Jingxuan was very happy. He wore sports shoes and sportswear. When he went out, he didn't forget to put the lunch box in his schoolbag and carry it on his back.

It takes an hour by car from the room where he lives to the Grand Canyon. Jingxuan is very excited. It is his first time traveling with his mother. Looking around, Tang Xiaoran's eyes are covered with a layer of deep sadness. The wind cannot blow away and the water scatters.

Not open.

The child was still young, so he didn't pay attention to the many things and looked at the scenery outside through the car window.

The Grand Canyon is very deep, and Tang Xiaoran's legs are inconvenient, so she walks relatively slowly. Jing Xuan is curious, but he is obedient and does not run far away by himself, and always follows her.

The steps were very high and too long. One foot was high and the other was low. It was very awkward and even difficult for her to walk because the steps were too narrow.

There were many people walking around, and from time to time someone would cast their eyes on her body and feet.

Tang Xiaoran shrank his legs back, stood still, and retracted his feet to cover them.

Jingxuan turned around, wiped the sweat off his forehead with his small hands, picked up a branch from the ground, and stretched it out in front of Tang Xiaoran: "Mom, catch it and I'll pull you."

"Okay." She said, the more sensible the child, the more heartache she feels.

It was easier to walk by holding on to the branches, step by step. Jingxuan was very patient, but Tang Xiaoran felt indescribably happy.

After walking for a long time, we came to the first scenic spot, which was Tingyu Cave, which has a very unique name.

Outside is a moss-covered cliff, and water falls from the cliff to form a pool. There is a hole in the pool, and there is flowing water in it. However, the road is very difficult to walk. Tang Xiaoran did not go in, but waited for Jingxuan outside.

At noon, the two of them had lunch, drank kelp soup, and continued walking. The clear waterfalls and water flows were beautiful to watch along the way.

Jingxuan looked very excited; "Mom, I have never been to such a beautiful place."

Tang Xiaoran felt very sad hearing this. She had never taken Jingxuan to any fun place, and Su Zhengxiao would not take her either. She had always wanted to do her best to be nice to him, but in the end she still owed him.

He was very naughty. Occasionally he would pick up a handful of water and sprinkle it on her face, giggling. Tang Xiaoran let him do everything.

The scenery of the Grand Canyon is just right at this time, with green leaves, waterfalls, water flow, and birdsong, all of which make people feel happy.

After playing for a whole day, when they returned to the city, both of them were too tired to move. Tang Xiaoran held on and took him to the mall again.

Walking in the children's area, Jingxuan looked around; "Mom just bought me some clothes. I still have some for you."

Tang Xiaoran suppressed her joy and picked out a few of the latest styles and schoolbags for him, and bought a lot more.

I also took him to eat hot pot, take him to see his favorite 3D movie, buy his favorite toys, and didn't return to the apartment until twelve o'clock in the morning.

Jingxuan was already very tired, his upper and lower eyelids were fighting, but Tang Xiaoran's expression was serious and solemn; "Come, let mom tell you something."

"Mom, I'm so tired, I can't even open my eyes. Can we talk tomorrow?" His small body was sitting on the bed, already swaying.

"It must be said now." Someone would come to pick him up early tomorrow morning, and she would not have time to say it.

Jingxuan sat upright; "Mom said, I listen."

After a long pause, she slowly said, "Your father and I are divorced. From now on, you have to live with him."

Her heart ached, being stabbed tightly by the knife, and with every word she spoke, blood flowed from her heart.

"Mom, you lied to me, you lied to me, you won't let me go!" Jingxuan shook his head, and his mood suddenly became intense.

"I didn't want you. I made an agreement with your father when I gave birth to you. If I divorce him, you have to be his." Although he is young, he has the right to know, and she can't hide it from him.

Jingxuan cried immediately, tears streaming down his face; "Mom, don't divorce dad, okay?"

Seeing the child's tears, Tang Xiaoran was immediately in pain and couldn't breathe, and tears were rolling in his eyes; "Children don't understand things between adults. Even if I tell you, you won't understand, but mom

I still want to tell you that your father doesn't like me and his life with me is not happy, so he often doesn't go home, and I am not happy either. Even if we get divorced, you will always be my mother's.

Baby, I will love you forever!"

Jingxuan was still crying, out of breath, and his face turned red. "Mom, take me away, and you take me away, okay? I don't want dad, I want you!"

Dad will not carry him when he is in pain, nor will he cook for him when he is hungry, nor will he wash his clothes.

From birth to growing up, Jingxuan has lived with Tang Xiaoran for the past eight years, and he can't live without him!

"But you can only live with your father, I can't take you away." The last words were heartbreaking, and she fell back into the despair she felt after giving birth to him; "You are more sensible than other children, so don't

Cry, my father and mother divorced not because of Jingxuan, but because of our own problems, do you understand?"

This time, Jingxuan did not cry again, but stretched out his white and tender palms to wipe the tears on her face. His voice was childish, but with a different kind of maturity; "I know that my mother has never been happy, and my father doesn't like her.

He would go out on the street with his beautiful aunt, and appear on TV and newspapers, but he never had sex with his mother. His father would not come back to celebrate her mother's birthday, nor would he call her. Other classmates' mothers would not accept it on their birthdays.

My mother never received the beautiful gifts from my father. My mother would occasionally cry that night, and sometimes she would be in a daze. I never saw my mother smile. So my mother divorced my father, not because she didn’t want me anymore, right?

?”

Tang Xiaoran cried so hard that she held her little body tightly in her arms. How could she not want him? How could it be possible!

Jingxuan nestled in her arms, grabbing her clothes with both hands.

"Mom will visit you often. If you miss her, just call her..." She always wanted to cry and couldn't help it no matter what.

