Later I thought about it, fortunately Li Baitian did not propose to me that day, otherwise our relationship would have been awkward.

Later I asked Li Baitian why he suddenly gave up on his proposal. He said that when he thought about getting married, he felt heartbroken, and then he kept trying to find the source of his heartache. He finally realized that he had been single for many years.

, the real reason why I have never found someone to make do with it.

Actually, I was in a bad mood at that time. I thought I might accept Li Baitian, but when I thought of marrying Li Baitian, I felt heartbroken. Even if I agreed at that time, I guess we would not be able to get married.

Cheng. Li Baitian and I are both the kind of people who are really moved and scared to death.

I sat in front of the windowsill and stayed all night, and didn't go to bed until it was slightly dawn. I was quite rewarding this night, and I still figured out a little.

I am actually a very impulsive person. When doing things, I like to suddenly have a tendon. Then the tendon is not straightened and it is broken, so I can't get angry. At that time, when I was yelling to break up with Li Hua, that tendon

Just stretched to the tightest position, and it hurts to let go and it hurts. It is better to pull it off directly and make it easier.

Now that the tendons have been torn apart, I can finally jump out to see the problem.

In fact, what I told Lan Tian whether to give in was nothing more than a comforting word. After all, Li Hua is his own Li Hua. Even if he really forces him to do something, he may not be able to do it, let alone me. I wanted to do it at that time.

The main reason for breaking up was that I felt tired. I was conscientious and couldn't watch Lan Tian just no one cares about it. She threw her into pieces and then fell to death. But then she would have no good life when Li Hua and I were in charge of her like this.

At that time, I was very imagining and thought of breaking up. Li Hua actually said something clear, "I'll give you time."

It probably takes time between us and the whole thing to digest it. Time will give a clear answer, good or bad.

When I figured out this problem, I felt much more at ease.

The one-year period between Li Baitian and I was over, but it doesn’t matter if it ends. I didn’t go home last year during the Chinese New Year. I thought it was time for me to go home and take a look.

So, with the principle of relaxation, I took a long vacation at the company and went back to my hometown. I didn't plan to hide anything in my heart. The phone should be turned on, but no one came to me.

I was in a good mood just now. Because it has been more than a year since I ran away from home, and over a year have eliminated a lot of my stepmother’s resentment towards me. And she has something to do now, she has to work on.

I want to take her son, my younger brother, to study abroad.

My brother, a little scum, has a very poor academic performance. He takes the normal way to get out of the exam. There is no hope, but he just spends money anyway. Before this, my stepmother has already ordered more than 100,000 yuan to go out. My family is not very wealthy. She

Now I am worried about money and I am not in the mood to make trouble with me.

A few years ago, I made an appointment with Shen Song because I asked my brother to tell him that I would return the remaining 120,000 yuan to him. This year I worked in Beijing, which was a little reward, and my performance was

Not bad, it’s not much or less in a year, and it just happened to save 120,000.

I invited Shen Song to a meal, and he was still very excited when he saw me. The young man was very enthusiastic and said that I had lost a lot of weight this year.

Thinness is because I was in a bad mood some time ago, but I was obviously thin, mainly because I was relatively plump when I left last year. I was decisive and I was the kind of person who could tell from my fatness or thinness.

I had no deep hatred with Chen Song. After eating this meal safely and paying back the money, I had no psychological burden.

He hasn't gotten married yet, and he has been hiding several times this year, but he hasn't met him.

Chen Song said to me embarrassedly, "Our old house is demolished, and my mother also hopes that I will get married soon. I just want you a little bit."

I smiled at him politely.

His house was demolished, and it was said that if it was demolished like this, he could divide one house. If he could get married before the demolition, he could divide two houses. On our side, one house would have to be said at least. It’s six or seven hundred thousand, who doesn’t want the money?

Unfortunately, I really can't help him.

But Chen Song really helped our family a lot. On New Year's Eve, my father was caught intestinal intestinal obstruction and went to the hospital. Chen Song drove the car to get my father into the hospital, and he was busy taking care of him for two days. The year has not been better.

My dad is in the hospital every day, and his wife still cares about it as before. She also thinks that my dad spends money in hospital at this time. The family originally had that little money, so they all planned to let my brother go abroad for the matter. And this woman felt that when I came back from Beijing, I had enough money on it, and this time I really didn’t even pay for medical expenses.

I don’t have any money. If they hadn’t let me carry a lot of debts out of thin air a year ago, I would have been very rich now.

