Maybe I have been immersed in happiness for so long that I forget the dangers hidden behind happiness, so I often become extremely happy and sad.

On New Year's Eve, after a lively dinner, I sneaked into the dormitory mysteriously and threatened Nangong Yi not to follow me because I had prepared gifts and wanted to give him a surprise.

It was very dark, I thought it was only a few steps away, not to mention that Nangong Yi was waiting for me in the yard uneasy, so I didn’t turn on the lights.

Following the path in my memory, I touched the sandalwood cabinet behind the screen, took out the prepared gifts, and fantasized about Nangong Yi's expression when he put them on. I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

"Feel very happy? Very happy?" In the darkness, a cold voice mixed with anger sounded softly.

I trembled all over and stayed there without daring to look back.

Why is Gao Zige, this haunting guy, back again?

"How did you get in?" I forced myself to calm down.

Gao Zige came to me gently and glanced at my belly with a malicious and jealous look, "I am also willing to give birth to a child for him..."

I subconsciously protected my stomach, "What on earth do you want to do?"

I suddenly felt regretful. Nangong Yi was right. I was indeed too kind. If I had handed Gao Zige over to the court, I would not have put myself in such a dangerous situation today.

It's okay if something happens to me, but I can't let anything happen to Jin's child.

"What do I want to do?" Gao Zige asked as if he was asking himself, and then smiled charmingly, "It's Chinese New Year, I'm here to see you..."

"I don't need you to look!" I avoided his outstretched hand in disgust, turned around and wanted to walk out.

"Want to leave?" Gao Zige pulled me towards him with a strong tug.

I lost my balance for a moment and fell towards him, "You...my child..." I exclaimed

"Why? Are you so heartless to me?" Gao Zige caught me, his demonic face was filled with pain, and his eyes quickly flashed a hint of sinisterness.

"Yue'er, what took you so long? Are you okay? Be careful when you come out. Don't be afraid of bumping into me!" Nangong Yi waited outside the house to make a sound. Maybe he was anxious?

I panicked and just wanted to speak out

Gao Zige came close to my face and smiled evilly, "Want to call him to save you?"

I was so frightened that I didn't dare to breathe. I froze and looked at him in fear.

"Do you think he can make it in time? Is my sword faster? Or is his speed faster?" Gao Zige hummed expressionlessly and asked in a leisurely and lazy tone.

"Gao Zige, what do you want to do? I ask myself, I have never done anything sorry to you, so why are you pressing on me step by step and pushing me to my death?"

"You didn't do anything wrong! But... you made me fall in love with you, but you didn't want to love me and stole my heart. Do you think you can leave safely?"

"Who you fall in love with is your family's business. I didn't force you to fall in love with me..." I shook my body and backed away slowly.

To a certain extent, Gao Zige and Luo Yudi are the same. They are both paranoid about love and almost crazy, and they have the same abnormal mentality of being destroyed if they don't get it.

"It's your business if I fall in love with you. Don't ignore me or ruin my feelings!" Gao Zige yelled angrily and out of control.

This roar brought Nangong Yi outside the courtyard to come in.

"Gao Zige, what do you want to do? Let Yue'er go!" Nangong Yi's face changed drastically when he saw me being held hostage by Gao Zige.

"Humph, why do you order me? Do you want me to let her go? Sure... As long as you kill yourself in front of me, I will let her go... How about it? One life for three lives, it's a good deal..." Gao Zige went crazy

of laughter

"Jin, no, you didn't hear me, I can't tell!" I was startled, fearing that Nangong Yizhen would do that. My heart beat violently. After being overly emotional, even the child in my belly kicked me irritably.

I took a deep breath, trying to calm down my emotions

"Yue'er, don't get excited... What's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Nangong Yi looked at me anxiously.

"Gao Zige, did you come here just to kill me?" I forced myself to turn my attention to Gao Zige.

Gao Zige stopped laughing wildly, looked at me quietly and nodded.

"If I die, will you be free? Will you be happy?"

"No, I'm not happy, not at all. Every time I think of you stopping breathing and lying there expressionless and lifeless, I feel so heartbroken that I can't breathe... But I can't get you, I can't get you.

I hate the slightest attention from him... Why, you want to give birth to his child, and how am I inferior to him? Why don't you love me?" Gao Zige became more and more excited as he spoke.

"Gao Zige... for Nangong Yi. He is my destined person. I am destined to love him and stay with him in this life." I looked at the anxious and worried person affectionately.

Nangong Yi smiled and said, "In this life, I am here for him, and I am born for him. In this life, I only love him in my heart. No one can surpass him or replace him. In the sea of ​​​​people, we are always together."

