Chapter 139; Don't you feel sick?
His handsome eyebrows furrowed, and Shen Shaoting's dark eyes fell on Shen Yuqing, slightly puzzled by her actions at this time.
"I really ask you for the last time, do you still want me?"
Her slender fingertips gripped his coat tightly, her knuckles turning white due to excessive exertion. Shen Yuqing raised her gracefully curved neck and stared at him.
His thin lips pursed into a straight line, and Shen Shaoting's Adam's apple rolled. When he was about to speak, Shen Yuqing spoke first.
"Others don't understand my temperament, but you can't understand it. You don't know that it's just such a few simple words. It took so much effort for me to say them out. Even in my own heart, I feel so sorry for myself. I feel ashamed, but I also clearly understand that if I don’t say these words at this time, I will definitely regret it for the rest of my life, and this is the second time I have spoken..."
The corners of her eyes gradually became moist, covered with a layer of mist, and she felt like crying. Her slender fingertips slowly moved downward along the dress.
"Just today, I specially put on this long skirt. You gave it to me three years ago. I'm afraid you don't remember it now."
Following her gaze, Shen Shaoting's eyes fell on the black ethnic-style dress.
When he first saw it, he felt it was extremely stunning, but now, it didn't feel that big at all. Now in his eyes, it was nothing more than a long skirt.
"I know that three years is enough to change a lot of things, but I think there is one thing I am sure of. You love me. This has never changed. Or rather, during the time you and Zi Qing were together, During this time, you also developed feelings for her?"
"Actually, I just asked you if you have feelings for her. This question has been swirling and circling in my heart. I want to ask, but I am afraid of hearing the answer. I am tortured and entangled. But now, I really I can’t bear the pain any longer, even though I’m scared, I still want to hear your answer with my own ears!”
The expression on Shen Shaoting's handsome face was as deep as a bottomless pit, making it impossible to see the emotions in it, but it seemed that he had no intention of speaking at all.
Shen Yuqing was indeed a little nervous when she said this, so she spoke very softly, as light as a feather, floating in the air.
She was indeed a little scared about this matter. The two of them had been together for several months, and judging from their interactions during this period, the fear couldn't help but become a little deeper.
"On my birthday, you once said that if I give you a specific answer, you can hold up the whole sky for me. Now that I have given it, you don't want it anymore?"
Shen Shaoting's eyebrows twitched, and he glanced at the time again out of the corner of his eye. Finally, he twitched his thin lips and said, "We'll talk about this later. I still have some things to do -"
However, before he could finish his words, he was interrupted by Shen Yuqing: "Are you going to chase Zi Qing?"
His narrow eyes suddenly narrowed, Shen Shaoting's Adam's apple rolled, and a dark light quickly flashed through his narrowed eyes.
Seeing that he was silent, she said sarcastically and bitterly, "Zi Qing feels so bad about your marriage, so unfortunate, and she even wants to end it, which shows that she has no feelings for you at all. No……"
Shen Yuqing said this deliberately to arouse his anger towards Ye Ziqing.
Hearing this, Shen Shaoting's eyes suddenly changed, as if a violent storm had set off, and the words she had just spoken to the man appeared in her mind.
The anger spread in an upward trend, making his tall and strong body tense, irritable, dull, depressed, and angry.
The big hand with clear joints was raised and placed on his neck. He untied the tie on his suit and relaxed it. Even so, it still felt a little tight.
"She has already said this, but you still want to chase her, so even if you didn't answer my question just now, you have indirectly given me the answer now. I understand, and I understand I understand what you mean. You really don’t want me anymore. Go chase her. Just treat those words as if I didn’t say them..."
Letting go of the hand that had been holding his sleeve tightly from beginning to end, Shen Yuqing took a few steps back and looked at her from a distance.
The layer of mist covering her eyes finally slipped down, slid across Bai Xi's smooth cheeks, then fell to the ground along her chin and disappeared.
Even when some people cry, it is a beautiful scenery, weak and pitiful. She is a bit like a woman walking out of the misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River. At this time, she shed tears again and wet her eyelashes, making her look even more beautiful. Pitiful.
At this time, Shen Shaoting's pupils were as dark as ink that could not be melted away. They were dark, heavy, deep and intense, quiet, yet frantic.
