Chapter 239: Losing a corner of life(1/2)
Luo Shan had a long dream...
In the thick night, the thin shadows of a few lonely lamps cast dim reflections on the ground. In the vast city, the surroundings were silent. There was no moon in the sky, and the few sparse stars seemed to disappear into the clouds.
Suddenly, between the sky and the earth, there seemed to be a crow's crow, a hoarse sound, breaking through the lonely night, disturbing the boundless peace?
She held up her clothes and stumbled down the deserted street, looking around in panic as she walked. She was filled with fear, confusion, panic, and loneliness, as if there was a faint pain spreading in her heart. It tore at her heart, making her seem to be falling into endless hell step by step...
In the entire street, in the entire field of vision, she was the only one...
She wanted to call someone and speak loudly to dispel her fear, but she couldn't open her mouth. After trying hard for a long time, she finally opened her mouth, but she couldn't make any sound...
She was completely frightened, and tears welled up. When her vision was blurred, she raised her hand to wipe the corners of her eyes, but she suddenly discovered that what she shed was not tears, but blood. A few drops flowed down her cheeks and into her mouth. Her senses were very clear. I tasted the fishy smell...
Staggering, she stepped on the hem of her skirt and fell to the ground hard. She cried in confusion, unable to shout out, only shouting over and over again in her heart...
Tianchi, Tianchi, where are you?
Tianchi, Tongtong, where are you?
Brother Mingyu, Shu Yan, where are you? After being returned.
Si Heng...
Siheng, where are you?
Lan Siheng, lying in a pool of blood, once popped into her mind, she couldn't get rid of it. One of her nerves seemed to be poked, and her whole body became excited and crazy. She struggled to get up from the ground, and she spread her legs and walked towards Running wildly ahead of the unknown, completely integrated into the endless darkness...
The shoes on her feet ran away, and she kept barefooting. She only had one belief in her heart. She wanted to find Si Heng, and she wanted to find the man who sacrificed his life to save her...
Si Heng...
Siheng, where are you?
No one could be found, as if the world had come to an end and there was no one except her. Unfortunately, she stumbled again and put her hands on her belly. She was suddenly startled again. Where was her baby? Both the baby and Si Heng were gone. ?
She was so anxious that the blood in her eyes was still dripping down, as if the blood was coming from her body. As the blood flowed out, her life was passing by little by little, and finally she collapsed on the ground helplessly. Like a drowning person, eager to live, he opens his mouth wide and inhales hard...
One of the stars in the sky suddenly fell, like a meteor shower. After passing through the beauty for a moment, it gradually disappeared and disappeared into the endless darkness...
She looked up at the remaining stars, and finally made a low voice, "Am I... going to die too..."
"Xiaosugi?"
"Xiaoshan, you won't die, Xiaoshan, wake up, Xiaoshan..."
In her ears, there was a hoarse call, one after another urgently. Luo Shan struggled to open her eyelids, but in the end she was unable to open her eyes and take a look at the world she thought she was about to leave...
…
The VIP ward was filled with the smell of disinfectant, mixed with the fragrance of roses, and 1,314 red roses decorated the entire ward in dazzling red.
The red roses that he once hated the most were now so beautiful in his eyes. Because this flower with thorns symbolizes love.
His exhausted body couldn't hold it up and he lay half-ly on the bedside. He held the hand of his beloved woman and loosened his grip weakly. Shao Tianchi slowly closed his eyes, but within half a minute, he suddenly woke up again and raised his eyes in panic.
, looking at the still unconscious woman.
"Xiaoshan, when you wake up, the doctor said that you should wake up after the anesthesia wears off. But it's been two days and two nights. Where is your willpower? You don't want to wake up mentally, right? Xiaoshan, you still have
There is me, there is still me, Xiaoshan, don’t let me go..."
"Xiaoshan..."
