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Chapter 387: Resentment

It was early morning, and it was the most sleepy time for people. What's more, the girls were awakened once during their sleep and were forced to watch TV for an hour. They were really sleepy. However,

Because Xiao Ling returned from blood after sleeping for more than a month, they were filled with joy, so even though they were drowsy, they found it difficult to fall asleep.

So, as soon as Xiao Ling pushed the door and Xiao Han knew it. She was drowsy and opened her misty sleepy eyes and said lazily: "Hmm? Have you finished talking to your mother?"

"Well, the talk is over." Xiao Ling didn't know anything, walked over and turned over and lay down on the bed.

Xiao Han frowned: "Your hair is not dry yet, so don't just sleep like this. Get up and blow dry your hair before going to sleep."

"It's okay, I can't die." Xiao Ling lay stubbornly and refused to get up no matter what he said.

"How old is he, he is still like a child." Xiao Han couldn't do anything about him. Although he was sleepy, he forced himself to get up, then pulled him up and used a hair dryer to help him dry his hair.

During the process, she asked, "What did your mother tell you just now? Why do you look worried?"

"What am I worried about? This is your illusion." Xiao Ling laughed and covered her with a smile.

"You're just hallucinating. If you don't say it, don't say it. I don't want to know it." Xiao Han said coquettishly and did not ask again. She was an understanding person. If Xiao Ling didn't say it, maybe she had a hidden secret or was reminded.

He was not allowed to say it, so she didn't force it.

"It's really nothing. I just told me something about Haiwen." Xiao Ling sighed slightly.

"Oh." Xiao Han didn't say anything, because she knew that everyone knew that Lin Haiwen was his taboo, and a thorn in his heart, so he was extremely reluctant to mention it, so as not to add to his sadness.

"Okay." Put down the hair dryer, Xiao Han helped him tidy up his hairstyle, and then said, "It's almost dawn, go to bed early."

The two of them snuggled down, and Xiao Han curled up in Xiao Ling's arms, his voice feeling tired: "By the way, Brother Ling, my mother mentioned marriage to us before."

"Hmm?" Xiao Ling suddenly felt energetic, "What did she say?"

Xiao Han smiled slightly: "She asked us to urge you, otherwise you will never be in a hurry. You have to just live a life of freedom and may not be able to withstand the constraints of marriage."

Xiao Ling refused to comment and still smiled and asked softly: "What's your attitude? You also hate to marry?"

"Hate." Xiao Han slapped it lightly and said, "It doesn't matter to me. Anyway, everyone is already together, and getting married is just a form. The bride is not me, so why am I in a hurry?"

Xiao Ling teased: "You are not in a hurry? Are you one of the brides too?"

"But the bride you made public is not me, what's the point of being anxious? Xiaoya should be anxious." Xiaohan gave him a coquettish look, "You guy, you know that you are greedy for a moment of entertainment, and you didn't even think about the consequences.

.Xiaoya is now pregnant for two months, and she will see her stomach soon. She doesn't mind following you without any clarity, but what do others think? What do her family think? They come from a traditional family,

I value reputation very much, but unlike me, I am alone, no one will stand up for me no matter how you bully me."

"Why is there a sour smell in the air?" Xiao Ling joked.

Xiao Han didn't think so: "You have been sleeping for so long, and your nose has broken down and your sense of smell has gone wrong." He turned over, pressed Xiao Han under his body, buried his face between her neck, and took a deep breath of the body fragrance.

He smiled and said, "It's not abnormal, it's still so fragrant."

Xiao Han laughed silently: "I really admire you. Come down quickly, I'm going to sleep, I'm so sleepy."

Xiao Ling did not do what she wished, and said, "It's almost dawn, and I can't sleep well again, and it will be even more uncomfortable at that time. Why don't we find something else to do and pass the time."

Xiao Han's cheeks flushed, and the volume quietly dropped. He asked knowingly: "What do you want to do?"

"I want to fuck you." Without hiding her desire, Xiao Linghou was so anxious that she didn't take off her nightgown. She pulled her delicate lace little Nene down, pulled her ankle, and lifted her skirt up.

I can't wait to enter.

The long-lost sense of fulfillment made Xiaohan feel pain and happy. Tears burst out from the corners of his eyes. He punched his chest with a coquettish voice: "It's not that I won't give it to you, why are you anxious? It hurts so much, you hate it

!” He came in suddenly without any foreplay, without any lubrication. This guy had that bad thing so amazing. She seemed to have returned to the time of breaking her body, and felt that her body was about to be torn apart by him.

