Chapter 188; It is best not to have children 6000(1/2)
It turns out that some things will really pass quietly over time...
Hearing this, the expression on Shen Shaoting's handsome face changed slightly, and then the emotions emerging in his eyes also changed drastically. His big hands tightened, and the veins on the back of his hands popped out.
When he arrived at the cliff, what he happened to hear were those harsh words towards Shen Yuqing from her mouth.
Also, Shen Yuqing was in such a trap, and hearing her words like that, he actually felt disgusted in his heart.
Later, during the fight with the two people, he heard the quarrel between her and Shen Yuqing hanging on the cliff, but what he didn't expect was that as the word "let go" slipped, she actually let go. !
At that moment, the disgust he felt was really strong. He thought she was just joking, but he didn't expect...
Smiling softly, Ye Ziqing spoke again, "It's a life after all. I don't think I, Ye Ziqing, am that vicious yet. I'm also afraid of retribution and nightmares. Obviously, you overestimated my mental quality. "
Looking down at her, he stared at the clear and indifferent chuckle at the corner of her mouth. In an instant, his heart seemed to be run over by something, filled with pain, regret, and self-deprecation.
From birth until now, this is the first time that such chaotic emotions have surfaced, and the feelings brought about are so mixed.
When he heard that Shen Yuqing fell from the cliff, he was completely blinded by the surge of disgust, pain, and impulse.
At this moment, listening to her indifferent and calm words, he felt that he was so sarcastic and ridiculous.
In fact, she was nothing more than a woman, and she was pregnant. She could support Shen Yuqing for such a long time with one hand, and she had obviously reached the limit of what she could bear.
However, he has never thought about such a simple fact. If this is not ignorance, what is it?
"Four years ago, why did you never-"
However, before he could finish his words, she had already interrupted him; "Explain? After sliding down the cliff, you guarded Shen Yuqing every step of the way. That kind of situation is not suitable to explain, and I am not without a wink. Man, then the day Shen Yuqing woke up, I went to deliver the divorce papers to you. Shen Yuqing and I quarreled, and then you signed to let me go. In fact, it doesn’t matter whether you explain or not..."
His handsome brows furrowed fiercely, and her indifferent yet indifferent tone cut through his heart like a knife. Shen Shaoting's Adam's apple rolled, and his dark and extremely hoarse voice slowly spoke out; "Feel sorry……"
Ye Ziqing also stared at him quietly, her eyes were clear, and she said slowly, "I am not explaining this now to get an apology! I just want you to completely understand that I, Ye Ziqing, am not the self-righteous sinner you think I am. I am not a beneficiary, let alone owe you anything! The marriage four years ago started because of the agreement, and you made it very clear at the beginning of the marriage that the marriage was only based on the agreement, and between Shen Yuqing and I It was indeed me who started the conflict between us at the beginning. I would like to apologize to you here. Shen Yuqing is the red rose in your heart. Bai Yueguang heard me push her down on the cliff and stood there. From your point of view, you must hate me, disgust me, and think I am like a poisonous woman. I can really understand these, so I have never resented you. Now that you already know the truth, there is no need to dwell on it anymore. In the past four years, Shan Guoguo and I have lived a happy life, and you and Shen Yuqing have also lived a prosperous life in the United States, so there is no need for you to break all this. Apart from the fact that we need to contact you about Xuanxuan, Nothing else…”
In the final analysis, the disputes with Shen Yuqing were indeed caused by her and her self-righteousness.
When the two got married, he had made it very clear that she failed to control her heart and fell in love with him, and then overestimated her ability to position the marriage relationship between her and him as a normal couple, and her husband cheated* , the wife has the right to be angry and noisy.
But at that time, she apparently forgot that the relationship between two people's marriage is different from other people's.
"There is nothing between me and her, and it's not what you imagined..." Shen Shaoting stared at her with his deep and dark eyes, and rarely explained to her, his voice sounded even louder than before. Hoarse, obviously afraid that she would misunderstand; "In the four years in the United States, in addition to treating her face, I also dealt with matters related to the American head office -"
"Really, there is no need to tell me this, because it has nothing to do with me. As for Xuanxuan, I will take her home, and you can go back to City S. When it is holiday this Friday, I will send Xuanxuan to City S for you. ." She was unusually calm.
If these explanations were given four years ago, then she would definitely be happy and overestimate her ability to think that he cares about her or likes her.
But four years later, she was as dull as water.
"Xuanxuan is in the children's area..." He looked at her and spoke slowly. The plainness emanating from her eyes made him want to break it with a stone.