Jingxuan nodded and patted her back gently, his eyes were red. His mother said that little men don't cry, so he didn't cry.

In the end, it was Jingxuan who fell asleep first. By the time he fell asleep, it was already three o'clock in the evening. Tang Xiaoran didn't sleep, and his tears were like a sea bursting from a dam.

The next morning, with her face swollen and not sleeping, she silently packed things for Jingxuan, including schoolbags, clothes, and toys.

Jingxuan also got up, like a little tail, following her every step of the way. Wherever she went, he would follow her.

It wasn't until Lawyer Wang's call came in and he was talking about going downstairs that Tang Xiaoran stopped what he was doing: "Let's go downstairs."

Jingxuan pulled her clothes, raised her chin, and looked begging, "Mom, can I really not go with you?"

"No." Tang Xiaoran reached out and stroked his face to prevent herself from crying or feeling soft; "Although I also want to take you away, but I can't."

Walking downstairs, Su Zhengxiao and Lawyer Wang were both there. Tang Xiaoran did not look at Su Zhengxiao, but directly looked at Lawyer Wang, and said, "Jingxuan's stomach is not very good. He has to drink porridge twice a day. It's irritating."

The food he can only eat occasionally..."

"Also, Jingxuan's legs haven't healed yet. Please take him to the hospital for another checkup in the next two days..."

"He doesn't like drinking pure milk, so when he wants to drink pure milk, please put some sugar in it..."

"He's not used to cutting his nails, so he needs to be supervised..."

"He occasionally kicks the quilt when he sleeps at night. He prefers to eat chestnuts, kiwis, and grapes. He doesn't like pears..."

She babbled and said that she always felt that there were still too many things about the child that had not been explained.

Lawyer Wang listened to everything and nodded from time to time. Tang Xiaoran still held Jing Xuan's hand and continued talking.

Su Zhengxiao glanced at her face and could see that she was not sleeping. Her eyes moved slightly but she was speechless.

"Don't worry, Ms. Tang, there will be someone who will take care of the child and will pay attention to the child at all times. There will be no problem in this." Lawyer Wang assured.

She was stunned and said, "That's right."

Then, squatting down, she slowly arranged Jingxuan's clothes, stroked his forehead, and looked at him deeply. She clearly had thousands of words she wanted to say, but when she reached her lips, there was only one sentence left; "

obedient."

Jingxuan's eyes were red, but he didn't cry. He knew that if he cried, his mother would definitely cry too, so he couldn't cry.

"Jingxuan, come here." Su Zhengxiao said. He didn't like to see such a scene.

Jingxuan ignored him, raised his toes and kissed Tang Xiaoran's face; "Mom, I will love you forever!"

Suppressing the urge to cry, she still warned worriedly: "If you don't have me by your side in the future, don't lose your temper and take care of yourself."

"Yeah, I know!" He nodded heavily.

Su Zhengxiao walked over with striding steps, took Jingxuan's hand directly, pulled the suitcase, and glanced at her again. She didn't look at him, her eyes kept focusing on the child.

Her expression was too sad and sad, and he moved his eyes slightly...

Moving forward step by step, Jingxuan kept turning his head to look at Tang Xiaoran, passively pulling him forward.

Tang Xiaoran waved her hands, and as the distance between them became further and further away, she dared to let her tears flow freely and wet her entire face.

After getting into the car, when the car gradually moved away, Jingxuan's little body came out of the car window, crying and shouting loudly: "Mom, mom..."

She was immediately heartbroken after hearing this, and ran forward with her lame leg. She didn't care how many looks she got, or how embarrassed she was, she just wanted to take another look at her son and hear him call mom again.

Finally, the car completely disappeared from sight, and Tang Xiaoran fell on it, helplessly watching the car go further and further away.

In the tenth month of her pregnancy, Jingxuan was like a piece of flesh that fell from her body. How could it not be painful to be separated at this moment?

She was in pain, so painful that she was about to die. She slapped her chest heavily with her hands. Only in this way could her heart not be so tight that she would die of pain.

She really wanted to take him away, but she couldn't take him away, and she couldn't afford it!

She is crippled and has no money, so what can Jingxuan do if he follows her?

Being with her, she won't be of any help to Jingxuan, and will only make Jingxuan stare at him strangely, listening to others talk about her having a cripple mother.

From the moment she got married, she had thought that one day there would be such a parting scene, and she would definitely be so painful that her liver and intestines would break, and the facts proved so!

In fact, from the moment she agreed to get married, she also knew that in the end she was just making wedding clothes for others, and Jingxuan was destined to be something she couldn't take away!

He will still agree to get married, but he just wants to watch Jingxuan grow up, record every bit of his life, and watch his son grow up.

Now, it's the end.

She can still remember when Jingxuan learned to speak, when he could walk, and what was the first word he spoke!

He was very obedient, even though other children were noisy, he would just sleep obediently. When he woke up, he would giggle at her, without causing her any trouble, as if he knew that it was hard for her to take care of him alone.

She was an orphan before, but with Jingxuan, she was driven away from loneliness, listening to him, doing homework with him, and watching TV.

Now, after he was taken away, she was alone again and fell into such loneliness again.

He was the son she gave birth to with determination and pain, but from now on he no longer belonged to her. Tang Xiaoran sat on the ground, all the muscles and bones in her body were pulled away. Eight years ago, she had nothing. Eight years ago, she had nothing.

After that, except for the pain all over her body, she still felt nothing...

This world is always so cruel, so cruel that it makes people feel physically and mentally exhausted...

From now on, she really has to live alone, and there will no longer be that little figure beside her who calls her mother in a sensible way...

Today’s update ends here. We will continue to meet tomorrow. I love you all. Today’s update is over. Okay, that’s it……………………………………………………
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