Seeing Huang Shang so happy, Du Feng was filled with joy and said, "I'll treat you as a guest today!"

Huang Shang pretended to be sullen and said, "What? I can't afford it?"

"I think you should save your money and buy some good cigarettes!" Du Feng laughed.

"Still looking down on me!" Huang Shang raised his fist and hit Du Feng on the back. Du Feng was completely unprepared. The punch hit the right side of his wound without any deviation. The force was not strong, but luckily it didn't hit him.

On the front side of the wound, even so, it still hurt so much that he grimaced, and there were immediately beads of sweat on his face.

Huang Shang saw this and suddenly pulled open his clothes, and saw a dense suture area on his back that was longer than the palm of his hand. It looked like he had just had surgery.

"Injured?" Huang Shang put away his smile, his expression full of pain.

"It's okay! A minor injury! I was accidentally hit by a car when I was riding a motorcycle a few days ago, and my back just got stuck on the handlebars of the motorcycle." Du Feng was afraid that he would worry, so he lied casually.

"It's not serious after all this!" Although Huang Shang was dissatisfied with his lies, he didn't complain too much. Knowing that he didn't want to say it clearly, he took off his clothes again and said, "It seems that you can't drink wine."

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"It doesn't matter! Just drink it!" Du Feng can't let go of tobacco and alcohol. Although he doesn't drink much, he likes the feeling of ecstasy. If he doesn't smoke, it will cost him half of his life, if he doesn't drink, it will cost him the other half.

Life can't be saved either.

Needless to say, Huang Shang loves wine. If there is no woman around a man, perhaps wine is the best anesthetic. Whether it is happy or unhappy things, alcohol can make him temporarily forget everything.

The two of them were talking and unknowingly arrived in front of a restaurant. Huang Shang stood still and asked, "How about this one?"

This restaurant can be regarded as a mid-range hotel. Although the store is not very big, the decoration is very elegant and the Shandong cuisine is distinctive.

Du Feng nodded, thinking that the money he had on him should be enough for a meal, and if it wasn't enough, he would still have a card.

Huang Shang squinted his eyes and smiled at him: "I said I'll pay for it! What do you think?"

Du Feng was secretly frightened, no thought could escape his eyes, he bit his lip and followed him into the hotel.

Unexpectedly, almost all the waiters in the hotel knew Huang Shang, and they all came up to say hello. It seemed that he was an old customer here.

Huang Shang's generosity shocked Du Feng. Although he smoked cigarettes that cost five yuan a pack, the dishes he ordered were all top-notch Shandong cuisine, and the price of each dish was no less than two hundred yuan.

"What? Are you surprised?" Huang Shang smiled: "I often come here by myself to have a drink or two, and the people here are all very familiar with me!"

"Is your monthly salary enough for this meal?" Du Feng really couldn't understand this man. Seeing him smoking cheap cigarettes, he would have thought he was very frugal, but now that he said he often came alone for entertainment, it was really

Weird.

"Anyway, there's nothing left. I'll spend whatever I earn in a month." Huang Shang picked up the wine glass: "Stop talking, let's drink!"

After drinking a few glasses, Du Feng felt very good. This wine was good. He picked up the bottle and filled it up for Huang Shang. He was about to pour it into his own glass, but Huang Shang reached out and stopped him: "Just drink this!"

It’s not that I’m stingy, the wound is serious!” After saying that, he waved to the waiter: “Bring a thermos bottle over here!”

Du Feng looked at the big thermos bottle, but his heart felt cold. The master did not allow him to drink anymore, so he could only get greedy.

After pouring himself a glass of boiled water and waiting for it to cool down, Huang Shang drank one glass after another, waving to him from time to time to eat.

Seeing that Du Feng had lost his appetite for food, Huang Shang smiled and said, "What? This food doesn't suit your taste?"

"No! I really can't eat it with boiled water!" Du Feng said honestly.

"That's right!" Huang Shang poured a glass of wine and said: "This is like my life. The only thing that is ordinary is this glass of boiled water that is getting colder. When it is hot, you are very disgusted and want to throw it away.

Throw it out. But when it’s cold, it’s not satisfying either, but it feels like a pity to throw it away. Do you understand what I’m saying?”

Du Feng nodded: "I'm afraid your metaphor is not as simple as life, right? I think you are using your life as a metaphor. When it is full of honors and supreme honors, you don't want to live your life like that, and when it is unremarkable

You feel very lost, you want to die but you don’t want to let go, so you just throw your life away.”

Huang Shang drank a lot at this time, and his face was red. Hearing Du Feng's explanation, he burst out laughing.

"Am I weird?" He squinted and looked at Du Feng with a smile.

Du Feng shook his head: "I think you have no choice! What on earth made you become like this? I remember you taught me before that you must live a wonderful life at all times, and at least you must live for yourself!"

"It's for a woman!" Huang Shang looked up at the ceiling, sighed, lowered his head again and touched the cigarette case.

Woman? Du Feng was stunned when he heard this. He had never heard him say anything about any woman. In Du Feng's eyes, Huang Shang was not interested in women and did not even mention them.

"A woman can turn you into this, you are really an extraordinary woman!" Du Feng praised repeatedly. He never thought that Huang Shang's sudden change was due to a woman's accident. If he hadn't heard it from his own words, he would not have believed it even if he was beaten to death.

