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A month later, I went on a spring outing with Xixi’s classmates. I stood in front of the Guanyin statue in the temple. As a non-believer in Buddhism, I also followed the local customs. I knelt down to pray for peace. I put my hands together. I said silently in my heart: If possible, please let me cut off all ties with the two brothers of the Su family. Su Yunlie. From now on, he will no longer be a part of my life. No longer...

Buddha said: It took me five hundred times to look back in my previous life to pass by this life. So, how many times should I have looked back before I got such a fruitless love with Su Yunlie. I don’t know, but I understand. This man... he doesn't belong to me. He also... doesn't love me.

"Yan'er, where have you been? The monitor said they were going somewhere else to play. Follow me quickly." When Xixi's voice came, I glanced at the seated Guanyin statue for the last time, turned around and left.

During this spring outing, I bought a lot of local specialties. Most of them were food. Because of Qingqing’s repeated warnings, Xixi found it troublesome and naturally didn’t want to bring so many things. So she had to work as a coolie as an escort like me. .

May, Labor Day, this holiday, I plan to go back to the capital. I don't want to hide from anyone. I just want to avoid that wedding that may be extremely grand and luxurious. No matter how you say it, the protagonist of the wedding is It has a background. It would not be an exaggeration to make it grand.

I didn’t expect that my trip would be put on hold. Because my grandpa, grandpa, and Daddy Chu all came to City A. It was such a huge formation. I felt very sad for it. As the only child studying in City A, I could only Put aside your own plans and accept your wishes honestly.

Su Yunlie's wedding date is set for May 4th. Hmm. Youth Day. It's good. It looks young. When Xixi told me about it, I just laughed it off because I agreed to accompany my grandfather and the others in City A. Shopping. I can only apologize and innocently tell Feng Man and Qing Qing that the Beijing specialty we agreed on has been ruined.

The three girls in the dormitory were also very enthusiastic. When they heard that my family was coming, they immediately offered themselves up and said they would help entertain them. Seeing them one or two planning a tour for Grandpa and the others, I felt touched and excited. It's sour.

After accompanying Xixi to the airport to pick up Father Chu and the others, I first took them to visit the University of China. Unexpectedly, my grandpa also had a relationship with old Professor Tan Zhi. This really surprised me. We and our group When a few people were walking in the school, the old professor happily talked about something with my grandfather. After getting to know each other, I found out that the old professor was once the leading team of the National Cyber ​​Security Administration. He was very good at computers. Beautiful. Later, because he wanted to spend more time with his family, he quit that job and found a job as a teacher in a university.

"Yan'er. Why do I feel that your grandpa and the others are not simple?" Xu is that grandpa and the others have too strong of a military flavor. Qingqing took my hand and muttered. I was funny but helpless.

Fortunately, there is Daddy Chu who can ease the atmosphere. He is obviously in his early forties, but Daddy Chu still does not change his true nature as a gangster. When he meets us juniors, he still makes jokes from time to time. The little girl was very amused.

I didn't expect that Grandpa and the others would be interested in visiting Xixi's grandpa. Now I secretly had a headache. Xixi looked at me with eyes that seemed to eat me alive. I tried to calm down and thought. Tell her... Xixi girl, I really didn't mean to lie to you. No, I didn't lie to you either. Can you stop staring at me with such high-intensity X-rays?

Xixi's grandfather naturally welcomed the visit of his old comrades from many years ago. Although I don't know very well... Grandpa and Xixi's grandfather, one is in Beijing and the other is in City A. How they got involved together.

Xixi's grandfather obviously still remembers me. "Yan'er is here too. There are two other little girls. You guys sit down quickly and let Xixi, the little girl, entertain you."

Xixi's grandfather obviously didn't know about my relationship with them, so I ran away and silently turned my head in the direction of the three girls.

It was a day in May. Miss Fengman got interested in going to the swimming pool of Xixi's house. I didn't want to stay in the living room and listen to the older generation coughing and reminiscing about old times. So I happily agreed. But I didn't expect that it would happen here. By great coincidence, I met two brothers from the Su family and their respective female companions... Lin Tingting and Xu Yijing.

What a coincidence. I looked at the top of the swimming pool and thought to myself, isn't this an evil act?

Fortunately, these three girls are very loyal. They still know a little bit about my affairs. Of course, well, it is limited to my affairs and Su Yunche. Su Yunche is present at this moment, and there is a beauty beside him. The three of them She immediately wanted to take me to move positions. Among them, Xixi's behavior was the most obvious. I think it was probably because this was her home. She didn't want me to feel embarrassed because I met the two brothers from the Su family.

