169 Debt Repayment
This serious illness almost exhausted all my energy. I found that when you are unhealthy, no one can control it.
To be honest, thanks to Chen Song at this time, of course, my brother helped me a lot after he got angry. He would come to the hospital to see me and listen to me to take good care of my father. Chen Song was the biggest contribution, which was the one who spent money in the hospital.
I asked him how many of them were, and he always said that he would not be timid and let me take good care of my illness. I have this disease, and I am afraid of spicy and irritating smells, smoke smells, bean products, staying up late and working hard and drinking, and I remember Chen Song clearly knows better than me.
Chen Song's mother said to me back then, "My heart is hard and I should be moved." Now the heart is hard and I should be broken. I am moved, very, very touched, and I feel a kind of touch that Chen Song saves my life."
I really don't know how to pay back this favor.
Chen Song's mother couldn't stand Chen Song taking care of me like this, so she ran to talk to my stepmother. My stepmother had eaten at Shen Song's mother and ran to the hospital to scold me.
She said: "When will it be troublesome? If you don't get sick early or late, you won't get sick at this time. Let's see who cares about you!"
She also said to me, be a person with a long heart, and there is no other person like Chen Song in the world who is as good as me. What my stepmother said was wrong. She just saw Chen Song being nice to me. I believe that if Li Hua was by my side, he would do a good job than Chen Song.
Unfortunately, luck is a mess, and it is not Li Hua who is by my side at this time.
I was powerless to fight with my stepmother, so I endured the yard with anger. I still planned to hurry back to Beijing to work, pay back the money owed by Chen Song first, and then find a way to take my dad out to take care of myself.
Yan Xiaochang called me and said, "This time we got married may be true. Even the church has been chosen, hey..."
She was referring to Li Hua, and I sighed silently in my heart, and hung up the phone without saying anything. If I hadn't gotten sick, I would have really had a chance to try robbing the marriage. I'm just like this now, I can't afford to make trouble.
I could only think negatively that Li Hua and I were probably in this way. Although I couldn't think about what the scene would be like when he really married Lan Tian.
But I'm in a state of turmoil.
Although I was discharged from the hospital, I was very weak and I had to take a handful of medicine every day. The urine I urinated was like black tea. I have thought seriously about what evil I had committed in the first half of my life, why did it have to live such a bumpy life?
But I always believe that a person's life is fair. If you suffer before you enjoy it, you may suffer after you enjoy it. So I feel that when I am still young and can hold on, I will end up suffering all the pain I can suffer in one breath. Maybe the rest of the time will be good days.
Then my brother completed the procedures and prepared to go abroad. Then my stepmother was itchy and wanted to go abroad with her. Then she needed money. Then she thought of the most unscrupulous way in the world, divorced my dad and asked my dad to give her all the money.
She told my dad that she had no hope for her, just for my brother. She thought that as a father, my dad gave her all the common property of the couple, and then she should take it to support my brother in school. And she wanted to take care of my brother in Canada. She said it was too messy outside, and if she didn't watch my brother in person, she would be worried.
She also said, my dad was in poor health and she didn't want to divorce, but Canada was too cold and it was not suitable for him to recuperate. My dad should still stay here, after all, he has a daughter. But she doesn't want to delay my dad's second half of his life. The divorce is to give my dad freedom so that my dad can find another wife who can take care of him in the future.
These words were all told to me later. My dad said this and cried to me because he had agreed to divorce. I couldn't understand very much. What did my dad love that woman? He has been so indulging her for the rest of his life and even divorce is unambiguous.
My dad has basically always only thought about that woman. He is sad now because he was abandoned by this woman. He himself said that this is the retribution for his abandonment of my mother back then.
He thought he had thought a lot, but the only thing he didn't expect was that he is now alone and I must accept his entire life in the future.
And my dad felt that since he was like this, he might not have lived for a few years, so he would not drag me down too much.
Why……
In May of that year, Shen Song and I received our marriage certificate.
Because he moved me, because he said he would take care of my dad with me, and even if I was not here, he would take care of my dad. Because he said, it doesn’t matter if I don’t love him, it doesn’t matter if I don’t want to live with him, his house is about to be demolished, and it’s too late for him to get married. For the sake of the six or seven hundred thousand yuan per house, I just thought I was doing him a favor, get the certificate first, and let him do the house.
If we can't get together, we can't get the house before leaving.