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"When I was seventeen years old, I met a girl..." Huang Shang was very talkative after drinking.

This happened so many years ago that even he himself could not remember the exact time. At that time, Huang Shang was still studying. By chance, he met a girl while working part-time during the summer vacation. The two fell in love with each other. During this period,

Huang Shang got everything she had until they broke up four years later.

The reason for the breakup was very simple. At that time, Huang Shang was already a member of the special forces team. He had seen his teammates sacrifice themselves in the execution of missions many times. He knew that he might also have that day. But he liked this identity and served the country.

He would sacrifice his life even if he died! He chose to end this relationship when he was still young. He hoped that the girl could find better support. He could not give her too much, even if he stayed by her side every day, it was impossible.

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"I don't know what I was thinking at that time, I just wanted it to end!" Huang Shang looked painful, and he raised his neck and took another glass of wine. He continued: "At that time, she begged and didn't want to break up with me, but I was determined.

, left her and went to the army, and did not contact her again for several years."

"Is it over like this?" Du Feng understood the process, but was very confused about the ending.

"Yes! It's over like that! When I saw her again, she had completely changed, and she just said she hated me! Xiaofeng, did I go too far?" Huang Shang smiled bitterly, his drunkenness already showing.

"It's a bit bad. After all, I gave you a pretty girl, but you abandoned me!" Du Feng smiled, not expecting that Huang Shang also had such a tragic story.

"She said something to me, no one in this world will love me more than her! I firmly believe it! When I really lost her, my heart felt empty, and everything I had once turned into smoke.

But it’s too late to regret it!” Huang Shang drank one glass after another without even taking a breath.

"Is it because of this incident that your whole life has changed?" Du Feng shook his head secretly. A woman can destroy a country, so why not turn a military king into a loser?

"She hates me and will hate me forever. I can imagine her mood after I left her. She would cry and feel helpless. Until it finally turned into complete hatred. There is nothing good in this world.

I feel discouraged about the things I miss, and I blame myself. I ask myself that I personally ruined my supposedly happy life, do you think that’s right?” Huang Shang stretched out his hand and gestured, already drunk.

"Master! Now that you have made a big mistake that cannot be undone, then don't think about it anymore. There are so many good women in this world, why hang yourself on a tree?"

"I just felt ashamed of her. I dared not do what I deserved, but lost her in such a stupid way. So I chose to torture myself, and the torture was worse than death! I hope that one day I can repay this love debt!" Huang Shangju

After drinking another cup, Du Feng snatched it from him.

"You drank too much!" Du Feng put the wine glass aside, grabbed a cigarette and handed him one.

"Maybe this matter seems important to you, but it doesn't seem like this to me. To be honest, I also encountered a similar situation, but she abandoned me. And I chose to live a wandering life.

Only then did I realize that there are actually many people who love you. I can choose and play with anyone I want. What’s wrong with falling in love with everyone I see?" Du Feng took a puff of cigarette and consoled him.

Huang Shang shook his head gently: "There is a saying that I admire very much. Maybe we can fall in love many times in our life, but there is always one person who can make us laugh the brightest, cry the most thoroughly, and think deeply."

"It's a bit pedantic, isn't it? It just goes with that sentence, what you can't get is always the most beautiful!" Du Feng rarely communicates with others. Today, when he saw his master Huang Shang, he let it go and said that he slowly got in depth.

"She is everything to me. Without her now, everything is gone. The moment she left, I also fell. The original glass of mellow liquor has become the current plain water, which is no fun at all!

"Huang Shang picked up the wine glass that Du Feng had put aside and drank it again.

Huang Shangzhong's love affair was very deep, and he himself was in love with men. Moreover, he had a stubborn temper. Du Feng knew that he had no ability to persuade him, so he didn't say anything more, only sighed.

Love is both fine wine and poison. The deeper the love, the deeper the injury. Seeing Huang Shang's expression, he couldn't help but shook his head. Who has never encountered this situation?

Huang Shang may be right. Even though life is no longer exciting, he is a real man. Du Feng sincerely hopes that one day that woman can understand his painstaking efforts. The hatred should fade away! Even if there will no longer be any sparks,

Talking about getting together and relaxing seems to be the best medicine to relieve him.

Otherwise, no one can heal this disability.

While he was sighing, the phone rang, and Du Feng could immediately think of who it was, because currently there was only one number that could be called, and that was Wen Laoer.

"Du Feng, where are you? I'm in the hospital now, please come back soon!" Wen Laoer sounded like he was in an emergency.

Huang Shang smiled: "Go back! Let's have a good drink after your injury is healed!"

"Then you..." Du Feng was worried that he drank too much.

"I can go back by myself!" Huang Shang waved his hand.

Du Feng knew that the matter could not be delayed, so he said: "I will come see you another day!" He stood up and left the restaurant. He originally wanted to pay for him, but he was afraid that he would be angry, so he had to give up.

Huang Shang was drinking alone. When he saw Du Feng walking away, his eyes suddenly glanced at a strange man in front of the table not far away. The man was wearing sportswear and a baseball cap. The brim of the hat was low, covering half of his face. He was talking to himself.

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Chapter completed!