In fact, I didn’t have that many ideas. When I found out that Su Yunlie planned to get married, I smiled sadly and even shed an extra tear. Su Yunlie was different from Su Yunche. I treated Su Yunlie the same way. Su Yunche is different too. Now the two brothers have their own beautiful companionship. I am actually very happy in my heart. Really happy.

Are you deceiving yourself? But sometimes, I don’t want to live so clearly. Living too clearly will hurt.

"Yan'er, we also have an indoor basketball court at home. How about I take you to play basketball? There are also Qingqing and Fengman." When Xixi asked for my opinion, I nodded without thinking.

"Hey. Isn't this Xixi? Xixi, come and play together." It seems that someone noticed us with sharp eyes. I was so sick in my heart that I didn't turn around. I just listened to Xixi go to deal with Xu Yijing.

"No, Sister Yijing, please have fun. The same goes for my eldest cousin, my second cousin, and Sister Tingting. We don't swim well, so we won't show off here. See you later for dinner. Let's go first. "After Xixi finished speaking, she winked at the three of us. I took the lead and left.

Su Yunche seemed to have shouted something later, but I didn't care anymore.

After putting on the previous clothes, we went to the basketball court outside. It was afternoon. We had only been active for a while, and our bodies were covered in sweat.

"No, no, no. I'm thirsty. This weather is not suitable for playing ball. Xixi, little girl, I still have a date. Let's go first." Feng Man was the first to raise his hands in surrender.

Qingqing immediately said: "Xixi, please help us entertain Yan'er's family. I have made an appointment with some juniors from the lower grade. There are some messy things that need to be dealt with."

Seeing them two girls waving their sleeves and leaving freely, I cried out in my heart... ugh, I hate them.

Xixi spread her hands towards me. I could only put the basketball back in its place. Then I went to take a shower with her and changed clothes. The puppy stuffed picture is just funny. I remember that when I was a child, I also liked these things.

Because I was a guest, Xixi's mother refused to let me help in the kitchen. Xixi was called away by Lin Tingting. My aunt and nanny were preparing dinner. I felt like I was really out of place here.

When Daddy Chu slipped out of the living room, he made a crying face at me. I burst into laughter. I just felt that Daddy had really become more and more young over the years.

"Chu Keke and your grandfather have a lot to talk about with that old Mr. Su. How can your dad be so easy for me?" As he spoke, dad hooked my neck and led me out.

"Daddy, grandpa heard what you said. Grandpa will definitely be unhappy again." I reminded him in a low voice. I was helpless. It's just that daddy has had this temper for many years. How can he change it in a short time? You have to get over it. Besides, this kind of dad is actually very good. He doesn't need to change.

"Okay. I don't care about these old people anymore. Yan'er girl, how are you doing recently? Is anyone bullying you?" As he spoke, he held my face and looked at it for a while. Daddy Chu frowned in displeasure. He lowered his brows. "Yan'er, the thin-faced guy named Shang, is too cruel. He's going to starve you to death."

"Daddy." I grabbed Daddy Chu's hand with a headache. "Don't say that to Daddy Shang. Yan'er is capable of being self-reliant."

"Hey, Yan'er girl, forget it. You also have a bad temper. Daddy can't control you anymore. Okay. Tell daddy, do you have a boyfriend? There are a lot of young talents in daddy's army. "If you need it, Daddy can..." Knowing that Daddy was mostly joking, I immediately shook my head.

"Daddy, do I look like someone who can't get married?" I complained and even glanced at Daddy.

He slapped my forehead. Daddy said angrily: "Yang Yang already has a boyfriend. Don't lose to your sister. These days, there are fewer and fewer good men. If you see one you like, Just settle it quickly. If you wait until someone else robs it, you will suffer."

"Okay daddy, don't worry about it. With my appearance and body, Shang Yan'er, it's not easy to find a boyfriend." I deliberately showed a big smile to make daddy happy. Force laughter.

I shouldn't let dad and the others worry. I have grown up. Growing up means maturity. It means learning to bury the pain and tears deep in my heart.

"Yes. The daughter I gave birth to can't be any worse. But Yan'er girl, you really need to eat more. I'm not done with Shang Yiqi. Is there any need to be so stingy? My daughter has become like this. You've lost a lot of weight." Father Chu said without seriousness. But I still caught the real worry in his eyes. It turns out that my disguise was not that successful. Ha...

I buried my head in Daddy's arms. At this moment, I just want to lean on Daddy quietly and willfully. Maybe, maybe I don't need to be so strong, because Daddy will... protect me...

"Silly girl. If you were as smart as Yangyang's girl and kept your eyes bright, why would you let others bully you? But daddy doesn't like the two Su brothers either. They can marry whomever they like. Mine. My daughter will find a very good man. Even better than your daddy." He stroked my long hair. I don't know whether daddy was comforting me or stimulating me. Only at this moment did I understand. It turns out that even after a long distance Even though I have traveled such a high mountain and a long way, my dad and the others are still paying attention to me all the time.

