"So? You hope that Jingxuan and I will never come over again, let alone step into your room at will, right?" Su Zhengxiao looked directly at her and said slowly.

"There is no Jingxuan, only you!" She frowned and emphasized coldly again: "Jingxuan is my son, so he can come in and out of here naturally, but you are just a stranger. You have always wanted to be with me.

You had to draw a clear line, but there was no chance. Now that you can finally get rid of it completely, why bother to bring yourself in again? This is not your style. "

Su Zhengxiao's eyes were heavy, and his Adam's apple rolled slightly: "Do you want to completely draw a clear line with me?"

"It used to be you who wanted to draw a clear line, but now it's me, but our goals are the same. I think it will be very simple to implement." She had never spoken to him so calmly and freely before.

, but now she can feel calm. For her, this is a great progress and change, and she is very satisfied.

But after hearing these words, Su Zhengxiao's mood couldn't help but did not improve. Instead, he flew down three thousand feet for no reason. He was embarrassed and cold: "It sounds like how willing I am to step into this place. If it weren't for Jingxuan,

He was crying, fussing, and on hunger strike to come to see you. Do you think I would have brought him here? And if he hadn’t been unable to stand due to the long wait, I would have asked the landlord for the key and brought him in? But at this time I

But I feel that my initial soft-heartedness was due to my own sentimentality. From what you said, it was obvious that you didn't want me to bring Jingxuan here. Miss Tang can rest assured that I will definitely not bring Jingxuan here again to seek displeasure and disgust."

Hearing this, Tang Xiaoran frowned involuntarily and said, "You can ask the Su family's servant or driver to accompany Jingxuan."

Her purpose was just to stop seeing him. Being able to see Jingxuan was the greatest joy in her heart.

"My own son is left to the care of a servant. If something goes wrong with Jingxuan, who can take the responsibility? You, me, or the servant who takes care of him?" Su Zhengxiao spoke righteously and pressed forward step by step.

This sentence stopped Tang Xiaoran. She had nothing to say. With his attitude, how could he be so interested in Jingxuan?

She didn't believe it in her gut, but maybe it was possible, it was possible that she was really worried about Jingxuan.

The two were in a stalemate. At this time, Jingxuan, who was sleeping, lifted the quilt and started to work. His eyes were sleepy and he kept rubbing his eyes with his two little hands: "Mom, are you back?"

Tang Xiaoran withdrew his gaze, sat beside the bed, and responded softly.

"Why did you come back so late? Dad and I have been waiting for you for a long time. Today is your birthday. We bought a cake and celebrated it with you."

She felt warm in her heart, and the child's tender but gentle words were like a breeze blowing in, blowing away the chill in her heart. She said, "How long have you been waiting?"

"After waiting for a long time, my father and I got here at seven o'clock, but my mother never came back. I felt cold, so my father asked for the key and took me in. Where is my mother?"

"Colleagues celebrate my birthday." She said, reaching out to brush away the stained threads from his face.

Jingxuan's dark eyes widened; "Mom's colleagues have birthdays?"

"right."

"That's great! But I'm a little jealous because they celebrated my mother's birthday before me." Jingxuan was really happy, but he was also a little bit annoyed.

Tang Xiaoran laughed lightly; "But I like spending time with you the most. I eat the cake you buy every year."

The taste in Jingxuan's heart finally dissipated. He lifted up the quilt and sat up, got off his clothes, put on his slippers, walked to the kitchen, and brought out a cake.

He put it on the table, his little body lying there, and inserted the candles one by one, very seriously. My mother is thirty years old this year, and he must insert thirty candles, without leaving any candles behind!

Every year on his birthday, what he is most passionate about and cares about most is putting candles on the cake. He feels that this kind of thing is very sacred and necessary!

He kept counting, three or four times, and then he stopped with satisfaction after confirming that there was no vaginal discharge. He pulled Tang Xiaoran to the cake and asked her to make a wish.

Make a wish?

Tang Xiaoran had never made a serious promise in the past few years. They were always very casual and perfunctory. Now that she has started a new life, she plans to make a serious promise once!

She closed her eyes, put her hands together on her chest, and quietly made a wish.

Jingxuan's bright black eyes blinked, and he glanced at Su Zhengxiao beside him. Then he walked over with his short legs, took his arm, and pulled him to the table. He clapped his hands and sang "birthday" at the same time.

Song, she even winked at him and asked him to sing along.

How could Su Zhengxiao do such a childish and disgusting thing? He raised his eyebrows slightly and leaned there casually without making any move.

Under the dim yellow light, Tang Xiaoran's face looked more and more white and clear, and even the tiny pores could not be seen. It was so white and flawless, and the light seemed to cover her with a layer of dim light, warm and quiet.

Peaceful and warm.

Not sure how he was touched, Su Zhengxiao's deep eyebrows moved slightly, he raised his hands and clapped his hands, but he did not open his mouth to sing.

In the silent room, only loud applause continued to ring out, accompanied by childish singing. The scene was actually very beautiful.

After cutting the cake, Jingxuan was a little naughty and wiped it randomly, passing Tang Xiaoran and going to Su Zhengxiao, he was the most lively.

Su Zhengxiao had never encountered this kind of thing before. His face was smeared with cream. He frowned, feeling a little uncomfortable and dissatisfied. When he was about to lose his temper, he accidentally glanced at the two smiling faces in the room.

The atmosphere in the room was so lively and joyful, and the fire in my heart was instantly extinguished, giving rise to a very strange feeling.

Since Jingxuan had to go to school the next day, and it was already past ten o'clock, we could no longer continue the fuss.

Tang Xiaoran was cleaning up the mess in the room, Su Zhengxiao went to the bathroom to clean up, and Jing Xuan also went to the bathroom.

