Chapter 196 Back then
Chapter 196 ·That year
Mrs. Tang sighed softly, "There are no people, and you should let go of those old grievances. Do you still have to leave the grievances of the previous generation to the next generation? No matter what, Brother Zhi and Rongxuan are both children of the Bai family, where their fathers and clan elders are there. You can never interact with the Bai family for the rest of your life. Can't the children walk around? How many years can you accompany your children? One day in the future, you will also go with Yuan Pei. Will you let the two children depend on each other in this chaotic world? A Shu, did I teach you this way? What happened when you were young and I stopped your decision? I am not the kind of person who likes to interfere.
The old man who is in charge of children's family affairs, you and Yuan Pei were extremely loving at the beginning. One was willing to marry the other was willing to marry. Although I felt that the Bai family was too high, it might not be a good match for you. I was worried that you would not be able to control the complex relationship between the four and nine relatives of the Bai family. Even so, I just comforted you at the beginning. You insisted on yourself and Yuan Pei was firm in your will, so I turned a blind eye. Now Brother Zhi and Rongxuan are getting older, and they have their own opinions. You have to let them make their own decisions on many things. You can't always stay on the bad things in the past and live too tiring when your children dare not disobey your ideas."
Tang lowered his head thoughtfully, and after a long time, he slowly said, "Mom, I have actually thought about what you said, but..." She bit her lower lip gently, hesitating whether she should continue to say it.
Seeing this, Mrs. Tang was a little displeased and frowned and said, "What do you have to say to me? Do we both have to say half of the words and hide them when we do things?"
"No...of course not." Tang quickly explained, "I just don't know how to tell you. These things are like a mountain, pressing on my chest, making me feel depressed and uncomfortable, as if I can't get up in one breath, and people are about to pass by at any time."
Of course, Mrs. Tang knew the knot in her daughter's past years, but unless she could see through and think about this kind of thing, she would not listen to any words of comforting others. Over the years, Mrs. Tang rarely advised her daughter to let go and see, but let her live a quiet life as she pleases, hoping that she could adjust her mood and walk out of the haze of the past.
However, Tang is not a lively and cheerful personality. Since she returned to the Tang family, she rarely went out. When she was a girl, her close friends either married far away or hosted gifts at home. Due to Tang's special identity, she rarely interacted with each other. In addition to Bai Rongxuan and Bai Xiuzhi who were always with her, she was lonely in her boudoir. No wonder she was thinking all day long.
After hearing this, Mrs. Tang sighed long, "I know this has caused great harm to you. It has been accumulated in your heart over the years and has become a heart-wrenching illness. As long as you mention the Bai family, you will inevitably feel uncomfortable and sad for a while. The family members are also aware of this, so they will not mention the matters related to the Bai family in front of you. Everyone cares about you like this, and they are worried that your body will not be able to bear it. But A Shu, you have to know. No matter how much you deceive yourself, the Bai family is still standing there, and you should face it or face it."
"I..." Tang was about to explain, but was interrupted by Mrs. Tang, "Don't be busy explaining first, think about my words carefully. You suffered such a great grievance in the Bai family, and anyone with a discerning eye knew that you were framed and framed, but why didn't anyone come forward to say something for you? After all, isn't it for the family assets? The Bai family's family's business is either a joke, or a small piece is enough for ordinary families to establish a family for decades. Yuan Pei himself is the son most respected by Mr. Bai. If he hadn't died early, would he have become the Bai family now?
It is unknown to the family. When he died, the eldest son of the eldest son of the eldest son of the eldest son was only a few years old, and he was weak and sick, and was in poor health. He relied on expensive tonics all year round to save his life. The eldest wife of the eldest wife was also a Bodhisattva who worshiped Buddha all year round, and he didn't even ask about the outside. The second wife of the second wife was a sensual and sensual master, only caring about women. I heard that the Bai family is now headed by the young master of the second wife, and even Mrs. Min couldn't get into the conversation. When Yuan Pei was still alive, the second wife was like a deaf and mute person, and he didn't dare to say loudly, but now they are all proud and cannot be compared with the past."
Tang looked at Mrs. Tang in surprise, not understanding why she suddenly mentioned the past of the Bai family, with a look of confusion on her face.
Mrs. Tang sighed in her heart, feeling that her daughter was not pretending to be in her head and she didn't think about anything except sadness. She said seriously, "Silly child, have you never doubted what happened back then? Who was trying to harm you behind the scenes? At that time, framed you with this stigma, it was simply killing your life!"
How could Tang not want to?
When she just returned to the Tang family, she could hardly sleep at night, and she opened her eyes until dawn every night, and all she thought about was what happened back then.
But as soon as she thinks of the scenes at that time, she feels numb and feels itchy all over her body, and she wishes she can get a little better after scratching her skin.
When Bai Yuanpei's death letter was sent back from Chongqing, Tang fell ill after hearing this. He felt sad and ill. He felt as if he had lost his backbone and was so limp that he didn't know what to do in the future. She shed tears silently, wishing she could die with Bai Yuanpei, so as not to stay alone in the world alone. But when she saw her young son, thinking about the child in her stomach, she could never make up her mind.
After the news reached the Bai family, Old Master Bai sent the second master and the people from the third bedroom to Chongqing and escorted Bai Yuanpei's body back.
Tang will never forget the scene when he saw the black nanmu coffin.
The sky was gloomy, as if it was going to rain heavily at any time. The air was stuffy and hot, and it was so humid that it made people feel uncomfortable.
The lobby has been arranged into a mourning hall. The house is full of dazzling whites. The servants are all wearing mourning clothes, their faces are sad, and depressed crying sounds are heard from time to time. The coffin is placed in the center, not looking spacious, and I don’t know if Yuan Pei will feel narrow and crowded when lying inside.
Tang remembers that her husband is tall, healthy and handsome, and he doesn't like narrow and cunt areas the most.
Her tears seemed to be about to flow dry, and she walked over silently, kneeling in front of the coffin with soft steps, touching the coffin in a daze.
Yuan Pei... Didn’t it be agreed that he would grow old together forever and have a pair of people for life?
Why are you so cruel and left me alone?
Tang could not remember what happened afterwards, but later Wu's mother reminded her that Bai Yuanpei was buried in seven days. The courtesy was very thoughtful and was managed by Mr. Bai. There was nothing wrong with it.
Even if there is, Tang didn't plan to care. Her heart was hollowed out at the moment when Bai Yuanpei passed away. She could not think of anything and was too lazy to think about it.
The whole person is like a walking corpse, and he has lost his own thoughts.
Since Bai Yuanpei passed away, she has been unable to eat and sleep, and she has been unable to bear it. When Wu saw her haggard appearance, she cried and comforted her, "Madam, you have to cherish the children in your belly without caring about your body. What's more, there is a young master. Don't you pity him? If you have a good family, what should you do? How can you survive without your parents in the Bai family's huge yard?"
Tang was originally like a person who was trapped in a quagmire and was too lazy to struggle anymore. She quietly waited for the swamp to subdue herself, so she could also find her husband with confidence. But when she heard the crying sound of Wu Ma, she suddenly woke up from her trance, grabbed Wu Ma's hand and asked, "Brother Zhi? Where is Brother Zhi?"
Seeing that she finally reacted, Wu Ma was busy, "The young master is in the old master's house. Since the third master had something wrong, our yard was messy, so Brother Zhi has been watching Brother Zhi."
"He...is he okay?" asked Down worriedly.
Working overtime until now is too much!
Chapter completed!