I can't figure out what I thought about Li Baitiancun. Maybe it was because he was too close and he was by my side, so it was even harder to understand.

I like him? But I don’t know what I like him. Maybe it’s just a historical issue when I was young and immature. As a friend, I also like him because he can accompany me and help me when I need it. Isn’t that great?

But the worst thing is that he is a man and I am a woman. When he needs me, it would be fine if he didn't touch me last time. When he touched me, I still felt that this friend's relationship was not simple.

This feeling is nothing when you don’t want it, and it feels bad when you think about it. But even if we have the opportunity to be together, whether to be together is a choice for me.

Because you may be separated from being together, because you may be together, there may be no difference from now, so how long can you be together?

The key is that he never expresses his opinion. If he doesn't express his opinion on picking up girls, he may be because he doesn't like me.

When Li Baitian came back from work that day, I stalked at the door of my room and said in a tentative tone, "I called Wang Meili today."

Li Baitian used the key to unlock the lock of his room and was not interested in the communication between me and Wang Meili. I said: "Wang Meili, Liu Shuyu seems to be pregnant..."

"Huh?" Li Baitian made an exaggerated reaction and turned to look at me, "Impossible, I saw her last time..."

Ouch, it’s even more interesting. It turns out that Li Baitian and Liu Shuyu had met him. I looked at him with my eyes flashing and he said, “Ah, she came to Beijing once before the New Year and left after staying for two days.”

"Then you..."

Li Baitian glanced at me, as if he was not allowed to inquire about his private life. My heart was slightly depressed and pretended to be gossiping, "It's not yours, right?"

He frowned and denied, "She hasn't even looked for me, is it possible?"

It's unlikely, how could he get pregnant and don't even look for the man? What a routine is that? But I persevered in harming Li Baitian, "Be careful. If a woman comes to the door with her child one day, you will be stunned."

Li Baitian thought about it and shook his head, "Impossible, absolutely impossible." But I could see a feeling of guilt from his expression.

Li Baitian is not a child. Although he knows that contraception requires contraception, he is not sure. There are some condoms, some contraceptive pills expire, and some outgoing shots are not taken in time.

In short, fucking is risky, so be cautious when you have sex.

Li Baitian didn't see it. Actually, I was already angry at this moment, and even I didn't even feel this anger. I just "bang" and closed my door with a loud sound when he was talking about "Impossible".

Forget it, don’t worry about Li Baitian’s problem for now.

I followed Wang Meili's instructions and bought a set of cosmetics. When I had time, I closed the door and practiced makeup in the room. I practiced this secretly, for example, when I was painting, Li Baitian suddenly knocked on the door, and I would wipe it off quickly and get ready before going out.

Li Baitian has been doing very low-key recently. He usually comes back early in the evening and doesn't ask me to go out to eat and drink with him anymore. He probably is poor.

At first, I didn't take it seriously because I had to adapt to the new working environment, training, etc. I had to go on weekends and think about washing clothes at home. Li Baitian did not have a double break. He only had two days off a month and asked for leave to rest from time to time. In some sense, he was not as good as me.

I was very kind and opened his lock and flipped through his dirty clothes. Li Baitian had a lot of clothes, which was not washed for a month, and it was enough to change. And he might have been used to it. Every time I was washing clothes, I would bring him two pieces. There was no balcony there, so it was also drying them on my side.

Then I found an empty pickled vegetables bun in Li Baitian's trash can. Oops, he is not a foodie. He looks down on the fast food products in the supermarket the most. He even eats pickled vegetables, which is too miserable.

I felt a little moved because I thought that Li Baitian's recent poverty was because of the high heels he bought for me. He was from the moon and couldn't save money. In order to buy it, he probably had to pay his salary in the company. This poverty would have to be poor for at least three months.

I asked why Li Baitian looked thin these two days? It turned out that he didn't eat meat.

Actually, he wants to buy shoes for me. I have no objection to expressing some delights, but he is accustomed to giving things to others. If he doesn't give them good things, he may feel that he can't make it. As long as I am like this, I can't tell whether it's good or not.

Seeing that he is so poor, I plan to help him.

I know that Li Baitian is a better person. If I give him money directly, he will definitely not want it. And I can't tell you this question, and he will feel that his face is dull.

