030 Separate lives
The place where the quarrels were not far from where I lived, I ran home almost a few steps away, and the lights were not turned on, so I sat directly on the bed. The moonlight came in through the window, and Li Baitian and I were hung on the balcony.
, cast strange reflections in the room. I have no habit of being afraid of darkness, darkness makes people feel quiet.
I was very confused. I didn't know what I was thinking, I was angry or sad, and I couldn't tell the difference. What kept flashing in my head was Li Baitian's words "Like you" and slapped him with me.
The moment.
That mouth was indeed subconsciously pulled out, but I don’t regret it when I sucked him. He just owed to suck, and even thought it was too little. In fact, most people know what good or bad is, but these moral standards are
What is used to restrain others will indulge yourself when you come to yourself.
It’s like Li Baitian, who knew that his brother-in-law had cheated on women and felt that this was a big deal, but he had done so many of the same things he had done in the years of ignorance. These mistakes and debts he owed were not just a ignorant sentence
You can get confused.
I have always believed in cause and effect, so I always feel that Li Baitian will suffer retribution in the future.
It took him a long time to go home, open the door, and then there was no movement. In fact, there was only a layer of composite board less than a centimeter thick, and a thin layer of boards. You can't see me, I can't see you.
It’s like a person’s heart is separated from his belly. Whoever can really see through his heart can’t even see through himself.
I can't imagine how he arranged me in his heart after I sucked him. Is it angering me and blaming me, or is it the same rule that nothing happened.
The next day I went out to work as usual. When I went out, I looked at Li Baitian's door. It was not locked outside, so he should still be sleeping in the room.
After coming back from get off work, the door was locked and he went out.
At 7 o'clock in the evening, he hadn't come back yet, so I washed the vegetables and cooked by myself, and I was a little absent-minded. Actually, I am quite stupid and really don't know how to cook. I don't know how to blanch the cauliflower before it can be cooked easily. I stir-fry for a long time.
The frying was ugly, making the room full of oil smoke.
The dishes were served, not to mention the unpalatable ones. As the food I made was delicious, I took a few bites.
I was extremely irritated by smelling the smoke in the room, but it would be cold when I opened the window.
It turns out that the power of two people is stronger than that of one person. The so-called harmony of yin and yang, and the so-called combination of men and women is not tired of working. When Li Baitian was there, I never worried about eating. He knows how to cook, and he cooks very cleanly.
After eating it, the taste quickly dissipated.
It turns out that Li Baitian is still so useful.
I began to wonder if I really offended Li Baitian. I thought about what happened yesterday, but it wasn't a big deal. Just like what Li Baitian said, his sister was going to divorce, so why did I argue with him?
I was a little annoyed and asked myself in my heart, "Zhou Wenxue, if you say less, you will die."
However, when quarrel, you often forget your original intention when you are impulsive, and from a debate about your point of view to a lip-syncing dispute that will inevitably overwhelm the other party.
Actually, why are I fighting with Li Baitian? It’s not his who has lived with me, I’m mine.
But I don’t want to apologize, after all, his last sentence was that it hurts people. It’s just a friend for so many years, and I think it’s a pity to just break it up because of one sentence. After all, as a friend, Li Baitian is still quite good
Competent.
So I put away the clothes on the balcony, folded them one by one, opened his door and sent them to his room, then flipped through the dirty clothes that had no other washing, and returned in disappointment.
Li Baitian returned late today and didn't know what he was doing. He ignored me when he came back, went to the toilet to wash and turn off the lights.
I always wait until I am sure he is asleep before I can fall asleep.
He basically puts the information about opening a studio on my side because his room does not have a decent study and workspace. He hasn't been here to do research these two days. Why? Because he was in a cold war with me, he even had a studio look
No more interest?
But I still go home on time every day, and when I am hungry, I make very unpalatable things myself. It seems that I have been waiting for Li Baitian to come to me on his own initiative.
He doesn't have to apologize to me, just pretend to be nothing like every time he quarrels before. His days were obviously good, so he just lived like that, and he couldn't continue.
Chewing the food I made that was difficult to swallow, I finally realized at some point, "Zhou Wenxue, why do you have to eat such a bad thing?"
Then I poured the food into the trash can and I went out with my wallet.
I gradually adapted to my life alone. Only on the day I got my passport, I suddenly sighed. We had promised to go to Tokyo together next month.
Although he slept next to me every day, I seemed to have not seen him for a long time. Forget it, it was just that there was one person missing in life, and my parents would have to live the same way.
