Mr. Song was slightly surprised at my resignation. I always stretched out my hands to speak and submitted it to him. Out of politeness, Mr. Song took it.

Mr. Song may think so, because the company had planned to fire me some time ago, and I was angry and proud of my face. So even if I don’t open it now, I don’t want to do it myself.

He said: "Xiao Zhou, I don't think you should be the one who retreats when you encounter some difficulties."

I smiled, "Thank you for your care during this period. I have learned a lot in the company, but I just feel that I still know too little now and want to practice more."

"You don't think about it anymore?" asked Mr. Song.

I was very firm in my heart, so I said, "I have decided that I will study abroad. If the company is willing to use me in the future, I am willing to come back."

Because I decided to leave now, I have less humble and restrained attitude towards Mr. Song. Now he is like an elder in my eyes, so I smile a little naughty, but it is very sincere.

Mr. Song thought about it slightly and said, "I'd better give you some time to think about it."

I nodded, thinking about it was a process, which was supposed to be. I said, "I will do the work before handover seriously, so I'll go out first."

Doing things requires a beginning and an end. I feel guilty about me who went to work in someone else's company and worked for only a few months, but I slugged it around and stopped doing this. In order to make up for this guilt, I have to do the work I should do well.

This work experience is also very valuable. This is the first time I have been transferred from campus and facing society. This station has allowed me to sort out my life clearly for the first time.

Li Baitian knew about my resignation. I was sitting at home reading books that day. It was recommended by Yuan Ze to me. It was not too difficult for me to get an entry-level book for the postgraduate entrance examination in business administration.

Wang Meili didn't get off work, and Li Baitian came to knock on my door.

He looked at the book on my coffee table and asked, "Have you quit?"

I nodded, feeling nothing to make a fuss. Zhou Wenxue's work has always been a decisive person. Li Baitian should know my style.

He sat down on the sofa and asked in confusion, "What do you think? Why don't you do it anymore? Isn't it just that last time? I've asked my sister to say hello to Lao Song. Just do it steadily."

Well, Li Baitian still got involved in that matter for a long time, but because I was so embarrassed, I couldn't bear to tell me.

I said, "No, I just think that job is not suitable for me for the time being?"

"Then what do you want to do?" Li Baitian's attitude was like a parent looking at the ignorant child, and he softened his tone randomly, "What do you think you want to do? In Beijing, can I still find you a satisfactory job?"

I put down the book and said patiently, "I think finding a job is my own business, and you don't have to help me."

Li Baitian still couldn't understand, "What's wrong with me helping you?"

Oh, forget it, don’t worry about this issue with him. I didn’t plan to work at the beginning. I said, “I want to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination, because I am afraid that I can’t take into account both work, so I can’t do the same thing this time as last time.”

He said, "Hey, I don't understand, why do you, a woman, have to read so many books?"

Li Baitian thinks that women can do their own things, and they don’t have to do it so awesome and prosperous. He is a bit macho and believes that women’s life is dependent on men no matter what. Li Baitian’s sister is very capable. Although this ability is related to family resources, they do have brushes.

But in Li Baitian's eyes, such a capable woman, it is still unfortunate to meet an irresponsible husband.

On Li Wei's issue, Li Baitian and I can never agree with each other.

I said, "I just want to learn more." Li Baitian still thought that I was thrusting and was struggling. I thought about it and asked him a question seriously, "Li Baitian, do you have dreams?"

"Yes." Li Baitian answered frankly.

His dream is his art. He has something he loves. For that love, no matter whether he wakes up at four o'clock in the morning or stays up late to film for a few days without sleep, he doesn't feel hard. Instead, the more he pays for this dream, the happier and more at ease.

I said, "But I have no dreams, I have never lived. When I was in junior high school, my dream was to take the high school entrance exam, when I was in high school, when I was in college, I took the postgraduate entrance exam, and if I didn't pass the postgraduate entrance exam, I just wanted to work. What after work?"

"Looking for a partner to get married." Li Baitian gave me a very secular answer.

I smiled, "You said I was confused some time ago, but I was confused, but not just this time. In fact, I have been confused since I was in school. I thought I had been thinking about it all the time, and I felt that I knew what I wanted, but in fact I couldn't tell what the things I wanted. What a top student, a god of exams, and now I think about it, I used to study so hard, just for the sake of exams, for the sake of grades, and for the sake of learning."

