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I am Guaiguai Card. I have been good at both quality and academic performance since I was a child. The most exciting and crazy thing I have ever done in my life was to give my first time to Li Baitian in the small studio on the sixth floor of Xingzhi Building.

My name is Zhou Wenxue. When my mother was pregnant with me, she had a dream of having sex and said that I would be born on a snowy day. When I was about to give birth, my mother asked, "Is it snowing today?"

Then it started to hurt. My name came from this, and my whole family thought that my child must be very impressive. They had high hopes for me, and in that era, they broke the idea of ​​having a second child.

Before my mother gave birth to me, she was a primary school teacher. In the township, she naturally taught everything in Chinese and mathematics society. Later, she followed my father from the south to the north. When the teacher certificate was lost on the train, she did nothing and devoted herself to taking care of her husband and children all her life.

I am definitely a very happy child, the only thing is that I didn’t look good when I was a child.

It doesn't matter, we have the meaning.

In the first year of junior high school, I knew Li Baitian. We were both short and were placed in the first row of deskmates when we were seated. I am such a good student, and I don’t care about him. What he loved to do most every day was to drill holes on the table with compass and carve the names of female classmates. He said that when he graduated, he would move the table home. This is a testimony of his youth, and he would like to worship him as a family heirloom.

We are in the same grade, as long as we have been liked by him, we have names on his desk, but I don’t have me in it. Li Baitian has never liked me, maybe because I am not good-looking, or because I have such good academic performance, he thinks we are people from two worlds.

That day, Li Baitian was singing beyond. He sang for a whole day. After class, he sang so hard that I couldn't listen to the lectures carefully. I wrote the four words "Sadness, Sadness, Conversion, Changes" in the notes of the class, and then pushed the notebook to him. Li Baitian's words were ugly, and he wrote "Oh".

Wong Ka Kui died that year because Li Baitian used to like beyond, so I know.

So we became friends, but soon, the head teacher thought Li Baitian was too ungrateful and derailed the grades of me, a good student, and arranged him to the last row of the classroom, sit alone, and fend for himself.

Li Baitian is a student that teachers dislike. When we were in junior high school, we were all very simple. We only knew that Li Baitian's family was good, and we didn't know that there was such a huge family business behind them.

At that time, I was not in Beijing, but in my hometown, Z City, Li Baitian lived at his grandmother's house.

After arriving at the back seat, Li Baitian was truly like a fish in water. He placed a row of books that were so long and tall in front of the desk. He didn't have enough books, so he moved the books on other people's desks to put them over. Then he slept behind, sang, wrote messy lyrics, and painted. Anyway, the teacher didn't care about him.

We basically didn't communicate.

I don’t know when I started to have a crush on Li Baitian. Maybe it was because I was late that day and was punished to stand for two classes in the back of the classroom. At that time, I felt so disgraced. Li Baitian lay behind the book and joked with me, saying, “Good students come to class too. Is that all the treatment of poor students like us? Good students, hahaha.”

At that time, my cheeks were flushed by his smile, and I hated him to death.

Then I stood behind and observed Li Baitian's life. He made a walkman, and he had headphones stuffed throughout the class. He read novels. He had such a thick novel and read many pictures in half a class. I kept staring at him, and suddenly I felt very envious and elegant.

But I am a good student and I have the burden of being a top student. If I don’t study well, I may not be so pressured. It is because of my good grades that I have to study harder. I cannot let my rankings drop or disappoint my teachers.

Later, I was tired of standing and moved my legs and feet casually. Li Baitian noticed it and called me twice to stand a little towards the window.

I was obedient and stood there. This position was behind his desk, a corner that the teacher was very difficult to notice. Li Baitian gave me his stool, but I didn't dare to sit because I was obviously shorter after sitting down, and I was afraid that the teacher would find out. He thought about it, and then took out a stack of books from the hole in the table and put it on the stool, winking at me.

I sat up secretly. At the beginning, I had to stand up for a few seconds, for fear that the teacher would find out. Later, I found that the teacher didn't pay attention to me at all, so I sat down steadily. Li Baitian didn't have a stool, so I sat down steadily. He didn't have a stool, so he took the water from the classroom, put it upside down on the ground, put two books on it, and sat still.

This little behavior made me feel quite warm. I also completely changed my view of the so-called poor students. In the past, I always thought that Li Baitian was not a good person who was rude and was very cautious when talking to students like them, for fear of offending them, and then deliberately causing trouble for me.

In fact, everyone is all children, they are just a little playful.