It’s great to have such a family. My eyes are filled with mist, and I feel aggrieved and want to cry. Someone takes pity on me, and I want to cry more and more indulgently.

"Okay, silly girl. This is not in our own home. Don't cry. There are some things. Let's just bite the bullet and let it go. Which girl didn't meet one or two scumbags when she was young." She made a deliberately exaggerated statement. Grimace. I know. Daddy is using his own method to make me happy.

"Daddy, you are so kind. Yan'er likes you so much." With such a good daddy, why should I cry? What's more, why should I cry on this land where that man exists? I don't want to let him He looked down on me and stood on tiptoes. I gave daddy a kiss on the side of his cheek. We were as close as we were when we were little.

When I looked forward again, I saw Su Yunlie standing not far away from me. I couldn't see his eyes clearly. I lowered my head and said in a dull voice: "Daddy, let's go somewhere else." Let’s go shopping.”

"Yan'er, I have something to tell you." When I passed by Su Yunlie, he suddenly grabbed my right arm. He completely ignored my father's existence. This made me very annoyed.

"But I have nothing to say to you." As I spoke, I glanced at his legs casually. He was recovering well. Oh, that's right. In three days, he will accompany another woman down the hall of marriage. .

The rejection in my tone was clear. However, Su Yunlie seemed to have a fight with me. "Yan'er, I said it. I have something to say."

When I heard this, I raised my eyes and glanced at my dad's expression. Daddy was slightly unhappy, but at the same time his eyes were a little clear. He opened his mouth. I didn't know how to ease the atmosphere in front of me.

"I'll go in first. You guys can have a good talk and explain everything that needs to be explained clearly. Yan'er, you can take it up and let it go. Don't let your parents worry about it." After all, it was dad who chose to avoid it and patted me on the shoulder. .He said something sincere and sincere.

I answered softly. Daddy turned into the villa not long after and walked a few steps to the open space in front. I turned around and met Su Yunlie's everlasting black eyes. "Mr. Su. Just say whatever you want. I'll just listen."

"Yan'er, why are you so alienated from me?" Su Yunlie clenched one hand tightly. I guess his mood at this moment must have been very fluctuating.

"Mr. Su, we don't know each other well. It's always better to be polite. You say it. Then let's talk quickly. I want to go in." What is this man's plan? I don't know. I don't understand.

Su Yunlie looked at me intently for a while. He suddenly raised his hand and lifted a handful of broken hair from my forehead. I took two steps back in fear.

"Yan'er, I am your first man, right?" The tone was inquiring. His expression was inexplicably complicated. In fact, this was not a question that needed to be asked to reach a conclusion. That morning, the pool of blood on the bed was... No fakes allowed.

"Su Yunlie, what do you mean?" I don't know why. I resisted him mentioning what happened that day. I don't want to think about what happened that day, because when I think about it, I feel really stupid.

Su Yunlie suddenly stepped forward and hugged me. My whole body was frozen. The confusion on my face became even more intense. My heart was beating fast. I wanted to push him away. I even wanted to slap him hard... He Do you know where this place is? His fiancée is still nearby. And he actually...

In fact, I didn't do anything. His voice was filled with pain. I was just thinking about the pain. Hehe, could he feel pain too?

"Yan'er, you won't want me anymore, right?" When he asked, I felt like there was a wound in my heart that had no scab in the first place. Someone sprinkled a pinch of salt on it without mercy.

I don't want him. Hehe. He is obviously the one who wants to abandon me. Now he is the evil one to complain first. But since he wants to think so, I don't mind cooperating with him. "Yes, Mr. Su. I I don’t need you anymore.”

"Yan'er." Su Yunlie seemed a little tired. He rubbed my long hair with one hand behind me. He softened his voice. "Yan'er, don't be so irrational, okay? I'm asking you. Tell me frankly. .Do you really not want me? Even if I am willing to give up this wedding."

Su Yunlie's words made me tempted. I admit it. However, I can't do such a thing as destroying other people's marriages. I blinked and told myself not to cry. Girls always look ugly when they cry. of.

"Mr. Su, if you let go, you let go. There is no reason to look back. Treat Miss Lin well. I will find a man who is much, much better than you." In my heart, I actually despise myself. Obviously I am not Such a noble person always behaves so considerately. Lin Tingting, this woman has nothing to do with me. I shouldn't have any bad intentions and want to deprive her of her happiness. I am not a judge. I have no right to do this. Do.

"Yan'er..." My response made Su Yunlie change his expression. He turned to hold my shoulder. The pain in his eyes was so obvious. "I should have known. I should have known that you didn't Love me. But I still don’t give up. Yan’er, I’m so stupid, aren’t I? I thought that if I took possession of your body, you would be willing to show more affection to me. It turns out that I was too naive... haha .Su Yunlie. How can you be so stupid..."

