If there really is a God, I must find him to reason about it. Why didn’t he answer me when I called him so many times?

Even if he is really busy, the time to go to the toilet will always be squeezed out? Then can't you take care of my urgent needs while flushing the toilet?

Maybe God really exists, or maybe he didn’t dare to see me, so he hid, and never saw the shining golden God in the darkness.

Slowly, the surroundings became noisy. It seemed that there were many people walking around. From time to time, people spoke to me gently, affectionately, annoyed, regretful, and encouraging...

It was so noisy that I lost the patience to wait in the dark for God to come and ask why He didn’t want to see me.

I opened my eyes angrily and wanted to criticize the person who made the noise. Isn't it wrong to interfere with the patient's rest?

"Yue'er? You're awake..." Nangong Yi's obviously startled voice reached my ears without any subtlety.

"It's so noisy, even the dead are noisy. Can I not be woken up?" I shouted hoarsely with a cracked throat, but due to severe lack of water, my voice was not much louder than that of a mosquito.

"Stop talking, drink some water first..." Nangong Yi didn't care about my anger, and thoughtfully brought me a glass of water, ready to feed me.

I wasn't used to it yet, so I subconsciously reached out to pick it up...

This movement is really... extremely painful...

I looked at myself in disbelief as I was torn apart. What word can adequately describe my current state? It’s too horrible to look at...

My whole body was bandaged tightly... It hurt so much that I thought about the six days of torture again... Thinking about it, it seemed like I was experiencing it all over again, the burning pain, the bone-chilling pain... like that

The inhuman pain hurts again...

The pain made me tremble all over... The pain made me sigh, why is this body so tenacious in life? In the past, Ling Yue would tilt up after just bumping against a pillar...

"What's wrong? Does it hurt?" Nangong Yi asked softly when he saw that I didn't open my mouth and there was no movement for a long time.

I glanced at him silently, thinking of the inhuman torture I had endured over the past few days, of Luo Yudi's heartbroken and desperate look, of Nangong Yi's fleeting tenderness when he recalled the past... everything was like a thread.

The slender needles gathered into a dense network and pierced my heart. The pain was so painful that I couldn't speak.

Nangong Yi...were you once in love with Luo Yudi? What made you change your heart again? Or did you end it so coldly and heartlessly?

Thinking about the past of Nangong Yi and Luo Yudi, the innocence and beauty of those youths, those pasts in which I was not involved... Thinking of these, my heart aches, even more than the pain in my body

The physical pain, the mental pressure, the heavy heart... all made me breathless!

I don’t know why, but I feel particularly aggrieved when I see the gentle Nangong Yi whispering and asking after her.

I spoke hoarsely and in a depressed voice, "I want to see my mother... I want to see my father... I want to go home... I want to go home! I want to go home!" The last word was sharper and more miserable than the last one.
Chapter completed!