The second class was self-study. Li Baitian asked me if I wanted to listen to music. I was a little hesitant, and then he handed me a headphone, and I sat closer to him, each with one earphone to listen to music.

He was still reading novels, and I pretended to read books, but my heart was beating and I was nervous and I didn't relax.

I also don’t want the evening self-study to end and then finish school. This feels good and exciting, I want it to last for a while.

Later, I became more and more calm about being late because I liked to go to class later. Although sometimes Li Baitian was sleeping and ignored me at all, it was only when this was the case that we felt that we were very close.

But the teacher talked to me, and she said it was not good for me to be late often, which was too embarrassing. She was embarrassed to punish me. She said I was a good student, and I should remember it if I punished twice, and I couldn't be as shameless as Li Baitian and the others.

I remember these words in my heart.

I changed my lateness problem, but I like to pay attention to Li Baitian's problem, so I probably can't. Every time I see him enter the classroom with great enthusiasm, I have to jump in my heart. At that time, I was thirteen years old, so I should fall in love early.

I have a younger sister who plays well, known as Wang Meili. Wang Meili is a popular figure in the grade. There are always a group of boys chasing her behind her butt, and I am more familiar with Li Baitian. I intend to be familiar with Wang Meili, and there may be some reason.

Wang Meili often writes love letters to different boys, but she doesn't like Li Baitian. She thinks Li Baitian is too short. Wang Meili may be more careful. She asked me once, "Xiao Xueer, do you like Li Baitian? If you like me, I will help you chase you."

My heart beat pounding and said as if nothing had happened, "Things are not."

"Who do you like?"

“I don’t have anyone I like.”

Since then, I have resisted not paying attention to Li Baitian, because I am afraid that people will see it. I don’t know why I am so shy, maybe it’s because I know in my heart that we are indeed people from two worlds.

Li Baitian asked Wang Meili to help him deliver love letters to the girls in the next class. Before Wang Meili gave them, she thiefed to show me Li Baitian's love letter. We were both nestled in the corner and saw Li Baitian's font written in colorful letter paper.

"Dear, the length of a cigarette is 8.5 cm. Write your name on the cigarette and suck it into your lungs and place it closest to your heart. Now I'm going to go to the men's bathroom to smoke, I miss you."

Just a few words and dozens of words, I wrote a full piece of paper, which shows how scattered his words are. At that time, Li Baitian was still smoking and hid in the toilet or the water room with a few good brothers. Wang Meili said "Huh" and wanted to express some opinions. I looked up and saw Li Baitian who came back from outside after smoking, and quickly put away the love letter.

Li Baitian chased this dear Lu for a long time, which made me feel like I saw that Lu. Moreover, I heard from Wang Meili that Lu liked Li Baitian, and Lu felt a little bit liked by Li Baitian. At that time, Li Baitian's height was really disliked by all kinds of people.

But Lu was still in ambiguous relationship with Li Baitian. I always wondered what Lu was good about, it wasn’t she just being taller, dressed more fashionable, and her hair was longer. But what I was better than her was probably just her academic performance.

Later I plucked up the courage to say to my mom, "Mom, I want a denim skirt."

My mom thinks denim skirts are something that only bad girls wear, but I really want them because I want to dress up. My mom loves me and took the time to buy me a denim skirt that reaches my knees. I thought it was very beautiful at the time.

That weekend, I wore my newly bought skirt and went to the park with Wang Meili. There was an open-air roller skating rink. On the weekend, they gathered for poor students.

Then he met Li Baitian. Li Baitian looked at me and said lukewarmly: "Who should I seduce when I dress so sexy?"

I was embarrassed by what he said. I think the word seduction is too ugly. But in fact, it is a very serious word among their group of people.

I didn't say anything.

I don’t know how to roller skate. Wang Meili taught me and walked along the railings on the side of the field little by little. Li Baitian and Lu held their hands and slipped smoothly.

When Wang Meili went to drink water, she threw me alone in the corner. I held the railing and was afraid of falling. Li Baitian stopped beside me like a wind and asked me in a tone similar to a parent, "Why are you here?"

I said, "Then where should I be?"

He said: "You should do the exams at home and don't play with us."

I don’t know why, but Li Baitian’s words hurt my self-esteem, and now I can’t figure out why. Because I secretly like him in my heart, I didn’t know how to talk to him at that time. When he said that, I stopped talking.

"Go back early." He threw down this sentence and slipped away.

Then I wanted to sit on the other side of the chair, but I didn't hold my hands firmly and sat on the ground. Lu pulled me up. Lu came over and pulled me, and Li Baitian came over, and then saw the blood on my skirt awkwardly.
Chapter completed!