Chapter 337: Killing Heart
Xiao Ling was like a walking zombie who had lost his soul. He was half pushed and half pulled by the girls back to his villa on the top of the mountain. The girls already knew what happened in Yunnan, so, unprecedentedly, Du Xiyan and others did not go out to greet him. The beauties' eyes were all focused on the door, waiting for something.
As soon as Xiao Ling entered the door, the girls on the sofa stood up one after another and looked at him nervously. When they saw his bloodshot eyes, they couldn't help but feel a chill in their hearts. From these eyes, they saw The endless hatred and endless murderous intentions frightened them.
And the blood stains all over his body shocked them.
Du Xiyan forced a smile and said, "Xiao Ling, you're back. Are you hungry? What do you want to eat? I'll cook it for you."
Xiao Ling turned a deaf ear and stepped onto the stairs with heavy steps, leaving the worried girls behind him.
The girls looked at each other and Bai Ran said to Du Xiyan and Zhang Zhiying: "Xiyan, Zhiying, go and get the brat something bland to fill his stomach. Xiaoya, let's go up and see him."
"Okay!" Du Xiyan and Zhang Zhiying turned around and entered the kitchen. Bai Ran and Su Ya started to go upstairs. Wen Wenwen and Ou Yueran immediately followed them, followed closely by Xiao Han and Zhuang Wanyu.
When Xiao Ling arrived upstairs, the first place she went to was the room where Lin Haiwen lived in the past. The decoration in the room was still the same, the fragrance on the bed was still elegant, and the clothes in the cabinet were still bright. It was just that she was lying on this bed wearing these. The person who wears these clothes will never lie on this bed and wear these clothes again. This is how things change and people change.
Touching the scene, Xiao Ling's suppressed sadness burst out completely, and she knelt down beside the bed, lying on the bed and burst into tears.
The messy footsteps behind him seemed to be an accompaniment to his sobs. He ignored it and did not raise his head or look back. As the footsteps approached, Su Ya was the first to walk to him, bent down and stretched out her bare hands to touch him gently. hair, and said softly: "Xiao Ling, we all know that you are sad, and why are we the same? But things have happened, and crying can't change anything. You must cheer up. Sister Haiwen is in the spirit of heaven, and she doesn't want to see it. To you."
Xiao Ling slowly raised his head and looked at her, with tears already streaming down his face. This feeling could be recalled later, but at that time he was at a loss. "You don't need to say it anymore, such words are too cliché, and comforting people come and go." I will be offended by these few words. I understand what you are thinking. I just feel that my heart is filled with panic. I haven’t cried for a long time and I just want to have a good cry. After I cry, everything will be fine."
Su Ya knelt down and faced him face to face. She gently stroked his tear-stained cheek with her bare hands and said softly and gracefully: "Sister Long'er said that you haven't eaten for a long time. You must be starving. I'll give you whatever you want to eat." Do."
Xiao Ling shook her head expressionlessly: "I have no appetite. You eat, but I'm not hungry."
Su Ya insisted: "You will wear down your body if you don't eat, drink or sleep. You should eat more."
Xiao Ling waved her hand to refuse, stood up slowly, and said to her and the four girls standing next to her: "You all go out, I want to be alone for a while."
Su Ya looked back at Bai Ran, who nodded. After some persuasion to the two little lolita, Wen Wenwen and Ou Yueran, she and Xiao Han looked back reluctantly and walked out. Bai Ran was the only one left in the room. Someone is accompanying Xiao Ling.
Bai Ran sighed, walked over to him like Su Ya, hugged him from behind, and said softly: "Smelly boy, don't think about it anymore, don't be in trouble with yourself anymore."
Xiao Ling looked at the ceiling with blank eyes, as if talking to herself, but in fact she was asking Bai Ran: "Sister Ran, do you think if I wasn't too careless, if I could rush over earlier, would all this be okay?"
Wouldn't it happen? I caused this tragedy by myself, and I'm sorry for her."
Bai Ran sighed and said: "If you think so, you are trapped in a cocoon, and no one can help you. There is God's will in the dark, and I can't blame you."
Xiao Ling kept shaking her head, turned around, hugged Bai Ran into her arms, buried her head in her neck, and cried heartily: "What God's will? Everything depends on man, it's all because of my carelessness that I allowed them to take advantage of it.
I am too conceited."
Bai Ran frowned and scolded: "That's what you think, so you have been refusing to let yourself go and embarrass yourself? But do you know? When you were in a cocoon, how many people were sad for you? You
But you still pretended not to know anything, indulged in your own emotions, and made many sisters worry about you and feel sad for you. Are you worthy of their painstaking efforts? Yes, Haiwen died young, and you are very sad.
Sad, aren’t we sad? But things have already happened, and if you give up on yourself like this, can you change anything? You usually talk sweetly to them in vain. When something goes wrong, you don’t take care of them, but make them worry about you.
