I'm lucky enough to find this diary here, which reminds me of the past, but I decided to leave it here.

The battlefield is too dirty to tolerate any beauty.

I hope I can come back, but I hope I can make enough military exploits so that I can get the medicine that saves you.

Sakurako, wait for me.

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The next page is blank again.

After turning over a dozen pages, there was a new diary.

The time was about three and a half years ago.

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Monday, the weather is sunny.

I finally saw a sunny day, and it felt so good to be alive.

There was a guy in the north who was very powerful. I killed many of his brothers. They all hated me and kept ganging up to kill me. I was seriously injured, so the superiors transferred me back and gave me leave.

Later...it may be difficult for me to fight against their masters

, but fortunately, killing their low-level warriors can also make meritorious deeds.

As long as I kill more people, I can still save you.

I know you hate me killing people, and I don’t like it either, not only that I don’t like it… I’m very afraid of killing people…

But for you, I have no other choice.

Sakurako, wait for me.

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The following logs are intermittent, and each time there are several blank pages before there is the next one.

The time has come a year and a half ago.

Monday, the weather is sunny.

I'm back again, a lot of changes have happened here, there are people from the Kamisato family outside, but now I've become stronger and I'm not afraid of them.

I was injured on the battlefield, and I offended too many people. They all wanted to kill me. I was lucky to survive. But the doctor said that this time the foundation of my martial arts was injured. Even if it is cured, it may affect me in the future.

future.

He said... I have no hope of becoming the Supreme Being in this life.

Maybe this is retribution for killing too many animals.

Sorry, Sakurako.

I still haven't been able to accumulate enough merits for a second-grade elixir on the battlefield. It says...as long as I am promoted to Heavenly Supreme, I can also get a second-grade elixir, but...but I can't do it now.

Sakurako... I don't know what to do. I just want to save you. I was the one who caused you to get hurt. If I hadn't called you out, how could you have been hit by that truck! It's all my fault! It's all my fault!

Don't be afraid, Sakurako.

I will definitely find another way.

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Nine months ago:

It's rainy on Friday.

I came here on my way to carry out my mission and planned to stay here for two days, hoping that the higher-ups wouldn't find out.

Three days ago, when I was visiting an adult, I happened to see his men escorting a man into the car. The man was wearing a hood and I couldn't see clearly.
Chapter completed!