"It's different now. I really find that I don't understand too many things. I want to continue taking the postgraduate entrance examination, not for the sake of education, but for the sake of understanding. I have decided that this is worth it or not, I think it's worth it."

I'm not sure if I convinced Li Baitian, but it's not that important to convince him. I'm just expressing my point of view and giving him a reason.

Li Baitian was still unhappy, but he also endured it. At least studying was not a bad thing. He said, "Then where are you going to take the exam?" He looked at the book on the table, "Is it still cross-department?"

I said, "When I go abroad, I can also see the customs and customs of foreign countries."

Li Baitian was anxious, "It's not Zhou Wenxue, what's wrong with you? Why are you learning from those fake foreigners? What's wrong with China? You..."

Li Baitian was anxious and felt very upset when he saw him. I spoke a little harder, "Oh, can you listen to people speak well! I just went out for a year or two, and I won't come back in the future."

Li Baitian sighed with his forehead, as if he was a little unacceptable. After a moment of silence, he still had to accept it. He knew that he could not control my decision.

He asked again, "Where are you going?"

I said, "It should be in the UK. I discussed with Yuan Ze that he has classmates there and it is easy to take care of. The semester there is also relatively short."

"Yuan Ze." When Li Baitian spit out this name, he gritted his teeth and said slightly. He probably was dissatisfied and sat up and looked at me and said, "Why can't you discuss with Yuan Ze first? I have friends abroad."

I said, "Don't he knows better than you in this regard?"

"I..." I don't know what Li Baitian wanted to say, but he didn't say anything anyway. His eyes looked a little stern, and finally nodded, "Yes, he understands more than me."

He pursed his lips, and I could tell he was unhappy.

I comforted me, "Okay, I'm not leaving right away, I'm still judging books."

"You can do whatever you want." Leave this sentence and Li Baitian left.

I know that Li Baitian is reluctant to let me go, and I am a little reluctant to let him go. Although we have few contacts recently, we are from door to door. Thinking about the person being next door, you can see him anytime when you need it, and you won’t be nervous. Just like when I was at Beijing Foreign Studies University before, he was at Minzu University. Sometimes I didn’t contact him much for a semester, and I won’t miss him very much.

The huge space distance makes it easier for us to spread miss. What we fear is not the departure of one person, but the distance we cannot touch.

But if we are reluctant to let go, we have to leave. Just like Yuan Ze and I think, no one can live the whole life of each other. When we were young, we should first manage ourselves well. Only by managing ourselves clearly can we have the ability to help and take care of the people around us.

Although Li Baitian does not have a strong idea, hasn’t he actually done this?

I am only twenty-two years old this year, and he is twenty-four. Even if he is one year, two years and three years, everyone will not be old and they are afraid of anything. If you forget each other after these years, you will be even more scary.

The past will always pass, and the future will always come.

Li Baitian blamed me for not telling him when I encountered troubles in my work, and for making the decision to go abroad, so he reluctantly notified him and for not giving him the opportunity to participate in my life.

I have nothing to say.

The autumn wind is getting colder, and each of us is doing our own things. Wang Meili met a new man, and the two are playing hotly. Li Baitian discovered a new hobby and is now quite interested in wedding etiquette. Yuan Ze still plays his ball and tries to manage the club.

I, reading books, going to the library, and learning about things related to going abroad.

Everyone is busy with their own things, and there are few opportunities for meetings. Yuan Ze and I can meet frequently because sometimes, we have to ask him to accompany me to pick up books in the library, and he occasionally soaked with me. The two of us sat in the careful corner, I read books, and he flipped sports magazines, and he would bring me a cup of coffee. When we walked out of the library, if we were cold, we would be afraid that we would take off our coat and give it to me.

I don’t know when I suddenly realized that Yuan Ze had gradually replaced Li Baitian’s position beside me.

And I ran into Li Baitian when I was back home from the library that day. The distance was not particularly far, so I planned to jog back as an exercise.

It was just dark, and the road was no longer crowded, the crowd was bustling, and neon lights were shining. I was jogging on the road, not caring about those extra gazes because I knew what I was doing and had no doubts about myself.

After passing an entertainment club, I saw Li Baitian at the door. Li Baitian was with a woman. I couldn't see the woman clearly from afar. I only saw the woman bent down and vomiting. It was very thin on this cold day. It was a hip-covered skirt that had just reached her thighs and had sequins on her clothes.
Chapter completed!