I devote more energy to my work, but to be honest, it was too tiring to do simultaneous faxes. The feeling of my head being tight at all times in the middle of the meeting was particularly uncomfortable. After every meeting, I had a fight.
It feels like a fierce battle, so the salary in this industry is high. It’s okay for seniors to get used to it. Many of us who were just starting out did not stick to it in the end.
That day, I went to a large conference as a translation assistant, and I was just having experience. I met a foreign media reporter who didn’t bring an admission certificate. The guard guard couldn’t communicate with him. The dialogue between the two sides was completely sorry sorry no no. So I went over to help
Communication solved the problem smoothly.
This foreign media reporter is a blonde and blue-eyed British man. He came to Beijing for a short time. He didn't know how to speak Chinese and had no friends.
After I brought him into the venue, the young man was very enthusiastic and exchanged business cards with me. The English name was translated and he could call him Xiaomai.
Later we met, which was very ordinary and ordinary. I was willing to communicate with him because I could learn more oral things. He was willing to communicate with me because he was too bored here and had no friends.
I made a few phone calls and I can still chat.
After getting familiar with him, he would meet occasionally. He was a reporter and ran around the world and had a lot of experience. I was very happy to talk to him, and he was very talkative himself.
Occasionally I go to some bars with a slower style and listen to soothing country music. I listen to him tell stories and have a drink with him. This is my main amateur activity now.
No matter how slow you are, the lights in the bar are always filled with intoxicating brilliance, which will highlight the outline of people extremely dreamy. It must be admitted that the blond and blue-eyed young man in front of him is really handsome. I feel that the young man of their race,
Most of them were pretty handsome when they were young.
Then one day, Xiaomai and I met Li Baitian in the bar. When we went there, we just found a seat near the bar. The music was lighter and we could hear the seat position as soon as we entered.
The bragging voice, and I'm so familiar with that voice.
I turned my eyes and saw Li Baitian sitting there with a girl, with a few people sitting opposite her. Then Li Baitian kept bragging and told the people on the other side how the girl around her was sitting next to her.
How about it? That girl put on a little heavy makeup today. It took me several glances to see clearly. This is the little sister I have seen.
Sister Xiaomo has been smiling politely to the person opposite, and keeping a certain distance from Li Baitian, and the two of them have no physical contact.
Li Baitian was dressed very energetic today, and he didn't wear a watch on his wrist, so he looked bare.
Look, he has gone back and has changed back to his old appearance, haha.
Xiaomai asked me what I was looking at. I shook my head and took my eyes back. I didn't know if Li Baitian saw me, but I didn't plan to say hello, and I didn't want him to come and say hello to me.
The location I was sitting in was closer to the corridor at the door, where there was a trash can. Xiaomai and I were talking about something else. Li Baitian passed by me, walked around to the corridor, and spitted water at the trash can.
To be precise, it should be wine, then wiped his mouth and stood in the corridor for two minutes.
As a playboy, Li Baitian’s most aggrieved thing is that he cannot drink at all. He used this trick again. When he needed to drink, he pretended to take a sip, and after drinking, he found a place to vomit it out and did not swallow it.
I glanced at him, and he saw me, looked at me with his head tilted, and smiled with a hint of meaning in the corner of his mouth. Then he looked at Xiaomai and nodded clearly.
Every time Li Baitian nodded like this, the subtext was, "You are really good."
He probably was thinking, you are really good, you have sex with a foreigner.
So I always thought that his gaze was rude, so I didn't pay attention to him anymore. Li Baitian felt that he had been staying for almost time, so he returned to the place he had just done and glanced at me.
Didn't come to say hello.
Later they talked about something. Li Baitian and Xiaomo took the person opposite him away, looking very polite as if they were asking for something.
Li Baitian still had to drink a little, his face turned into a roast pig again, and his feet were still floating. As soon as the guest in front left, he stood up on the wall. Xiao Mo hurriedly supported him, "Brother Tian, are you okay?"
Li Baitian shook his finger at her, "It's okay, let's go."
I watched them help each other and leave, and my heart sank slightly. It was not said to be disappointed or something. It was really not my turn to take care of Li Baitian's affairs.
“hey!”
When Xiaomai saw me in a daze, she called me. I smiled at him in a blink of an eye. Xiaomai asked me how I was thinking.
I asked him what he was thinking, and forgive me for being distracted.
Chapter completed!