Chapter 62 ·Myself

Although Xiao Shisi is smart, he is just a child after all, and his head is full of naughty and random thoughts. In his eyes, all the painstaking efforts of the Zhou brothers failed to have the desired effect.

Zhang Yunniang looked uneasy and stood close to Bai Rongxuan, still looking very nervous.

Bai Rongxuan knew that she had a kitten-like personality, so she calmly held her hand and comforted her in a low voice, "Don't worry, have you seen the few boys following the Dong family's fourth master? They are all covered in blood.

They are good at kung fu. If anyone dares to rush up to us, they will take action. Nothing will happen to us."

Zhang Yunniang smiled shyly, and said close to Bai Rongxuan's ear, "I'm not worried about this, I just feel uncomfortable in the crowd."

Her personality is like this, like a bud hiding in a corner and opening up quietly. She doesn't like to attract attention and is more afraid of others' appreciation. Bai Rongxuan had a good relationship with her in her previous life and naturally knew her temper well. She said softly, "

I didn’t like dealing with people before. I always felt that other people looked at me strangely. However, as time goes by, I gradually grow up and understand a lot of things that I didn’t understand before, and I don’t care much about those people’s looks.

I'm living my own life, why should I compete with them? Is it because I'm afraid of being seen by them that I can't even leave the house?"

Zhang Yunniang can understand Bai Rongxuan's words very well.

Since the Zhang family and the Tang family started discussing marriage, when her mother changed her ways and asked people to inquire about the Tang family every day, she hid aside and secretly heard that an aunt in the Tang family who had been driven back by her husband's family was staying with a pair of children.

Living at home. Zhang Yuniang still remembers her mother’s shocked and surprised expression after hearing this.

In her heart, her mother has always been a warm-hearted person who laughs whenever she sees people and has a very cheerful and lively personality. She has never seen her show such an incredible expression.

It can be seen how shocking it is for Bai Rongxuan and her mother to live in the Tang family. You don’t need to think about it to know how much pressure the Tang family has to live with every day, not to mention how many fingers Bai Rongxuan has to face as a sojourner.

Let's make some gentle remarks.

Zhang Yunniang's eyes were filled with distress.

In her previous life, Bai Rongxuan was very concerned about her origins, especially the eyes of others. If someone said something behind her back, even if the words had nothing to do with her, she would pay special attention, and her nerves would be tense all the time.

.When she first went to Shanghai, she was often ridiculed by the Bai family, and the unpleasant words hurt her completely.

Bai Rongxuan still remembers Bai Linglong, the eldest daughter of the second wife of the Bai family, looking down at her, with an expression full of disdain and contempt on her face, "Who do you think you are? You came to the Bai family to recognize your relatives, and you didn't even urinate and take photos."

Are you worthy? What did your mother do back then and you forgot all about it just a few years ago? Do you want me to remind you? No one is sure whether you are a descendant of our Bai family or not.

Pick up a high branch and climb up. If you accidentally fall down, you will die."

The maid next to her was even more snobbish, looking at Bai Rongxuan sideways, and said to Bai Linglong flatteringly, "Miss, what are you doing with her level of knowledge? You don't have to lose your own worth. It's cold outside.

Let's go back and listen to the show as soon as possible. If it's later, we won't be able to see the Du family appear."

Bai Linglong nodded casually, looking at Bai Rongxuan with eyes full of indifference and sarcasm. She turned around and told the two young men at the concierge, "Keep an eye on the door. Don't put any rotten fish or shrimp in there. It will be dirty in vain."

The threshold of one’s own home.”

The boy bowed and agreed, and when he looked at Bai Rongxuan, his eyes were filled with coldness.

Bai Linglong turned around and left, but Bai Rongxuan was so stimulated that she was shaking, and her whole body was shaking uncontrollably. Wu Ma, who was supporting her, sighed distressedly, and said to Bai Linglong's back, "Thankfully she is still a member of the Bai family.

The young lady is full of filthy words, even the most profane people in the city would not say such things to others."

Passers-by stopped and pointed curiously, and the concierge looked at her with his arms folded...

Bai Rongxuan felt so ashamed that she wished she could find a crack in the ground and crawl into it.

