I must admit that I am unhappy. Every time I help Li Baitian send love letters, I am not much happy. But I have never acted in front of him, at most I look reluctant.

I hope this is the last time. I don’t care who the girl around Li Baitian is. She has been changing anyway. If one day it was me, maybe it would change in a few days.

It would be better if I just like him silently, until I don’t like him anymore, at least in this way we can be friends all the time.

Some people say that there is no pure friendship between men and women, unless one is beaten to death and the other is pretending to be stupid to the end.

Li Baitian, do you know whether you really or not?

After dinner, I told my mother that I would go out, but my mother didn't care about me either. School was about to start, and it was nothing to play before school started. My mother was very relieved about me, a child, and knew that I was a good kid with great knowledge.

I found Liu Shuyu's house. She was wearing a beautiful water-blue dress and came to open the door for me in person.

Liu Shuyu's mother also came to say hello to me. I stood at the door and said, "No need for aunt. I will tell Liu Shuyu something and I won't go in."

The aunt left. Liu Shuyu looked at me with a smile, and I stuffed the letter into her hand and said, "Li Baitian asked me to give it to you."

"Ah," she was stunned for a moment and said with a smile, "Thank you."

I said, "Then I'll leave."

"Yeah," she was stunned again, "bye."

In the dark corridor, I walked down one by one, and didn't rush to go home. I wandered around the community for a while. I was in a mess, like a broken heart.

I repeatedly thought about Liu Shuyu's appearance. She is very beautiful. There are many boys chasing her. She is lively and generous, much better than the reveal she used to be back then. Then I thought about my appearance. It was really different. When I changed my clothes a day, when I studied hard, if I hadn't found that my clothes were so dirty that they had black threads, I wouldn't have thought of changing them.

I am not as magnificent as those of them. Girls like me, standing with Li Baitian, visually disagreeable.

Then I found that I couldn't remember Li Baitian's appearance at all, just such a particularly vague shadow, and I couldn't remember the specific things at all.

I once tried to draw his appearance on paper, but I couldn't write it. I couldn't draw, but the most fundamental thing is that I really can't remember his appearance. I don't have a very specific impression of whether he has big eyes or small eyes, or what his nose, mouth, eyebrows look like.

I sat on the cold chair in the community and was lost for a while. I thought that Liu Shuyu should have gone to Li Baitian's appointment now, and that the group of them were having dinner and chatting together.

I can't integrate into them, I don't have time, I want to learn. Maybe we've really been people from both worlds.

But Li Baitian, you know that we are not in the same world, why did you take away my only first time at that time? How could I forget you? I must always remember you in my life.

I also thought that no matter what the process was, I would marry Li Baitian in the future, and I always had this kind of premonition.

Forget it, don’t think about it anymore. What’s the use of thinking so much?

School started, and I had seen a few brothers who were holding their arms around me, but I didn’t find Li Baitian among them, nor did Yuan Ze. Yuan Ze said he was going to join the army. When those people passed by me, they just took a look and didn’t say hello.

It seemed like I had a fight last time, and I never called "Sister Xue" at the mouth. The look they looked at me gave me a feeling that I had offended them.

Another month, I went to a small shop in the school to buy daily necessities and ran into Li Baitian and Liu Shuyu. At this time, Liu Shuyu had already taken Li Baitian's arm openly, and the two of them were buying snacks.

When Li Baitian saw me, he looked not very enthusiastic. I forced a smile at him. He was stunned for a second when he looked at me. Liu Shuyu secretly pulled Li Baitian's arm. Li Baitian turned his head, smiled gently at Liu Shuyu, and went to the front desk, took out his wallet to check out the bill.

I looked at the backs of Li Baitian and Liu Shuyu standing side by side, and I could never think about what it would be like to replace Liu Shuyu with me. First, I don’t like to eat snacks, second, I don’t like to spend other people’s money. I think girls are weaker in physical condition than boys and need protection when they encounter dangers. If they are tired of walking, they are not necessary to show weakness in money.

Anyway, everyone spends money from their parents at this time. Every time I am with other people and others pay for it, I feel uncomfortable from the bottom of my heart.

Li Baitian and Liu Shuyu have been getting well for a long time. The main reason is that they have no points, and I can't know. I'm busy studying, no time or direction to care about it.

