Everyone has shortcomings. It’s not that they don’t know it. Some people lie to themselves and don’t want to admit it.

I am very frank, I admit that among the many shortcomings, one of them is that when my girlfriend says to break up, or makes a move to break up, I will not keep her.

As for afterwards, when I miss you very much, I will ask to come back. I admit, this is a very shameful thing to do.

After Zhang Yue said, "What you can't get is always the best," I slammed the door and walked out.

Many women say they don’t like it when men slam the door and leave after an argument. I think everything has its ups and downs. Some people are just because they are angry, and some people don’t want to continue arguing.

When I go out, I don’t know who to look for. It is definitely common for couples to quarrel. The first time I go to my friends, they will be worried and try to persuade me. What about the second time? What about the third time?...

What's more, the reason for the quarrel is quite difficult to explain. If others ask, I can't say that Zhang Yue betrayed me.

Maybe I'm used to it. When I have troubles, I want to drink some wine, but I can't drink alone. Coincidentally, Cheng Gang called me and asked me to go to the bar to find him.

I went to Hiba once when I was in high school. I was looking for people and didn't have much fun. I just thought it was very noisy and my ears were not used to it.

There are several bars at the intersection of the street. I knew these bars when I was studying in the art training class of WH University in high school.

Cheng just came out of the bar to pick me up, probably because he was worried that I had never been in.

Apart from him, there is also the girl who accompanied him in the Aegean Sea, named "Anzi".

It was around 10 o'clock in the evening, when the Taiwanese crowd was in high spirits, and it was extremely noisy. I shouted in Cheng Gang's ear and said, "When you come to the bar, you should call me Liu Wu or Wang Dian."

These two people have good drinkers and love to be lively, especially when I saw a bottle of Chivas Regal 12 and a dozen bottles of beer on the banquet. I once drank vodka mixed with a drink, and it had too much stamina. I fainted after not drinking much.

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Cheng Gang told me that he wanted me to help him make up his mind. He wanted to open a guest house opposite a media school. Cheng Gang was like this. He was obviously very independent, but in fact he had already made up his mind and would still find a friend.

Ask for opinions.

I said, "That's fine. You like things that are comfortable, but this will trap you. You probably won't have time to come out and play with us."

"It's okay, you can just find me. There are five floors there and there are many rooms. You can stay wherever you like."

People in our circle usually hang out at Tian Li's place. Since he switched to selling computers, he rented a house with three bedrooms and one living room.

Contrary to Tian Li, I like to live a cohabitation life with my girlfriend without interference. Tian Li likes to be lively, and when he is bored, he especially likes to ask his friends to go to his place to play. I don't know Lu Sha's true feelings in her heart, at least on the surface she doesn't care.

I said: "As for this matter, we can just talk about it on the phone. Why ask me to come out and make light bulbs?"

Anzi replied: "Doudou will be here soon." Then he laughed and said: "You are so proud. Normally, our sisters would ask her to come to the bar to hang out without saying anything. As soon as I heard that you were also there, I immediately agreed to go out.

, it’s probably coming soon.”

As soon as I finished speaking, my phone vibrated. It was a text message from Doudou: Are you in there? Come out and pick me up. I'm at the door.

Doudou is dressed in a refreshing outfit with light make-up. She doesn't look like she works in a nightclub at all. She looks like a pure college girl with infinite vitality.

When she saw me, she ran over and kissed me on the cheek, then put her arms around me.

To be honest, my heart was moved, especially when I saw her in a different light. It felt like I was just starting to fall in love, with a pounding heartbeat.

No, it should be the heartbeat of eating secretly, which is a bit exciting.

I said: "Aren't you going to work today?"

"We have three days off every month except for our period." Then he ran up to me, put his arm around my waist, looked at me and said, "You still owe me a gift, you must give it to me next time we meet."

"Gift?"

"You didn't even bring me a gift when you came back from the capital!"

I laughed and hugged her closely: "My carelessness, I will make up for it next time!" This sudden move was not accidental, but I saw many men at the door looking at Doudou with their hungry wolf-like eyes, which made me feel guilty.

He has a desire to protect, possessiveness, and a sense of pride.

The difference between a bar and a KTV is that it allows you to release your original wildness under the numbness of alcohol and the stimulation of music.

I was wild, even high. It should be said that all four of us were high.

Doudou said that my high-altitude movements were very nice, but I said that I didn’t know how to get high. I just spent a week in a hip-hop training class in high school.

Does she really like me? I don't know. Tian Li, Cheng Gang and Liu Wu all told me: Don't be sincere, the girls there won't be sincere to you either.

That night, I crossed the restricted area, not to get a room, but in the bathroom of the bar.

The bathroom is unisex. Doudou was about to vomit, so I went to take care of her and ended up vomiting.

