【Commentary Book 145】Chapter Five My Sister
When the sun was rising in the east, a new grave was piled up under the northern slope of Siguniang Mountain.
There is a wooden monument in front of the grave, engraved on it: "Tomb of the Beloved Wife Qin", with a dry red font.
The snow in the mountains was dark, just like the faces of the three people in front of the grave.
According to Tang Gen's confession, the three of them had searched for the child's body according to their direction, and finally found a scratch on the snow slope in the middle and lower part of the mountain. The scratch continued to go far and disappeared on a slightly raised snow slope near the foot of the mountain. More than ten feet were found in front of them, and the scratch appeared again, becoming deeper and heavier, and stopped between the hoof marks of a pile of wild beasts. The hoof marks came out of the forest and also went to the forest.
After observing the hoof prints, the three of them concluded that it was a wolf.
Tang Gen was very frightened, but Chang Sihao said nothing.
The search did not continue.
When they returned to the grave, they stood there.
After a cup of tea, Qin Juexiang decided to leave. Seeing that Chang Sihao was still, he did not persuade him, [Xian Mo: Juexiang has always been like this. When the eldest sister was sick, it was also this attitude. He was not like this to Xiao Chang, but at this time he felt guilty and hatred, so he could not face his elder brother, so he had to withdraw. Therefore, leaving at this time was not heartless,]
Looking at Chang Sihao's expressionless face facing the wooden monument, Tang Gen quietly retreated a few steps and chased Qin Juexiang [Xian Mo: Afraid of being beaten,].
The front mountain, the picturesque valley was in chaos, Qin Menghuan, Chen Shengyi, Gu Tingxin, Nothing is more than this [Xian Mo: Look at the arrangement of four surnames, the homophonic is love and valley silence, and the upside down is Mogu Shenqing. The author wrote this section in the valley, which is for this reason. Although the meaning is good, I just saw a little chisel mark.] The bodies of people who were buried in the snow, are only afraid that they will not be exposed until next spring, [Xian Mo: Menghuan has gone, from now on No one in the world sings this "Empty clears thousands of miles and eternal blue". In the first part of the author's current work, "Tears and Swallows" wrote a long song to send dreams: "A man's ambition is in the clouds, the beauty is silent, the cold eyes are silent, the dragon soars and tiger hooves are rolling, and the swords are old and old. I love me, I don't love it, why? Don't ask, don't think or worry, smile, smile sweetly, be a leftover woman than marrying a brainless woman,"]
Chang Sihao stood straight like this, as if waiting for the cold snow to dry himself.
Three days later, his skin turned green and fell gently in a breeze.
After a while, a wolf came from a distance and sniffed it lightly, as if he wanted to put his mouth down, but he couldn't find any soft spots. At this moment, a snow ball was thrown from afar and hit it.
The wolf turned around and saw the person. This person was very strange. He was not tall, only half of the ordinary person. However, he looked very fierce, as fierce as a crazy tiger.
The snow ball kept calling.
The wolf looked at Chang Sihao with resentment, and seemed to feel that it was no pity. He shook his tail and walked away happily.
I don’t know how long it took, Chang Sihao seemed to hear some kind of call. The call was very light, like from a distant place, his eyes narrowed, the sky seemed to be moving, and the woods came over...
When I became aware again, my body felt a little slight, but it was not as cool as the snow. There were a few dead branches standing up around me, and the wind blew it.
After that, every time I recovered my consciousness, I could feel that these dead branches were getting dense and growing, so that the tops were intertwined, and withered leaves grew in the gaps. Occasionally, one or two pieces fell, like dirty snow...
Gradually, the soil was pressing up outside, the sky disappeared, and the wind disappeared.
Taking advantage of that faint consciousness, he thought: "So, this is my grave," and then he fell asleep peacefully.
The sun rose as usual, and the sunlight passed through the clouds, through the forests, through the entrance of the grave, shining on his face. Chang Sihao felt a little itchy on his face. He opened his eyes and was stabbed by the sun. He suddenly felt a little annoyed: "How is this grave piled up? It actually shines through light, and teaches people how to rest in peace." One thought arises, and he thinks this thought is too strange. Even if he dies, why should he choose a grave?
