041 inferiority complex
Maybe I did change, at least when I was in a bad mood, I started to vent my swear words.
Later, Li Baitian told me that in his mind, I was the purest place. Although he was used to seeing the glitzy world, he could not allow me to become the same world. He would feel uncomfortable, as if something he had been sticking to was destroyed, as if the lighthouse in his heart was gradually extinguished.
So seeing my transformation will make him feel dim. He also knows that he shouldn't care, but he can't help but ignore it.
I often think that I will never pay attention to Li Baitian, but Li Baitian and I have been with each other for too many years, and many things are related. It's like you have a conflict with your own relatives.
When Yuan Ze arrived in Beijing, I still had to appear with Li Baitian, but when there was no need, I ignored him.
After arriving in Beijing, Yuan Ze only had a short day off and had a meal with us. He had to go back to rest in the evening. There was a game the next day. Li Baitian and I went to the club stadium to watch the game. Because it was just a communication game and the management was not very strict. Yuan Ze arranged us at the side of the stadium to facilitate the three of us to speak.
Yuan Ze did not start, and Li Baitian joked, "You can't do this. I thought you were so capable. It turned out to be a bench player."
Yuan Ze smiled and said nothing. I sneered, "You can't just sit on the bench, but you won't be your turn."
In high school, Li Baitian also liked to play basketball, and thought he was good at playing, so he pretended to learn from others' slam dunks. Unfortunately, he was not tall at that time, and it was a bit difficult to touch the basket. However, Li Baitian was not convinced, so he still cut the school indoor basketball court on weekends and had to go to fight for it.
He had also fought with Yuan Ze, but of course he was abused.
I guess this incident can still cause some shadow to Li Baitian. To be honest, except for the wealth at home, Li Baitian really can't compare with Yuan Ze anywhere. When he is with Yuan Ze, he always gives me the feeling of being suppressed by Yuan Ze.
I wonder if Li Baitian feels like this.
This is the first thing I said to Li Baitian in the past two days. Li Baitian glanced at me, "Who do you look down on? Have I joined the school team, okay?"
"I don't know who was replaced in one game."
"Yo, do you still care about cuba?"
After Li Baitian said this, I suddenly stopped talking. At that time, Cuba was in the Beijing sub-court, and I did go to see the Minzu University competition, but Li Baitian didn't know. I remember that there were a lot of idiots at that time, and girls were talking about Minzu University No. 8, and then they all started to expose the wealth of this No. 8.
I wonder how many crazy girl hearts Li Baitian has gained for those games.
When girls watch basketball games, most of them are crazy about being fucked. Li Baitian understands this very well, so he said to me again, "Why didn't I know when you have such a girl?"
I didn't let him go, "That's right? I can still treat myself as a girl now. You want to be a father. Is it interesting to compete with the girl?"
Li Baitian glanced at me, pursed his lips and stopped talking.
As far as I know, Liu Shuyu is almost at the due date. When the child is really sure it is Li Baitian's, I'll wait to watch his excitement.
Yuan Ze smiled and listened to Li Baitian's bickering. He never participated. He just watched indifferently. He only smiled lightly when he found it funny. He was never as exaggerated as Li Baitian. Yuan Ze is a very restrained person, but he doesn't make you feel gloomy.
In the second section, Yuan Ze was arranged to play, but he was never replaced after he went up. I don’t know about basketball tactics. After getting familiar with Yuan Ze, I realized that there was a saying of “sixth man”. Yuan Ze often played the sixth man. After he got on the court, he was the absolute main force.
Yuan Ze came on the court, and Li Baitian and I sat across a chair, without talking, and watched him play attentively. Li Baitian probably was really watching the game, but I couldn't understand it, so it was mainly watching Yuan Ze.
Last time I watched Yuan Ze play basketball, it was all in high school, and his level naturally cannot be compared with now. In summary, one word is - fast.
I am indeed a girl, and a passionate girl. Now I feel very handsome when I look at Yuan Ze. I will pay attention to every focused expression, every movement he gestures to his teammates, and the muscles that the calf is pulled when he is running.
That feeling of power was so exciting to me.
As I looked at it, I suddenly remembered that Yuan Ze liked me, so my eyes looked a little different, and I even suddenly felt a thump in my heart.
At that moment of bang, I looked at Li Baitian. He looked like a fool, staring at the stadium, stunned and motionless.
With Yuan Ze competing, I feel that Li Baitian feels getting stronger and stronger.
The result of the competition was not important. After that, Yuan Ze played here for two days. Li Baitian and I accompanied him to visit the Greater Beijing City, the Summer Palace and other famous places.
When climbing the Great Wall, I almost broke my legs. Li Baitian and I were both lacking exercise recently. I climbed four collars in Badaling and felt that I had no strength at all.
