Chapter 251: Zhou Mochen, say you love me.
After thinking about it, Xu Su finally spoke, "I used to think he was annoying, and I habitually misinterpreted all his good qualities. Now that I think about it, I should have liked him a long time ago, but I don't want to admit it myself."
"Xi Zirong, I don't want to hurt you at all. Really, I never wanted to make you so sad." Xu Su felt very guilty. She didn't even dare to raise her eyes to look at the young man's expression, and she always spoke with a sideways look.
Xi Zirong has always been very smart. At least at this moment, he can clearly judge that her words are all sincere.
The girl's guilt is very obvious, but it seems that there is only guilt
It was as if a big hole had been cut out of his heart, and cold wind was pouring into it. Mat Rong Leng's teeth were chattering. It took him a long time to find his voice, "What about me? You said you liked me before, that's all.
Is it fake?”
"You said you found out that you like Zhou Mochen, but what about our relationship?" He asked persistently in a hoarse voice, "You also said you felt sorry for me and took the initiative to kiss me. Xu Su, why did you suddenly stop wanting me?
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Why did you suddenly change your mind?
Xi Zi's eyes were full of confusion. He really didn't understand why his lover, who was close to him a week ago, made up his mind to break up with him.
Xu Su himself couldn't explain the reason for this problem.
She could only remain silent.
Xu Su really couldn't tell others about his complicated feelings for Zhou Mochen.
Without personal experience, pale words cannot express it.
The entanglement between her and Zhou Mochen has been engraved in her bones and blood.
To say that I completely realized that I like Zhou Mochen was probably after the experience of Ah Piao.
However, before becoming Ah Piao and before seeing the 35-year-old Zhou Mochen in person, Xu Su had never been a little moved by the Zhou Mochen who was always obedient to her in this life?
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However, the eagerness to get rid of him took over at that time, so Xu Su did not dare to analyze his feelings for Zhou Mochen, and could only treat them as boredom.
Looking back now, there were actually many times when she couldn't bear it.
In the Malatang shop in Kang County, on the playground of No. 1 Middle School, and even in the last summer vacation last year, when Zhou Mochen drove overnight to her grandmother's house to look for her, besides boredom, she also had many complicated emotions.
In those feelings, there was definitely more than just touching... there was also a lot of love that she had never wanted to admit.
The waist tightened, and Xu Su's thoughts were interrupted. He was hugged by Xi Zirong, "Answer me, why don't you want me anymore?"
He rested his chin on Xu Su's uninjured shoulder and said in a very soft voice, "Su Su, you said you like me."
Xu Su felt suffocated and nodded quickly, "I have liked you, Xi Zirong, don't doubt yourself, I really liked you."
"But it's true that you don't want me now, right?"
As soon as he asked the question, Xi Zirong regretted it. He didn't want to know the answer at all.
He hugged her tightly with his arms, "I don't want to break up, Su Su, we won't break up. Since you liked me before, how about you like me again? We won't break up."
"Don't be like this, Xi Zirong, I said, don't be so humble." Xu Su raised his hand and hugged him back slowly, "I really like you, so Xi Zirong, I want you to get better and better, I don't
It’s worth it, it’s really not worth it for you to be like this.”
She didn't know what Xi Zirong's achievements in his previous life would be, but based on how good he had always been, he must not be too bad.
Maybe focus on his scientific research field and shine.
Didn’t he say before that biotechnology, artificial intelligence, any major is good, and it won’t be any worse than it is now.
What Xu Su has to do now is to straighten out his destiny.
Returning to his original destiny, Xi Zirong should not be trapped by love, nor should he be so humble.
He is proud, outstanding, and admired by his peers.
After the hug, Xu Su took a deep breath, raised her head, and finally dared to look at Xi Zirong. Looking at those red eyes, even though she was mentally prepared, she still couldn't bear it for a moment.
Who can really be truly hard-hearted towards this young man who is completely devoted to himself?
But I had made up my mind a long time ago. As I told Shen Chen, it would not be beneficial to anyone if the lotus roots were cut off.
If she doesn't make it clear to Xi Zirong now, what will she do to face Zhou Mochen?
It can't really be like what Shen Chen said, talking about one person in school and hooking up with another one outside.
That would be unfair to everyone.
At this thought, Xu Su simply said cruelly, "It's true that I liked you, and it's true that I like someone else now. Xi Zirong, I don't want to be with you anymore. Can we just get together and break up? Can you be decent and don't get entangled? Already."
Perhaps the previous sentence was too cruel, or perhaps the last four words were too lethal. Xi Zirong opened his lips, but did not speak for a long time.
Face pale
Xu Su turned his eyes away and refused to look at him, fearing that he would feel compassion again.
Shen Chen is right, she is really soft-hearted.
If it hadn't been for Shen Chen's inexplicable kiss, Xu Su might not have been able to make the decision to break up now.
From the bottom of her heart, she didn't want Xi Rong to feel wronged at all, let alone his humble seeking for perfection.
The truth is that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain
After waiting for a long time, no one spoke in the hall of the villa.
Xu Su raised his wrist and looked at the watch given by Xi Zirong again. It was almost twelve o'clock.
Feeling anxious, she couldn't help but urge, "Send me back, Xi Zirong, our first priority now is to prepare for the college entrance examination. Just like Teacher Chen said, when you go to college, you will encounter more and more difficult situations. For outstanding girls, maybe you will think that what you feel now is nothing more than that."
What she said was sincere, but Xi Zirong just forced a smile and walked toward the door without saying a word.
He was still the young man who didn't want to embarrass Xu Su. Even though he was in extreme pain, he couldn't ignore her request.
Xi Zirong didn't speak until he got in the car again.
He seems to really want to achieve the words "stop pestering"
The atmosphere in the car was very awkward. After Xu Su fastened his seat belt, Xi Zirong stepped on the accelerator and left the villa.
It's really uncomfortable for a couple who just broke up to be alone together.
At least that's how Xu Su saw it. She sat stiffly, completely unable to ignore the low air pressure next to her.
Before, she had naively thought about whether they could be friends after breaking up. Looking at the situation, she might as well forget it...
How can someone who you really liked become friends without any grudges after breaking up?
Watching another partner appear next to your partner?
Xu Su squinted his eyes slightly and leaned back in his chair, completely imagining that he would fall in love with another girl as much as he did with her.
Then be gentle to that girl, devote yourself to that girl, and kiss that girl as if you were kissing her.
Hard
The fist is a bit hard
Tickets, I need tickets~~~all kinds of tickets~~~
Chapter completed!