Xiao Ling also realized that she was really too anxious and was not in a hurry to gallop. After she got used to it, she began to express her desire for her with her actions.

After repeated struggles, Xiao Han used all his strength to please him. Yun Qingyu dissipated, and she curled up in Xiao Ling's arms with a happy and satisfied smile on the corner of her mouth, and her breath was as weak as an orchid.

"Have you ever thought about who your spouse's name is put in on your spouse's column?"

Xiao Ling hugged her and whispered, "Just fill in your name, okay?"

Xiao Han hummed softly, his little face was Yichen and Yixi: "Don't try to coax me, so I won't be deceived by your sweet words!"

"Why do you think I'm coaxing you?" Xiao Ling held her red face and said seriously, "I'm telling it the truth."

Xiao Han smiled gently: "I am very satisfied if you have this intention, but I don't have family pressure. I have given myself to you alone. As long as I am with you, I am satisfied. You should leave this position for others.

People. However, you guys have many choices. Sister Ran and Long'er and you are childhood sweethearts, and they have special identities; Xiaoya's family tradition; gentleness and prominent family background; I don't know what Xiyan and Yingying think,

You have to give their family an explanation, hum!" Xiao Han glanced at him with a hint of happiness and joy, "I'll see what you do if you make you fickle and passionate."

Xiao Ling took it calmly: "There is nothing to worry about, just write all your names on it."

Xiao Han chuckled: "To this day, you are still building a harem openly. You want to cause a sensation in China, or even the whole world."

"That's not easy? Your names will appear in my spouse's column in turn. If you change one every day, you'll be fine."

"Then you must be the person who has the most frequent marriages and divorces in history, and you will still cause a sensation all over the world."

"The sensation is the best, and I like to make a sensation the most." Xiao Ling rubbed her into her chest and said softly, "Before dawn, go to bed first. I'll ask you to get up when I'm having breakfast."

"Yeah." Xiao Han nodded slightly. She was indeed exhausted. She had not had a good rest. She had just turned to him and was exhausted and fell asleep on his chest.

Xiao Ling was very satisfied when she looked at her quiet sleeping face. Perhaps Bai Ran was right. Although he lost Lin Haiwen, there was nothing to be dissatisfied with with them to accompany him. However, what he lost is what he lost.

No matter how much you have, it cannot make up for that kind of regret. Fortunately, Lin Haiwen still has hope of resurrection, which can make up for his regret. As he watched, he slowly entered his dream.

I don’t know how many times the breathing process has been repeated, but Xiao Ling dreamed again. However, this time I dreamed not about his short and tragic life of Wei Mufeng, his "previous life", but a strange dream.

He dreamed that he fell into an endless sea, a blood-red sea, a sea of ​​blood!

Falling into this sea of ​​blood, he was eager to escape, but no matter how hard he struggled, he could not stop his body from sinking. In panic, he heard that there were men and women, old and young

The shrill screams repeated in mixed feelings: "Give me my life back, come back..." These resentment filled with resentment made his heart tremble violently, and an unprecedented panic took root from the bottom of his heart

, and then grow wildly.

What scared him even more was that his hands were stretched out from the sea of ​​blood, and in the face of the resentment of the sound of the sound of covering the sound of the head, he slowly approached him, wanting to turn the

He pressed it down and sank in the sea of ​​blood, and wanted to tear his body apart to vent their resentment! He wanted to escape, but his feet could not move, he resisted, but his hands could not move, he wanted to shout,

But his mouth could not move, and he could not move all over his body. He could only let them press him into the sea of ​​blood without resistance. The bloody viscous liquid was filled with cans into his mouth and nose, preventing him from breathing, carrying one by one

He tore his body apart with resentment...

He screamed in panic. He woke up from his dream, sat up, opened his eyes, and saw the scenery in front of him. The fear in his heart subsided slightly, he gasped and let out a cold sweat.

Xiao Han was also awakened by him and found that he was still in shock. He hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? Have you had a nightmare?"

Xiao Ling turned around and looked at her worried face. Her panicked and empty heart found a support. She showed timidity in front of her for the first time and threw herself into her arms: "Sister Han..."

