005 Love Letter
In order to repay the teacher's tolerance for me and to show my positive attitude towards admitting my mistakes, I can only study harder and eliminate distracting thoughts.
And my distractions are only Li Baitian. I don’t dare to think of him in my mind, and I don’t know how to think of him. Since that day, I have never seen him in school again, I don’t know how his nose is, and I don’t know what he is thinking.
After all, we are like that, and then let it go...
When I accidentally thought of this, I felt heartbroken. I really had the feeling of crying and the huge panic about my future. I am not a virgin. Will I not be able to get married in the future, will I be disliked by others, and will my parents beat me if they know.
When the classmate knows, what kind of gaze will he look at me?
Apart from studying, I have no better way to escape these.
When I got home that weekend, my parents held a family meeting and educated me. But my tone was very light. They were just worried that I would take a detour and told me some correct truths.
I told them all the facts I could tell. My mother knew that Li Baitian was a person who had a good relationship with my mother. At that time, I also showed my mother the graduation photos we took and told her that everyone in it, the intersections and stories that had happened with me.
My mother's evaluation of Li Baitian was actually very pertinent, saying that this child looked very clever at first glance, but not honest enough.
So when I lied to celebrate Li Baitian’s birthday, my mother didn’t say much about me, just told me not to lie in the future, and it was more important to study.
I'm really happy.
I met Li Baitian again. It was the school’s summer sports meeting. This was also the last time we participated in the sports meeting. By the third year of high school, the sports meeting had nothing to do with us. In fact, even now, the sports meetings did not have anything to do with us. For example, the top students like us, unless they are very talented in certain sports events, the teachers will be allowed to participate, otherwise they will not be allowed.
If you have the time to train, it is better to do a few more sets of exercises.
Because my voice is nice and generous, I was temporarily arrested as an announcer, which was to broadcast competitions and also the congratulations submitted by students. The only benefit is that I can drink free mineral water.
When participating in school activities, I am quite active and generous, and I don’t mean to be distorted.
"The men's sprint 400-meter preliminary race is about to begin. Please ask athletes participating in the competition to gather at the starting line of Area A within five minutes, Class 2, Class 3 xxx, Class 2, Class 4 xxx, Class 2, Class 25... Li, Li Baitian..."
My tongue suddenly got knotted, paused, and then read the one below, but my tongue didn't have straight lines for a long time. Sometimes, I deliberately pretended to myself that there was no Li Baitian in my life, nor that thing that shouldn't happen.
At this moment, his name appeared in my eyes, and when I had to pronounce him, I could truly feel that he was by my side.
But what is it? What is it that is left alone?
I was on the rostrum, looking at the starting line position, watching Li Baitian wearing vest and shorts, doing warm-up exercises there. For the first time, I felt very confused about life.
In the past, my life goals were very clear, and it was also what my parents and teachers told me that when I was in junior high school, my goal was this key high school. When I was in high school, my goal was to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Then I worked, and then with a good education, work and a good family background, I found a partner with the same conditions and got married and had children.
Li Baitian is the only accident in my life. This accident sometimes catches me off guard, and sometimes it doesn’t matter if I don’t think about him.
Can I only see his figure so far? I feel that I can't touch him or touch him. We are not parallel lines, but are not on the same plane at all. I don't want to break free from the life trajectory that I have already planned, so I can only let him go silently in my heart.
Fortunately, no one knows it yet.
This is just the preliminaries. Li Baitian was having a relaxed life. I took the time to see it for a few times, but I was not relieved. There are still many manuscripts to read here, so many of which are written by Li Baitian, and many of them were written by girls to cheer up the boys. Oh, girls, you are so enough.
I just picked up reading, and read some of the better writing styles.
There is an open space next to the rostrum, which can be used as a rest area. At this time, ordinary students cannot come, and occasionally some athletes will appear. These athletes can be said to be eating and drinking in the open space, which is so comfortable.
Then I saw Li Baitian joining them, and a group of people were eating ice cream. Li Baitian and I looked at each other, smiled slightly, and turned around to continue sorting out the manuscript.
They seemed to be making some noises. After a while, someone came to give me ice cream, with a number cloth hanging on my chest. I have also seen this person who gave me ice cream. At Li Baitian’s birthday party, he was the brother of the school, and the sixth brother. Li Baitian asked me to call him Liu Ge.
The sixth brother’s name is Yuan Ze, and his name is quite interesting.
I turned off the microphone in front of me and refused, "No need for Brother Six, it's not convenient for me to eat here."