After she cleaned up, they both came out of the bathroom, washed themselves, and were about to leave. Jingxuan hugged her, kissed her from side to side, and finally left reluctantly.

After watching the car go away and no longer being seen, Tang Xiaoran retracted her gaze and went to the bathroom. She was covered in cream and had to wash her clothes first.

The father and son have been together for a few days. Compared to the fear and timidity towards him at the beginning, Jingxuan is no longer afraid of him, but only if he doesn't lose his temper.

Su Zhengxiao was driving. He was sitting in the passenger seat, wearing a seat belt, and holding a cup of milk tea, sipping it in small sips.

"When I celebrated birthdays before, I never saw you prepare so well. You even bought a cake and sang songs?" Su Zhengxiao squinted at him from the corner of his eye.

Jingxuan's two short legs were dangling in the air, and his pink tongue licked his sweet mouth; "I was not prepared, but my mother was, but she didn't buy cakes, but chestnut mooncakes, and also

I prepared a lot of delicious food, but you never came back every birthday. In the end, I ate all the food. I was too full to eat it, so my mother gave it to Awang in the community. "

"Who is Awang?" He turned the steering wheel to the left.

"Awang is a white stray dog. He is very beautiful and very sensible. My mother likes it very much, and I also like it. It also gave birth to six babies, two white ones and four

They were all black, and in the end, my mother gave away all the puppies." He spoke with gusto and kept talking.

Su Zhengxiao's face turned slightly dark. The food originally prepared for him ended up being a stray dog.

Later, his thoughts were a little lost. In fact, chestnut mooncakes were not what he liked to eat. They were Zuo Qingrou's favorite food when she was alive.

Zuo Qingrou had just died at that time. Whenever it was his birthday, he would not celebrate it but buy some chestnut mooncakes.

But he didn't know that she had done so much behind his back.

"In the past, when you called back, my mother would go to the vegetable market and buy a lot of delicious things, but in the end you would leave without eating. There were also fried prawns, which I liked the most, but in the past, my mother would only be there for you.

Do it when you get back." Jingxuan said very dissatisfied.

Su Zhengxiao's Adam's apple rolled, and he looked straight ahead, but he listened carefully to Jing Xuan's words. Behind the scenes, she didn't know...

"Mom said that you have never been happy after marrying her. In fact, she is not happy either."

Marrying him was nothing more than not wanting him to suffer so much pain and hoping that he could live a happier life, but in the end he was not happy...

For no reason, Su Zhengxiao thought of the words Tang Xiaoran said word by word in front of Meiqi's tombstone.

It is undeniable that he was touched by those words, otherwise he would not have compromised and brought Jingxuan here today because he made a few noises, and even accompanied him to buy a cake.

It would have been impossible for him to do such a thing before!

"If, I say, if your mother remarries, what will happen to you?" Su Zhengxiao didn't know why he asked this question.

After thinking about it, Jingxuan said, "I will count my New Year's money and buy a very big gift for my mother!"

Hearing this, Su Zhengxiao frowned. When children hear such questions, they usually cry or make trouble. They are unwilling to remarry, but he actually prepares gifts?

"It's also possible that she may have a younger brother or younger sister, and then she won't have time to love you anymore. Do you think that's okay?" He continued to ask.

"I know that my mother and you have been unhappy in the years since they were married. The parents of other classmates live together. In our class, you and your mother are the only ones who don't live together. You will also appear on TV with some beautiful aunts.

When you go to the newspaper, my mother will always look at me with emotion, and sometimes she will secretly shed tears with her back to me. Then I know that my mother loves you, but you don’t love your mother. Her life is very hard and lonely, she told me

When you divorced her, I didn't make a fuss. She said I had to leave with you and could no longer live with her. I cried and felt sad, but I still didn't make a fuss. I didn't make a fuss at the most critical and important moment.

, why are you going to make trouble in the future? In fact, I know everything. I am young and no one will listen to my words. Even if I make trouble, it will be useless. I understand that in the future, my mother will get married and have her own baby, and you will also get married.

When I have a baby, my mother will still love me, but she will definitely not love me as much as she does now. Her love will be dispersed to her younger brothers and sisters. You have never loved me, and you will never love me when the time comes. I know that."

He is very young and has a very precocious mind. There are so many TV dramas on TV, and he knows all about them.

Jingxuan's head hung low, and his voice was a little muffled and heavy, not as brisk as before.

It's just that when such words are said from such a young child, it always makes people feel distressed, sad, sour, and very uncomfortable.

Children who mature too early often make people feel distressed!

Hearing his last words, Su Zhengxiao wanted to say that he loved him, he was his son, he loved him now and he would always love him!

However, those words were like fish bones stuck in his throat, and he couldn't spit them out. He was not a person who was good at expressing his feelings, and he suppressed them most of the time.

With his Adam's apple rolling, he held the steering wheel with his left hand and placed his right hand on Jingxuan's head, imitating Tang Xiaoran's example and stroking it gently.

Jingxuan raised his head and looked at him slightly strangely, but Su Zhengxiao felt sour in his heart and said, "Drink."

He nodded, buried his head, and drank without saying anything. After drinking, he held the paper cup in his hand, waited until the car stopped and got off, and then threw it into the trash can.

Watching quietly, the moment he turned around, Su Zhengxiao looked away. He was so sensible and precocious. How much did he owe the child?

When his parents died young, he was still very young, but he was ten years older than Jingxuan. As he grew older, he told himself that he must love his children because he did not have the love of his parents and could not let him.

His children were not loved either.

But his vow was wasted after all, and the child still followed the same path as him...

Finally it’s time to update. It’s really late today. I’ll try my best to do it tomorrow. Okay, dear friends, please remember to leave a message and I will reply.……………………………………………………
Chapter completed!