Chapter 126 You must stay away from bad women like your sister

On the dining table, the food was fragrant. Kang An was holding the bowls and chopsticks in his hand, a little absent-minded, while Zhuo Qing next to him was serving soup and rice. During the process, he never forgot to talk to him about his childhood.

"Brother, do you still remember your parents?"

"Only a little impression."

When Kang An first came over, the little fox had already lived by himself, staying away from the tribe, guarding a small fox hill.

As for his parents, the remaining memory left by the little fox only had his mother, an ordinary, skinny red fox who raised more than a dozen cubs alone.

Among all the cubs, only the little fox is fiery red. Shortly after it was weaned, the mother went out hunting alone and was reluctant to return. A group of brothers and sisters were in the nest for two days, and finally went their separate ways.

Then there are memories of living alone.

Digging the fox hills alone, purging insects in the fallen leaves layer, and finding some edible leaves, these are all precious memories left to him by the little fox.

However, when he went out to hunt, the little fox carelessly ignored a white-eyed viper, which was also the reason why Kang An could travel through time. Perhaps it was because of this that Kang An was really afraid of snakes.

Lying in the fox hill, the fear of physical organ failure and swollen all over was deeply imprinted in the little fox's mind. At the last moment, Kang An could clearly feel its helplessness and despair.

When Kang An was feeling a little sad, Zhuo Qing took the bowl from his hand and served the soup for him. He smiled and said, "So you are the same as your sister."

"Sister Zhuo is the same?"

Kang An came back a little.

Zhuo Qing nodded and said calmly: "My sister suffered from leukemia when she was a child. She was three years old at that time. After the diagnosis came out, my physiological parents, blinded my eyes at night and sent me to the door of the welfare home."

“…”

Kang An was shocked and speechless.

But Zhuo Qing was very calm, and even recalled a little coldly: "It was still snowing that day. I stood alone at the door of the welfare home, trembling all over my body, and stood until early the next morning when Mr. Guan got up and opened the door and found me."

“…”

Kang An looked at the soup handed to him, and for some reason, he said, "Sister Zhuo, you drink it first."

"Sister, I have it."

Zhuo Qing laughed at his distractedness.

Then she picked up her soup, ate it in small bites, chewed it carefully, and then sighed: "Do you know? My sister didn't cry at that time. It was such a cold day, I was alone, cold and scared, but for some reason, I just didn't cry."

Human spirit,

It is difficult to thoroughly understand and analyze.

Even though Kang An was an orphan, he could not empathize and understand without such experience. He was also an orphan, but he was more lucky than Zhuo Qing.

Maybe it was because he was in the welfare home when he first remembered it, and he never asked whether he was abandoned or whether his parents had any forced reasons.

He is just one of the countless unfortunate factors in the vast sea of ​​people. Now that he meets another factor, all he can do is listen silently.

Zhuo Qing did not really ask about his plans.

Maybe it is because of these things that have been said over the years, so there are very few people who can talk about them, so she has a strong desire to talk.

"At that time, the dean had several aunts and asked me if I remember what my name was, where I live, and who my parents were. I actually remembered it, but my sister didn't speak, just shook her head, and then... my sister successfully stayed in the welfare home."

Her tone seemed to be able to stay in a welfare home, which was much better than being sent home. This seems to be true now, but it is hard to imagine what kind of mood she was, who was still a three-year-old girl at that time.

"Then Sister Zhuo met Aunt Liu?"

"Um."

Zhuo Qing nodded.

She looked in the bowl, as if Mi Li or something else: "My sister has been in the welfare home for several months. At that time, I had leukemia and was in poor health. The aunts in the hospital could see it, but no one asked. Every time a parent came to see the child, they would leave me alone in the dormitory..."

As he talked,

She laughed herself: "Actually, I really wanted to go over at that time. I wanted to find a new mother and mother who is good to me. Because it hurts so much when I started, the bones were hurting, and my sister couldn't bear to eat and feel pain. So instead of looking for a parent, it would be better to find a sucker who can help me treat my illness..."

After saying that,

Zhuo Qing raised his head: "Is sister very bad?"

Kang An quickly shook his head, trying to comfort him and say something, but he felt that these were not what the other party wanted, so he looked at her eyes seriously.

