"How painful does it hurt?" Xie Yanghua stood up rubbingly, staring at her face, "Do you want to tell you how painful it hurts?"

"You don't understand, you don't understand at all!" Su Qingtian struggled hard, she wanted to cry and laugh, "Do you know how painful it is to lose a lover? Do you know how painful it is to love but not to have it? You don't understand... You only know money, only know power... Your world is too cruel. I know you are just using me, but I am also a human being. I love Mo Nanjue, but he doesn't love me, I can only look at him..."

Xie Yanghua stabbed his eyes hard, and he walked around the bamboo chair and walked towards her step by step, "Love but can't get..." He smiled strangely, "You also know that there is a kind of pain called love but can't get it? My world is too cruel? Is it me cruel, or is this world cruel?"

Su Qingtian raised her head, tears dripping down the corners of her eyes, "What do you... mean?"

"What do I mean?" Xie Yanghua stretched out his right hand and grabbed her collar. He lowered his head to close to her ears. "You are in pain, right? Looking at him every day, but he does not belong to you. You love him, love him very much, love him to the core, surpassing everything... But you can only watch others own him, and you have to sneak in your touch, for fear of causing a murder. Is this how it feels?"

Su Qingtian opened her eyes wide and was disbelief, "You..."

"Don't ask me how I know so clearly," Xie Yanghua's lips twitched, and his eyes were red. "It's not that you lost your lover alone, nor that you are the only one in pain. How much pain can you be? How long have you been with Mo Nanjue? He doesn't love you, right? He loves Tong Ran, but if he loves you too, that's the most painful... Love but not the most painful thing, and the most painful thing is that you can't stay together forever. How much do you know about these?"

“…”

Su Qingtian stared into his eyes, "You... do you understand?"

"Don't compare pain with anyone. It's not that others don't feel pain, but that hurts so much that they can't say it." Xie Yanghua's five fingers were closed, and Su Qingtian was almost lifted up. He smiled particularly harshly, "No one is stupid, but who has never been injured?"

“…”

Su Qingtian choked in her throat, but she didn't expect that he would say this, "Butler Xie... who have you ever loved?"

She thought of the rumors that kept mentioning among the maids of the Mo family...

Xie Yanghua stared into her eyes, "I have never loved anyone, and no one is worthy of my love. Love is the most terrible thing in the world. It has ruined me, so I told you not to love, don't ruin yourself... it is really not worth it."

“…”

Su Qingtian's nose felt sour and shed tears inexplicably.

She reached out her hand, but she didn't wipe her tears, "Thank you, butler... you're crying."

Xie Yanghua suddenly let go of his hand, he turned around and raised his head, "You read it wrong, how could I cry? There is nothing else that can make me cry."

“…”

Su Qingtian reached out to cover her mouth, and the guard unconsciously let go of her hand. She fell to the ground, and her shoulders were shaking with tears.

Xie Yanghua didn't stop her, but just stood with his back to her, and he didn't move for a long time...

After a long time, Su Qingtian stopped crying. She stood up with difficulty on the ground and wiped away all the tears on her face.
Chapter completed!