"Xiaoshan, Tongtong is your daughter. Even if you don't want to see me, you can't abandon your daughter. I beg you to open your eyes and look at me. I'll take Tongtong over to you, okay? December 20, Tongtong
On your birthday, I promise to accompany you. As long as you are happy, I will promise you anything, Xiaoshan..."
"Xiaoshan, I can't hold it anymore. Before I fall asleep, let me take a look at you, okay? Xiaoshan..."
A thin murmur, full of sorrow, as if the throat had been burned by fire, and the sound was dry and harsh, as if it was about to burst...
In Luo Shan's nightmare, the distant voice echoed over and over again in her ears. The name she called out was so emotional. No, every word and every sound in the words was extremely affectionate, which made her
The remaining blood in the body slipped from the corners of the eyes in the form of blood tears...
No, she can't die like this, she wants to live, live...
A strong will was injected into the center of her brain, and she began to feel pain in her body. She felt that she was having many strange dreams. On the deserted street, a vague figure suddenly appeared, as if it was someone she was familiar with.
They were very strange, they were calling her, they were calling her very intimately and gently, she waved to them anxiously, but they all suddenly disappeared...
She cried desperately, trying in vain to get up and chase her, but her whole body could not lift up any strength. The pain in her lower abdomen became more and more clear. She couldn't help but let out an indistinct moan, "Okay.
pain……"
"Xiaoshan..."
For a moment, Shao Tianchi thought that he was hearing hallucinations due to excessive fatigue. He murmured softly and stared at the pale little face with his dark eyes, not daring to move away for half a second.
"pain……"
It wasn't until there was another groan, accompanied by the frowning of those two beautiful eyebrows, that Shao Tianchi suddenly reacted, clenched Luo Shan's hand tightly, trembled his thin lips, and called her loudly, "Xiao Shan?"
Luo Shan suddenly woke up, and her remaining consciousness made her open her eyes quickly. The lights in the ward were not very bright, but slightly dim. She rolled her eyes in a daze and fixed her eyes on the direction of the source of the sound.
"Xiaoshan...Xiaoshan, you're awake, you talk too much, you're finally awake, you're finally awake?" Shao Tianchi was excited and incoherent. He leaned over and hugged her body tightly. Hot tears rolled out of the corners of his eyes uncontrollably.
Falling on the white sheets.
Luo Shan opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but she was too weak to say anything. However, the man's body was so heavy that she couldn't breathe. She wanted to move her body, but the slightest movement caused pain underneath her.
She gasped, "It hurts..."
The weak cry of pain like mosquitoes and ants made Shao Tianchi suddenly remember something in his excitement. He stood up in a hurry and rang the call bell on the bedside, "The patient is awake?"
After uttering these four short words, a doctor quickly came in a hurry. Along with the doctor, there were many people, making the spacious ward suddenly overcrowded.
Luo Shan stared at these people with worries written all over their faces in confusion, his mind was empty, he even forgot about the pain for a moment, his eyes showed no fluctuations, and his expressions showed no change.
Shao Tianchi gave in. The doctor came forward and gave her a preliminary examination, and then said: "I'm lucky to have woken up. Take a good rest. Mrs. Shao is very weak now. Don't get out of bed easily. She will have to stay in the hospital for observation for at least 72 hours." Only then can I be discharged from the hospital.”
"Yeah." Shao Tianchi nodded and responded roughly.
After the doctor left, everyone who came in immediately gathered around the hospital bed, including the Shao brothers and sisters, Shangguan Jue, Pei Zeming, and Mother Qiao.
Mother Qiao threw herself on the bedside and couldn't help but burst into tears, "Xiaoshan...Xiaoshan, you scared mom to death. Mom is really anxious to death. I'm really afraid that you just...just leave mom and go..."
Shao Tianqi's eyes were red and he choked with sobs: "Sister-in-law, don't be sad. Don't think too much about anything else. Taking good care of your body is the most important thing..."
