Tears flowed silently from her unblinking eyes. She didn't cry out, she just cried quietly, and her shoulders kept shaking.

"Xingchen, cry, it will make you feel better." Luo Lan also had red eyes.

Ye Xingchen, however, was motionless. His whole body was as stiff as a piece of wood. Not only his body was numb, but also... his heart.

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Outside the ward, Lou Xi has been maintaining the same posture, his face is ashen, his eyes are open, but he doesn't know where the focus is. His whole figure seems to have been hollowed out, like a statue without spirit.

Opposite him, Zuo Lingfeng had not moved for a long time. At this moment, he didn't know whether he should hate Lou Xi more or hate himself more. He originally wanted to protect her, but he harmed her instead.

Lou Yi came back after completing the hospitalization procedures, holding several boxes of medicine in his hand and preparing to send them to the ward. He stood between the two of them, stopped his hand in mid-air, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Which one of you is going in?"

Lou Xi's calm black eyes moved, and there was a desire in his eyes, but he didn't dare to move his hands. Now he... didn't dare to go in to see her.

Zuo Lingfeng was the same. He wanted to but didn't dare. He moved his fingers but never raised his arms.

The two men who were fighting over each other last night, wishing they could fight to the death, at this moment, retreated at the same time.

Regarding this situation, Lou Yi said it was not true, and it was not true even if he didn't say it. After a long while, his hands were sore, and then he silently stuffed the pill boxes into Lou Xi's hands and sighed, "We have to face reality."

Lou Xi held the medicine box stiffly. The few boxes of medicine seemed to weigh as much as a thousand pounds. He was silent for a while before slowly walking towards the ward.

Walking to the door, his free hand reached for the door handle, his fingertips trembled slightly, and he tried hard several times before he could hold it firmly.

With a gentle push, the door of the ward suddenly opened, and silent sadness rushed into my face.

On the hospital bed, Ye Xingchen still maintained his original position, clinging tightly to Luo Lan. From his angle, he could not see her face, but he could see her thin shoulders shaking, as if they were broken.

The butterfly with lost wings trembled, but could no longer fly into the sky.

The sound of footsteps startled Luo Lan. She turned her head to look at Lou Xi, pondered for a moment, then gently held Ye Xingchen's shoulders and let her lie down again. She was very obedient, or rather numb, like a puppet.

Let her move. After lying down obediently, she remained motionless.

Luo Lan gently covered her with the quilt, and gently shook her hand, as if to comfort her, and then stood up and left the ward. When she passed by Lou Xi, she felt his panic, and she patted him again.

After giving encouragement, he quickly left the ward. As soon as he opened the door, he could no longer hold back his tears.

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In the ward, the light was very soft, but the air seemed frozen. It was so quiet that you couldn't even hear the breathing of the two people.

Ye Xingchen was lying on the hospital bed, his eyes open, but his eyes were empty.

Lou Xi stood a few meters away from the hospital bed. He was like a stone sculpture, motionless and did not dare to get close. His breathing was tight. He had never been so cowardly, and he had never been so scared.

After a long time, she finished one intravenous drip and needed to change to another bottle. He walked over on thin ice and awkwardly changed the medicine bottle. He looked down at her pale face and her bloodless face, which made her...

His heart was twisted hard.

His thin lips trembled again and again before he forced out his voice, "I'm sorry..." He didn't realize how hoarse his voice was until he started to speak.

Sorry, the three most useless words in the world, but besides this, he didn't know what else to say.

Ye Xingchen's eyes moved, and with a slight tug of his lips, he squeezed out three words, but those three words seemed to be able to stave off him, "I don't blame you."

She doesn't blame him, she should blame herself!

She didn't know she was pregnant, and she didn't care that her menstrual period was late. She thought it was just that she was too tired during this period, which led to endocrine disorders. Too many things happened during these days, and she didn't pay attention to her body at all.

Little did he know that there was already a little life inside his body.

The arrival of this child was not an accident for her. On the morning after their first intimate contact, Luo Lan came to talk to her about Sisi, and she was reminded of the child's problem.

He had never mentioned or taken any measures regarding the child, so she thought he wanted it, and she wanted it too. At that time, she had not thought about trying a relationship with him, but she knew about military marriage.

It was destined. It would be nice to have a child, and seeing how cute Sisi was, she also wanted to have another one, so it would be nice to have two children as companions.

Of course she didn't know when she would have a child, but she thought that if she did, she would give birth naturally. But she didn't expect that the child would arrive unknowingly, and she would kill her.

She didn't know the child existed, and he didn't even know it. They didn't know the child existed, so the child left. So...is this God's will?

"Lou Xi...you go out, I want to be alone..."
Chapter completed!