‘I’m listening carefully.’

I don’t know if she received it. Anyway, the smile on Zhuo Qing’s face faded a little, and then his eyes became a little dissipated. He recalled: “On January 2nd, it’s the day of the Chinese New Year. I met my mother. Brother, what did you think when you first met your mother?”

“…”

Kang An recalled for a moment.

"I'm very beautiful and elegant when I don't speak." He replied honestly: "But when I open my mouth, I don't feel like a good person."

Zhuo Qing was amused by his statement.

"Where is it?"

She retorted: "It's obviously super beautiful, like a big star... no, like a big man, everyone is looking at her. No matter adults and children, most people dare not get close to her, like a god."

She has a strong ‘fan’ filter.

Or like a believer... When arguing with Kang An, he rarely reveals a girlish aura, which reminds people of her age.

"At that time, I didn't even have the qualifications to stand in the crowd. I could only be by the window of the dormitory. Seeing my mother surrounded by clusters, the dean nodded and bowed beside her. A group of children surrounded her, showing an expression that she wanted to get close to her but didn't dare."

Said,

Zhuo Qing's face was filled with a happy smile: "At that time, even I didn't expect that I would become the child chosen by my mother."

“…”

Kang An was tranced and tried to get in.

But he couldn't do it, just like he never asked about his background in his previous life, and he never put his hopes on others.

He would rather pick up trash and pick up some old clothes to wear. Kang An, who is healthy and handsome, is not willing to be adopted.

From the time he was called a child without a father or mother, he understood the meaning of the word orphan for the first time.

From what he saw, many of his companions were taken away, and they were returned like products that were tested and badly experienced.

He decided that he could only rely on himself in his life.

Kang'an ten years ago and Kang'an ten years later can be said to be two people, and all of this starts with him climbing the mountain.

At this time, Kang An suddenly understood Zhuo Qing.

I understand that life is like seeing a god after being saved.

Zhuo Qing continued to say, with a light in his eyes: "Maybe I have to be grateful. I didn't stand in the crowd at that time, just hiding behind the window with such longing, and being able to be glimpsed by the gods..."

To her, Liu Ting is indeed a god.

If it weren't for the gods, how could she hear her heart and her pain, look at the deserted window upstairs, see her pale face after the glass, and then walk upstairs and stretch out a hand to her in the sea of ​​suffering?

"No matter how many times I think about it, it's still like dreaming."

She talked and laughed, lowered her head and tried to hide it, but Kang An saw two crystal tears dripping into the soup and swallowed it together.

Kang An suddenly moved.

Even from the perspective of his bystander, it can be seen that Liu Ting’s purpose of adopting Zhuo Qing was just to train her to become a tool person, and instead of her who was not suitable for overexposed identity to deal with matters on the table.

Zhuo Qing would not not feel anything he could feel. She should have understood her identity and position for so many years, but... Kang An could not see any resentment in her emotions.

Even if he has been used for more than ten years without emotions, even if he is abandoned by the other party without scolding him, he may even be in the second half of his life in prison.

But what she showed was still like a god who would kneel down and kowtow without hesitation, even if she became a crazy believer of a ghost.

Kang'an has a little dry mouth.

He subconsciously picked up the soup and wanted to take a sip, but Zhuo Qing took it over: "Sister has tasted it, it's a bit salty. I'll pour you water."

There is no need to be such a trouble...

Kang An said this, but Zhuo Qing had already gotten up to pour water for him. After the water came, the fox picked it up and took a few sips to suppress his shock.

"I'm sorry to tell you so much."

Zhuo Qing, whose eyes were slightly red, stroked his forehead and hair.

"This won't."

Kang An put down the water cup and whispered: "I have also been saved by an elder, so I can understand Sister Zhuo's mood more or less."

It’s not Mr. Turtle, he has been smelling now - it’s not appropriate to say that the smell is very stinking, but I can only say that if there is a grave, it should be like a pavilion now.

"Brother, sister ask you a question."

Zhuo Qing picked up some food for him and signaled him to eat, saying, "In your heart, what kind of image does your mother have?"

“…”

I won't ask him this question anymore.

He had never thought about what kind of image Liu Ting had in his heart.
To be continued...