065 Suddenly want to love
Yuan Ze's momentum was a bit fierce, and I couldn't resist it for a moment. He pressed me to the fitting mirror and kissed me. I didn't know whether to push it or not.
But I am still thinking about the feeling of kissing Yuan Ze last time. That feeling is indeed good. If possible, I would really like to do it again. So I didn't recommend it.
I was just a little stunned, but Yuan Ze's offensive did not allow him to stay for a long time. The current situation is that the hungry wolf is on the body, and either fights to resist and pushes the hungry wolf away, or bites it against the hungry wolf.
But this hungry wolf is not an ordinary hungry wolf. At least I have to care about the face of the hungry wolf. I looked at Yuan Ze. Although his mouth was still on the verge of attack, his eyes were still closed and his expression was very calm. He always knew what he was doing and was not at all confused.
Then I'm confused about yarn.
I gritted my teeth silently in my heart, and I tried hard. I curled Yuan Ze's tongue, reached out to hug his waist, and really got entangled with him. I knew who the person in front of me was, yes, he was Yuan Ze. If I missed this village, I don't have this store. Why should I be afraid of such a good Yuan Ze?
I was wearing a one-shoulder T-shirt, the fabric was thin and loose, and my shoulders were exposed. They were hanging on my body with elasticity. As my lips and teeth were entangled, Yuan Ze raised one hand and pulled down the sleeves on one side, which were not considered sleeves, and the whole piece of clothing would fall down.
I felt the movement of someone stroking my shoulders, and my hand holding Yuan Ze slightly relaxed. I don’t know, I don’t know what to do next. I really have no experience in this matter.
Could it be that he plans to be here? Or don't...
Yuan Ze's mouth had already moved away from my mouth and slid down because he was taller, so he had to bow slightly to do this. My hand was completely unable to hold him again, and I didn't know where to put it.
This feeling of helplessness made me feel uncomfortable. I felt the dense kisses on my neck, and my name was slightly overflowing, "Yuan Ze..."
Yuan Ze paused for a moment, probably thinking that I was hesitating, and his lips were sliding up against my skin, facing my face. His palm was very big, his fingers were inserted into my hair, half of his palm was caressed on my side, and his ears were wrapped under his palm.
I could feel his breathing, not heavy, but it was so heart-wrenching.
He said: "No?"
The voice is very light, but very clear, with a little discussion and a little firmness. I think Yuan Ze can't hold back his beastly nature, but I can't show any attitude in my relationship. Sometimes, as the most manly, I have to be brave enough to act as a beast, and it's boring to just wait.
So, Yuan Ze suddenly treated me like this, and I didn't blame him at all.
I blinked my eyes, but in fact, I didn't mean that when I called him, he thought too much. But when he asked, as a person who was not very impulsive, I still had to be a little cautious, and I said, "I, I'm not..."
I guess Yuan Ze looked at me and was very innocent and probably nothing happened to other men. I had thought before that if he didn't ask about my future husband, I wouldn't say anything. But I was different from Yuan Ze. I wanted to explain everything I should explain clearly, but I was reluctant to lie to him. Although I was beaten to death, I couldn't say that the first time I was with Li Baitian.
But Yuan Ze didn't let me say it, and he directly took my mouth in his mouth. This was not a kiss, and I didn't know what it was. This time he didn't force his eyes, but looked at me with my mouth in his mouth.
I also looked at him and felt that his eyes were so bright that he could speak and say a lot. I couldn't stand looking at him, and I was defeated at first sight.
OK I get it, Yuan Ze doesn't care.
So I didn't move, but I still said the words in my heart. His mouth wrapped around my mouth. My words were completely incomplete, "Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Yuan Ze smiled and let go of my mouth. I took a fresh breath, glanced at my eyes left and right, and repeated again, "Can you not be here..."
Then I glanced at the bed. I clearly saw the smile on Yuan Ze's face with the message. For only one moment, I didn't know how he got me onto the bed. My mind was completely confused.
The sunset is shallow, and the room is getting darker, but this dark light does not make people feel hazy. The bed sheets are changed every day, the mattress is soft, and the summer quilt is thin. The men covering me always give people a clean, sunny and calm feeling.
When I took off my clothes, he always held my mouth persistently, and then his hands were slowly moving, without being intense and orderly. This feeling was very good, and he felt that he was being cared for, not the kind of forgetfulness that was so hungry and thirsty that he couldn't bear.
So I still did what I should do.
But when I was entered, I felt unprecedented pain. This pain was not the same as a needle suddenly piercing into the skin. It hurts so much that you can't find the pain at all. It's just uncomfortable and want to avoid it.
