That night, Su Zhengxiao didn't sleep. He just sat in the living room, facing the spiritual tablets placed in front of him.

In order, there were parents, the old man, and then Meiqi. Everyone in the Su family was there, but he was missing...

In the past, when he was sentimental, he had thought that people would have to experience separation between life and death in life, but he never thought that he would experience it so many times!

First it was his parents. He was still young at that time and cried inconsolably. Then it was the old man. However, the old man was already old and already ill in bed at that time. So when the news of his death came, although he

It is painful and sad, but I can still accept it because I have been mentally prepared before. After all, I am older.

Then there was Meiqi. She was indeed born a moment later than him. She called him Brother Sheng in name, but in private, there was no difference between the two of them. They had always depended on each other and were each other's support.

When Meiqi died, he felt that half of his sky had collapsed, and it was pitch black before his eyes, with no roads and no lights.

She was his only relative. When she died, Su Zhengxiao was surrounded by a sense of loneliness and sadness, because he completely understood and understood that the last relative in this world had left him, and he was alone from now on.

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The night Meiqi died, he squatted in the corner of the living room and thought silently, was it because he was too tough that he killed them one by one?

Old and young, all died in front of him!

Of course, there was also Zuo Qingrou's death. Counting this, he had experienced it five times in total!

The first time was pain, the second time was sadness, the third time was numbness, and the fourth and fifth times turned into darkness. Life became darker and darker, always shrouded in that dark cloud, never seeing the light of day.

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He shook his head slowly, with a bitter and sad smile on his lips. This person must have been sleepless until dawn.

Sure enough, for the whole time, Su Zhengxiao didn't even close his eyes and just sat on the sofa in the living room.

His expression was gloomy, and no one could imagine what was going on in his heart, but the loneliness on his face was so obvious and undisguised.

Early the next morning, Su Zhengxiao asked the driver to take him to Huo's house. Huo Jingcheng happened to be in the room instead of going to the company.

Since having his son, Huo Jingcheng has made a rule for himself: he will take three days off from work every week to spend time with his mother and son.

Shen Ya was grinding coffee, and Huo Jingcheng was sitting on the sofa. The little guy could already crawl, crawling from one end of the sofa to the other, with his butt stuck out high.

"It seems that your life is quite good now, you are enjoying the happiness of family." Su Zhengxiao said jokingly, and quietly covered up all the loneliness and envy in his eyes.

"Here we come." Shen Ya greeted; "Would you like to taste the coffee I ground?"

"A good wife and mother." He praised her; "That's natural."

Shen Ya smiled faintly, turned around, and continued grinding coffee, while Su Zhengxiao stared at her gentle and gentle silhouette in a daze.

In the past, Tang Xiaoran often looked like this when he was at home. His figure was shrouded in the dim yellow light, giving him an inexplicable warmth.

Feeling his gaze, Shen Ya smiled and deliberately teased him: "Why do you look at me so fascinated? Could it be that you are fascinated by me."

Retracting his thoughts of running away, Su Zhengxiao also followed her words and chuckled; "That's why I didn't find you so suitable for me before? But it's not too late now. When will you pick a time to meet Mr. Huo?

Divorce, then we will register it."

"Okay, what's the problem?" Shen Ya said.

Huo Jingcheng raised his eyebrows, "What are you doing in front of me?"

"Pan Jinlian and Ximen Qing poisoned Wu Dalang!" Su Zhengxiao said; "But your Wu Dalang is obviously very unscrupulous in his appearance. He is not as short and thick as the legendary one. On the contrary, he is even more charming than me, Ximen Qing."

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Shen Ya couldn't help but laugh. She had never found Su Zhengxiao to be such an interesting person before.

Huo Jingcheng's thin lips twitched, followed by a gentle chuckle; "Short, I don't care about it, but as for thick..."

Su Zhengxiao also raised his eyebrows, and then glanced at Shen Ya.

"Bah! Shameless!" Shen Ya's cheeks couldn't help but be slightly red; "You're so perverted in broad daylight!"

"I didn't say anything, and I didn't mean anything, but your thoughts seem quite evil..." As he spoke, Huo Jingcheng held the child on his lap and gently scratched the bridge of his nose with his long fingers.

He chuckled teasingly.

Shen Ya; "..."

Su Zhengxiao; "..."

The long-standing resentment and estrangement seemed to disappear in this moment, and the past time and years returned again.

At this time, Huo's mother and Huo's father came in. After greeting Su Zhengxiao, they took the baby away.

As soon as his front foot left, Mr. Huo stepped in with his back foot, shouting, "Honey, baby..."

Shen Ya pointed to the back garden; "Grandpa, he was just taken away by mom and dad."

Mr. Huo snorted, supported the curator, and chased after him.

Seeing this scene, Su Zhengxiao felt all kinds of things in his heart. The Huo family was so lively, but he was the only one in the Su family.

