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There was a flash of embarrassment in Ming Ruojing's eyes, but soon she became calm, guilty and sad.
He pulled at the corners of his painful lips bitterly, slowly turned his handsome face to face Zhusha, and apologized harshly: "I'm sorry, I touched you again without your permission."
Cinnabar looked at him coldly with a resentful and cold gaze.
Words like ice beads came out from under her veil: "Yes, you have to remember, it was you, it was you who ruined me, and ruined everything I have worked so hard for! Ming Ruojing!
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Cinnabar was full of resentment and anger, unwilling to accept the pain, and desperately wanted to find an outlet. Therefore, Cinnabar himself became a little bit irrational and began to speak unscrupulously!
Ming Ruojing was startled, and suddenly, for some reason, he felt that the beautiful woman in front of him, whom he loved so much and whom he loved so much, became even stranger than he had inadvertently felt in her before!
It was as if... he had never really understood her. What he saw was almost all her beautiful side... A strange change quietly occurred in the corner of Ming Ruojing's heart.
But the reason why foolish love is foolish love is because the foolish lover is paranoid and firmly believes that the person he loves is the best and the most perfect. Even if he finds imperfect flaws, if he cannot deliberately ignore them,
I will also find my own reasons to excuse the people I love.
Ming Ruojing was this kind of person, so after he was stunned for a while, he shook his head bitterly to drive away the strangeness, uneasiness, and flaws exposed by Cinnabar from his mind.
How could he doubt Sha'er's beauty? He had watched her with his eyes for several years, and almost every aspect of her was presented to him. How could he feel strange to her?
She became like this because of Ye and Yun Luoran. If he were her, he could only do something even more amazing and crazy than her.
What's more, she is still the mother of his... child. People and old people say that a woman who is a mother is the softest and kindest at heart. If she is a bad woman, a heartless woman, a scheming woman, and...
She hates him so much that even if she is sterilized, she will never be willing to give birth to his child...
Don't say that she was afraid that she would have no support in the future, so she had to give birth to this child because of his mistakes - she could go to the charity hall to adopt a fatherless and motherless orphan baby in the future.
She is just too kind and soft-hearted to keep this child and tolerate this child who reminds her all the time that this is the greatest pain and shame in her life...
Thinking of this, Ming Ruojing relaxed completely, and there was no longer any doubt in her heart.
"I'm sorry." He looked at her affectionately and spoke every word very clearly.
However, it was his affectionate and unrepentant look that allowed him to be beaten and scolded, and worked hard without complaining, which stimulated Zhusha even more, making her irritated and even more painful and jealous——
Why does she treat him like this, humiliate him, accuse him, and use him, yet he can still treat her so affectionately without any regrets?
Why did she go out of her way to treat Huangfu Ye with all her heart? Her heart was almost completely devoted to him. She carefully studied all his hobbies, including his voice, appearance, appearance, music, chess, calligraphy and painting, and even dancing. He put in a lot of effort into his hobbies.
She imitated his late mother-in-law, attracted his attention, and tried various ways to please him unintentionally. He was obviously obsessed with her and loved her very much!
So he did what he did for her in his life. For the first time, he was disobedient and unfilial to his father. On the day of his father's funeral, he personally sent his concubine to the imperial mausoleum, but he took her to the imperial mausoleum late that night.
The two of them, Zhu Mingruojing, sneaked into the imperial mausoleum, took her back to the Tung Flower Terrace in the backyard of the Prince Regent's Palace that he built for her, and listed it as a forbidden area!
He loves her so much that he respects her wishes and never touches her! Until she agrees and is willing! He dotes on her so much that she can dictate his affairs, and most of the military secrets of the dynasty are completely unknown.
To avoid her, precious items from all over the country came as tribute. Except for the clothing and materials that were not taken as tribute in order to avoid revealing the beauty hidden in his golden house, all the tribute treasures that belonged to him were given to her first!
He even told her where the edict for him to inherit the throne that had not been destroyed was hidden.
Why did he abandon her like a clog just because of the appearance of Yun Luoran?
What did she do wrong?
Could it be that the way she had treated him wholeheartedly and even without asking for anything in the past few years was no better than Yun Luoran, who had only appeared in front of him for a few months?
Didn't he once tell her that Yun Luoran, his fiancée whom he married on the tip of his tongue, was only in name only and dispensable to him?
So she asked him to marry three concubines at the same time as he married Yun Luoran as the principal princess, and he agreed with obvious love and affection!
But why does he regard Yun Luoran as a jewel now, more important than his life? After he loved Yun Luoran the most, his heart could no longer tolerate her and he no longer loved her? But,
Since he no longer loves her, why did he ask her that night, "If I were the emperor, would you be the empress?"
After she answered ecstatically, "She is willing," he smiled brightly and said, "I understand." His attitude was clearly acquiescing to this promise to her!
If he no longer loves her, why should he give her such a grand, beautiful and glorious promise? But if he loves her, why has he never come to see her again since that night?
Even if she hinted to Ming Ruojing to invite him, he didn't come. Even on that rainy day seven days ago, he had clearly arrived at the Tonghua Terrace. Why was he unwilling to come up and see her? Even if she was there
She called him heartbreakingly from behind, but he left ruthlessly without looking back...
If she had done something wrong, why didn't he tell her? Why did he sentence her love to death so ruthlessly? She can change it, and she can change it to his satisfaction...
And how could that Yun Luoran compare to her?
Huangfu Ye, what kind of evil did you encounter? What kind of demon did you fall into?
The more Zhu Sha thinks about it, the more sad she feels. The more she thinks about it, the more painful it becomes. The more painful it is, the less willing she is. The more unwilling she is, the more hatred and jealousy she feels in her heart.
The veil that covered her beautiful face could barely cover her suddenly twisted pretty face!
Chapter completed!