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what was lost(1/2)

What lost? Fu Sinian saw her and her eyes turned red. He immediately got up from the bed, trying to pull her into his arms.

Who knew that when Mo Ranran saw him reaching out, she immediately screamed and ran towards the door, looking as if she wanted to escape him immediately.

Fu Sinian's face changed, and she had already grabbed her and reached the door, and reached out to press the back of the door tightly. Mo Ranran wanted to pull the door again, but the door was no longer moving.

Mo Ranran quickly retreated again, but this retreated to the corner of the door and the wall.

Fu Sinian took advantage of the situation and stretched out his hand again and trapped her to death in that corner.

"You...what are you doing!" Mo Ranran finally raised her head, looked at him hurriedly, but immediately lowered her head.

He seemed to have lost weight, but she didn't dare to look at it too much. Even though she knew that she was completely confused now, she was afraid that if she looked at him again, she would be even more confused.

Fu Sinian looked at the little woman in front of him who didn't even dare to look at him. She felt angry and funny. After pausing for a moment, she finally said, "Don't you learn clothing design from MR.Peter in Italy? Why are you here again?"

"I...I'm here to travel!" Mo Ranran replied in a panic for a moment.

"Is that true?" Fu Sinian asked lightly.

"..." Mo Ranran couldn't answer when he heard his tone.

No one is a fool. Why is she here? That's the most obvious thing! But why is he here?

Thinking of this, Mo Ranran suddenly raised her head, and seemed to finally have a little courage to look at him: "Then why are you here?"

"Look for you." Fu Sinian replied lightly.

Mo Ranran's originally pale face suddenly turned red, staring at him, and her heart also jumped wildly. But after a moment, her face turned red again, and she seemed to calm down: "What are you looking for me to do?"

Fu Sinian looked down at her and said in a deep voice: "I look for you... Of course I have something to ask you."

"What's the matter?" Her heart rose again and stared at him in a daze.

Fu Sinian looked at her eyes wide open, and felt funny, but she still had an extremely plain expression on her face: "Where have you taken Guan Yao?"

Mo Ranran's heart, which had been raised high, fell back with a "bang", smashing the dust in his heart.

Actually, was it just for her to make Guan Yao’s whereabouts? But does Guan Yao’s whereabouts have anything to do with him? Why do he still need to know?

Thinking of this, she looked at him again: "What do you want to do to Guan Yao? He has decided to separate from Ye Baizhen, and he has disappeared from your life. He will never disturb you again, why do you still want to find him?"

Fu Sinian was so angry that her stomach hurt again by her thoughts and tone. She frowned slightly before finally speaking: "Why should you help him make a decision?"

"I didn't make a decision for him." Mo Ranran blushed slightly in anger, "This is his own decision."

"Dare you dare say you were not fanning the flames?" Fu Sinian was aggressive.

"What does it mean to stir up the flames?" Mo Ranran suddenly raised her head and stared at him, "I just analyzed the loss of composure to him. How to choose is his own business! Besides, he did this to help you. Are you not satisfied?"

Fu Sinian couldn't help but close his eyes and took a deep breath before speaking again: "Where is he?"

"What the hell are you going to do?" Mo Ranran felt really unsure. She had all kinds of messy feelings, and she couldn't tell her mood clearly. She just whispered: "I won't tell you where he is!"

"You have worked so hard to break up other couples! His wife is looking for him everywhere now! You still don't want to tell where he is?" Fu Sinian finally raised his voice slightly and looked at her with a frown.

Mo Ranran was stunned for a moment: "What?"

Fu Sinian looked at her quietly, waiting for her to come back to her senses.

After waiting for a long time, Mo Ranran finally slowly clarified her thoughts and looked at him again: "You mean... Ye Baizhen is looking for him? She is not with you... Why do she still want to look for Guan Yao?"

"What did she talk to me?" Fu Sinian looked down at her and asked in a low voice.

Mo Ranran's thoughts that had finally been cleared began to become confused again: "She and you... the person she loves is the person you love and is also her... You should be together... I saw you hugging each other, you should indeed be together..."

Seeing that her face turned pale again, Fu Sinian felt unbearable after all, so he slowly stretched out his hand and surrounded her waist.

Mo Ranran's back was straight and he stretched out his hand to press against his chest, exerting a little force, trying to keep a distance from him.

Fu Sinian sighed slightly in his heart, easily relieved her strength, reached out to hug her, and returned to the bed.

He asked her to sit back on the bed. Knowing that her cold had not yet recovered, he pulled up the quilt to cover her, and sat down beside the bed.

"I haven't told you about some things, so it's no wonder you have such a misunderstanding." Fu Sinian lowered his eyes slightly, and then looked at her again, "It's impossible for her and I to be together again."

Mo Ranran's heart suddenly rose again and looked at him blankly: "Why?"

"Didn't I tell you about my parents' car accident? Didn't my father have another woman in his car?" Fu Sinian said, "That woman is her mother."

Mo Ranran was shocked and stunned.

Fu Sinian nodded slightly: "Her mother is the object of my father's extramarital affair, which caused the tragedy of our family. However, her father was seriously injured by my father's search for someone, and it was delayed until she was seventeen years old and finally passed away. In other words, our parents are the ones who killed each other, do you understand?"

Mo Ranran was a little stunned. After a long time, he finally settled the relationship and nodded slowly.

"So do you think it's possible for me to be with her?" Fu Sinian whispered.

Mo Ranran was stunned again.

It seems that it is indeed difficult for two people to be together. But even so, isn’t their love for each other still irresistible?

Thinking of this, her face became bleak again, her brows frowned slightly, and after a long time, she whispered: "This is probably what fate is so called fate. Although you can't be together, you are still the other person who loves the most..."