But for the sake of saying "I am not a good man if I am not a good man when I am not in the Great Wall", I still gritted my teeth and accompanied Yuan Ze to the end. Li Baitian was fine, but I was really tired.
Holding the big stone, I pressed my thighs to climb the steps with difficulty. Li Baitian looked back at me and stretched out a hand at me, "As for what a girl, come and I'll pull you."
I opened his hand and refused to pull him, and I despise him to death. I would never pull the hand of a man who is someone else's father, so even if a woman like me loves a man, she would never be a mistress for others.
After forcing another lead, Yuan Ze saw that I was really not able to do it and said, "Or why don't you go here and let's take a break."
The sky was just right at this time, and the scenery outside Beijing was pleasant. There was a slight breeze on the mountain. If it weren't for being too tired, it would make people feel relaxed and happy.
Looking at the mountain peak that is so close and like a distant distance, I felt a little unwilling to give up.
Finally, Yuan Ze carried me on his back and jumped onto Yuan Ze's back. Li Baitian never called me tired. He walked silently in front of me, passing through the city wall from time to time to look at the beautiful scenery of the mountains and rivers, looking like he was thinking endlessly.
Yuan Ze said: "Liu Shuyu is about to give birth. Li Baitian must be in a very bad mood now. Don't always talk to him."
This is thoughtful as a buddy.
But I couldn't do it, I said, "He deserved it."
Yuan Ze shook his head, and the corner of his lips was probably smiling.
We didn't take the camera. When we arrived at Badaling, we felt very bad. We had no special thoughts except to be tired. We took a random photo with our mobile phone as a souvenir, and the three of us swayed down from the Great Wall.
The next day I went to the Forbidden City and came out of the Forbidden City. It was already noon. Yuan Ze was going back to Tokyo at four o'clock in the afternoon.
"Zhou Wenxue, how are you doing in the interview? Why didn't you hear any movement?" Li Baitian said with concern.
I've told Li Baitian before that I've mentioned that this company has some cooperative relationship with his father's company.
I said, "Not really, I drank too much the day before. I forgot everything I said during the interview. Let's wait for the news."
It's been several days, and I probably have no news.
As he was speaking, a question came to ask for directions. The Mandarin was awkward and he couldn't express what he wanted to say after a long time. Yuan Ze tried it in Japanese and confirmed that he was a Japanese.
The Japanese got separated from his companions and agreed to gather somewhere, but he didn't know how to get there. After Yuan Ze understood, he turned around and asked Li Baitian, "How to get xxx?"
Li Baitian pointed and skillfully said the way to walk. Then Yuan Ze translated it in Japanese to those who asked for directions. The person asked for directions politely said thank you to Yuan Ze, but Yuan Ze politely told him that it was okay.
Then Sayonara.
I looked at Yuan Ze's little look and felt a little admiration. I felt more and more that this young man was versatile and amazing. Li Baitian said, "Why do you do when you talk so much to the little Japanese devil?"
I said, "Do you understand the visitor? Beijing is still bidding for the Olympics. At that time, the Eight-Nation Alliance will come. You can shoot it out with a gun. Is it a good time to be peaceful now?"
Li Baitian looked unhappy, "Yes, yes, yes, you are all people who are open to the world with language, I am just illiterate, okay?"
Li Baitian's attitude always makes people feel so uncomfortable?
Obviously Li Baitian was inferior. Yuan Ze wanted to say something to comfort Li Baitian. As soon as he opened his mouth, Li Baitian glanced at the sun at noon, narrowed his eyes and said, "I have something to do in the afternoon, you can take a walk."
Li Baitian left, disappeared into the chaotic crowd, and said goodbye to Yuan Ze in a hurry.
Yuan Ze and I no longer want to say anything to Li Baitian. In my eyes, he just doesn't want to make progress. Now he knows that he is inferior and knows that he has no future. What has he done long ago? I don't really despise him, it's because he always thinks that I'm despising him.
That day, Li Baitian ran to drink with his friend and then entered the police station. As soon as I saw Yuan Ze away, I received a call from his friend and rushed over. Seeing the torn hole in Li Baitian's clothes and blood was still stained with it, I was holding my mouth full of scolding people, and all of them burst out instantly.
I said, "Li Baitian, you're enough. You're like a pool of mud now. Look at yourself, what else can you do besides fighting and picking up girls!"
Li Baitian seemed to be in a good mood, but when I scolded him like this, he became annoyed instantly, "I didn't have a fucking fight. Which eye did you see me fighting?"
I grabbed his arm, regardless of Li Baitian's two buddies standing next to me, and continued to scold, "Are you not fighting this? Are you letting the dog chew? Or are you gnawing against the dog? Li Baitian, you have a long heart. How old is it? Is it shameful to lose it!"
Chapter completed!