Many years ago, I tried to recall what happened in the small studio, but I really couldn't recall it. Only this moment can make the feelings of that moment reappear. I unconsciously thought of Li Baitian, just thought, but not miss it. I respect Yuan Ze, at least I won't think of other men at this moment.
But I will remember that this is inevitable.
My body has been avoiding it, and Yuan Ze can feel it, so he doesn't dare to exercise too vigorously. It's just that when it's difficult to get off, it's unlikely to stop if you say it.
I could only endure the painful expression on my face, close my mouth tightly, and prevent myself from humming.
After a brief contact, Yuan Ze stopped and looked at me a little apologetically, "I'm sorry, I forgot."
He glanced at the condom next to me, and I reluctantly took a look. Now my head was confused and didn't know what to say or do. I really wanted to be completely passive. I would do whatever others told me. Don't let me choose at this time.
Yuan Ze slowly withdrew, reached out to get a condom, and after putting it on, he turned his head and squinted at me, as if asking for my opinion. It is okay for me to retreat at any time, but I am still thinking about the pain just now.
But... but at this time, what is that behavior? I turned my face aside and said that I should not ask me anymore. He lay on me again, without rushing to move, and looked at me with my face.
Oh, I showed me the hair. I pulled the quilt and covered my face, "Don't look again!"
Yuan Ze laughed in my ear.
Zhou Wenxue still gave herself another explanation when she was twenty-two years old. But this kind of exchange is not the so-called lifelong entrustment. It is an experience and an attempt to accept it for me. I understand the principle that women should respect and love themselves, but I have no female complex. I have never been to protect myself for anyone, but I have never felt that way.
Feeling it, I can.
Today I feel like it has arrived. I am not afraid of what this experience will bring to me. There are not so many things to look forward to in life. I should have thought and consider it. But what is placed in front of me is Yuan Ze. The peace and peace that radiates all over his body makes me feel that there is no need to think about it anymore.
It’s just one thing about behavior, but another thing about feelings. This kind of situation needs to be analyzed first on board the boat and then consider whether to buy a ticket. Although it is not in line with the rules, the specific situation needs to be analyzed in detail.
Yuan Ze didn't leave afterwards, of course he couldn't leave now. I had to think about how many things he had left now. So he hugged me from behind, and I was embarrassed to turn to look at him, just lying in his arms, not knowing what to say.
It was completely dark, no one got up and turned on the lights. Yuan Ze was fiddling with my fingers and playing with him, and he said, "Don't be too stressed."
"What pressure?" I didn't understand.
His voice was slightly dull, "I know you haven't figured it out yet."
I couldn't help but turn to look at him. Do you know the feeling that you can see through anything by a person and get a burst of blood? You just feel like you are playing with it. People's hearts are bright and transparent. This feeling makes you feel terrifying and unreal.
Yuan Ze also looked at me and pressed my head against his chest. His heartbeat was very strong. Although it was not fast, it was very powerful.
He said: "But sooner or later you have to think it through."
He also said, "I don't ask you to forget Li Baitian, but I hope one day, I will be more important than him in your heart." For him, that's enough.
Yuan Ze's words were so heartbroken that he was crying.
I didn't think about Li Baitian, and didn't think about it deliberately, but Yuan Ze could see clearly, and he still lived in my heart. He could see clearly, but he did not stop him from approaching me. This is a man's determination that is not afraid of his opponent, but this tolerance and tolerance under his resoluteness are really touching and a little distressed.
I feel sorry for Yuan Ze, and I feel sorry for him. What makes me even more sad is that he told the truth again.
Can I do it? Can I do it?
He also said, "You know how it feels like when I first see you?"
I shook my head in his arms, and he replied lightly, "I suddenly wanted to hug you, but I don't know why, I don't know you."
Falling at first sight is the worst reason and the most touching reason. I don’t think Yuan Ze is talking to coax me. I think what he said is true because I believe this situation really exists.
He lowered his head and smiled at me, hugging me more steadily, and the smile on his face was very satisfied. Under this satisfaction, what was hidden was his waiting and persistence, as well as a kind of faith.
Yuan Ze firmly believes that he can get me, and he has been step by step in an orderly manner over the years, laying a solid foundation step by step.
I think it's too soon, it's just a little bit short. If you continue to develop like this, there's basically no problem.
Feeling his heart, the peace he showed at this moment, I suddenly want to love and really fall in love with him. If one day we hug like this, and my heart really jumps for him, how happy it would be.
If we don’t make any promises to each other or make sure of the relationship, just let it go with the flow.
Chapter completed!