A happy voice suddenly sounded next to him: "Wake up, wake up, you finally wake up,"
Chang Sihao felt that the sound was so familiar. He looked around and saw a dirty zombie sitting next to him. His hair was scattered and many broken leaves were stuck on it. His clothes were not worn but covered with mud. It seemed that he had just crawled out of the grave because of his dissatisfaction.
He wanted to sit up and take a closer look, but his body was weak and a little stiff.
Probably this will happen after death.
The zombie said, "Don't move, I'll get you water," and said, turning his shoulders and twisting it to the bottom, reaching the two square wooden blocks placed beside him, leaning on the ground, slightly supporting his body, turning to the right, and a "sand" sound was rubbed out on the ground, Chang Sihao's eyes fell, and then he found that the zombie's legs had broken knees, and his thighs were tied to a soft cushion with rag strips. The two square woods he leaned in his hand were his shoes.
The zombie moved and rubbed, and crawled out of the entrance of the "grave" and its body fell into light.
Chang Sihao observed his grave and felt that it was more like a half-closed clam shell. When he pressed his hand down, he found himself lying on the wood bed made of wooden branches, only slapped him above the ground.
After a while, the zombie came back and moved and moved closer, but he didn't see any water bowl in his hand.
The zombie arrived in front of the woodbed and buried his head.
The long dirty hair fell down and was the first to put it on Chang Sihao's face. The light in the tomb was insufficient, and the zombie's face looked even darker and dirty in the backlight. Chang Sihao stared at her eyes, her lips tightened, and her body could not move like a ghost pressing on the bed. The zombie hummed twice, rubbing his lips with her lips, signaling him to open it. Chang Sihao felt that the other party's lip skin was soft. In a daze, a small gap was rubbed into his lips, and a stream of water fed in.
The water flow is warm.
Chang Sihao instantly realized: he was not dead, nor was he buried, but was saved by this zombie...
"Zombie" raised his head, saw the tears in his eyes, and hurriedly reached out to wipe him, and asked softly: "Do you want it if you are thirsty or not?"
The sound was soft and familiar, which made Chang Sihao confused. The warm water penetrated the internal organs and melted his mind. Suddenly, he found the familiar root and said in surprise: "Ayao, you are Ayao," his eyes fell, and he said in disbelief: "Your legs..."
Ayao smiled slightly: "It's okay, it's already grown up."
That day, Ayao was cut off his legs by Cao Xiangfei's kicking knife, and was thrown into the forest by Fang Zhengnuo. She fainted among the pile of corpses. She woke up slowly and crawled out. In the middle, she found that the lights on the road were shaking, and several people came to throw the corpses. She immediately fell in the pile of corpses. Fortunately, one of the people fell and hated the smell of blood. She stopped coming from afar and told her to dig a hole in the edge of the road to bury the small body. [Xian Mo: When Cheng Lian'an brought people to deal with An Siti,]
As soon as these people left, Ayao began to crawl again. She didn't dare to climb up the river beach, but only climbed along the woods until dawn. When the sun came out, she stopped and took a breath and checked her legs. The broken opening was burned. She knew in her heart: Fang Zhennuo saved him. At that time, the people from the East Factory were there, and he didn't dare to rescue him openly. He dragged himself into the charcoal pile. It seemed to be a punishment, but in fact it was to stop bleeding. [Xian Mo: Xiao Fang didn't save someone, because he was afraid of being exposed. This is what he was. Human nature and career have made their own choices. Ayao is just a maid. In his heart, it is enough to save this one with all his heart. If you go deeper, it is not worth it. The difference between a hero and an ordinary person is at this little. Later, Xiao Fang went to the woods and clearly had some intentions, but finally pretended to be small and turned back. Cheng Lian'an felt that it was outrageous. In Xiao Fang, it was reasonable. He was a person who took into account the overall situation. If Ji Yeping, Xiao Chang, Liang Bolong would not be like this.
