Chapter 177 ·Consolation

After understanding this, Bai Rongxuan was not as nervous as before.

The Jiang family must not dare to act rashly at this moment, so they could only break their teeth and swallow them into their stomachs. However, they did not move on the surface, but the injustice behind their backs will surely emerge one after another. She still had to remind her grandmother and uncle to be careful...

But then I thought about it and found that what she could think of was impossible for her grandmother and uncle to think of, maybe they had already arranged it at home now.

Although she was still extremely worried, Bai Rongxuan finally lost her previous nervousness and uneasiness, and her face also eased a lot.

I just don’t know what Jiang Yaozu was injured?

In the following days, Bai Rongxuan and others lived in Fajing Temple accompanied by Mrs. Zhang, living a comfortable and quiet life. When they were free, they followed Mrs. Zhang to listen to Master Huici’s lectures, and sometimes they went around the back mountain. Master Huici has been studying Buddhism for decades. When he talked about the scriptures, he not only did not make words boring, but was easy to understand. He also often quoted some small allusions to explain the truth. Everyone listened to them and was very focused. Even Tang Xueru, who could not sit on the stool the most on weekdays, was regular and often asked questions he didn’t understand. Master Huici answered her softly, and the atmosphere was very good.

Bai Rongxuan had a bad impression of Fajing Temple because of Master Qingxiao, but after hearing Master Huici's lecture, she understood many truths and felt that this was the mind and compassion that a master of enlightenment should have. Her previous affairs of Master Qingxiao were thrown away by her.

Because the Buddhist temple in the temple was repaired to the end, there have been more and more female pilgrims coming to the temple to burn incense recently. However, when they came, Mrs. Zhang kept them in a small yard and refused to go out at will, so Bai Rongxuan had no chance to inquire about the news outside.

She was very worried about the situation at home.

Seeing this, Zhang Yunniang comforted her and said, "Don't worry too much. If something happens at home, my brother will definitely receive the news. No news at this time is the best news. Don't think about it and scare yourself."

Bai Rongxuan knew that what she said made sense, but she always felt that she was very sorry for causing such a big trouble for her uncle's family because of her own relationship.

Zhang Yunniang could vaguely guess her thoughts and whispered, "This matter has nothing to do with you. Can you still control Jiang Yaozu's ideas? My father often said that if a person is to do something bad, others cannot control it. All you can do is to remain calm in the face of danger, and you can think of how to solve it as soon as possible when encountering things. The most difficult thing in this world is to change other people's ideas. My father just let my brother and I do our duty well, and don't pay attention to anything else."

At this moment, the sun sets, and the two of them slowly relaxed next to the bamboo forest in the back countryside.

Bai Rongxuan sighed softly, "But if it weren't for me, Jiang Yaozu wouldn't have run to the Tang family, so many things wouldn't have happened."

Zhang Yunniang said, "No one wants to do this. Since you meet it, you can only solve it. Fortunately, you have a good grandmother and good uncle who are dedicated to you. If you have a relative like the Qian family, who will care about life or death now?"

"It is because of this that I feel even more guilty." Bai Rongxuan rarely reveals her worries with others, but Zhang Yunniang is her two-life close friend, so she didn't hide it and said frankly, "You know my identity. When I was born in the Tang family, there were all rumors and rumors outside. My uncle was shameless to look up when he went out. As soon as I think of this, I feel sorry for them. They worked hard to raise me, but I not only couldn't repay anything, but I just caused them trouble..." My grandmother and uncle in the last life took turns to persuade her not to go to Shanghai alone, but in the end my aunt begged her in tears.

Thinking of these Bai Rongxuan felt so guilty that she had no shame to meet others.

But what about her at that time?

He only wanted to go to the Bai family in Shanghai to ask for an explanation and find the so-called "justice". Not only did he harden his heart and reject their kindness, but he also said a lot of ruthless words that made them sad.

Even so, my uncle still didn't have the same knowledge as her and just thought she was a child. In the end, there was no way to make a fuss, so my uncle had to agree with tears in his eyes and send her north personally. But at that time, she didn't know how to think about it, so she rejected her uncle's kindness again and left the Tang family with Wu Ma without looking back.

