"Don't talk nonsense. How old are you, and the road to life will be long in the future," Tong Ran held him gently, with his small chin pressing against his head. "Don't be pessimistic, and don't be negative. Maybe your past was very painful, but you must believe that there is no tomorrow that cannot be reached, and the future will be better. Chenchen will accompany you. If you want, you can go to school with Chenchen. We will take care of you until your mother comes to pick you up."

“What is going to school?”

"It's just going to school to study and learn knowledge. There are many friends. You won't be lonely anymore," Tong Ran said with a smile. "You don't have to train or kill again in the future. You can live happily and live for yourself."

"No friends," Luo Gu shook his head, "No one would be willing to play with us. The instructor said that we have killed people and our hands are covered with blood. We are destined to walk in the dark in the future."

"No..."

"I don't want friends either," Luo Gu said stubbornly, "I only need Xiaoqi."

Tong Ran couldn't help but lower her eyes. This sentence seemed familiar. She had heard it many years ago, over and over again, "Where is Xiaoqi? Didn't she be with you?"

"She was taken away by the bad guy," Luo Gu pursed his lips and lowered his head slightly, "I don't know where to find her, I lost her..."

His voice was a little choked, and Tong Ran pressed his head in his arms, "I won't lose it. Let my brother find you. Chenchen has also been lost, and he is back now."

"Chenchen has mom and dad, Xiaoqi has nothing, she has nothing except me..." Luo Gu turned his face away. Although he tried his best to endure it, he really couldn't help it. "But I lost her. It's all my fault. I shouldn't have to go to the Tibetan house to find my mother. If I don't go, she won't be caught. I hurt her. I clearly said I wanted to protect her, but I hurt her..."

"Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault," Tong Ran said softly, hugging him tightly with his arms, "Sometimes we will be unwilling to hurt others, Xiaoqi will not blame you. You promised to stay with her, right?"

"I agreed, but I'm afraid I can't do it." Thinking of what Luo Xiao said, Luo Gu couldn't help but dim his expression. He subconsciously leaned into Tong Ran's arms, "Sister, have you ever promised to accompany you when you were a child?"

"..." Tong Ran's tongue was a little bitter, "Yes."

"Then is he still with you now?"

"..." Tong Ran turned his eyes out of the window, "I'm gone."

Luo Gu raised his little face, "Has he left?"

"Well," Tong Ran nodded, "He has gone far away and will not come back in the future. I owe him a lot, but I can't pay it back. This is my biggest regret in my life."

"Can't you go and find him?"

"I can't find it, so I lost him," Tong Ran lowered his head and brushed his fingers across Luo Gu's eyes. "So, cherish the present. When you find Xiaoqi, you must take good care of her and don't lose her again."

Luo Gu lowered his eyes, Tong Ran suppressed the wetness in the corners of her eyes, and she stretched out her little finger, "Let's hook, when you get married to Xiaoqi in the future, I will be the first to give a gift and the first to participate, okay?"

Luo Gu frowned. He would never mention these words in front of Xiaoqi, "What if Xiaoqi doesn't like me then?"
Chapter completed!