Fu Sinian was silent for a moment before saying, "I admit that she was the first woman I fell in love with in my life. It was the time when I was in the deepest, but I was suddenly betrayed. This is why I have been resentful for so long. Before that, I had too many words with her and I didn't say it clearly, so I still stayed at the time eight years ago and could never get out."

Mo Ranran had never heard him talk about emotional issues so seriously. Although he knew these facts, he suddenly felt sad again, slowly retracted his hand and put it in the quilt.

Fu Sinian took her actions and continued: "Some time ago, we finally explained this issue seriously because of Guan Yao's car accident. She has been trying to get out of this relationship for so many years, but because I was unconscious, she couldn't get out of it. It was not until I finally woke up that she began to strive for a new life..."

Mo Ranran listened quietly and suddenly remembered something: "Guan Yao was because of the car accident between you two..."

"Yes." Fu Sinian did not deny it, "I once asked a private detective to investigate her. After finding out the relationship between our parents, I did not plan to investigate anymore, but forgot to notify the private detective. As a result, they told me the news that she was fired and banned by your father..."

Mo Ranran suddenly shrank and looked at him, his eyes showing helpless despair.

"I admit that I was in a mess at that time. It was obviously because of me that she encountered such a thing. Later, when I saw her accidentally, I followed her to where she lived, but found that she actually lived in the place where I lived when I was in high school, ate the restaurant I used to eat, and went to the place where we once agreed to live for a walk..."

"Don't say it anymore!" Mo Ranran suddenly interrupted him, "I know... I know that the person you love is still the other party, don't say it anymore!"

But Fu Sinian continued to speak and said, "I was almost crazy at that time. She used to treat me so resolutely, but in the end, she lived in my past... I felt very distressed and confused, so I couldn't help but kiss her, but I happened to be caught by Guan Yao..."

"Don't say it again!" Mo Ranran suddenly shrank into the quilt, and covered herself tightly with the quilt, never wanting to hear a word again.

She had already known all these, so why did he still tell her these details so cruelly?

"Ranran." Fu Sinian whispered her name outside, "I remember what I promised you, but the relationship is not something that can be let go by just letting go. This process may be very difficult and confused... This is true for her, and even more so for me."

"I know I've been confused for so long, which is really too much... But until you leave, I don't know what I've lost."

Hiding in the quilt, Mo Ranran, who was originally in chaos, suddenly heard this sentence, and all the chaotic thoughts were frozen.

What is he talking about?

"I originally thought I really lost you, but I didn't realize it was wrong until I knew that Guan Yao suddenly disappeared before the wedding." Fu Sinian continued, "I rushed to their wedding scene. The moment I saw A Zhen, I suddenly understood something. How could such a coincidence be made? You suddenly wanted to divorce me, and Guan Yao, who was ready to marry her, suddenly disappeared overnight. Although it was a short time between them, this matter was still too obvious...or, this method was really clumsy..."

Mo Ranran in the quilt finally couldn't listen, so she suddenly lifted the quilt and sat up: "Who do you think is clumsy?"

Fu Sinian looked at her furious expression, smiled slightly, and continued, "I worked hard to survive the acute gastritis, just to save time to find you in Italy. But I made a stupid mistake. Since everything was carefully arranged by you, how could you really stay in Italy and learn fashion design with MR.Peter? I looked for you there for a week before finally getting the news that you flew to the United States."

Mo Ranran's mood at this moment was almost at the limit of collapse.

Various emotions are intertwined - sad, surprise, doubt, inexplicable, confused...

She no longer understands what she is thinking, she only knows that she must say something irrelevant to calm her mood.

"Is Sister Wen Cai telling you that I'm here?" After pausing for a long time, she finally said this.

Fu Sinian was slightly stunned: "Wen Cai? She knows you are here?"

"I called her..." Mo Ranran suddenly realized, "It wasn't she who told you? Who was that?"

Fu Sinian's eyes sank slightly and he said lightly: "Your senior brother."

After saying this, both of them fell silent, just sitting there, staring at each other with big eyes.

Mo Ranran was in a complicated mood, and she felt that the air was about to suffocate, and suddenly shedded back into the quilt: "You go out first, I want to be alone!"

Things are too chaotic, she must calm down and think about it alone and figure it out.

Seeing this, Fu Sinian knew that he should give her some time and space. After nodding, he said, "But... before I go out, you should tell me where Guan Yao is? Someone is waiting for his news."

Mo Ranran paused, and then finally said, "British. The nursing home you once lived in."

Fu Sinian looked at her lying motionless figure, but nodded silently, turned around and walked out of the room, leaving her alone.

***************

But what Fu Sinian never expected was that after Mo Ranran was alone in the room for the whole day that day, he appeared at night and the conclusion he came to was - no, believe it!

It’s not that I don’t believe that Fu Sinian has gradually let go of Ye Baizhen, but that I don’t believe that he will really start to like him.

She was hungry for a day and sat at the dining table, quietly drinking the lean meat porridge that someone bought specifically in Chinatown, and kept her head down.

Fu Sinian sat opposite her and looked at her quietly. After a long time, he finally sighed slightly: "Then how do you believe it?"

Mo Ranran finished drinking a bowl of hot porridge, and felt sweating on her back. It was so comfortable for a person with a cold. She wiped her mouth slowly, and then finally looked at him and answered his question: "I won't believe it!"

After saying that, she got up and ran upstairs like a flying stairs.

Fu Sinian was slightly helpless, frowned, took the bowl of porridge she had drunk into the kitchen, washed it, and then turned around.

When she came to the room where she lived, she reached out and turned the door handle. Sure enough, the door was locked.

Fu Sinian reached out and knocked on the door again, but there was no response.
To be continued...
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