(I'm sorry to correct the typos after I finish writing all three chapters...)

I admit that I have had small complaints these days because I am not the kind of person who can stay very alone, and I feel a little uncomfortable when I see Lan Tian treating Li Hua well. But it is just a small complaint, and it is definitely not as bad as I feel.

Li Hua thinks that I think too much about my responsibility. In Lan Tian’s case, I did nothing wrong, so I can’t talk about responsibility, just because I am Li Hua’s girlfriend. Taking care of Lan Tian as much as possible makes Lan Tian happy. Li Hua has the responsibility to be responsible, but he feels that if he put my happiness in the process of taking responsibility, he will feel that he owes another debt.

Moreover, Lan Tian’s current state and the embarrassing relationship between the three of us, I will not necessarily have a positive effect if I take care of Lan Tian in person.

This question is here for now, we have to find Lan Tian.

There was no discovery at the airport. From Lan Tian calling Li Hua to when I went home and found Lan Tian missing. It was only half an hour. This half hour should not be enough to let Lan Tian leave the city. But since she packed her luggage, she might have planned to leave, but where would she want to go.

Lan Tian’s current mind is hard to guess with the normal mind. Her whole mental state is just a patient. We still want to start from the station, and then we went to the long-distance bus station. I got off early and went to the train station opposite the bus station. After scanning the bus station, Li Hua would come here to meet me.

The train station was too big and full of people. I had no idea how to start, and I didn't care whether it would alert the enemy. I went to the service desk for help, and then they sent a message to the radio station.

When I watched this method of finding people on TV, I felt it was quite romantic, but now I know the eagerness to find people. But today I am very lucky. I am still reading the radio here, and I saw Lan Tian in the train waiting hall leading to Lan Tian’s hometown.

She probably did hear the radio and didn't mean to hide on purpose. She just sat in the waiting chair and buried her head and cried. The clothes I chose for her, with bright goose yellow, which was easy to identify among the crowd.

I saw her crying figure, her body bent into a lonely curve, her long hair hanging down, her hair was already so long.

I walked over, there was no seat next to me, and I looked at her quietly in front of me until Lan Tian raised her head and saw me, tears flashed and screamed in grievance: "Youyou..."

I leaned over and hugged her, but she didn't avoid it, as if she needed my hug very much. She cried so hard that her heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys were about to break. She said, "Youyou, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

I said, "Be good."

She said: "I can't control myself, I don't know what to do."

Although I think that psychologist is a quack doctor, I can still listen to some things he said. He said that Lan Tian’s mental state can be described as collapse now. She does not have the ability to control her psychological behavior well. All her psychological behaviors are inconsistent, and she thinks one by one with special standards. Fortunately, she has a strong spiritual support, which is the man she likes, and she has always been careful and pious to this man. This state is like the moral constraints of gods and Buddhas to believers. The existence of this man can temporarily guarantee that she will not make crazy and extreme actions, such as running away from home.

Of course, these are all positive ideas, and there are negative ones, so it will be a big trouble.

It is difficult for her to control her own behavior now. We need to help her adjust her self-control ability. The first thing is not to give her new life stimulation and allow her to temporarily stabilize her emotions.

I said softly, "Well, then I won't control it, do whatever I want."

Lan Tian shook her head and continued to cry, "But if I can't see him, I feel so uncomfortable. Sorry Youyou, I feel so uncomfortable..."

I couldn't comfort her anymore, so I could only hold her like this. Fortunately, I found the person, so let her cry as much as I could. Crying may be Lan Tian's only most direct way to vent her mood now. Lan Tian is not me. If I want to leave, I always leave. I think she has been hesitating, mainly she may not know where she should.

Where else can Lan Tian go? When she gets home, she causes trouble for her family. With her current ability to act, she may not be destroyed in society. She no longer has the ability to take care of herself and can only temporarily entrust herself to others.

Later, Li Hua also came to the train station and we took Lan Tian home together. On the way, Lan Tian and I sat in the back seat. Li Hua didn't say anything, and Lan Tian didn't dare to cry in front of him, as if she was quite afraid of Li Hua.

