I have always said that Li Baitian and I are from two worlds, so our worldview and values ​​are very different.

This is the first time that Li Baitian has seriously expressed his values ​​to me. His idea of ​​being powerless to change the world is negative and realistic. But I am not a different kind of negative about being clean and disdainful.

I am negative, so I uphold the concept that people do not punish themselves for themselves. The first thing I care about in everything is myself, my own morality, insist on what I think is right, and then contempt or even criticize what I think is wrong.

Li Baitian's negativity is tolerant, but also positive. He knows that he can't change anything, but he will do something that he thinks is right within his ability.

I disdained the glitz, so I avoided the glitz. But Li Baitian entered the glitz but did not sink into it.

Later I heard a song, and the lyrics said, "Dreams are both ignorant and enter and go, and they are all sutras and fires burning." I don't believe in Buddhism or the teachings, but I have my own understanding of this lyrics. For me, he is talking about this world. You choose to spend the dreams of nothingness, or choose to sink, choose to fall into it, or watch from another world. These are different ways of experience, all karma, and everyone has different karma.

Nothing to be true or wrong.

Today, Li Baitian told me so much, of course I could not understand the truth immediately, but the most apparent thing is that I underestimated Li Baitian.

He is not a fool. He knows what he is doing just like me. So when I despise him, he is so angry, so when I deny Gu Lan, he is so disgusted.

So he said that I was protected too well, I lived too happily, and happiness was self-centered, thinking that what I thought seemed right. But he didn't know how huge the world was, putting everyone's experiences in everything, and I couldn't install many hard drives.

There is a saying that goes, "Don't comment on others easily, because you have not experienced other people's lives." It was Li Baitian who taught me this truth.

My worldview is developed vertically, and in my eyes, there is only forward and backward. Li Baitian's worldview is horizontal, with a wide range of rivers and a wide range of rivers.

However, there is no right or wrong in the two real worlds. There is always a place where people can communicate between the worlds, and the communication between black and white is called gray.

White is white, and there is still white among the gray and white.

On the way home, I said to Li Baitian, "I'm sorry, I misunderstood you before."

Li Baitian made a free and easy statement, "I'm not afraid of misunderstandings. I'll do whatever it takes. This is Gu Lan's family has something to do. She has difficulties. Even if she is a person who has no difficulty in making money, I really won't look down on her. With your thoughts, it has nothing to do with us."

"Then why... why do you still have to explain to me?" I regretted this question. I think I know why Li Baitian explained to me, because we are friends and I am not an outsider. He doesn't want to have such a deep gap with me. He wants to try to make me understand him.

Li Baitian smiled, "What are you not doing?"

This tone was faint, but it added a bit of ripe. I turned to look at Li Baitian, and when I met his gaze, he hurriedly said that he looked away and focused on driving his car.

Looking at his side face, this familiar face that was almost forgotten, I haven't seen it carefully for a long time. I didn't see his weight loss, the clearer and more mature outline on his face after being thin, and I haven't seen his pure eyes, which has added more tolerance and persistence.

In the days when I didn't care about him, he used his body and mind to experience this society, and he was becoming more and more mature.

Isn’t the mature Li Baitian the same way I once wanted to see? He became like this, a look worthy of my appreciation, but I can no longer repay his original thoughts.

My heart suddenly sank and I remembered Yuan Ze.

Unlike the previous gossip, Li Baitian never asked about the development of Yuan Ze and me. He had almost met him once and once. His understanding almost made me wonder if he already knew our level. Then I thought about the roses downstairs and purple and blue color downstairs were his favorite color. He thought it was a combination of dignity and virtuousness and elegance, which was most worthy of a woman.

Although he also likes the passion of red, the purity of white, and the unyielding black.

There is also the water in front of his door. At that time, Li Baitian had just entered the house. He shook his head, I think it was impossible, there was no such coincidence.

Once upon a time, when I was in love with Li Baitian, I knew he didn't like me, so I comforted myself that he might like me, but he had some difficulties. Now, the idea of ​​a girl deceiving herself no longer appears in my mind.

The atmosphere was a little awkward, and I asked, "You are looking for her to help you drink?"

"Yeah." Li Baitian took a natural attitude, "What else can he do?"

Of course, what can’t be done? Gu Lan is like that, and I won’t doubt what Li Baitian is going to do to her. I just feel a little distressed. It’s too hard to take care of the sick child and drink so much wine every day.

Li Baitian sighed, "Hey, you can't just kill someone alone. I don't know how long the Qiuqiu can last. If I can drink it myself, I'll just trouble the woman."

