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"Don't wait. When you are so young, don't spend your time waiting. Grandpa Mao said that if you have the conditions, you have to go to the conditions without the conditions. You should wait like this, wait for someone to open your store, and find you when he is ready. Do you know how much more things will happen in the middle? You are too young now and think that life is still long and can afford it. When you waste your brother's age, you find that the best one has been missed, so you are even more reluctant to give it up."
I said, "But I think he is now..."
"Cowardly," Li Baitian interrupted me and continued, "He is cowardly now. He is afraid that you will live a happy life if you follow him. It's also your fault. When you were good to others before, didn't you feel that you were not as happy as yourself? They wanted to fulfill you, but after all, they were still cowardly."
I looked at the great god Li Baitian devoutly with my eyes open, waiting for him to show me a clear way.
He said: "He is cowardly, and you are cowardly, so you can't be more determined and proactive, and give him some courage?"
I seemed to understand something, and Li Baitian sighed, "Oh, why am I telling you this?" He glanced at me and "left."
Li Baitian left, and I was thinking about what he said. According to Li Baitian's words, wasting time on waiting is a shameful thing. Waiting the final result is mostly regret. There are too many uncertainties in this world. Waiting for the surface seems to be unchanging, but in fact, many things slowly age and disappear while waiting.
Since Li Hua and I broke up, I waited for him to find me, he waited for me to find him, and now, we took the initiative to ask about waiting for this question. Then we waited, wait, when did we go?
I called Li Hua and wanted to test his current mood. He only said a few words lightly, "My grandpa is dead."
It was so fast, in two months, the old man said it was gone. Li Hua said that he had not really let go until the moment his grandfather died, but he knew a long time ago that when his grandfather died, he would definitely forgive him.
He is a little unstable now, so I didn't bother him much.
I thought about getting a plane ticket tomorrow, so I flew over to comfort me.
Then the next afternoon, my stepmother called me and said that my dad was sick again. I rushed back and found that this was a scam, a long-planned scam.
At my house, not only my stepmother and my biological father were sitting, but also Shen Song's mother.
I thought about it, haha, this kid Shen Song complained to his mother again, saying that I am hiding men at home? The key is that I have nothing to do with them.
The stepmother was still trying to smooth things over and said to Shen Song's mother, "Youyou is back, let her explain it yourself."
I was puzzled and said, "What do I have to explain? What am I doing?"
Shen Song's mother looked at me unhappily and said, "Youyou, yesterday I asked Xiaosong to give you chicken soup. What's the matter? Xiaosong is so annoyed today that she didn't even go to work."
I said, "Oh, then I'm a friend, what's wrong?"
I really don’t understand. Why should I explain these things to them? I am not Shen Song’s person, and I haven’t even pulled him hands. Why are you doing this?
Shen Song was even more unhappy and said, "It's been a day or two that Xiao Song likes you. How he treats you, the villagers on the street are watching you. Even if you have a strong heart, you should be moved."
Chapter completed!