I was afraid that my mother would find out, so I wrapped the test paper with toilet paper and stuffed it into the trash can, and carefully pretended.

After that, I was in a daze and felt uncomfortable.

I really don’t know what to do. This situation came too suddenly, and it was a thousand miles apart from the life I planned before. I was very happy when I received a reply from the agency. Now I am just melancholy. This reply was really not the time.

In front of the computer, I read the reply email repeatedly and flipped through the photos that Li Baitian took for me. Then I turned off the page and turned off the computer with great nostalgia.

I suddenly felt that these things were very far away from me.

My first reaction is definitely not to have an abortion. I believe that most girls who get pregnant without being prepared may not react immediately.

This is life, life will make people feel nostalgic.

I think I thought about giving birth to him, and even thought about the scene after he was born, what his parents looked like at that time.

But I don’t want to be a mother yet, and I never want to grow up. I really want to live with a happy mentality of 17 or 18 years old. When I think of a baby who will watch him and watch him in the future, and then I can’t do anything by myself, I am extremely nostalgic for a free life alone.

This huge change that could happen made me very scared and my mind was very complicated.

As soon as it was complicated, I wanted to sleep. I woke up and talked about it. I called Li Hua but it didn't work. At this time, I often couldn't get through, so I just lay on the bed and covered my head and fell asleep quickly.

My mother asked me to get up for dinner, and I said I didn't want to eat, and then continued to sleep.

I didn't sleep enough, and I felt I couldn't sleep enough, and I wasn't hungry, and I didn't dare to eat in front of my mother. I was afraid that I would vomit as I ate. I didn't know anything now, but the only thing I knew was that my mother couldn't know about pregnancy for the time being.

My mother had a brain problem. She would go crazy when she knew it, and would be whispering around my ears endlessly. I would be annoyed by her.

After sleeping until after seven o'clock, Li Hua called me back. The sound of the phone was very sweet. He said, "I'm having a meal, baby."

I "well", he asked me why I was weak, and I said, "I'm sleeping." After a pause, he said, "You eat first, and call me after you finish eating."

"good."

He hung up the phone and concentrated on eating. I felt that Li Hua was so shocked that he couldn't eat after he was told about this, so he should be frightened again after he was full.

I was hungry and got up and went around the living room. My mother was watching TV and my sister was doing her homework. She didn't find anything I wanted to eat, so I went back and continued to lie down.

After Li Hua finished his meal, he had to travel nearly half an hour before he could reach his place where he lived, and then he could sit down and concentrate on talking to me on the phone.

The signal was still intermittent, and I said, "I'm pregnant."

"What?" He either didn't react or a damn signal. When it was transmitted, the words were incomplete. I repeated it again, and he was still "what". I felt irritated and didn't bother to say it for the third time. He said, "Did you say you are pregnant?"

I let out a "hmm" without hesitation.

I wait for his answer and his instructions. His answer will definitely tilt the balance in my heart.

But he said seriously, "Don't joke about this kind of thing."

His tone suddenly made me feel cold. Maybe my expectations were too high, maybe the response I wanted to see was that he looked very excited.

I said, "I'm not kidding."

He said, "How could this happen?"

I was unhappy and said in an unhappy tone, "Ask me who do I ask."

He silent for a second, and then made sure, "Really?"

I yelled at him, "Really!"

Then we both stopped talking. Li Hua must have never imagined this before, so he was stunned and didn't know what to do.

Afterwards, I asked me how I was sure, and I said I had tested it with test strips, and he said, "What should I do?"

I still have the same few words, "Ask me who do I ask."

I felt it. Li Hua had never thought about having a child now. Actually, I didn’t want it very much, but I felt unhappy when I felt that he didn’t want it.

I said, "You will be back tomorrow."

After thinking about it, he felt that this was a big deal and he had to come back, which means that it would not work tomorrow. He first explained it to the construction site and promised to arrive the day after tomorrow.

So I waited.

We hung up the phone after saying a few words that day. I was in a bad mood. The first time I heard his voice, I felt so annoyed. I didn’t want to tell him a word, but I wanted to be purified by myself, use sleep to close myself, and temporarily avoid this reality.

Maybe when he hung up the phone, he thought a lot.

Before hanging up the phone, Li Hua asked me to get up and find something to eat. Because I annoyed him, I tortured myself, saying that I would not starve to death if I had eaten less.