He smiled, looking helpless. The helpless experience trained him to be a businessman, but he lacked the conditions required by the businessman. In fact, this was the early stage, and in the later stage, many big bosses didn't have to go to the table.

Li Baitian's family is rich and has strong capital to support the career he wants, but Li Baitian said, "Young people have to work hard on their own, so why not be more unhappy."

The experience of gaining money and a sense of accomplishment after struggle is very pleasant.

I said to Li Baitian, "Come on."

He glanced at me, held a smile that seemed to be there and nothing, and said nothing.

But why do I always feel a little sad in my heart?

He sent me to the entrance of the community, and Li Baitian had to go back to work, so he didn't go up with me. I said I brought him a gift, and he said he would come over in the evening and I said yes.

Everything is so polite, and every move is limited to the scope of politeness. It turns out that friends can really part with each other as they walk.

I watched him drive away, leaving a gray dust at the rear of the car. We all know that we should be environmentally friendly and know that the exhaust of the car pollutes the environment. Can we not take a car?

This is reality. When you see it, it is reality. What you didn’t notice is just for granted.

It turns out that Li Baitian makes sense.

My mood is a bit complicated, unprecedented in many days, more complicated than rolling the bed sheet with Yuan Ze. At this moment, the name floating in my heart is still Li Baitian.

I thought I understood him very much, but I found that he was much deeper and three-dimensional than I understood. Can you understand that a person whom you know particularly suddenly becomes a person you don’t understand, and your inner entanglement is something you feel unwilling to accept and want to see him through again.

I think in love, I have forgotten Li Baitian, but what I can't forget is that I once liked him. No one wants to give up the emotions for ten years. If it ends up, how lingering and romantic it is, every day of ten years is of great significance.

If it fails, how helpless and sad.

When I walked to the street light where I kissed Yuan Ze for the first time, I looked up at the lamp post. The sky was white, gray and gray. Why was my heart so confused?

In the evening, Li Baitian took the initiative to knock on my door, and Wang Meili was working overtime. I opened the door and took the initiative to move out of the position to allow him to come in, and Li Baitian came in openly.

I said, "This is so early today?"

He said, "What if it is?"

He didn't have business every day, nor did he have to work in a place like Never Sleeping City at any time. He used to go there, but because there was Gu Lan there, he helped her with the excuse of work. Li Baitian is not a big shot now, and he couldn't afford to spend so much money to support Gu Lan at once.

There are several thousand small money, but to be honest, those few thousand small money cannot stop Gu Lan from continuing to work in that kind of place.

Of course he won't go when it's not necessary, he won't drink anyway.

"Where is my gift?" Li Baitian began to sweep my house with the attitude of a little Japanese entering the village. He first took an apple and then flipped over the pieces of things spread out on the table.

He held a soap box in his hand, looked at it, put it down, and then touched the kitten I bought for Wang Meili.

I went to find his gift and hullao brought a bunch of them over. Li Baitian took a look and looked surprised.

I laughed dryly, "I want to buy anything when I see it."

Li Baitian curled his lips, "I'm a prodigal girl."

I was so scared that I said I was dissatisfied. Then I handed him the things I bought and told him what was behind each item. Speaking of this cat shit coffee, I kept talking and said everything I saw when I went to the visiting place. The staff fed the civet cats with coffee beans, and then selected them from the poop they pulled out, smelling all kinds of smells.

Li Baitian frowned, "Why can't I drink what you said?"

"Uh..." I was stunned for a moment, turned my hand and took the mask, blocked it on my face, and handed it to him, "You can use this to play with the ball."

I gave too much, and Li Baitian couldn't take it himself, so I took the things with him and sent them over to him. When I arrived in his room, the things were thrown on the sofa. I turned around and saw an exquisite blue gift box on the coffee table.

I don't know where I came from, I think this thing has something to do with me.

Li Baitian noticed my gaze and said with no brilliance, "Take it, I bought it for you."

I looked at him and opened the box to see that there was a necklace inside. I don’t know how much it is, but it’s shining anyway.

"Birthday?" I asked him.

He nodded with his lips and admitted that this was a gift for me.

I lowered my head and smiled, "Many days have passed."

Li Baitian unconsciously licked his lips and reached out to take out the necklace. His fingers were so beautiful. It was particularly tempting to hold something like this woman.

After pushing my hair apart, Li Baitian put a necklace on me, and I stretched my neck and didn't move.
Chapter completed!