So Chen Song gave the money first, but my father has medical insurance. When the medical insurance is reported, he can pay back a part of it first. The debt is not huge, but he is a little owed by a favor.

Chen Song was going back to work on the fifth day of the lunar month. Before that, he went to the hospital almost every day, and I was also guarding the hospital. He was so attentive, just like a couple of us.

I still advised him not to work hard, but he would not listen.

I also know that Chen Song is indeed a good young man. I am quite lucky. No matter when, there are always people around me who help me.

Because my dad was having trouble, I originally planned to call Li Hua during the Chinese New Year to greet him, but I was delayed. Because I was upset, I might not be able to get a good result in my heart. Think about it, wait for me to think about it. Let’s talk about it after dad is discharged from the hospital.

The person who took the initiative to contact me was Yan Xiaochang.

Yan Xiaochang came to the hospital here from the city, carried fruits like a decent look, and sat next to the hospital bed.

I peeled oranges and ate them one by one, and I said, "It's useless for you to carry these broken things. My dad can't eat anything now."

Yan Xiaochang: "It's not for your father at all."

I looked at her and smiled. After Yan Xiaochang became a wife, her gossip became more and more energetic. She asked me in a voice: "Why did you and Huazi break up again? Is it because of Lan Tian?"

I thought about it and said, "Yes, no, I just think it's too noisy and want to stop and live a good life."

Yan Xiaochang said I was childish.

She told me as a young woman who has married a wife that life lies in trouble, and what kind of life there are. I think she lives a stable life, but she is really stable or not. Only she knows.

"Just like you are watching someone filming AVs, it makes people feel good, but the people who film may not be happy."

Oh, the most wise saying, Sister Chang is worthy of being Sister Chang.

But at the same time, Yan Xiaochang brought me a bad news, and she said: "During the Chinese New Year, Huazi and I made a phone call, and he seemed to be preparing to go abroad."

"Hmm?" I couldn't help but care.

Yan Xiaochang hesitated slightly, "Oh, I'll tell you, their whole family plans to immigrate, and with Lan Tian, ​​they may get married abroad."

My heart trembled, making me pretend to be nothing, "That's so far, that's a little money."

Yan Xiaochang sneered, "Just pretend. If I were you, I would take my aunts and aunts to snatch the marriage. If you can snatch it, don't say whether you can snatch it or not, at least I feel satisfied."

I continued to be as if nothing had happened, and I said, "You are just being poisoned by the life of a resentful woman who is so messy."

Speaking of the life of a resentful woman, Yan Xiaochang was probably deeply touched, so she felt a little depressed, but asked, "Do you still love him?"

I said firmly and frankly: "Love, you have never heard a saying. It is better to forget each other than to support each other? Who says love must be together?"

Yan Xiaochang pursed her lips and said, "Forget it, you can consider becoming a monk."

One thousand readers are one thousand Hamlets, and one thousand views on love in a thousand people's hearts. My view of love may be a bit pessimistic and extreme, but for love, I pursue a little perfectionism more or more, I know

The same is true for Li Hua.

Some people always think that I am too selfish to think about Li Hua. I have thought about it. I feel tired, will he not be tired? I am just hit by one thing, and I feel that we may not have fate.

, I don’t have a fate, and I feel that we are in conflict with each other. Maybe we will live a better life if we separate. What’s wrong?

My love, my way of love, is my own business. If you point a finger, will you be happier than me?

After Yan Xiaochang left that day, I was still a little depressed for a while. Li Hua was going abroad, getting married, and having sex with Lan Tian? Did he come too quickly? In fact, we have not experienced many things from the perspective of others.

, We cannot guess the twists and turns in it.

We live very one-sidedly because we are not God and do not have such a huge perspective.

I can't see Li Hua's life, nor can I see his heart when making decisions. What I can see is that if he wants to go abroad, our distance will be further and further.

Unlike when I was afraid of Li Hua’s immigration, immigration abroad is not a distant thing for me now. After I decided to take my brother abroad, my stepmother has never been moved by the desire to immigrate, but it may be that money is not the case.

Great luxury.

However, my brother went abroad to study in Canada. Yan Xiaochang told me that Li Hua and his family seemed to be planning to go to Europe, and Paris or London, and she didn't figure it out.

I usually only listen to half of Yan Xiaochang’s news. She has too many yy ingredients, and the news from her often is not accurate enough.

Actually, I should call Li Hua to ask, but many times, we habitually procrastinate, just like what Li Baitian said, "As long as you live, there is hope." We always have that
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