Yuan Ze glanced at the rest area. The people there were still laughing. He insisted on giving me. I thought about giving him face and followed up embarrassedly.
It was the scorching sun now, and the ice cream melted very quickly, but I didn't want to eat it, so I gave it to the girl next to me who was doing radio with me. She didn't have the nerve to eat it, so I had to peel it and eat it in two bites.
I looked at the rest area again, and neither Li Baitian nor Yuan Ze were seen.
What are you doing with a mysterious secret?
Li Baitian and his group of poor students were very good at sports, although they were not sports students. During the 400-meter final, the battle situation became a little more intense. The remaining five people, besides poor students, were also sports students. Of course, the advantages of sports students were very obvious.
The 400-meter sprint was only one minute. In this minute, I did nothing. I stared at the track very seriously since the gunshots.
Li Baitian was wearing a dark blue sports vest, which was quite conspicuous. I was condescending and quickly remembered every re-trip in my mind, every turn, every time he turned, he surpassed the previous athlete.
For a minute, I was worried that he would suddenly fall, get injured or something.
That day, Li Baitian won the first place, but he actually picked up the first place, because the sports student in the second place fell down thirty meters away from the finish line.
Usually, after five minutes, we will announce the result of the game, but this time it has not been announced, because the person who fell down had an objection. The other side said that it was Li Baitian who pushed him down. I saw it clearly on the top that the two of them did have very close contact. The thugs did not have a thugs, and I couldn't see clearly because they were too far away, but there should be no suspicion of cheating.
The people on both sides were arguing, and the referee was not in a hurry to express his opinion. In the end, I couldn't help it and ran to the referee and said, "Teacher, we saw it all above. It seemed that the classmate fell down by himself."
Li Baitian looked at the sports student proudly, and the sports student glared at him fiercely, turned around and left.
As a result, the dust settled. When I returned to the rostrum, Li Baitian returned to his class position. He didn't say thank you to me, nor should he say thank you.
But in fact, some are still a little guilty because I really didn't see clearly...
When the sports meet is over, you should live your life as well. The final exam is about to come, and then the senior year of high school. From now on, there are basically no good days left.
I am still in the sea of books and don’t think about anything else. I am not a virgin anymore. If I lose my fortune in the future, how can I get married?
One day I found a colorful envelope on my desk and opened it and there was a love letter inside. When I was in junior high school, I was never pretty and had never received a love letter. When I arrived in high school, my girl changed so much. After I grew up, I felt that I was a little bit beautiful, but it was not as good as someone wrote a love letter to me.
And I am a top student, a top student who keeps away from the poor students.
So I have no experience in receiving love letters, so I have done a lot of love letters for Li Baitian.
At the moment I opened it, I actually thought about whether it was Li Baitian, but when I saw the word, I was disappointed. Although this word is not very good-looking, it can be read much more than Li Baitian's word.
Li Baitian's hand-cursive script, Oh, don't mention it, and it's ugly, it can't describe the charm. Maybe I have a bad taste and can't appreciate it. In ancient times, I might also be a master of calligraphy.
The content of the love letter is written like this, "Xue, do me a favor, just reply a few words, or just reply a few words, otherwise those grandsons will laugh at me. Help me, please, please, take three grams of oil-free Ma."
Signature: Yuan Ze.
I don't know what they are doing, and I'm not interested in getting it so clearly. I tore the letter and throw it into the trash can and think nothing happened.
Yuan Ze wrote to me, but I don’t know who made the coax, but I guess the person who made the coax didn’t expect that Yuan Ze wrote this. When Yuan Ze wrote this, he didn’t expect that I was so unlucky and didn’t serve him at all.
Two days later, I met Li Baitian at the entrance of the cafeteria. I was about to come out after dinner, and he was about to go in and eat.
He grabbed me and asked me, "Why don't you reply to Lao Yuan?"
I said, "What do you believe?"
"No, you didn't receive it?"
I didn't pretend to be stupid with him, and lowered my eyes, "I received it, what's wrong?"
"Then why don't you reply?"
"I don't want to go back."
I was too lazy to look at him, I wanted to leave. Li Baitian stopped me and said, "Why did he offend you?"
Alas I was unhappy, I said, "I can't refuse to reply if I haven't offended you. Why should I have to reply? What does his writing have to do with me?"
He said, "He likes you."
I glared at Li Baitian again, and this time I really ignored him and ran away in great enthusiasm.
Chapter completed!