When there were only three people left, he said, "I plan to leave Hong Kong."

Shen Ya was startled by the movement in her hands, and Huo Jingcheng also raised his eyes: "Why?"

"I'm tired and just want to change places." Su Zhengxiao said; "I'm here to say goodbye to you on the afternoon flight."

"Where do you plan to go?" Shen Ya asked him.

"I don't know, there is no purpose, just do whatever you want." Su Zhengxiao had no plan in mind at this time, and was just taking it one step at a time.

"When will you come back?" Huo Jingcheng continued to ask.

Su Zhengxiao shook his head slowly. The emotion in his eyes was very confused, like a child who was lost and couldn't find his home. He had no direction or purpose; "I don't know..."

After looking at the time, he picked up the coffee and said, "We're about to leave, so I definitely want to drink this cup of coffee."

After drinking coffee, Su Zhengxiao left without stopping, got in the car, and went directly to the airport.

Standing there, watching him leave, Shen Ya was still muttering secretly, didn't he really like his ex-wife? Why did he suddenly decide to go abroad?

"His ex-wife got engaged today." Huo Jingcheng raised his head and said to her.

Shen Ya didn't know about this yet. When she heard this, she was very surprised and shocked, but she immediately understood why he suddenly decided to go abroad.

"When I didn't know him before, I thought he was quite annoying, but now I think he is very pitiful." Shen Ya said quietly.

"He has experienced too many ups and downs, including the death of his parents, the death of the old man, Zuo Qingrou and Meiqi, but he has never had happiness..." Huo Jingcheng's tone also became lower.

Shen Ya was thinking that if she was allowed to go through so much, she would definitely go crazy. What kind of torture would it be to watch her closest relatives die one by one and then send them away?

"He has always been paranoid. Now that Tang Xiaoran is engaged, Hong Kong is only so big. You can't see her when you look up and you can't see her when you look down. If you can't get her back, you have to bump into her from time to time. It's better to leave completely. In such a big Su residence, no one is standing there waiting for him.

When he goes home, what awaits him is nothing more than a row of spiritual cards. Maybe leaving is really a good choice for him..."

Shen Ya's eyes were sour and tears always wanted to fall. Su Zhengxiao was a poor person after all!

Moments before registration, Su Zhengxiao took out the medicine that the doctor had prescribed and drank it. The medicine was prescribed by a neurologist, and his condition still needed to be suppressed.

He was followed by an assistant. The assistant did not pull the suitcase. In fact, he really had nothing to bring. The only luggage was a few photo albums.

After taking another deep look at Hong Kong, Su Zhengxiao concealed the emotions in his heart and asked his assistant to push him to board the plane.

Originally, he wanted to go over and take another look at her today, but he finally gave up the idea. She was engaged to another man today, and even seeing her would only make her more sad.

Just thinking like this, there was a bit of troubling pain in his chest, thin and dense, like the tip of the sharpest knife scratching, blood overflowing, skin and flesh turning out, and the pain was uncontrollable.

Su Zhengxiao raised his hand and quickly put it on his chest, breathing heavily and turbidly. The assistant quickened his pace and boarded the plane...

From then on, he was like a lotus leaf in the river, drifting alone...

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The engagement party was being held, and Tang Xiaoran and Liu Genghong kept saying hello to their friends and colleagues in the company.

Jingxuan sat in the corner, his head lowered so low that it was almost buried under the table, and he kept wiping his tears with his little hands.

I used to think that as long as my mother can be happy, she can be with whomever she wants, but when I think about my father, he feels so sad, so sad!

Now he wants to leave, to find his father, to eat and sleep with him!

But it was his mother's engagement party, so he knew he couldn't run around.

After being busy for a long time, Tang Xiaoran was free. He sat next to Jingxuan, looked at his barely moving chopsticks, and asked softly, "Why didn't you eat?"

"I'm not hungry." He shook his head.

"I won't eat if you're not hungry." Tang Xiaoran rubbed his hair; "I'll make you something to eat after you get home."

He nodded casually.

The engagement banquet ended in the afternoon. Tang Xiaoran took Jingxuan back home and asked him what he wanted to eat. Now cook it for him.

But Jingxuan raised his head; "I miss Dad, and I want to go and accompany Dad now."

Tang Xiaoran was startled; "Don't you want to stay with your mother?"

After thinking for a while, Jingxuan said, "I want to eat spicy noodles, the kind with peanuts."

Smiling, Tang Xiaoran responded and went to the kitchen, where Jingxuan was sitting. He would accompany his mother today, and then he would accompany his father all the time!

After eating spicy noodles, Jingxuan was holding his cell phone and calling Su Zhengxiao. The notification sound came that the other party had turned off his phone. Please call again later. His little face was filled with gloom and gloom.
To be continued...