After that, Su Yunlie avoided me like a poisonous bee. To him, it turned out that I was so poisonous. I didn't know how to behave. But, it's pointless to talk about it now. His wedding is coming soon, and I .Still alone.

I turned my back. I planned to go back. Looking at the current situation, we can't talk about anything. In this case, I might as well go back and stay with dad and the others.

"Yan'er, there's one thing you don't know." I raised my leg and walked a few steps. Su Yunlie's self-deprecating tone came out again. "Yan'er, come back. I still want to say one last thing."

By some strange coincidence, I did not refuse this request made by Su Yunlie. I knew he was dangerous and that he was not easy to mess with. But I still approached him like a man possessed. "What's the matter?"

Su Yunche suddenly leaned down slightly. Then he bit my ear ambiguously and said, "Yan'er, you don't want me to be responsible. This is my first time. I want you to be responsible for me. Can you agree?" "

"Shameless." I said angrily. Why would this hateful man tease me like this?

"Yan'er, I'm not joking. You should know. I love you. I don't want to marry a woman I don't like. If you are willing to accept me and marry me, then at the wedding in three days, you will be the best person in this world. The most beautiful bride. If you refuse to give me this opportunity, then we will miss it. Yan'er, I am a soldier. I may not say so many fancy words to you. I can only tell you that I I care about you. I will treat you very carefully. Yaner, do you really want to watch me marry another woman? This is what you want. You still have the chance to regret it now. Tell me one last time. Okay, please tell me, do you...want me? If you say it, I will believe it." After Su Yunlie said such a series of words, I could only think about how inappropriate this man's words were. It counts. He clearly said it and only said one sentence.

Before I could escape from such a long series of words, Su Yunlie gently hugged me. Then he put his chin on my forehead and kissed me softly on my lips. . stirred up my heart. My body was shaking inexplicably. I understood that I was afraid. And he was soothingly using his body temperature to warm my heart. "Yan'er, you don't need to have anything." No worries. I can handle everything. You just need to give me an answer."

"What should Miss Lin do? I can be so selfish and destroy her happiness." For a long time, tears fell from my eyes, and my voice was a little choked.

"Yan'er, we won't be happy if we force ourselves to be together. If you like me and want to live a good life with me, then you just listen to me. Tingting, I will handle her properly." Su Yunlie held my hand. He held my hand and put it to his heart. "Yan'er, my heart is very honest. It will tell you that I can't live without you."

All the pretense was shattered. I sniffed and felt that I had been really stupid in the past two months. It was obvious that I could explain why I always had to hide it. Things have come to this point.

Under the palm of my hand, the regular pulse flowed along my fingertips and into my blood. Then I took in all his senses.

"Yunlie. I love you. I love you so much. I'm always afraid that you don't like me. I'm afraid that you won't want me..." At this moment, all my calmness and self-control collapsed. I don't want to live with a mask anymore. No more. I no longer want this man. I love him. Even if I have to bear their infamy, I still want to love him...

"Woo..." I cried pitifully. I wrapped my hands around Su Yunlie's waist and didn't dare to raise my head.

"Little fox, I love you too. It's great. You finally said what I wanted to hear." Su Yunlie slowly pulled my hand away. Su Yunlie lifted my chin, and his thick and full fingertips bit by bit. Wiped away my tears. "Okay. Don't cry. Be good. Trust me."

Because he said "believe me", I really chose to believe him. He took my hand and led me inside. I was actually very scared. I was afraid that everyone would dislike the strange look in their eyes. I was afraid that Lin Tingting would Calling me a vixen... I know I am doing an extremely bad thing. But when I think of being with Su Yunlie, all my fears soften into a light smile. No matter what, as long as he is still here .As long as he still loves me.

When Daddy saw the two of us, there was no lack of worry on his face. He waved to me, and I took Su Yunlie and walked over. To be honest, standing in front of Daddy, I looked like a man. The kid who did something wrong. "Daddy, I..."

"Don't introduce me to me." Daddy cut off my words. Maybe he saw my embarrassment.

I raised my head and met Daddy's doting and worried eyes. Suddenly I felt a little courage. I took one of Daddy's hands. I said to Daddy, "Daddy, Yan'er is very bad." No. Yun Lie is about to get married. But Yan'er really likes him. Daddy, will you blame me?"

When I looked at Su Yunlie, I just smiled and softened my expression. "Yunlie, this is my daddy. Yan'er has two daddies."

"Hello, uncle." Su Yunlie was obviously much calmer than me. After shaking hands with his father calmly, he said solemnly: "Uncle, I will not let Yan'er be wronged."
To be continued...