Anyway, I am very free now, so I went to the supermarket to buy an induction cooker, bought a set of cooking items, and pretended to cook at home. When Li Baitian came back, I asked him to come and eat with me.

Within a few days, I developed a habit, and I didn’t cook the meal, so I washed it in advance and left it there to wait for Li Baitian to come back from work to cook it.

I actually really can’t cook. My mother took good care of me. I don’t have this skill. The only thing I can do is braised rice.

Li Baitian is quite good at making it because he is a foodie, a foodie who practices it. It was necessary to live with his grandmother and learn some basic knowledge of cooking.

He cut the potato shreds and brushed them, and I was frightened by the side. I said, "God, you really look like you live at home."

He used a knife noodles to fill the cut potato shredded potatoes into a vegetable bowl filled with water in the room, took the next potato and continued to cut it, and asked casually, "Then have you lived with me?"

I held my arm and analyzed objectively, "It's a pity that this is not your norm. I'm still the young master when you go home."

Li Baitian smacked his lips and glanced at me, "It's the young master."

The word "Young Master" is not very nice. The current male public relations scientific name is "Young Master".

I didn't answer, but I was right. Li Baitian's family will be back sooner or later. Since his family can provide him with good resources, why don't he want it? I want it, so if Li Baitian wants it, I won't look down on him. Moreover, his parents are just his son, and they are busy for half of their lives. Isn't they just leaving something for their children? He doesn't want to inherit it, that would be unfilial.

I know this in my mind, and Li Baitian should know it in my mind. He maintained his current state just because he was not in a hurry to change and thought it was good.

In the past six months, I feel that Li Baitian has made a lot of progress. At least he doesn’t spend money so much. He can’t make people feel wronged by food and clothing. This is his hobby.

In fact, there is another experience to talk about when he changes his money.

There were a few days when Li Baitian felt uncomfortable and asked me to accompany him to see a doctor. I asked him where he felt uncomfortable, and he said, "I have a headache."

I said, "Heart is not a disease."

Li Baitian's face changed, "There is a headache..."

Hohoho...

When I registered at the hospital, the doctor asked him where he was hiring, and he said, "Surgery."

The doctor thought it was inaccurate, so he asked Li Baitian to describe his condition. He was there and he didn't think about what to say for a long time.

I still gritted my teeth and whispered to the window, "It hurts."

Li Baitian looked at me with a different look, and the doctor calmly failed the menstruation department.

All the previous ones were nonsense, hahaha, the theme was that we prescribed medicine and injections. At that time, because the infusion area of ​​the hospital was full, we could only hang water in the corridor.

When I was hanging out, I saw the family dressed in poor condition. The woman was holding a sick child in her arms. Her husband was begging the doctor to think of a solution for them.

When Li Baitian saw this scene, he kept muttering beside my ears, "How come someone really can't afford to treat the disease? Xiao Xueer, I felt so upset when I saw them. I wish I could only give them money to treat the disease. I felt so uncomfortable, oh..."

He sighed melancholy there, and I watched the family finally choose to leave, not knowing what the result would be like in the future and what would that child be like.

But many times, we cannot help others. There are too many people in need, and our abilities and vision are limited, and we are often powerless.

Li Baitian was still very uncomfortable. He became softer and softer than a woman. I can only tell him, "So you have to know how lucky we live well are."

Li Baitian shook his head and said, "I never thought before that the money I spent casually might save a person's life."

...

Actually, I think that the days between Li Baitian and I can be regarded as a saying of mutual support, but I just lacked that title.

I went to a meeting and prepared for a whole day, wearing high heels all day. I only really understand how tired it is to wear this thing.

When I got home, I felt that my feet were about to swollen, and my whole calves were tight. After dinner, Li Baitian kindly went to make a basin of warm water to soak my feet. When I sat by the bed and put my feet in, it was so comfortable!

Li Baitian sat on the stool opposite and looked at me, and I said, "You are so good at serving women, what kind of wife do you have to find in the future?"

Li Baitian raised his eyebrows, "I must find someone to serve me."

"Who is serving you? You look so ugly."

"You have such a poisonous mouth, who can marry you?"

I lifted my feet in the basin and splashed water on his trouser legs to show punishment. Li Baitian and I seemed to be trying hard to deny each other, and all kinds of damage. He said I was too strong to marry, and I said he was ugly and fickle and had no good ending.
Chapter completed!