Chapter 388
·Heartless
The memories of the previous life have been separated for too long, and even the people who were most familiar with me have become blurred.
Tang Xuelian in Bai Rongxuan's memories was already very far away. She only remembered that she was gentle and spoke softly, as if she was not in conflict with the world and didn't care about anything.
Unexpectedly, I lived like this in the end.
It can be seen that things in the world are impermanent and unpredictable.
Bai Rongxuan sighed softly, and saw Wu Jie's tired look on his face, she told him to go back and have a good rest, but did not continue to ask more questions.
Wu Jie stepped out respectfully.
Bai Rongxuan sat by the bed in a daze.
Wu Jie's trip to Ningbo was not in vain. At least he knew a lot about Aunt Xiang's marriage, but Bai Rongxuan still had no choice in her mind.
It seems that this matter cannot be solved by cutting the mess quickly, and it still needs to be done slowly, so as not to alarm the enemy and make Aunt Xiang alert.
Bai Rongxuan sat in the room for a while, then went to her mother's place to accompany Tang to dinner. Tang saw her daughter a little depressed and seemed to have something to worry about. After learning that Wu Jie came back, Tang asked Wu Mom to go over and see her son. The mother was worried. Wu Jie has not been at home these days, and Wu Mom is always absent-minded in doing things. Although she doesn't say anything, Tang, who has been with her for many years, understands that she is thinking about Wu Jie.
During dinner, Tang did not leave Wu's mother to serve and asked her to go back and have a meal with her son.
There was only mother and daughter left in the house, and Tang asked, "What's wrong with you? Did something happen to you when you went to the Zhang family?"
Bai Rongxuan raised her head, looked at her mother's worried eyes, and shook her head with a smile, "What can happen to go to the Zhang family? Don't you know what Mrs. Zhang is? Miss Zhang is also a gentle person. When I go there, I will only treat you very attentively. How could something happen? I just feel a little tired and missed my brother a little. I haven't seen him for a long time, and I don't know if he is in Nanjing. I originally said that I would come back for the Mid-Autumn Festival, but there was no news again. Seeing that Sister Ping is about to get married, do you think he can come back to see the wedding?"
Tang missed her son who was thousands of miles away more than Bai Rongxuan. When Bai Xiuzhi was about to go to Nanjing to study, Tang was not very willing. She lost her husband and only these two children who depended on each other. Now her son is going to travel far again, how can she feel at ease? But her son insisted, and her mother also called her to comfort her, "Reading thousands of books and traveling thousands of miles, I know you feel sorry for your son, but you are tying him to keep him by not helping him, but hurting him. He is a man, and he will become a man who stands tall in the future.
How can you do without going through some hardships and storms? You forgot how my brother did it at that time? You know what the Bai family is. In a few years, when Brother Zhi grows older, he will definitely go back to inherit the industry of the third bedroom. This was originally left by his father, and it is legitimate. Brother Zhi is now mental and abilities. Do you think that even if he goes back, he can convince the public to suppress the situation? But not because sheep enters the tiger's mouth, it becomes the appetizer for the second bedroom! If you don't let go at this time, it will be too late to regret it at that time."
Tang was secretly shocked when he heard this, and also understood the good intentions of his mother's words.
The fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold, and the sharpness of the sword comes from the sharpening.
It is impossible for his son to keep himself under his knees. He will have greater ambitions and actions. He will walk the path that his father has not finished. He really can't help much in the process of his progress, but he can't drag him down.
Finally, Tang gritted his teeth and sent his son away with tears.
After hearing her daughter's words, her memory became distant and blurry, and she almost couldn't remember her son's appearance. She said in a daze, "When Mid-Autumn Festival delivered something to him, I asked him in the letter if he wanted to come back, but I haven't received a reply yet. I don't know what he planned! I heard from your uncle that now wars are everywhere and there is no peace everywhere. If you are really nervous and don't come back, you won't come back. Nothing is more important than his safety. I believe your uncle and aunt will not blame him for this."
Bai Rongxuan nodded absent-mindedly.
The Mid-Autumn Festival is getting closer and closer to next year. Bai Rongxuan feels frightened whenever she thinks about the experiences in her previous life. Her biggest purpose is to change her brother's fate so that he can be safe until old age and have a happy life. If God thinks that she is greedy and will be willing to charge her price, even if she uses her life to exchange for her brother.
Anyway, I had already withered at a young age in my previous life...
Bai Rongxuan wanted to see her brother with her own eyes and take a good look at his face.
She hasn't seen her brother for too long.
As he thought about it, Bai Rongxuan's eyes turned red.
Seeing this, Tang said quickly, "Don't mess with me. I'll be a little better in the past two days. If I cry again, I don't know when I will lie down. It's the end of the year, and my family is Xueping's wedding and New Year's. Your aunt is so busy that I can't help sharing the burden. She always has to worry about it. She has to come to me every day to see it. How can I feel happy? I have been recuperating well these days, and my hands and feet are strong, and I plan to take time to help her! If you can't do anything else, it's okay to help you come up with an idea."
Tang's eyes have always been good. When he was young, he dressed differently from his peers, like flowers highlighted by green leaves. Otherwise, when Bai Yuanpei visited West Lake, why would he have seen Tang's eyes in a group of young girls?
Especially Tang also married into the Bai family in Shanghai, with extraordinary knowledge and good eyesight. Huang trusted her very much. He would come to discuss anything that was inaccurate. It seemed that Tang was such a knowledgeable and powerful person.
After hearing what his mother said, Bai Rongxuan leaned into her arms and said, "I'm not trying to make you sad, I just miss my brother."
Looking at her daughter's cute appearance, Tang clasped her hair behind her ears while helping her to pull the broken hair behind her ears, and said softly, "I know, I know! I miss you very much, but what are the ways to do it? He is now not accepting foreign military orders. We are handing him the long-lasting concerns. If you can listen to Sancheng, it is considered as giving face. We can't stretch our hands so long. What can we do except to be anxious?"
Bai Rongxuan murmured in a low voice, "I wish I could go to Nanjing to see my brother."
Tang said, "Silly girl, it's so easy to go out? Nanjing is thousands of miles away from here, even further than Shanghai. In peacetime, ordinary people can't stand the hardships of boats and cars, and now it's messy. What if I meet those who don't want to live? I'll be pointing at you and Brother Zhi in my life. If anything happens to you, it will cost me my life. Don't make such a plan and stay at home honestly, otherwise I will be worried about death."
Bai Rongxuan had no choice but to nod and agreed.
Tang smiled with satisfaction, "I had such thoughts more than once when your brother left, and I had such thoughts more than once. I fantasized about what kind of life he lived in Nanjing, where he lived, what friends he made around him, what books he read and what food he ate every day... Later, your grandmother advised me not to think too much. When a child leaves his parents, it is like a fish entering the water. He will only live a happier and happier life. How can I understand the good intentions of parents missing their children? I heard it at that time, but when I heard your brother's letter, it was either that his teacher was so knowledgeable or that his friends around him were so talented. He had to go out to climb mountains and play in his spare time. Sure enough, he didn't think about my mood of sleeplessness all night. My son was older, and he went to a wider place and saw a broader world. He was afraid that his heart would be wilder and would not be easy to take it back."
It's been one million words before I know it~~It's so fast~~
Chapter completed!