These words of comfort sounded to Luo Shan's ears like being struck by lightning. She heard the hidden meaning...
Especially when she saw Shao Tianqi's protruding belly, she suddenly stared, then raised her hand with difficulty and covered her belly under the quilt. The deflated belly made her whole body tremble, and she could not calm down with reason. Excited?
A strong big hand took out her hand and held it firmly in the palm. She turned her head mechanically, and then she saw clearly the owner of that hand. It was as if he had aged more than ten years overnight. , the handsome face is gray and white, the eye sockets are sunken, the red bloodshot eyes are numerous and dense, the hair that is usually meticulously combed is messy, and the stubble on the chin makes her eyes hurt and distressed...zsvh.
"Xiao Shan..." he croaked, and there were still faint traces of wet tears in his dark eyes, which were full of coldness and forbearance as he stared at her, "Xiao Shan, we can still regenerate. As long as you are safe, that is more important than anything else... …”
"Are you talking nonsense?"
Luo Shan suddenly yelled, and the sudden strength made her break away from Shao Tianchi's hand. Regardless of the needle and drip in her arm, she lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed. At this time, in her mind, She only had one thought, and that was to go to the doctor and ask the doctor to tell her that her baby was still there and that her baby was growing well and safely in her belly...
"Xiaosugi?"
Shao Tianchi held down her shoulders in panic. Shao Tianjun stood at the end of the bed and hurriedly held down her legs. Luo Shan couldn't move and had no extra strength to struggle. He fell on the bed on his back and closed his eyes...
"My child...was aborted, right?"
She cried and asked, but no one had the heart to answer her. Several men all turned their faces away, with dark red eyes. Shao Tianqi and Qiao's mother hid their faces and cried. Shao Tianchi's tall body was shaking constantly, and he couldn't help but feel sad. Own……
Luo Shan was immersed in the darkness, forcing herself to accept this cruel fact, but deep down in her heart, she didn't want to accept it at all, not at all...
She understood that in this near-death car accident, she saved her life, but lost something...
She understood that her baby had become a victim in this grudge and hatred...
It turned out that the dream was not a dream. What was passing away from her body was not her blood, but her child. It was the child's life that was passing away and separated from her mother's body. The fallen star was the one in the fairy tale.
It is said that when a person dies in the world, one star in the sky will fall, but there will be one more angel in heaven...
Has her child become an angel? Is it true that we have already said goodbye to each other before we have even met?
There was something hot dripping down on her wrist in large areas. She knew that those were the tears of the baby's father. She didn't want to open her eyes, and no one wanted to see it. She was so tired, so tired...
Somewhere in her body seemed to have been hollowed out by this cruel fact. Endless pain was tormenting her, making her whole body sweat. Especially her heart, which felt like it was being torn apart by a sharp knife.
And all the internal organs, limbs and limbs are suffering from the pain of Ling Chi...
Luo Shan pressed her face against the pillow. The wet pillow was extremely cold. The coolness seeped into her face, and her heart became cold and lukewarm. She couldn't figure out why...
In order to save this child and the continuation of her life and love with him, she worked hard for so long, endured all the grievances that she should and should not have, and endured all the abuse and persecution. She managed to survive, even if she fled to Hualien and took advantage of her.
Ji Mingyu did not hesitate to set up a scam to enter the police station, and did not hesitate to be alone...
All she did was to let her child be born safely. She had been persisting for more than four months. She even gave the baby a name, but why was God so cruel and refused to give her a name?
She has a child...
No one can understand how important this child is to her...
No matter how many children she has in the future, no one will be able to replace this child in her heart...
I still remember that day, she wrote two names on the paper with a serious smile. If she gave birth to a boy, she would be called Nianwu, and if she gave birth to a girl, she would be called Nianxin.
Missing Tong and thinking about Wu, together they mean that I will always miss his proposal under the French plane tree that year...
To be continued...