You are sad, do you think it should be? It is indeed a pity that you lost the beautiful little fox, but we are still with you, aren't you? What else are you dissatisfied with? "
Xiao Ling's tears fell, she shook her head vigorously and said with her tears: "Sister Ran, you won't understand."
Bai Ran snorted disapprovingly: "Why don't I understand?"
Xiao Ling tightly rubbed her delicate body into his arms and said while crying: "You don't understand, I think I am so capable, but I can only watch her in my arms, closing my eyes forever.
, and powerless, with all the martial arts, but nothing can be done, you will not understand that kind of sadness, that kind of helplessness, that kind of despair. No one can understand, I watched her die in my arms,
How painful that feeling is.”
Bai Ran's heart was shocked. No one could feel this kind of pain. Naturally, no one could truly understand how painful his heart was. She could only hug him back hard and pat his back gently, acting like she had been there many years ago.
role, be a big sister who comforts him and allows him to rely on.
"Then what are you going to do? Are you going to stay depressed like this? In that case, I will look down on you." Bai Ran sighed softly. She knew that maybe she shouldn't encourage him to do revenge, but this is better than
It would be better for him to sink like this.
"No." Xiao Ling's crying gradually stopped, and her red eyes flashed with cold murderous intent, "I want everyone involved in this matter to pay with blood, and I will cut them into pieces to vent the anger in my heart.
hatred."
Even Bai Ran was affected by his murderous aura and felt like her scalp was numb. She had never seen a brat burst out with such strong murderous aura, which made her feel uneasy. Moreover, his killing
Her heart became stronger and stronger, and she couldn't control it. Bai Ran felt chilled in her heart. She raised the knife and brought it down. She made a cruel move and slashed the back of his neck with the knife, killing him unconscious.
Xiao Ling rolled his eyes, his body went limp, and he fell backwards. Bai Ran supported him in time, looking at his tired and haggard face, and the sadness that lingered on his brows, he sighed helplessly. Only in this way can he pause.
Torture himself, otherwise, even if he is exhausted both physically and mentally, he will not close his eyes and rest for even a moment.
She helped him to the bed and gently laid him down. Bai Ran sat down and looked at the face that made her worried. She felt distressed and sad. She sat there for a long time, confirming that Xiao
Ling was already asleep, so she left with a wry smile.
Xiao Ling didn't sleep deeply. He had thoughts during the day and dreams at night. It was hard to escape the heavy nightmares in his shallow sleep. Within an hour after closing his eyes, he kept shaking his head in fear. Recently, his sleepiness has changed from light to heavy.
Saying "no, no", later, was
The nightmare became more entangled, with a ferocious look on his face, and he gritted his teeth and said: "Zhan Yuntian, Rogert, I am inseparable from you. If I don't tear you into pieces, I will never be a human again! Don't... don't leave.
I...don’t want it!”
Shouting in panic, he woke up from his dream and sat up, only to be held in his arms by a pair of delicate jade arms. The beauty in his ears gently comforted him: "Don't be afraid, it's over, it's over.
We will always be by your side and will never leave you, don't be afraid."
"Xiaoya..." Xiao Ling's voice was hoarse, and her body and voice were trembling while holding her thin and delicate body in her arms.
"It's just a dream, don't be afraid, we are all by your side forever." Su Ya patted his back gently, comforted her softly, and said, "Xi Yan and Ying Ying have already made lunch, go down and have some.
."
As she expected, Xiao Ling still shook her head and refused: "I'm not hungry, you guys eat."
"You've been going without eating or drinking like this. Even your iron-clad body can't bear it. Be obedient and go down and eat something, otherwise we will all be worried." Su Ya didn't have anything, but she was full of tenderness.
Xiao Ling smiled bitterly and said: "I can't eat anything. If I go down, it will only be in your eyes, affect your appetite, and make you unable to eat. Then I will be even more sorry for you."
"How about you take a shower first and change your clothes?" To be honest, he has been wearing these blood-stained clothes for two or three days, and the smell is really bad. If it weren't for him being Xiao Ling, it would be
The person she loves, even the considerate Su Ya, may not be able to bear it and dare not approach him.
"...Okay!" Xiao Ling glanced at the big bed and agreed. He knew that he was covered in blood and was afraid of soiling Lin Haiwen's bed. This was something he did not allow. He had lost her and could not
Leaving her in the world and entrusting his heavy longing and guilt to her were all stained. Otherwise, he would be even more unable to forgive himself.
Su Ya relaxed her brows slightly, smiled sweetly, kissed him lightly on the face, and said softly: "Wait a moment, I will help you put out the water and bring you your clothes."
"It's better to go back to my room to wash up." Su Ya got out of bed and walked to the door. She was stopped by Xiao Ling's words. She turned back and said thoughtfully, "This place smells like her."
, I have my memories, and I don’t want it to be stained with blood. I can’t destroy the beauty here.”
Chapter completed!