That night, she also knew why I was drinking so crazy. She said, "It doesn't matter whether you break up or not? Just don't forget me."

Is this love? If not, then I have what Tian Li and others often call a sexual friend; if so, then this kind of unrequited love makes me uncomfortable and uneasy.

It was already very late when we came out of the bar, and there was a late-night food stall opposite Quanyechang.

I was treating guests to a late-night snack, but I was actually still under the paralysis of alcohol and couldn't eat much. I wanted to drink some soup to sober up.

Cheng Gang is single and will definitely check out a room. But I can't, so I can only send her back.

After crossing the restricted area, I remained silent and just hugged her in the back seat. She asked, "Do you really want to go back?"

"I'm sorry, I have to go back, although I did something wrong..." I wanted to say that I did something wrong but couldn't go on. The word "wrong" was too unfair to Doudou.

Then I saw her tears. I felt distressed and went to help her wipe them away, but I didn't know what to say.

After getting off the bus, she cried again, and I could only hold her and let her cry on me.

She asked me if I looked down on her working here? Asked me if I thought she was dirty?

She said that she tried it a year ago at the instigation of a friend, but unexpectedly she got drunk by a customer the first time.

She said that she already loved herself so much that she didn’t dare to get drunk after the first time and took anti-alcoholic pills several times in advance.

She said her boyfriend broke up with her late last year after he found out where she worked.

She said that if she went to college, she would be in her junior year.

She said she felt very insecure and was beaten by customers in order not to be taken advantage of too much.

She was confused, but I could only hold her and let her cry.

After I got back, I didn't go directly into the room. I walked around outside because I was scared.

I'm afraid of the fragrance on my body and the hair on my clothes that I haven't noticed.

When I walked in, I realized that she was not there. Except for a few pairs of shoes, her other clothes and luggage were also missing.

I found a note on the keyboard in front of the computer: "Xi, I'm back to school. Maybe you're right, I can't play games anymore. I will graduate next year. In fact, I was panicking. I found out what I was doing in school

I haven’t learned anything, I don’t know anything.”

"In addition to playing games every day, I also play games to numb my confusion. I will read your notes carefully and study them seriously."

"But, really, you are too tight on me. I am really restricted and uncomfortable. Let's take some time apart and think about it."

I breathed a sigh of relief, thinking she was gone. At the same time, I was also very angry. Did I care too much? I don’t think so. I think that once you are in a relationship, you should be measured and grasp the space between you and other members of the opposite sex.

Maybe I was too strict because I was immature. I only saw the things in the note that made me angry, but not her confusion.

Tian Li came to see me early the next morning. He rarely came to my place to look for me. I usually went to his place.

"Are we quarreling again? Why are the things moved away? Are they separated?"

"How did you know?"

"She called Shasha last night and asked us to keep an eye on you and not let you sit in the house with your head down."

"Then what?"

"No, then I'll come and see you."

I didn't know what to say to Tian Li, so I just said: "Dali, I don't want to say anything, I feel very upset."

"Don't be bothered. I'll take you to Lehelehe tonight. If you drink some wine, you'll be fine. Wang Dian found a competitive game called Dynasty Warriors. It's said to be OK. You'll be fine today and Sunday. Go to my store.

While playing games, he also helped me assemble my computer when I was busy."

Well, my matter became an excuse for Tian Li to go to Lehe. At that time, Lu Sha quite believed in me and thought I was a very sensible person.

Tian Li originally hired two salesmen. Except when installing three computers at the same time, I would play the Dynasty Three Kingdoms recommended by him in the store at other times.

In the evening, Tian Li sent Lu Sha away to have dinner with her classmates on the pretext of drinking with me. Lu Sha's school is also next to this urban village.

Wang Dian and Liu Wu couldn't come with their girlfriends, so they called Cheng Gang who was farther away and let me go first after dinner.

While eating, I said: "Drink less. It will be the same if you drink later. I still have to buy something."

"What to buy?" Tian Li asked.

"Buy some gifts for Doudou. She said I didn't bring her any gifts when I came back from the capital."

"So serious?" Tian Li wanted to object.

"Okay, let me be honest, I gave her to her in the bar bathroom yesterday..." Tian Li knew what happened yesterday, and he didn't go to the bar without finding a reason.

"Okay, just get in. I'll buy the gifts for you. The net profit from the four computers today is more than 4,000, haha. Don't tell Lu Sha about the store, otherwise you won't be able to tell how the money was spent."

An agate bracelet costing more than 100 yuan, if it is said to be agate, we also think it is agate. The packaging is very beautiful, Tian Li asked me to quote 500 yuan, which makes it look more grand.

When passing by the flower shop, Tian Li also took the initiative and bought me a bouquet of roses. I said it was not necessary, and he said: "It is necessary. I don't know whether you will separate or get together, but you have to have someone to accompany you during this time..."
Chapter completed!