Those scenes appear in dreams over and over again, always making Ji Dongchen obsessed with dreams and unwilling to wake up.

Every time I wake up, Ji Dongchen always has to be confused for a long time, and I can't tell whether he is in a dream or in the reality.

Many times, Ji Dongchen cannot tell whether those joys are in the dream or now are in the dream.

No matter how many times he could hear the cold voice shouting "husband".

However, when he looked at the sound, he found that there was a lot of space and that person was not there at all!

Sometimes, when he wakes up from a dream, he always looks for that person in habit, but finds that he is the only one in the room...

Then he remembered that that person was no longer here.

Ji Dongchen always felt that Xie Nuanyang was still there, and even hoped that the person could come back by himself.

However, he searched day after day, year after year, but the man seemed to disappear out of thin air and there was no news.

He could no longer wait for the man to call him "husband" with joy, nor could he wait to see their children born and grow up, nor did he find out where the mother and son were.

It took Ji Dongchen a long time to tell himself that Xie Nuanyang really left and was far away from his life.

It took me a long time to accept this fact.

And whenever this happens, Ji Dongchen wants to kill himself when he thinks of the cruel words he once said to Xie Nuanyang and those distrustful actions.

But, but, he still has to live and find that person!

That person, that person, how can this be done?

She taught him to like someone and love someone, and gave him the best memories and life, but he was left alone here.

Stay alone in this place with beautiful memories, recalling those beauty over and over again, regretting the evil spirits over and over again, and tasting the bitter wine that you brewed over and over again.

...

Ji Dongchen felt that his eyes were a little hot, his heart was a little blocked, and he felt that he was about to suffocate.

So he quickly got up and left the bedroom, but stopped in front of the door of the small room next door.

Ji Dongchen opened the door and saw the room full of children's supplies and various rescues.

Those brand new but unused small beds and slides, all kinds of toys, and picture albums, etc.

This children's room was prepared for their children at the beginning.

At that time, he discussed with Xie Nuanyang how to arrange the room, came up with several plans, and then tried them one by one, and finally determined the last one.

At that time, they decided on the plan and started to choose various toys and supplies, and they enjoyed it.

At that time, Xie Nuanyang would say that he bought it too early and could not use many things. But he felt that he was very excited, a kind of unspeakable joy, and he wanted to give his wife and children the best in the world.

Good stuff.

At that time, when they talked about their children, they always had the curiosity, expectations and caution shared by new parents.

At that time, they would have kisses, hugs, and sleep in love.

At that time...

At that time, he thought that he would make her the happiest wife in the world...
Chapter completed!