Chapter 3812 I will never be ruthless again

"Xiaoran..."

Luo Xiaodiao's arms were numb, and he squeezed them with all his strength. While pushing the cable car with his legs, he gasped and said, "I know, you hate me... Xiaoran, I know you hate me..."

Luo Xiao repeated these words, the corners of his mouth gradually raised, and a smile seemed like his feelings for her, from sweet to bitter, but he was persistent and never gave up.

How to give up?

In more than 20 years of love, he has always only had her. He has only had her since childhood. She suddenly left, disappeared, and fell in love with someone else. What should he do?

He was afraid, he was unwilling, he couldn't accept it, he was crazy, he went to rob her, he did not hesitate to hurt her, and used their past time as collateral...

But he lost miserably.

Luo Xiao stared at her face closely. He said some words many times, but they were still the words he wanted to say the most, "Xiaoran, it turns out...it turns out there are many things. I hurt you, broke your heart, and made you not want to

If you see me again, you will regret knowing me..."

Luo Xiao looked at her deeply, and this glance was his last, "I am very happy to have those twenty-one years with you. It was the happiest time for me, even if you no longer love me, or... you

Never loved me..."

His eyes were red, and tears fell silently. Luo Xiao opened his eyes, and his throat was choked until he became hoarse, "But I love you, and I love you is enough. Before... I didn't realize this before. I always thought,

If you work harder and persist a little longer, you will love me again, and you will look back at me and look at the twenty-one years we spent together. I thought you would suddenly realize that the person you love is me..."

"So I have persisted, I have not hesitated to hurt you, and I have never given up... I just hope that you can look back. Even if you love me and Mo Nanjue at the same time, I can accept it. As long as you look back at me, you can come back to me again."

Come to me..."

The timer shows 08:29.

Tong Ran stared blankly at the smiling face on the glass window. Luo Xiao's voice rang in her ears. She looked up and tears flowed all over her face uncontrollably...

"Xiaoran, don't cry... When we were in South Africa, I made you cry too many times, and I regret it... I regret why I did that to you, and why I had to break your heart again and again...

But I’m not willing to give in. Do you know what it feels like to lose someone?”

"I can obviously see you. You are still the same as before, and I am the same as before, but you are no longer mine. Nothing has changed, only the difference between us..."

"I can't stand that kind of pain and suffering. I can't help it. I don't understand why I lost to Mo Nanjue. You have only known each other for a long time. I am the one who has been with you for twenty-one years. How could you... No

love me?"

Luo Xiao said, with a desperate smile on his lips, just like the scorching sun burning Tong Ran's eyes, "I asked myself this question for a long time, I kept asking it every day, and asked many people... But I didn't know until a long time later,

There is no answer to this, and there will never be an answer. I am not Mo Nanjue, I don’t have that life, and I can’t give you this answer..."

Tong Ran's shoulders trembled, trying desperately to get rid of the restraints. Luo Xiao's eyes were locked on her, as if every move he made was embedded in his own bones...

"Xiaoran," Luo Xiao called her softly, "you once said that I am the only one who is affectionate and ruthless...Xiaoran, I promise...I will never be ruthless again in my next life..."
Chapter completed!