The next day, Li Hua flew back and brought enough luggage, which was the plan to stay. I greeted my aunt politely, said something to me, and then I went to Li Hua's suite. With his mother here, I didn't need me anymore.

Sometimes, the care of elders can make people feel more gentle.

Lying on the bed, when Li Hua packed up and entered the bed, I said to him: "Why do I think your mother doesn't like me so much?"

Li Hua: "I think randomly."

I said, "No, your mother told me today that if Tiantian is like this, she will have to be taken care of by your family for the rest of her life. Your mother also said that it is her now. If one day she gets old and cannot take care of her, this life will still belong to us. She asked me to be mentally prepared."

Li Hua said: "My mother just likes to say ugly things in front of it."

I thought about the contacts I had with my mother and said, "When I met your mother that year, she was not like this. Last time I met, Tiantian was like that. It was normal for her to ignore me, but that year... it was the year when I beat my child, she was obviously very enthusiastic and close to me..."

Li Hua was stunned for a moment and reached out to pick me up, "You don't have to worry about my mom."

"I just can't figure it out. It was obviously quite good at that time. Did I remember it wrong?" Before I had an abortion last time, his mother was really good at me. He had a noble and cold temperament. After contacting him last time, I thought her mother was really easy to get along with.

But why did two years have passed and become noble and cold again?

Li Hua seemed to have thought about something, and finally felt that he would tell me what happened back then. He asked, "Youyou's kid... do you blame me?"

I was stunned. In fact, it had been two years since the incident. I couldn't say whether it was a pity or not. I didn't even think about it deliberately, and I wouldn't remember it. After Li Hua mentioned this, I was a little sad. I said, "It's nothing. It's normal that you didn't want it at that time, after all..."

Li Hua interrupted, "I never said I don't want it. My mother always told me that she felt that I was too spoiled with you. Actually, I don't think I've been spoiled with you much. I always worry that my ideas are different from you, and I'm afraid that my ideas will affect you and make you feel embarrassed. Later, I thought about it carefully, I wanted that child. Your career was going smoothly at that time. I knew you were reluctant to let it go, and I knew you were not ready." He chuckled, and he continued, "Actually, I was too wishful thinking."

Yes, we had a very big problem at that time, that was, we didn't say anything. Especially, he was very wishful thinking and always made small plans in his mind and didn't take it out to discuss it with me. I was stubborn like a donkey. When I was stubborn, I couldn't listen to anything others said.

I hugged him, "Okay, it's been so long."

"Yeah." He responded softly and kissed me. Then we put down our psychological burden and rolled the bed sheet. He reluctantly put on the condom under my command. Although at this time, we were all mentally prepared. It would be nothing to have a child, it would be a must.

But there is Lan Tian who is even younger than a child. If I suddenly get pregnant, wouldn’t this cause trouble?

I think Li Hua's mother takes good care of Lan Tian, ​​and Li Hua is also a trendy person. People don't read Happy Camp every time, and they can understand all kinds of jokes and jokes. They have many common topics with Lan Tian.

I am not very happy to contact Li Hua's mother, and I always feel that there is a gap between the two of us. In fact, this kind of gap may be the normal gap between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. But I have not married yet and have not received training in this area, so I can't adapt.

I probably don’t need Lan Tian’s side. The time is almost over, so I told Li Hua that I want to go to Beijing.

He asked me what I was doing, and I said I wanted to go out to work, but I was so tired of it in the past six months. Li Hua said, "Then do you come to my company?"

I said, "No, it's so awkward to pay me a salary, it's like stealing myself."

Li Hua laughed, "Okay, if you really feel bad, go there. Remember to call me more, I'll see you every week."

"Okay."

I told Li Hua directly that I went to Beijing to find Li Baitian. He had already organized a job for me in his own company, which was the magazine I used to shoot the cover for him. The work content was still business, but the business there was higher-end than when I was in the county town, at least I didn’t have to contact those who sold toilets.

I also explained that Li Baitian and I have absolutely pure revolutionary friendship. This time I went to Beijing to join him, and I also wanted to learn more.
Chapter completed!