But I don’t know why someone came to care about me. After dinner that day, I came out of the cafeteria and planned to go back to the classroom. In school, I was often a lone man, and I was used to being alone and enjoyed the feeling of not having to take care of the needs of the people around me.

Then, on the back of the teaching building, a few girls suddenly jumped out on the path that few people touched. These girls were all very colorful, and they didn’t look very good at seeing their grades, and they were very capable of making trouble.

The woman pulled me next to the wall, and one of them gave me a mouth.

I was stunned for a moment, and the first thing I said was, "You have found the wrong person." I have no enemies in school, so he shouldn't have been on my turn to be repaired.

The girl who hit me stared at me and said, "It's just you, Zhou Wenxue!"

My face hurts. Since I was a child, I have never been slapped by the mouth, and my parents have never been willing to hit me. But at this time, I didn't want to cry at all. There were four girls in total, and I just stared at them.

The girl said in a sarcastic manner, "What are you glaring?"

As soon as he finished speaking, another girl joined in the fun and threw me a mouth.

I got angry and said, "Who are you? What do you want to do? I don't know you at all!"

I counted carefully that I was hit by six mouths that day, but I really don’t know these girls. That’s what they said to me, “Stay away from those boys in the future, otherwise I will hit you, but fortunately the student is a slut!”

They just left like that.

I leaned against the wall and stared at them with an angry and hatred look. The pain on my face could not hide the anger in my heart. But I couldn't beat them, so I was so angry that I was so angry.

After that, I returned to the classroom as if nothing had happened. Someone saw that my face was a little red. I said I had just slept on my tummy. It was not until the evening study and I lay in my bed that I cried unyieldingly.

I have analyzed where these girls might come from. I think the biggest possibility is that those sports students are invited to fight for Li Baitian. I handed the bottle of wine. Besides, to be precise, it should be because of what I said to Li Baitian next to the rostrum.

Maybe I should tell Li Baitian about this matter and let him stand up for me. But I have no evidence and I am not a person who is afraid of the world's chaos, so I endured it this time.

Actually, I was worried that this kind of thing would take the second time, so for a long time, I stopped walking the path I liked the most. I silently swallowed this grievance and never told anyone of the teachers, classmates or parents.

In order to divert my attention, I studied even more. In school, grades are the hardest truth, harder than fists, and I can't let my loved ones hurt their enemies faster.

It’s not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years!

Actually, I like to study very much because I am not stupid, as long as I study hard, it is easy. I have the pleasure of conquering problems and are interested in them. So I am a master of my life.

That weekend, I was doing the exam at home and heard my name calling downstairs. I walked to the balcony and looked at Li Baitian below.

There was a flower pot on hand, and I was thinking to myself that if he asked me to send love letters today, I would smash the brat with the flower pot, and I would never serve you.

He still said to me, "Come down."

This time my eyes were quite serious, as if something really happened. I didn't want to go down, and I no longer wanted to get close to him. In the past, every time I had the chance to get close to him, I pretended to push him twice, and finally went out. I always gave myself a chance and wanted to have a secret relationship, but so many opportunities were useless.

So I've given up.

I said, "I want to do the questions."

He raised his head, his expression innocent and a little sad, and he said, "I'm going to Beijing."

I know, I even thought he had left, and many students who studied art had left. I heard that they were quite hard when studying in other places and spent a lot of money.

In fact, the chance of success in learning art and sports is very low. Most of them did not get into prestigious schools in the end. Some were not strong enough, and some were not given gifts.

I was surprised that Li Baitian came here to say goodbye to me today. There was also a little turmoil against his calmed heart.

I said, "I know, when will I come back?" I just cared casually.

He paused, and it was rare to see him hesitate and hesitate when he spoke. He said, "Maybe I won't come back." Then he explained, "I'm not going to Beijing to study art. My dad came to pick me up and go with my grandma."

I was stunned again, suddenly very sad, so sad that I wanted to cry.

I know that Li Baitian is from Beijing. His parents are both doing business in Beijing and are too busy doing business. They gave birth to his sister and him and brought their daughter with him. The son is not afraid of losing money, so they put it on his grandmother's side in his hometown first.

He really won't come back as soon as he leaves, because the admission line in Beijing is lower than here. If Li Baitian takes the exam in this province, he will not be able to get into any good school.

I looked at him and didn't say anything.

Li Baitian also looked at me, "Then, it's okay, I'm leaving."
Chapter completed!