129 The Door to Happiness
After ending this date with Li Hua, which is not considered a date, I lay in bed and thought a lot.
I think it's really time to let go of some things. The reason why I was facing Li Hua before was unable to be so calm. In the final analysis, it is because I haven't let go of it yet.
Li Hua finally told me in person why he gave up dancing and finally said that because he loved me. Even though that was the past, he would be considered an explanation for the present.
I am very grateful that he loved me like that and I am proud of it. But unfortunately, I did not keep his love for something that I thought was very important.
Although the reasons for the two quarrels were a bit naive, they still taught us a lesson. I kept complaining about Li Hua, and I refused to tell me if I had something to do, and I was the same. I always gave myself a lecture.
Some unreasonable figures are unwilling to argue with him or force him to say something.
I once thought that this was a manifestation of being sensible, but in fact, love is not just about being sensible.
He has loved me, and even if he doesn't love me now, I am willing to do so.
Some people say that after a relationship, one person will gain maturity, but unfortunately, they will always apply this maturity to the next person. I can't say that this is absolute, but it is in line with the current situation of most people. I love Li Hua
I have learned a lot in this scene, although I can't describe it in words.
And this maturity will come true afterwards.
The next morning, Shen Song came over and knocked on my door. I didn't sleep enough and got up. He was so angry that he was wearing his pajamas to go to the door to scold him, but found that he was here to deliver breakfast to me.
Seeing his focused and enthusiastic appearance, I couldn't bear to scold him, so I begged him not to be so concerned about me and not to do such things in the future. I won't open the door when knocking on the door early in the morning.
Shen Song said: "I have no other meaning, I just hope you can be kind to yourself. It's not okay to not eat breakfast."
I nodded and received his kindness. He was happy and said, "Then I'm going to work."
Shen Song is really nice to me, that kind of kind. He is naturally stingy, which is not to my heart, but he is not stingy to me at all, which shows his feelings.
Sometimes I am really moved by Xiaoen Xiaohui and will consider it, otherwise I will try to like him. But this idea just flashes through.
Not only Shen Song, but also Lan Tian, came to visit me that day.
In fact, her work in Lihua Company must be very relaxed. The conclusion I came from her indirectly was that she should be a person responsible for checking accounts. But she specializes in acting and does not know much about accounting and cashiers. She just
The function of making an artificial camera.
Lan Tian came to see me, with the purpose of asking me how I was doing with Li Hua yesterday. He went to ask Li Hua for information about this, but Li Hua would definitely not tell her.
I said, "You said, why don't you find a reason to watch a dance performance? You don't know him. I almost cried yesterday."
Lan Tian made an innocent case and said, "I can't think of a good reason. I asked him to go to the movies, but he definitely won't go. After so long, I haven't heard of him going to the movies. Apart from this
, what else can I ask him to touch.”
I think so. The only thing that Li Huaken can take the time to enjoy is the dance he loved.
I said, "Tiantian, what do you want to do? It seems that my mother loves to do it at that age."
Lan Tian explained, "I hope you are well, what else do you want to do? I think you both still have each other in your heart. Even Huazi is too busy, so you have to have a chance to start."
I handed over an impatient look and said, "That's what you think."
She asked curiously: "Do you really have him in your heart?"
I said, "Yes, but not the kind you imagined. Tiantian, I think Huazi and I have let go. Is it possible for us? It depends on how we develop next. Now he has his own affairs. I
I think this is good if I have something to do."
Lan Tian still felt very sorry, and I said, "Actually, I really want to ask you, what do you think of Huazi?"
This is the first time I have been telling Lan Tian openly about Li Hua and her thoughts about Li Hua. She has been silently fond of her when she was in school, and to this day, she is still by Li Hua's side. But we have never had one.
Let me talk about it, and I have my own little concerns in my heart.
Those concerns, after two or three years, did not actually have any good effects. If they were friends, they would not be afraid of tearing open the wound and looking at each other, nor would they really affect their relationship because of this.
After so long, Lan Tian probably understood. She didn't hide it. She said, "Tell me this way. I think I will definitely get married in the future, but it can't be Huazi."
"What about Xue Jiazheng?"
She thought for a moment, probably thinking about Xue Jiazheng, who was still shaking her head and smiling slightly. I saw a little bit of hardship in her smile.
I said, "Tiantian, we all feel that it's over, and you should go through it yourself. You can't always think about it, it's not good to live like this."
