knew that it would take some time to let me react completely. She pointed to the chair next to her and said, "Sit over and wait, think about what to do." After that, she frowned and talked, took out her cell phone and dialed a phone to curse, "Why haven't the person yet arrived yet! Ah?"
As soon as he finished scolding, he turned his head and stuffed his cell phone bag, and immediately showed a peaceful expression to greet the person who came over the corridor. "Professor Xing, you are here. Thank you for your hard work. You see what procedures are needed now. I can do something, you give me instructions. Oh, okay, thank you."
Chapter completed!