At the same time, the words Ye Ziqing said when she left kept replaying in his mind, making his breath seem to be filled with flames. He was so angry that he wanted to strangle her to death with one hand!
Not far away, Shen Yuqing's eyes were filled with tears. The angry burning flames made him feel extremely bad.
He raised his eyes and glanced at her tears. His heart was strangely calm, like a pool of stagnant water, without any ripples. It just made his mood mixed with a little impatience and irritability.
However, Shen Shaoting did not understand his thoughts clearly. Instead, he uttered an inexplicable sentence out of impatience and irritability: "Who said I don't want you anymore?"
As soon as the words came out, Shen Yuqing froze in place, and the joyful tears that were flowing down stopped. A flower-like smile appeared on her beautiful and gentle face, and she was a little choked; "I knew you wouldn't let me go." No, no..."
When he clearly heard what he said, his eyes narrowed slightly.
However, as these words came out, he did not feel any sense of relaxation or pleasure. Instead, he felt indescribably tense and heavy, as if he had done something sorry to Mrs. Shen!
Recalling what she had just said, his eyes narrowed even more, feeling ridiculous for having such thoughts in his mind!
The one he loved in his heart was Shen Yuqing. Marrying her was nothing more than a transaction. He made it clear and clear to her at that time.
She could be so capable of saying that in front of other men, so why should he feel that he had done something sorry for her?
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Seeing that she was not in a good mood, Zhang Yang suggested taking her to Zhou Lake to see the night view, but Ye Ziqing declined.
So, without stopping for a moment, Zhang Yang drove her downstairs to the apartment. Ye Ziqing was a little exhausted, so she just said good night and walked into the elevator.
Seeing her figure disappear from sight, Zhang Yang also started the car and left.
Opening the apartment door, the light in the living room was on. Looking up, Ye Ziqing saw the man sitting on the sofa at a glance.
As if he heard the footsteps, he turned around, with a cigarette still in his thin lips, and his face was somber that it seemed to be filled with dark clouds, and he stared at her closely.
She frowned, slightly surprised.
After she left, no one disturbed them anymore. They could date and go shopping as much as they wanted, but they didn't expect that he would come back earlier than she did.
However, whether he comes back early or late, even if he doesn't come back, it is no longer her business.
Putting her bag on the sofa a little tiredly, Ye Ziqing walked back to the room, opened the bedside table, and took out the bank card lying quietly in the corner.
This card was never something she could use from beginning to end. No matter before or now, all she could do was accept her fate.
Holding it in the palm of her hand, she stood up and walked to the door of the room. Just then, Shen Shaoting also walked over. He didn't stop for a moment and bumped into each other.
There was a slight pain in her forehead, but it was nothing compared to the pain in her heart. Ye Ziqing lowered her head, took out the bank card from her palm, and handed it to him.
Putting out the cigarette with his fingertips, Shen Shaoting looked at her with his dark eyes, as if he wanted to engulf her fiercely, without reaching out to take it.
"Don't you want it? I will never use this bank card in the future because I will feel sick, so if you don't want it, I will throw it in the trash."
"Disgusting?" An unusually deep voice came out from between his teeth. Shen Shaoting stretched out his big hand, pinched her shoulders, and tightened his arms fiercely.
No one has ever been able to anger him to such an extent, not even Shen Yuqing has done it!
She is the only woman who can challenge his bottom line so much and successfully irritate him to the point where she is just a hair away from spontaneous combustion!
The anger and fire he feels today is something he has never felt in the past decades. If he doesn't vent it out, he will only be driven crazy!
The pain in her shoulder made Ye Ziqing frown, but she smiled faintly and said, "For example, if I hold the bank card of the man I love deeply, and the password of the card is set to his birthday, , you are fully aware of all this, but I gave you my bank card and let you use it as you like, wouldn’t you feel disgusted?”
Just thinking about it makes her feel ridiculous and extremely ironic!
Her husband handed her the card specially opened for Shen Yuqing and told her that the password on the card was the birthday of his beloved woman, but he let her use it to spend as she pleased.
He didn't think it was funny, but she felt disgusted, and that kind of disgust radiated deeply from the bottom of her heart.
"Even if you don't feel sick, I will. I will be so sick that I don't even want to take a bite of food. Mr. Shen, do you understand now?"
As she spoke, she decisively threw the bank card into his arms...
Chapter completed!