What I said was that Lan Tian was raped. Even I said that if I encountered such a thing, I would feel dirty. Why would Lan Tian not feel that way? It is because of this, no matter how she treats Li in her heart.
No matter what kind of relationship does Hua or Xue Jiazheng have, she has no intention of following them.
She couldn't let go, she couldn't let go.
I don't know how to comfort her, but I just casually talk about my opinion and cheer her up.
Lan Tian accompanied me to the shop and saw my store, and it was pretty good. Although I had to do it myself when the decoration was done, the doors of each store were collectively designed. We came here at night, my store was
There are many small lights that flash at the door, which are very beautiful.
I was so excited that I called the manager here and called him uncle. I said, "Uncle, I saw my store. The light you installed was very beautiful. But I see, why is it only mine?
Is there only at the door of the store?"
The manager said: "It's just treat your one as an experiment first."
Oh oh oh, so that's it. I asked when the business would be opened, and the manager said that on October 1st, next month, I can prepare for decoration and delivery.
I became more and more excited, as if I had pushed open the door to happiness. Lan Tian and I were here to look at it, discussing the decoration plan, and imagine what it would look like when its business started in the future.
Then the next day, Shen Song knocked on my door again, and I pretended to be sleeping and didn't open it. I don't think I could accept his kindness too much, so that he misunderstood and became a habit. He came every day. Since I planned to refuse others,
You have to have a determination.
Chen Song knocked on the door a few times, but didn't knock again. After I got up, I saw the cool soy milk and pies on the door handle. I gave it for several days in a row. I was still very melancholy while I was warm. I I can't bear it, I can't bear to waste so much emotion and energy on me.
Then hide first.
I went to Beijing again, and Li Baitian received me cordially. Actually, I came here mainly to purchase goods.
Li Baitian has already asked me about the purchase place, the small zoo wholesale market, and the big brand order. Anyway, he can help me figure it out, and I understand everything he can do.
That day, Li Baitian sacrificed his life to accompany me to the wholesale market of the zoo. I learned to use clothing professionally, rented a car at the door and took it. I went in for four hours and got two large bags of clothes out.
Li Baitian drove me over early in the morning. He was used to going to bed late and getting up late. Now he was so sleepy that he couldn't even lift his eyelids. After walking around for four hours, I saw that Li Baitian wanted to go with me several times. I got angry and forced myself to endure it again. I felt so guilty. I think the people in this world are so damn good. I, Cong You, are so happy. I met such good friends who are willing to spoil me and help me.
Seeing him crying while yawning, I shook his arm and said, "Brother Tian, if you are sleepy, find a place to rest?"
This place is full of people and clothes. Apart from the broken chairs next to the trash can, there is no place to rest.
Li Baitian breathed a long sigh and pinched my shoulder and said, "I have never served a woman like this for the rest of my life! Cong You, you are so proud, you really... you are so... you are so powerful!"
"Hehehe..." I laughed dryly at him.
I have to invite someone to dinner. Li Baitian said that after a while, he will invite him when he goes to W City. And I used to brag about him, saying that when I was taking care of my dad at home, I practiced the cooking skills of cooking. ,not bad.
He said that if I really want to invite him, I have to make it for him to eat.
I think about this relationship, right? Just do it once. Maybe he will never want to eat it again after eating this time.
I stayed in Beijing for five days before coming back. When I came back, I didn't tell Chen Song. In order to hide from him, I just wanted to light candles at home at night, for fear that he would find out if he turned on the light.
I started to decorate the clothes at home. But when I went to the decoration place, I asked the workers' cost was too high. The 200,000 yuan I had to kill 100,000 yuan in my hand just the rent. It was a mess, and I spent 20,000 yuan to get my clothes. 20,000 to 30,000 yuan. When you buy something, you have to use money anywhere.
I thought about it, just do it myself.
So we took advantage of the weekend to call my brother over and we both started to work hard. Then when I was pasting the wallpaper, my brother didn't help me well, so I rolled down the ladder and injured my ankle.
That day, Li Hua came over and drove me home. To be precise, I took me home. I just twisted my fingers. The doctor prescribed some sluts and didn't care about anything.
I rented a one-bedroom apartment, and my brother slept on the sofa. Li Hua carried me to the bed and said politely: "Please trouble you."
Li Hua glanced at me, "What else can you do? You can fall off even if you climb a ladder. Oh, weren't you always very nimble when you climbed the wall? Is that the wallpaper done by women?"
Chapter completed!