At that time, my grandmother and aunt called her name loudly, but she seemed to be unable to hear it. She straightened her back and left the house where she had given birth to her for more than ten years without any nostalgia.

What happened in Shanghai later was exactly the same as my grandmother and uncle expected. The Bai family showed unprecedented disgust for her arrival, and even refused to let her step in. She didn't know how many ugly words she was scolded... "Justice" was not found, but she was exhausted and suffered several serious illnesses in succession. In the end, she had to go to Tianjin to join Dong Yulu.

Dong Yulu advised her to let go of everything and return to Hangzhou to spend a safe life, but she was always in a state of silence.

Why? Why? Why?

She is obviously the child of the Bai family, so why should she be treated like this? Why was her mother driven out by the Bai family? If her mother had not returned to the Tang family, his brother would not have died, and no tragedy would have happened...

She must ask her mother and brother for an explanation.

What's more, she said a lot of ruthless words at the beginning, why did she have the shame to go back to the Tang family?

Finally, she sneaked away to Peiping, hoping to find her father Bai Yuanpei’s uncle, the most senior old man Yi, who is currently living in the Bai family, to give herself justice.

But after arriving in Peking, she didn't even see Mr. Yi, and in the end she could only stay in a small courtyard to spend the last winter of her life.

Thinking of this moment, Bai Rongxuan regretted it. She was crying and thinking about the experience of her previous life, feeling aggrieved and regretful.

"Don't think like this." Zhang Yunniang hurriedly took out a veil to wipe her tears, "Don't cry, be careful that the wind will blow your face. You must know that although your life is bumpy, you are still very lucky. There are grandmother and uncle who love you, and mother and brother are also by your side, and life will only get better and better. There are many people in the world who are even more unfortunate than you. Don't you all have to grit your teeth and live? I have never understood what the hope is often said by the elderly. I remember when I was very young, I went to ask my father, and he hugged me and said, hope is the way under my feet, just keep moving forward, hope is right in front of me."

Hope...just ahead?

Bai Rongxuan was stunned when she heard this.

Yes, didn’t God give her a chance to live again? As long as she saves her brother’s life, her mother will not die because of sadness. The three of them can stay together and spend the years in peace.

There will be no Shanghai again, there will be no Bai family again, there will be no so-called sayings and justice. In this life, she just wants to stay by her family and never leave.

Thinking of this, Bai Rongxuan's fighting spirit was rekindled in her eyes. She took Zhang Yunniang's handkerchief and wiped away all the tears on her face. All the resentment and resentment about her previous life seemed to disappear with the tears. From this moment on, she would forget everything in the past and start over.

She will work hard to move forward with hope.

Seeing that her emotions stabilized, Zhang Yunniang breathed a sigh of relief, "Don't think too much. A person's ability is limited. Just take care of yourself and the people close to you. Don't take other irrelevant people too much."

Bai Rongxuan nodded and couldn't help but smile, "I didn't expect you to hide deeply. You don't show off your mountains and water on weekdays. Everyone thinks you can't speak, but I didn't expect to persuade people to be very polite. I dare not underestimate you in the future."

Zhang Yunniang's face turned red when she said it, and she whispered, "I can't say anything, I can say whatever I think, and most of it is heard from my father, but I just repeat it with you like a parrot. And these words are just to say to you. If it were someone else, I wouldn't know what to say, and you wouldn't bother me."

Bai Rongxuan tightly held her hand, "I know you treat me as my own. I am grateful in my heart, so why are you upset?"

Zhang Yunniang was also very happy when her kindness was recognized. The two of them walked around lightly before returning to the courtyard. Tang Xueru was guarding the door and said with an unhappy look, "Why are you two acting privately again? You didn't ask me to go together. Are you talking bad things about me behind your back?"

Bai Rongxuan and Zhang Yunniang looked at each other and laughed, and neither paid attention to her.

The group lived in the temple for more than ten days before the Tang family finally sent a carriage to pick up the people.
Chapter completed!