Ayao dared not climb on the road. If someone found out, it wouldn't matter if she was found out, but she would be afraid that she would implicate Fang Zhennuo. So she crawled around the woods, ditches, and grass nests, rubbed some dogtail grass grains or wild berries to fill her stomach. After two days, the blood on her clothes turned black and dirty, and her body was dirty enough to avoid human eyes. So she climbed to a village, so she looked for some burn medicine in the medicine shop, applied it to herself, and heard from the villagers that Guo Shuronghua's team had left, and she had no idea. ,One of the time, I was thinking about my elder brother's condition, and secondly, I didn't dare to chase him, for fear that Fang Zhennuo would let him ejaculate. I walked around the river and thought that I had to recover my injuries first and then think about something else. So I picked up two pieces of wood as shoes, and asked the kind-hearted village woman to tie her legs, and supported her to beg for food in Jiujiang City. Unexpectedly, a beggar behind her back was Ji Yeping, [Xian Mo: It was after Brother Ping buried the gun, Ayao moved slowly with his hands and wanted to take care of his legs, and then he would meet her.]
The two of them talked about each other at the temple altar. When they learned that the eldest brother was fine, she was overjoyed. She was about to take a boat by the river to find Chang Sihao. At this time, Ji Yeping said behind her back: "You look like this, why are you still looking for him?" She said straightforwardly, and her back was fixed there.
Ji Yeping came over and squatted behind her back, looked at her shoulder and said, "Miss Ayao, I can see that you are not an ordinary brother-sister relationship with you. You don't eat or drink in Junshan. Every day you look at the sky, don't miss your lady, but you think of him. But you are like this, there is no result. I tell you that Xiao Fang asked me to chat with you in the past, but they were their plan. I wanted to mess with you through me. After I found out, I didn't want to bother you anymore, but I found that I really wanted to go. Now, I have nothing now, but this heart is still there. If you want, please let me take care of you. I will pity you well, and I will not be so down-and-out. I want to reorganize Juhao, I will rise up in the mountains."
A Yao was quiet for a moment, turned around and his face was full of smiles: "You are wrong. I just think that Brother Chang is the biological brother, and he just thinks that I am a biological girl. Brother Chang is the kind of good person you can't imagine. I have no news. Brother must be worried about me. No matter what I become, I must come to him and let him confirm with his own eyes that I am alive and live well, so that he can feel at ease." After that, she supported the ground and moved forward, [Xian Mo: What is belief, just this is, the Juexiang for Xiao Chang, just lacks such belief,]
Ji Yeping looked at her back for a long time, caught up with her and said, "I'll give you it," [Xian Mo: A good man, love and righteousness. Now when a man fails to pursue or breaks up, he starts to spread rumors about other girls. Not to mention men, he is not even a human being.]
In this way, the two of them took a boat and found Hanyang all the way. They asked about it and chased Meishan. When they arrived at Jiuli Feihua Village, Li Shuangji was very happy when he saw Ayao. He said that the Marquis and his wife had gone to pick up the person and would probably be back soon. The Tang family knew that this was Chang Sihao's sister, so they hurriedly arranged to take a bath and change clothes for her. [Xian Mo: All of them were cleaned, so they became like zombies, which was not what they did before.] Ji Yeping sent the Buddha to the west and was about to leave. At this time, Qin Juexiang and Tang Gen came back with a bad expression, saying that everyone unfortunately encountered an avalanche. The fourth aunt, eldest sister, child, General Manager Chen, Gu Mo and others were unfortunately killed. The eldest brother showed the grave for the eldest sister there, and did not want to disturb them, so they came back.
Feng Eryuan almost cried to death [Xianmo: Good girl, don't write about relatives of the Tang family, first write about Eryuan's reaction, and then you will know what the author is thinking. Relatives and alienation only look at what the relationship is like, and it is not blood relationship.] Li Shuangji is thinking about Chang Sihao, but since he "don't want to disturb others", he is not convenient for the time being. Qin Juexiang seems to be in a bad mood. He packs up his things and leaves that day [Xianmo: It doesn't matter if he throws Tang Gen and dies. Tang Gen must be uncomfortable. The two of them have already There was nowhere to go, 】, Ji Yeping saw that Ayao was worried, so he secretly took her to find her on a fast horse, and carried her up the mountain. After searching for a while, he didn't see where the grave was. After entering the temple, there was no one. He walked to the high place. The road was blocked by snow. When he came back, he found that there was a road behind the temple. He went up the cliff and looked around. Fortunately, it was daytime, and he saw that there was a black spot on the edge of the snow slope at the bottom of the mountain, like a grave, and there was someone standing behind him, so he came down the mountain with Ayao on his back.