When facing him, he would prefer her attitude to be angry, sarcastic, and deliberately sarcastic. That kind of reaction means that you can still irritate her. She may care a little in her heart, but she doesn't like it to be so dull. The more dull it is, the more dull it is. , that means it doesn’t matter, you can pick it up and put it down, and it will eventually turn from dull to forgetful.
Hearing this, Ye Ziqing moved her steps and walked directly out of the private room. Just when she was about to pass by him, his big palm clamped down on her wrist.
Shen Shaoting has regained his deepness and coldness, pursed his thin lips tightly, and has clearly realized that no matter how he explains, it is purely redundant.
"I am not a person who is good at emotions. I can even use the word "slow". Shen Yuqing and I grew up together. It is undeniable that she is indeed the first woman I fell in love with. But after marrying you, , after spending time together day and night, I have been attracted to you little by little, and I have become accustomed to your life and the breath you exude, but I don’t know it, or it can be said that I have never seriously thought about being with you. We had only been together for a few months, and I thought that what emerged was just a sense of freshness, but I didn't expect that it would be love. The love that emerged in a few months was enough to withstand the love of decades. Although I was resentful on the cliff, I was still angry. The moment I rescued you, I felt safe but at ease in my heart. I felt like I was going crazy. You can't imagine the shock and the feeling of self-blame towards Shen Yuqing..."
Squinting his eyes, his voice became deeper and deeper; "Otherwise, I wouldn't buy cosmetics for you, nor would I meet her late at night and lie when you asked me where I was going when I got home, whether it was something like this or Such behavior should not be my behavior. I have never been such a sentimental or unfeeling person..."
Just today, he has made many exceptions, all of which were the first time, the first time he said love, the first time he said so much to explain one thing.
In the final analysis, in a word, you will not survive if you do it yourself...
Her eyelashes twitched slightly and her body trembled slightly. She did not look back at him, her face was calm, and she just pushed away the restraint of his thick seal on her; "Maybe, I will pick Xuanxuan home, he is still waiting at home... "
It was self-evident who he was referring to, but this simple word made Shen Shaoting's whole body tense up, as if he was about to tense up and die.
His Adam's apple rolled, and his face was as dark as the dark night. He stared at her, moved his big and jointed hands slightly, and placed the ring in her palm.
The ring had been held in his palm for a long time, and it had been contaminated with body temperature. It was only such a small thing, but it could make his thick palm feel so uncomfortable.
"I won't do this, let alone give up so easily..." In the end, he looked at her and could only utter this sentence: "I want you..."
"No matter what you think, it has nothing to do with me. It's just your single-minded thought, that's all."
After breaking free from his hand and walking out of the private room, Ye Ziqing asked the waiter to take her to the children's area, where Xuanxuan was playing on the slide, her whole little face pink.
When he saw her, he rushed into her arms with his two white hands and shouted excitedly, "Mommy."
After putting on her shoes, Ye Ziqing carried her out of the children's area, but Shen Shaoting was already waiting outside the revolving door of the restaurant. Outside, it started raining again, very hard, like pouring water.
There were very few pedestrians on the road, and the taxis coming and going were already full of people, making it almost impossible to stop them.
Xuanxuan pulled her arm and wanted to get down. She thought Xuanxuan was going to the bathroom, so she put her on the ground. Unexpectedly, her little body rubbed directly against the passenger seat of the black car, and she was still excited about it. He waved to her; "Mommy, get in the car quickly."
If she continued to stand here, she would probably wait for two hours without stopping the car. After all, she would sit in the back seat.
Xuanxuan was putting a CD in the middle of the car, and then Bald Qiang came out. She watched without blinking, giggling from time to time.
The two adults in the car were relatively speechless, and neither of them spoke.
The rain outside the window became heavier and heavier, forming a stream of water that fell along the car window. After a while, it reached the residential area.
The car cannot park at the entrance of the stairs in the residential area. The nearest parking is at the entrance of the flower bed, which is still some distance away.
He took off his black windbreaker, turned around, and handed it to her; "Put it on."
Ye Ziqing glanced at him twice, but did not reach out to pick it up. Instead, she took off her coat, hugged Xuanxuan from the passenger seat, and wrapped her up.
Then, she opened the car door and got out of the car, and the heavy rain suddenly hit her face. The moment she got out of the car, Shen Shaoting also got out of the car, grabbed her wrist, then put his windbreaker on her body, and put it on her body. She and Xuanxuan were wrapped tightly before letting go.