"Okay, it's just a dream, don't be afraid or afraid." Xiao Han hugged his head to his soft chest and comforted her gently. When she pressed her skin against her, she could really feel how fast his heartbeat was.

How violent, I asked softly: "What did you dream about? Why are you afraid of being like this?"

"I dreamed...I dreamed that I fell into a sea of ​​blood. That sea of ​​blood was created by myself, and it was full of resentful souls. I took their lives. They are now facing me.

The life is coming. When facing them, I can't move. Their resentment makes me unable to fight back and can only let them tear me apart. It's a kind of panic from the bottom of my heart, making me face them

, helpless and powerless." Xiao Linghun was unsteadily and briefly described his dream in a terrifying tone. Xiao Han became more and more frightened as he listened, and gently patted his back to comfort him: "It's just a dream, don't go to your heart,

Don't think about it anymore, it's all over."

"No." Xiao Ling shook his head in pain, "I can't get through it anymore. I have countless people killed. They are innocent. They are unwilling to give up. They have grudges. This kind of grudge will haunt me for the rest of my life.

Lifetime. Now I realize that my hands are stained with blood and I am an executioner."

He shook his head terrified as he said. The painful expression made Xiao Han feel heartbroken. He hugged him in front of his chest and said softly: "This is the psychological effect caused by the guilt in your heart. Where can there be any resentment that will haunt you for the rest of your life?

If the lamp goes out, as long as you put it down, you will no longer be afraid, it will be fine."

"No, you don't understand, it's really resentment, it really exists..." Xiao Ling smiled bitterly. He just came out of the virtual psychedelic realm and knew that the existence of resentment was not superstition, not legend, but fact.

But he didn't know that this resentment was not produced by those who were killed by him, but his own guilt, grief and fear in his heart, which gave birth to it. He could not let go of the guilt in his heart, and this resentment would always be

He pestered him and made him restless.

No matter how Xiao Han advised him, he couldn't listen. He was now in a state of almost autism. All he thought of was the person he killed. The unwilling, painful, and resentful faces when he died.

The more resentment grows, the stronger it fills the whole heart. He murmured to himself: "I lost Haiwen and feel so painful. What about the relatives and friends of those who were killed by me? Are they the same as me? The deceased have resentment, they

There are also resentments. How much sin did I commit? How many people have caused me to suffer with me?"

She could only sigh with regret, kiss her red lips gently, and said softly: "This is your own psychological effect, and it is also a hurdle that you cannot avoid. Since you insist on thinking it is resentment, since you feel guilty, then face it bravely

To it, until you defeat it, defeat your own psychology, and let go of the guilt in your heart, you will no longer be afraid and will no longer be in pain." The deeper and deeper she kissed, the more focused she kissed, the deeper and affectionate she kissed.

Gentle, hold him and lie down slowly, sit down awkwardly on him, slowly start to move, use his body to soothe the emptiness in his heart, caress the fear and guilt in his heart, and let his mood slowly

Calm down.

The first time she took the initiative to please him, Xiao Han was very unsatisfied and soon lost her strength. She lay on him in exhaustion. Xiao Ling hugged her, turned over and changed her position, and continued her unfinished work, gentle and gratefully

Said: "Sister Han, thank you."

Xiao Han smiled weakly and weakly: "What do you thank for? We are husband and wife, and we should take care of each other."

Xiao Ling's heart was filled with gratitude and love, dispelling the guilt and fear that had originally filled the whole heart, and said gently: "Sister Han, I love you."

Xiaohan bloomed with a beautiful smile, smiling like a flower, and responded softly: "I love you too, do you know? Actually, I envy Xiaoya very much. You and her for six years of ups and downs, and finally achieved the right result, and there is a crystallization of love.

.I long for myself to be like her, to give birth to children for you, and to make my life truly complete.”

"Don't be envious. If you want, I can make you pregnant too." Xiao Ling kissed her lips and cheeks lightly and chuckled.

"Really?" Xiaohan was surprised, "You really want me to get pregnant with your child too? Isn't it really rejected?"

"How can I reject it? Although I like freedom and have no plans to raise children yet, I am not rejecting it. I seem to be quite happy after I have Xiaoya. So I think it's better to just go with it.

nature."

"Really? Then I want you to satisfy my wish now and let me have a complete life as a woman." Xiao Han said excitedly and joyfully with tears.
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