But in fact, I still got up to find something to eat. It was not because of what he said, but because I was really hungry. Seeing that the leftover food of my mother and the others at night was cold, I was too lazy to heat up, so I simply went back to lie down.

I am not a competent pregnant woman at all. I don’t know how to take good care of myself, so I just want to be as comfortable as I am lazy as I want.

But I slept for an afternoon and couldn't sleep anymore. My mother and the others went to bed. I was really confused and started to send text messages to Li Baitian, and I said, "I won the prize."

At this time, I couldn't think of anyone telling me that it would be fine if I had a best friend, but my best friend Lan Tian is now half dead. Li Baitian bought the test paper for me, and I probably had a lot of knowledge, so I could only talk to him.

Li Baitian talked to me for a few words, and finally concluded that the central idea was that I couldn’t ask him about this matter. He couldn’t speak, so he could do it, but the only principle is that he couldn’t delay and had to make a decision early.

I didn't sleep well all night and didn't fall asleep until four or five o'clock in the morning. When I fell asleep, there was no one at home. The noodles my mother left for me on the table were soaked like that.

My mother is very stubborn. She cooks breakfast early in the morning. I have said many times that if I can't get up, don't do my part, but she insists on doing it every time, and always feels that it's a good thing.

I didn't like noodles, and the noodles were soaked in this way. But I was hungry and lazy, so I just ate the bullet and ate it. After eating two bites, I was too disgusting and ran to vomit.

The thing I worry most now is that I can’t keep my mother’s side.

After all, Li Hua can come back tomorrow. When he comes back, I will not be able to stay here. But at night, Li Hua called me, indicating that he will not come back tomorrow. The workers there fought and had a life.

I got angry and said harshly to him, "If you don't come back, I will go to the hospital for an abortion tomorrow!"

Li Hua advised me to relieve the fire and repeatedly promised to come back as soon as possible. My fire couldn't go away. I was very annoyed by him now and kept scolding him. I said, "It's all your fault. You are the ones who suffer!"

As I scolded me, I started crying, and he actively admitted his mistakes, but I was still angry. Actually, I knew that I couldn’t blame him completely. I didn’t pay attention to it at the beginning, but now I just want to blame him.

He didn't come back the next day, and I didn't really go to the hospital for surgery. I didn't want to go by myself.

I kept urging him to come back quickly, saying harsh words every day, scolding him every day, and scolding him as if he was a grandson. He had nothing to say. He had been promising to get home one day.

I said, "My mother will know if you don't come back, what should I do?"

Li Hua said: "Listen to me, go to the hospital for an ultrasound examination tomorrow. Is it okay?"

We have to talk about this kind of conversation several times a day. I either don’t know how to go for a test, I just don’t want to go for it by myself, and now I have no wishes, and I just want to go for a test or surgery, and he can accompany me.

After all, I went there myself because I wanted to determine how long I had been pregnant, because Li Baitian said that the longer this matter is, the more troublesome it will be.

B-ultrasound was done and said he was 42 days pregnant. I didn’t understand how to calculate it. I asked if he was healthy. The doctor who did B-ultrasound said he couldn’t tell it yet, but now he was sure that there was no risk of ectopic pregnancy in the uterus.

I took the order to see the doctor, and the doctor glanced behind me, "Who came alone?"

Me: "Yeah."

The doctor may have figured it out. I am at my age alone, and the child usually doesn't want it. But she still asked, "Are you ready?"

I hesitated, "I haven't thought about it yet."

The doctor closed the written medical record and handed it to me, saying, "Then think about it carefully. If you can, just ask for it. If you don't, the sooner you will be, the less harm you will be."

This is basically common sense, I knew it, so I nodded.

I didn't ask many words in front of the doctor. I might be too thin-skinned, maybe because I came alone and felt unconfidant in speaking and doing things.

I have to consider one more question: I got sick some time ago, and I took medicine, had injections, and had a high fever.

I pretended to be fine and people asked my mother what would happen if she got sick when she was pregnant. My mother talked about someone's wife, who had taken medicine and received injections when she was pregnant earlier. After several months of pregnancy, she found out that it was a deformity, and later it caused labor. She was someone's wife again, what...

I found out that I shouldn't have asked my mom about this, because there was nothing good about my mom's mouth.

So I found the phone number from several hospitals' obstetrics and gynecology departments, and asked questions on the phone, and I asked them more questions. This time I asked them very comprehensively.
Chapter completed!