Ye Ziqing moved her lips and said politely and distantly, "Thank you."
His eyebrows moved slightly, but he said nothing. He stood there and watched her hug Xuanxuan and disappear from sight. Then he casually wiped the water off her face with his big hand and walked into the car.
However, he was already almost wet, and his shirt was completely soaked and stuck to his body, exposing his strong and muscular chest muscles.
Even the water was still dripping from the suit trousers on his body. His big hands slightly twisted the water on the suit trousers without moving away. His tall body just leaned on the seat.
Staring at the window where the light was still on, he had a deep face, picked up a cigarette in his big, knuckled hands, lit it, and squinted his left eye slightly due to the smoke that was swirling upward.
I smoked one cigarette after another, but within a short time, the ashtray was almost filled with cigarette butts.
in the room.
Xuanxuan was not wet at all, and she only got a little wet, but the black windbreaker on her body was already soaked through.
After saying good night to Shan Guoguo, Xuanxuan fell asleep sleepily. Ye Ziqing glanced at the windbreaker and went to the bathroom. After taking a bath, she started to wash the windbreaker and threw it away.
The windbreaker was still a little damp, so she took it to the balcony and hung it up.
Returning to the room, Xuanxuan had already slept soundly. Tomorrow was Saturday and there was no need to prepare for classes. As if she remembered something, she looked at the date on the wedding invitation, and it turned out to be the day after tomorrow.
She quickly turned on her computer and went to book a flight for tomorrow, but she found that she had no tickets. She went to look for the high-speed rail, but still had no tickets. She had no choice but to book a train ticket.
Then, she leaned down to open the window, and accidentally saw the black car parked by the flower bed.
His eyebrows wrinkled involuntarily, hasn't he left yet?
But then she restrained her thoughts. Whether he left or not, what did it have to do with her?
Pulling the curtains,* she hugged Xuanxuan and closed her eyes. Although she was a little messy at first and couldn't fall asleep, she fell asleep after a while.
The next morning.
She made breakfast very early, woke Xuanxuan, and after breakfast, prepared all the meals for the past few days.
But he was still a little worried about Shan Guoguo, and planned to take him back to City S with him, but Shan Guoguo smiled and refused.
He is not a three-year-old child. Although he cannot move his legs, he still has a wheelchair, so she does not need to be nervous and can do whatever she wants.
Anyway, including today, we had only been away for two days. After Ye Ziqing repeatedly asked her, she felt relieved and took Xuanxuan out.
The car was still parked by the flower bed. Seeing her figure, Shen Shaoting walked out and said, "Get in the car."
He slept in the car*, his hair and body were a little messy, his shirt had a lot of wrinkles, and there was a faint red bloodshot in his deep eyes, but it did not detract from his handsomeness at all.
"We are going to the train station. There is no need to get on the train. The two are in opposite directions."
The smell of smoke emanating from his body was a bit strong, and Ye Ziqing's nose wrinkled slightly in discomfort.
"Your train ticket has been cancelled, and your plane ticket has been purchased. We don't have much time for the ten o'clock flight." He looked at the time.
"Why do you make decisions for others without permission?" She looked calm, but a little annoyed.
Shen Shaoting twitched his thin lips and said calmly and calmly, "It's not my decision, it's Ji Chenyi's. You can go to S City and find him again to lose your temper."
Hearing this, Ye Ziqing was speechless, but he had already taken Xuanxuan from her arms and sat directly in the car. Reluctantly, she followed him and got into the back seat.
Coughing, Xuanxuan rubbed her nose with her white and tender hands; "Uncle, it smells so bad, my nose is so choked."
The smoke in the car has not dispersed yet. It is stronger than on him. No wonder Xuanxuan said it was choking. Ye Ziqing could not help but sneeze from the smell. How many cigarettes had he smoked?
Opening the car window slightly, Shen Shaoting's deep voice was gentle: "Please bear with me for a little longer, okay?"
"Uncle, can you please stop smoking in the future? I don't like the smell."
"Okay..." He responded without a moment's hesitation.
Unintentionally seeing the filled ashtray, Ye Ziqing understood that it was no wonder that she smoked so many cigarettes.
When they arrived at the airport, she sat on a chair and waited. He held Xuanxuan in his arms as he went to pick up the ticket. Suddenly, many eyes were focused on him.
The ticket she bought was first class. Xuanxuan had never flown in first class before. She looked around and touched here and there, not to mention how happy she was.
To be continued...