When Ayao talked, he only said that Ji Yeping met him and then kindly sent him over. The conversation between the two did not mention a word. Finally, he heard that Ji Yeping was carrying her down. Chang Sihao hurriedly asked, "So he is here, where did he go?"
Ayao said, "We are still a distance away from you. When he saw you standing in front of the grave, he put me down and left,"
Chang Sihao thought to himself: "It's more than two thousand miles from Jiujiang to this place. It's rare that Ji Yeping is so thoughtful. Maybe it's because he stabbed me before. He wanted to apologize, but he didn't want to see me," [Xian Mo: No, there is a misunderstanding in everything, and there is no time for people and the world to understand it thoroughly. Sigh,
Ayao smiled and said, "I'm moving slowly, and I'm still half a mile away from you [Xianmo: Half a mile is five hundred meters, half a mile away, about three or four hundred meters, ordinary people will arrive for dozens of seconds, but it's not easy for Ayao], Look at you falling down, I hurriedly stepped forward, not expecting a wolf to come out of the woods, but it scared me. I was so anxious that I couldn't get close to it, so I raised a snowball to hit it. Fortunately, this beast was afraid of people after all, otherwise, you would have to live in a fur coffin. [Xianmo: In the past, I died and threw a mat and threw a burial tomb. Most of the corpses were bitten by wolves and dogs, and they were eaten into the animal's belly. It was for the "fur coffin". The old saying is interesting, and now there is no place to listen to it,]"
Chang Sihao looked down and said, "Look at you, you can still laugh like this."
Ayao pressed his legs and smiled and said, "It's good to survive, isn't it?"
Chang Sihao looked straight: "Living... Haha, what can you do if you live?" [Xian Mo: Because of the fact that he was going to be eaten by a wolf, I can't help but think of Xiao Changshou. Although he is not a biological child, he also has feelings,]
A Yao knew that he was in a bad mood and did not comfort him. He just smiled and lowered his head to accompany him silently.
Although the exposure in the wind and snow for three consecutive days caused serious frostbite, Chang Sihao's body has a foundation after all. After two days of raising it, he could go downstairs and move. While Ayao was going out to find food, he crawled out and saw that it turned out that the "grave" was built in a small grass ditch by the woods. It was made of dead branches, covered with thin branches, piled with dead leaves, and covered with a layer of soil on the top.
Looking at the round roof with a arch, he thought: "The grave is taller than this one, so it is better to call it a clam house. It is called a clam house. What am I? Could it be a black pearl? Oh, I am not even a stone,"
Thinking in my mind, I stood up with a tree and vaguely saw Ayao in the forest, I walked towards this direction. I saw Ayao carefully uncovering a stone and reaching out to dig it out. There were also some flat stones on the snow next to me, two in groups, one in obliquely standing, and the other standing upright, all supported by a small branch, with some grass seeds underneath.
Chang Sihao understands this mechanism: When the bird walks past the grass seeds, when it hits a branch, the stone will fall. The bird will fly reflectively to the opposite side, but it will hit another stone and cannot fly. It is just that in this moment, it can be squeezed. [Xian Mo: These are all the tricks of wild children in the past. What do you do when writing about it? Now it is very easy for sparrows to fly in the city. This mechanism is so easy. What should a group of idle children do after reading it?]
He sighed and thought: This stone is a life. Perhaps it is because of the killing and killing too many lives that the old genius would take Yin'er and Shou'er away from him. Ayao just took out a bird from under the stone slab. When he turned around, he saw him hurriedly: "You haven't recovered yet, why did you come out? Go back and lie down."
Chang Sihao murmured: "Killing animals and killing lives is a great sin..."
Ayao smiled and said, "I will kill you, I will kill you, I will make you sin, and I will eat ready-made ones. Go back quickly."
Chang Sihao said, "Ha, there are evils that can be replaced. If someone commits evil for me, how big a sin should I have, [Xianmo: After all, brothers and sisters reunite after the disaster, but only know how to bicker. Xiao Changyuan is not such a person. Yin'er's death has a great impact on him. The restlessness in his heart has not passed yet] "Sigh, I'm a little thirsty, and I don't seem to see a stream around me. Where is the place where you fetch water?" Ayao smiled and said, "Look, isn't it all everywhere?" Chang Sihao saw the snow all over the ground, and then realized, "I'm so stupid." He leaned over and picked up a piece and put it in his mouth. Ayao hurriedly said, "The snow is cold, you can wait for me..." Suddenly he couldn't say it.