It was sooner rather than later that I met and fell in love with him... If I loved him, I would definitely die tonight... and I will never regret it!"

Turning his head, he met Gao Zige's stunned and jealous eyes, "If killing me can end all your hatred, then you do it. If killing me can free you and make you happy, then... you do it.

…”

"That night, I obviously wanted to kill you...why did you let me go again?" Gao Zige asked me with a bit of confusion and a bit of hope.

"Because I don't want to kill anyone, I really don't want to kill anyone at all. I know that you just can't find a breakthrough in your feelings, so I'm sad that no one can teach you what to do when you encounter this kind of thing. You can only choose such extreme measures as killing people."

Solution, I don’t blame you for not being able to respond to your feelings. I’m sorry. I don’t mean to belittle your feelings, but... I really can’t love you..." I said seriously

"Can't love me?" Gao Zige muttered to himself in a daze, his body slightly unsteady, "No way...it's impossible...how could it be..."

"Everyone has the right to pursue their own love. You have the right to love and choose, but you have no right to force others to accept your feelings, and you have no right to force others to love you with the same feelings. Maybe you feel that you are tempted,

You want to capture this feeling, but when you force others with your own will, this simple and heart-warming beauty has deteriorated. Love is free, and love...should be mutually pleasing."

"Yue'er, why... you can't be mine? Why... you want me to love you so reluctantly?" Gao Zige struggled.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..." I am sorry for his feelings. I gave all my love to Nangong Yi and can no longer give any of it to anyone else.

"Don't say you're sorry, the last thing I need is your sorry!" Gao Zige warned me in a rough voice.

"Gao Zige, face reality. It is true that people cannot decide who they will be tempted by, but at least... you can choose whether to give up or not. People... should have this kind of self-control and cannot use their own wounds as an excuse to hurt others.

,you……"

"Stop talking!" Gao Zige dragged me over with force, avoiding Nangong Yi's sneak attack.

"I won't be deceived by your hypocrisy again!" Gao Zige strangled my neck with his left hand, swung his sword with his right hand to deflect Nangong Yi's attack, and quickly dragged me outside the house.

My body was bulky, and it was very difficult for me to follow. I felt out of breath, so I could only follow with all my strength. I was half-pulled and half-dragged by Gao Zige, and I occasionally bumped into my stomach. I felt a burst of pain and almost fell to the ground several times.

Nangong Yi didn't dare to act rashly anymore and followed step by step only ten feet away.

"Where...are you going to take me?" I was panting like a cow. I felt like I was beyond my strength. I couldn't hold on anymore, and I felt like I might fall down in the next second.

Seeing that I was about to fall down again, Gao Zige helped me in time, "Why are you still unwilling to bow your head at this time? As long as you are willing to say you love me and follow me, you won't suffer like this.

Already..."

I shook my head weakly and said with unsteady breathing, "Jin is right behind me, I only love him, and I don't want to do anything to hurt him, nor say anything to hurt his heart, even if...

I won’t hesitate to pay the price with my life.”

"You stubborn woman!" Gao Zige angrily pushed away my hand and let me fall to the ground in a panic, "Don't you care if I die?"

"I care, but I care about him more!" I turned around and looked at the heartbroken Nangong Yi not far away, smiling softly and affectionately.

"Get up!" Gao Zige dragged me up again. I couldn't get up at all and let him drag me on the ground.

"Gao Zige, could you please drag me on my back?" My stomach ached and I was sweating profusely, and I begged weakly, "This will hurt my child..."

"You woman!" Gao Zige picked me up with all his strength. He stared at me with destructive hatred and then opened a devilish smile. "Okay, okay, okay... Since you are not afraid of death, since you are not afraid of death,

You will love him till death..."

Gao Zige couldn't help nodding in despair, smiling sadly and with hatred, he suddenly put me on the ground, straightened my messy hair, touched my face lightly with his fingers, and gently traced my eyebrows, eyes, lips...

…

As soon as his big palm loosened, he suddenly pushed me hard, "Let's go! I'll let you go and let you be happy..."

I was completely weak. Without Gao Zige's support, and being pushed so hard by him, I was caught off guard and rolled down the high steps.

After constant rolling and impacting, and after a period of spinning, a strong sting came. I faced down and landed heavily on my stomach.

"Yue'er..." Gao Zige tried to hold me back in panic, but found that it was in vain. Everything happened so quickly that people didn't expect it.

"Yue'er..." Nangong Yi shouted my name and rushed toward me.

Darkness struck, and I lost consciousness in sharp pain. My hands were covered with thick blood.

my child...

I'm fine...

I really want to comfort my Jin like this...
Chapter completed!