She took Wu Ma and fled.

In the days that followed, she was filled with melancholy every day, with no place to complain about her grievances. In the end, her sorrow turned into injuries. Her body became worse day by day, and she was completely defeated at a young age. However, after experiencing life and death once, she had already taken it lightly.

For many things, I won’t be so entangled in the evaluation of outsiders.

Even after her rebirth, she had not thought much about what she had experienced in Shanghai in her previous life. It was as if that bad memory had been completely overturned with her rebirth, and even the memories had become distant and blurry.

Bai Rongxuan calmly looked at the sparkling lake and said extremely calmly, "No matter what others say, I just want to live a good life and make myself and my relatives and friends around me happy. As for other people's words...

Just let them say it. I can't let everyone speak for me, I just have to be myself."

Zhang Yunniang's eyes widened.

Bai Rongxuan knew that she wouldn't understand it for a while. In fact, it took her a long time to accept this imperfect self. In her last life in Peking, one of the rooms in the courtyard where she lived was occupied by a large family.

People, there is a girl in their family who is fourteen or fifteen years old, with a lotus leaf hair, and besides studying, she talks about equality between men and women all day long.

Bai Rongxuan listened in a daze at that time, and Wu Ma was even more shocked, as if she had seen a scary monster. She whispered to Bai Rongxuan behind her back, "I'm afraid this girl is not mentally ill, and her family won't hire a doctor for her."

Let’s see, won’t it be ruined if we drag it on like this?”

Bai Rongxuan knew that the girl's father was a teacher. Instead of stopping her daughter from doing anything, she also approved and encouraged her. Every time the girl wrote slogans and came up with slogans, her father would be there to give her ideas.

The laughter of the two people could be heard clearly through the window.

Whenever a girl cooks something delicious at home, she will bring it to Bai Rongxuan. She is also a sharp-tongued person, so she always promotes new ideas to Bai Rongxuan and advises her to cheer up.

However, before New Year's Eve that year, the father and daughter were arrested by the gendarmerie for unknown reasons and were never released. It is not known what happened to them afterwards.

Bai Rongxuan and Zhang Yuniang were communicating in a low voice. Tang Xuexuan had already negotiated the price of renting the boat and returned. He walked up to Dong Yuluo and Tang Xueping and said, "There are too many tourists today. Seeing that business is good, the boatman has raised the price for each boat."

They have grown a lot. I bargained with them for a long time before renting two boats. What do you think is the best way for us to ride?"

Tang Xueping and others asked Dong Yuluo for advice.

Before Dong Yuluo could speak, Xiao Sisi rushed to say, "Uncle and I are inseparable. We must take the same boat."

Dong Yuluo really had no good way to deal with him, "You like him so much. What are you going to do when we return to Suzhou in a few days? Are you going to take him back with you? Even if you are willing, my uncle and aunt

You haven’t agreed yet.”

Xiao Shisi said with a smile, "My aunt treats me like a child when she says this. Am I still at the age where I want others to be satisfied? I am older now, and Suzhou is not that far away from Hangzhou.

I can definitely come to Hangzhou as a guest in the future."

Tang Xuexuan smiled helplessly, "Okay, Xiao Shisi and I are in the same boat. Why are you guys taking it? There are so many people who can't fit in the same boat."

Dong Yuluo looked at the person in front of him.

It is best for Tang Xueping and Tang Xueli to be arranged together, and it is not easy for Bai Rongxuan and Zhang Yuniang to be separated. The only ones left are herself and Tang Xueru...

Unexpectedly, Tang Xueli jumped out immediately, "Rongxuan and I are taking a boat." She just wanted to separate from Tang Xueping, so as not to be tied up in front of her.

In this way, the arrangements were well made. Dong Yuluo took his mother's maid and Tang Xueping and Tang Xueli in one boat, Bai Rongxuan took Zhang Yunniang and Tang Xueru with Tang Xuezhen, and Xiaosi took one boat. As for the boys brought by Xiaosi, they were divided into two.

Help, two escorts on each boat.

A group of people got on the boat one after another.

I wish everyone a happy Mid-Autumn Festival and remember to eat mooncakes~
Chapter completed!