Chang Sihao didn't want to embarrass her, so she turned to start and said, "It's okay, just eat this piece and moisten your throat." When she returned to the clam house, she thought about it in her heart, held the tree and leaned down, digging a large piece of snow and putting it in her mouth. The snow was cold and her tongue was so painful that it melted. After melting, it felt like it was just a little water. So she held this little water and didn't swallow it, digging another piece in her mouth, and then digging another piece... I dug several pieces and melted it before I gathered a full mouthful. After a while, the water gradually warmed up again.
He felt very sad [Xianmo: Can you tell how difficult it is for Aya to feed him a mouthful of water. I asked Xiao Chang, the smell of this water is compared to the milk smell in the snow cave. The temperature of the milk is compared to the temperature of this snow water. Who is cooler and warmer?], looked at the "clam house" again, and knew that Ayao supported himself to this place to shelter the wind and snow, and then picked up branches everywhere to cover it. [Xianmo: I asked Xiao Chang, the smell of this snow-covered clam house is compared to the brocade tent before,], the weather here is so cold , She must not be too late to delay her time, and she has been drying for days and nights. Not to mention the dead branches, just the layers of leaves and layers of soil on it, she has to dig out many handfuls on this frozen soil, climbing up many rounds and rounds. Thinking of this, he sprayed all his saliva, and suddenly hit his head on the tree, his eyes closed, and tears dripped down, and he blamed himself in his heart: "Chang Sihao, for you, she made herself like a zombie, what are you, what are you?"
The desire to survive became stronger, and his people became much more energetic. After two days, they almost completely recovered their physical fitness. Looking at A Yao's thin appearance, he made up his mind: "It's time to commit a crime,"
As soon as he decided to commit evil, the surrounding animals began to suffer evil. They lived quietly in the primeval forest for countless generations, and suddenly discovered that there were monsters in the world. This monster was quieter than a tiger, fiercer than a wolf, smarter than a fox, faster than a leopard, and had two horns long and short, extremely sharp, and could be pulled out or put away. They found that since the monster came, their relatives and natural enemies disappeared one after another, and the lives of monsters and female monsters changed straightly. Good, the daily food changes from picking nuts and roasted birds to roasted pheasants, roasted bear paws, roasted antelope, roasted deer stews... [Xianmo: Changsun couple lived in seclusion, the author stewed rabbit meat in close proximity to show his crime (formerly in the past, in ancient times, rabbit soup was eaten by criminals, so it was a sinner), Xiaochang brother and sister lived in seclusion, chicken, bear, sheep and deer were eaten all over, but there was no rabbit. Why? Because no sinners have sins, a couple wrote sins, and a couple wrote sins, and a couple wrote sins, life is inseparable, the sins cannot be escaped.]
After eating for a few days, A Yao's complexion improved significantly, his face was rosy, and his cheeks were slightly fleshy. There were still a lot of meat left. Chang Sihao wanted to change A Yao's mouth and was preparing to fight something different. A Yao smiled and stopped him, "Brother, this is still there. Why do you want to fight when you go out? We will always kill animals and kill animals when we live, and even step on an ant when we walk, but you can eat it with your own appetite. Don't deliberately step on an ant when you see an ant when you walk. It's a blessing for us to cultivate for the next life." [Xian Mo: This is the way to really be open-minded. If you are too careful, it's wrong. As long as you live, you should be at ease. Kill animals and know how many bacteria you sneeze will kill. Don't think about that, it's useless.]
After hearing this, Chang Sihao felt silently, stayed to help her deal with the fur, cut the meat and dry it, and thought: "In the next life... do people really have their next life? Yin'er, Shou'er, and my little flower girl, where will their next life be?"
After working for more than half an hour, I heard the sound of shouting in the distant mountains and wilderness. When I came out to the forest, I saw a big man standing at the foot of the Sigun Mountain. He shouted with his hands in front of Qin Ziyin's grave. It was Li Shuangji.
Chapter completed!