On the day I got the certificate, I was not dressed up, I was listless, as if I was living someone else's life. It seems that from now on, Cong You is no longer Cong You, I don't know who it is, but I am not myself anyway.
We have never been in love and are anxious to get the certificate for that money. From my perspective, we even pay back the favor debts we owed to Shen Song over the years.
After getting the certificate, I said I wanted to go home. Shen Song said he wanted to take me to see the decorated house. With the house he bought himself, including the two houses he would receive in the future, Shen Song was also considered a little rich man with three properties.
I was like a walking corpse, and accompanied him to see the house, and then in the new house, he wanted to molest me.
He was so anxious that I was a little disgusted.
I pushed him away and I said, "We said, take these things slowly."
He said, "You are my wife now."
I said, "Shen Song, you know, I have been with my last boyfriend for four years, and it is impossible to forget it just by saying that I will get the certificate with you so quickly. The reason why I have obtained the marriage certificate with you is clear, and I don't want to lie to you."
Before this, we have really made it clear.
Shen Song was angry in front of me, but at least he still held back now. He said, "Okay, you can bring your dad here first."
I didn't live with Shen Song because from the bottom of my heart, I didn't agree that this was a marriage. But I had already sold myself, and I was just selling it in a daze without knowing my mind.
Although Shen Song and I made it clear, I couldn’t tell it clearly from my parents and his parents. They just thought that Shen Song and I were married.
Later, Shen Song's mother discussed the matter of having a drink with my father. After I got back from the hospital, I saw my father's rare smile after the divorce, and learned that they were discussing what they were discussing.
I suddenly felt upset and didn't know what to do.
I asked Chen Song to talk, and I said, "Why didn't you explain it clearly to your mother?"
He said: "Isn't it normal to get married and have a drink?"
I found that Chen Song was dependent on me. After I put a trap and let me get in, all our previous three rules did not count. I told him angrily, "Chen Song, I really don't want to owe you. I don't want a penny for your family's house distribution. When I recover, my dad doesn't need you to raise it. When the house is divided, we will go and have a divorce. The person in my heart is not you, I have to live with you. You are really wronged."
Chen Song was dissatisfied and said, "Why do you know that we can't get through? Is that person so good? Didn't you forget it sooner or later?"
I don't want to explain more to him.
He spoke harshly to me, "You are my person now, and it's not that easy to divorce."
Later I found out that Chen Song was very good at speaking harshly. He had both let go of harsh words with my brother, me and my parents, but after he made harsh words, he never got any of the things he said.
My parents were still happily organizing wine with Chen Song’s family. I was in a daze every day and felt that this matter must be resolved as soon as possible.
I didn't plan to really marry Chen Song. Even if he didn't divorce me, he could automatically terminate the marriage according to the marriage law.
But the necessary problem now is that I have to leave here, work, be self-reliant, and take my dad out to fundamentally clarify my relationship with the Shen Song family.
I registered with him and helped him get a house. I had already paid it very thoroughly. I don’t plan to continue owing this debt.
So I suddenly remembered that I actually had money because I had a ring. Li Hua didn’t have time to explain the diamond that this diamond ring could be sold for at least 200,000 yuan.
But I was very reluctant to let it go. This was the only souvenir left to me by Li Hua. I originally thought that I would be buried with it if I die. When I am rotten, it will continue to last forever. This is indeed the meaning of diamonds.
I took out the ring from my luggage, and since I came back, I had never touched it. It was simply hidden, and no one knew that I had such a valuable thing.
I have been hesitating all these two days, and I took it out and saw it when I have nothing to do, so I didn’t receive it very well.
Chen Song was stimulated again on this day. He went out to drink with the department. After drinking too much, he came back and wanted to learn from other men. When he got home, he found a wife and asked her to serve her.
But I didn't treat myself as his wife.
But I didn't want to quarrel with the drunkard. He wanted to sleep in my bed, let him sleep. I went to the sofa. Chen Song came over to hug me with a stern face. I pushed him away with my breasts and finally pushed him away.
My mother: "I'm still treating myself as a saint when I'm married! I don't know how many times I've fucked with other men."
If I hadn't thought about the subtle relationship, I would have hit him. At least I had to endure it, stuffed a pillow and ran out of the room at a fast speed.
Then I sat on the sofa and cried until midnight. I didn't know what was wrong. What was the reason, and I made myself like this.
Chapter completed!